Write a letter

I'm so very excited to get my life starting for real. Decades being a prisoner, a puppet, I need this.

I can't do it alone though. I need someone to accompany me. Kitty with her foreign exotic feline features and Bunny with her perfect hair seem like the perfect choices.

I could be wrong and that's not what is going to happen but I don't care. I have given so much to this world and it's time for me to get mine. Let me be selfish for just a little while.

>>35034922
Yup, my wife is pretty glorious.

>>35035221
AHHHHH

I'M JUST SO FUCKING EXCITED TO FIND OUT WHAT I AM.

Why are all of these letters making me so happy? I love you all more than words can say!

Bless >>35034922
Bless >>35035221
Bless>>35035260
Bless >>35035457

Happy Millennium Sunshine rays and Excitement Awaits!

>>35035580
Thank you!!! :D

~J (OP)

The fighting for a purpose to fight for seemed purposeful. In winning the fight, the won purpose was found lacking, and the battle a waste of time.
Knowing the order of things as they are now, is it possible to fight again for some new fallacy?
Meanwhile, even the visceral joy of slaughter loses its appeal.
I address this note to nobody because there is nobody worth writing to.

>>35034922
Dear A
I am really thankful for that day we passed together, it was indeed the happiest day i lived so far, i can't tell you the way you made me feel even tho we just walked together for some time and had some talk , but you really made feel better than any time in my life, at least i was happy for a day, i know that we may never meet again, and that i won't be able to tell you this words, but thank you , thank you soooo much, you made me feel alive, you made that day a happy memory that i will never forget, i wish you to find a real who will take care of you and make you happy like you did to me, i wanted to be that man, but i can't find you and i can't reach you anymore, maybe this is for the best of us both, take care of your self, and please forget about me, erase me from your memory.

I always just feel so gross and sad watching porn. It does nothing for me at all and just makes me wish I had a pretty lady to touch for real.

I want to cover her in kisses. Bite her shoulder as my hands leave no skin untouched.

Rigel,

Let's walk around for a while.

Saiph

I really don't feel that I need to apologize for my vindictiveness. dasein from my perspective never met much to you as it from your perspective meant to me, which is to generally be expected. It really makes no sense how much people throw in behind you when suddenly you change your mind and find a utility of some type from mine and think I owe you something in that regard toward you

You should have known it would kill you. Now the only time left you have is to regret.

>>35036900
What would kill whom, Anon?

>>35036886
This is by far the most confusing thing I have ever read.
>>35037048
I'm going to assume it's something russian.

>>35036886
>>35037095
Yeah what does this letter mean? Can you provide some clarification?

Dear J
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with you.
S~

>>35037763
there are quite a few robots who i guess are either in the young edgy stage of their life or who are legitimately schizophrenic who post in these threads, looking for any meaning they can add into their magical realism.

dasein is a philosophical concept fundamental to Heidegger's writing. if you read the post, it's really vague: "...never meant much to you as it (,) from your perspective (,) meant to me..." this indicates either the robot is rambling about something the intended recipient would not know about, or they had some philosophical talks with someone online.

the whole post reads like word salad, which makes me lean towards schizophrenic.

>>35037858
rather, i should say schizotypal, or otherwise something similar. i'm highly narcissistic and very prone to word salad because i automatically assume people know what i'm saying, because obviously my line of thinking is correct and my elocution must be on point. when your brain is buzzing around for patterns and searching for meaning in the dark, you get writings like that.

in conclusion, if you step back and your post looks like that, get help.

>>35037913
Sure thing Dr. Internet.

>>35037858
For the 100th time this week (probably literally), I think I'm going to have to assume that this is that person I love dearly and am very hurt by, as she consistently thinks I can read her mind (no initials or direct replies, etc.).

I'm typing out a response right now, though she may never read it. It may not even matter if she does at this point, but if she doesn't, I still need to make this final letter to try to build up my sanity back from the shambles it's been in.

>>35038330
i speak only from experience ^_^

Dear K,

I'm glad you're back.

>>35038770
I never left your heart

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hey wiwl guy. i'm really relaly eliieeieieie sorrie i didnt get to buy you before. i was going to ask, "how do i cope with the loss of an item i almost bought but didn't?" ... and then i realized, it's you i long for. you are the one i want. woah-oh-oo!! apparently you're nowhere, and i will never come across a fine future friend like you!! :( u were supsd to be my bestie. i daydreamed of being with u while stroking my hair... sniff*

welpz;-;
i hope i can buy u one day.... through a time machine....... i learned my lesson that day....

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i just wanted to watch star glitter fall sprinkle like pure raindrops of crystal ethereal light as i combed my hair

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and you were pink. what a rarity.

well.... back to hell now :')

i'm sorry

i always willl remember you. rest in paradise sparklsiie:D

{placeholder because I'm typing a very long letter and don't want this to 404 before I'm done}

>>35038770

Whats the first letter of your name?

Actual original comment.

Dear V,
I wish you needed me the way I need you. We could be happy together, I guess we were.
I think we won't meet tomorrow, cause I'm sick and won't go to the classes. Hope you'll answer me online though, I know you read my messages, even though you want to hide this fact.
I still have a screenshot of you saying "It's alright. Everything will be alright". And it still gives me hope. But I want you to have this hope too. I know I disappointed you, but now I'm completely changed. Please, believe me, don't turn away from me. I won't let you down everything again.
Good night and good luck with your exams.
Miss you,
A. L.

>>35037834
And that's how JavaScript began.

D,

I h-hope you can be my gf some day

S

>>35040000
kek smiles upon you anon, she will, kek wills it

>>35040000
Wow, cool quads. She definitely will become her girlfriend if you show her this message. Numbers never lie!

>>35039582
I can't go to sleep until you post it, and it's 2:33 AM here!

>>35040150
If it's 2:33 a.m. where you're at, the letter is probably not to you. Sorry, Anon.

Dear S
I am too, lets not wait up
J~

Dear K,

I really, really like you. I still can't believe how we met and how similar we are. We're similar in some ways that make me sad, knowing that you experience what I do. We're similar in ways that make me so happy, actually being able to relate to someone else.

I can't wait to actually meet you, but I'm scared that I've fallen for you too fast. I know I need to be single for a bit but once I meet you I'm scared that I'll go full on autismo and ruin everything by telling you I love you.

I honestly only thought that on meeting you, we'd just be messing about, a FWB kinda thing but the more I've gotten to know you the more I get that you're really special. I need time to be single, I don't know how you feel. I know I love you, I'm not in love though. I need time to be by myself but the thought of losing you is already so hard. There's nobody else like you.

It's gonna be expensive as sin coming to meet you but I know it's going to be so worth it.

I don't know where this is going but I'm already sad for the day we part and the ways in which I'll probably hurt you.

N

Today, two people died near me. In places i frequently pass through. I cant help thinking that ill be a third. The second to hang from a tree full of regrets. Im afraid of failing. Im waiting till the sun goes down and then ill be gone. I may make my death somewhat theatrical. In the sense that i may do this in a way that feels more like a performance than a suicide. Im thinking of dressing up as the child my parents wish they had. Who i wouldve been if i was normal like they wanted. I could also do something with the wall(album) considering the parallels between pink and i. Theres also the option of painting myself into my recent personal pieces. I could incorporate the events that impacted me the most. The ones i never talk about. I feel like doing something ballsy before offing myself would only make sense.or something artsy at the very least

>>35040219
I would bet my head it's not for me, but I'm still intrigued as fuck!

Dear J

I have been, and always shall be your friend

Love S

>>35040260
I'm about three-quarters done.

Dear thread,
You're all fools who make up their lack of any real thought or personality with romantic cliches and empty sentiments. Your writing is, at best, mediocre. I pray you never make the mistake of actually sending it to any real person, because it will do nothing but reveal to them how broken and fucked up you are.

You're life is a miserable misappropriation of resources. No one well ever love you; there's nothing to love because you've spent still long obsessing over imagined models.

You're life is a simulation of the second order.

-A

>>35040380
Dear A

Welcome to 4chan, it is well known for containing only the highest quality posts and use of English, enjoy YOUR stay

:^)

>>35040438
Kek. Truly only the dead have seen the end oh this.

>>35040380
Hi. Here is your (You)
Did you expect Leo Tolstoy's writing here? The people here are mediocre, no doubt about. But these threads exist, cause they give the opportunity to clean up out minds, share out feelings and, sometimes, understand our problems and find solutions.
So if we can't please you, just hide this thread and move on.

Dear David,
Thanks for teaching me how easily a wolf can dress in the skin of a lamb, and how bad heartbreak can feel. Thanks for using me and using me, and when I finally had nothing left to give, you left. Thanks for trying to make me feel worthless and only giving me inspiration to move forward. Thanks for teaching me the different between love and lust, and how beautiful the two can be when combined
I dont hope you have a bad life, i just hope you dont have a good one.
-Ana

>>35039994
Get out of here with your plebbit tier humor.

>>35040609
**The difference

>>35040266
I'm also an S who could definitely write the same letter to my J.

Dear Jo,
Fuck you and fuck your family and fuck your life, thank you for fucking showing me what real pain means, after 10 fucking years you finally fucking showed your true colours.
Fuck you and your normie friends, fuck your friend D. i already did that, and fuck everyone except your grandmother. She was really nice to me, fuck you all except her.
You revealed to me your egocentristic side. It's not like i did whatever i could to keep this thing running, it's not like i went and joined the army and applied to get sent to motherfucking Afghanistan just so i can make some extra cash and hope i can come back a better man for you. Fuck you and your life.
I still have your last cigarette from that night when you basically told me to fuck off and leave you alone, i was in a shitload of pain, my only friend just died some weeks before and i just buried the only grandparent i ever known, but hey at least you got your satisfaction, you and your fucking whore of a friend, I., i know it was her who influenced you into ending this. It's alright, i know i'm fucked beyond repair, but i still fucking love you and forever will, i would've gladly layed down my life for you or kill anyone for you and then gladly take dicks up my ass in prison for the rest of my life. Well i guess that wasn't enough for you.
FUCK YOU, I DO SURE YOU ARE HAPPY, BUT STILL FUCK YOU.

Forever yours, with love, D.

PS: last time the gun jammed, this time i'll make sure it will work properly, my dog just died, fuck you whore, i hope you get a hold of this and feel fucking sorry for all the shit you've put me through, goodbye.

I feel so scared to approach you in real life because I think you're disgusted by me, but I want to keep contact so I text you so you don't feel as pressured to engage with me.

The signs seem to pile up that I'm right and that I need to back off, so I delete you on social media thinking you won't notice, and if you do and it bothers you then you would communicate those feelings to me.

I figure out that you found out my feelings for you by overhearing a conversation.

I worry about whether you like me back or not.

People start laughing at me and talking about my feelings for you more and more.

I eventually figure out that they aren't just laughing at me, because from spending hours analyzing bits and pieces of their conversations, it sounds like you liked me back.

I overhear some hints that you have something planned for me on Valentine's Day. I am the happiest and most hopeful I've been in my life.

I have a lot of anxiety mixed with the excitement (What if I don't react in exactly the right way and disappoint you? What if I'm making this all up, and I'm going insane and am too stupid to notice?).

I get ready especially for the day in case I'm right and ensure that I'm free on that day to spend it with you.

I go into each class, wondering if and when it will happen and trying to imagine it.

I go down to Mr. Gl's room to have a conversation with him during lunch, not suspecting a thing because surely someone would make sure I would know to be there, right?

I notice the demeanor of the people who were excitedly laughing before change completely as they all avoid eye contact. I deduce what happened over the next few hours--the inklings were there within minutes but I want so badly for it not to be true.

I try to fix the situation by posting asking what happened, to correct what I have to guess are people's assumption that I did it on purpose (which is actually very hurtful).

>>35041065
(cont.)

I see people being shown or told about what I am forced to assume is the post, and they begin to look a bit relieved.

I go home and cry my eyes out, knowing how badly I must have hurt you completely unintentionally. I type up the whole story as a reddit thread asking for advice from people as to how to fix the situation.

I am scared to go back into school and see everyone that I disappointed, and obviously I'm still an emotional wreck, so I don't go back in for the rest of the school week.

Shortly after, I notice a post on my thread about abandonment that seems maybe vaguely that it could be you, so I respond accordingly just in case to clear up confusion and heartache for the possibility that it is you. I want so badly not to hurt you.

You post again on my thread, and I have to assume that it's you without anything other than knowing you and how you write.

I write back a lengthy response, and you write back again. When I respond again, I try to be lighthearted and funny, as you know that's my personality. I want to make you laugh and coax you out of your shell.

Apparently you're offended by this, and I feel bad about it so I go to the next thread to try to give you what you want, but I just don't know what you want me to say. I try asking you more and more directly what you want and what's going on.

I begin responding to more and more people trying to see if they are you, just to be safe, but I also make my normal joking posts when I think that there's no chance that it's you. (This thread is where the "melodramatic emo" part starts, which I try to apologize for later once I figure out that those posts are actually yours.)

I plea for you to contact me, saying how much of a wreck I have been, and that I really want an explanation. I've been left in the dark for so long stressing myself out so much over everything I do that I hadn't even been functioning in school (before the event) and haven't been sleeping or eating properly (after).

>>35041118
(cont.)

You don't contact me. My paranoia increases as I realize that I may have to work this out with you over 4chan.

I make and post in more threads identifying myself and writing to you, hoping that you'll identify yourself and respond, but you don't. I consistently have to go through hundreds of posts desperately worrying over which ones are yours and trying to reply to any that I think might be, just to be safe--just so that I can have a chance at working it out with you. I don't want you to spend any time hurting over your misconceptions.

I work up the courage to text you first, even though I know there's a good chance that you're mad for some reason that you have not disclosed to me.

You agree to talk with me, and I feel a sense of relief. I can finally sort things out with you and have some peace of mind.

I ask you what time would work for you a couple of hours later. You don't respond.

The clock ticks on and on, and I grow ever more worried.

It's almost midnight on the dot and you haven't said anything. I panic. I say that I'm very sorry if I did something wrong but I don't know what it was.

You don't respond.

I get no sleep that night and fall over trying to walk to the kitchen (to finally eat) because my blood sugar is so low, and my blood pressure is naturally low, and I try not to let my sobbing get in the way if my eating.

I contact Z and he kindly talks to me and brings me to a slightly more sane state, but he refuses to be honest about the situation.

You finally respond in a curt manner, clearly not wanting to talk but saying that I did nothing wrong. I knew that your excuse was a lie (You weren't working past midnight and you were on Facebook after work.) but I let it slip because I thought you were trying to make me feel better.

Wow, I can't believe I will be able to be with MM, at least for a short while. The time we spoke was long ago but she was the first woman to ever truly inspire me. Not just her physical beauty but with her truly unique mind. She was the first girl I ever spent an entire day talking to, going to bed, and then spending the next day doing the same. Non stop conversations for 14 hours straight. If this is what is really happening I am very excited to meet her in person.

BB truly is beautiful in soul and appearance as well. She is always so kind and open to listening to me when I needed to sperg out. She is the only girl to ever make me nervous to talk to and I freeze up when thinking about sending her a message. I hope I get to meet her as well.

I don't care what happens next but if there are good people involved then I will be happy and hopeful. Even if they end up leaving in the end and I end up back alone I'm ok with that. I just want everyone to be happy. I want everyone to love and be loved in return.

>>35041132
(cont.)

I can't get an answer from you or Z, and you seem to be posting vague things about me having done something wrong, so I try contacting R for a couple of nights in a row and he doesn't respond. Meanwhile, I've asked two people who are or have been one of the closest to me to show me what's on your profile from their perspective, and they are both clearly hiding things from me. I am hurt that people I really wanted to be able to trust would keep the truth from me when they know how badly I've been hurting.

This whole time I've still been paying attention to all of the 4chan posts, trying to sort through the hundreds of replies to find yours to respond to you. I continue to do this again and again, seeing the vitriolic things you say about me based on your assumptions and really hoping those posts aren't yours when logically I know they are.

I continue to question my sanity, as do others. They say that I'm probably making up a lot of this in my head. But for the chance that this is all I have left, I continue trying.

You assume that I had blocked you and was intentionally ignoring you when I would never do that. I still have no idea where you sent those messages or what they contained because you won't tell me.

You had been ready to abandon me for that.

Just when I think things are cleared up, you say more hateful things that you know are jabs at my insecurities. I say nothing of the sort back to you. I don't want you to think like that about me so I try to be as perfect as possible.

You assume that some random rude guy is me and you just jump on that, saying the most hurtful things anybody has ever said about me in my life.

I retain my patience.

>>35041148
(cont.)

I respond to you once, and then delete it because my emotional mind hopes that I'm wrong and that this is more of my paranoia. Further reflection tells me that I actually was right, so I post another letter to you saying that I'm sorry that you kept getting hurt, that your assumptions were wrong, and that I would do anything you asked of me.

I go to school, hoping for you to come up to me with an apology or explanation, or even just an assurance that you aren't mad at me. That never comes.

I ask one last time for an explanation that you'd never bothered to give. I don't even ask for an apology. I think things are better between us--because hey, I guess wishful thinking got to me after all that I've been through--and that's all that matters to me.

You don't respond.

I make another thread to see if you'll come on here. I'm willing to sift through however many replies it takes to get where you're coming from.

You tell me I should regret. I don't know what to regret, but I do, if that makes any sense.

I type this letter based on the millionth assumption that I've been forced to make trying to read your mind, in hopes that you'll see it at some point and at least understand.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I've tried far harder for you than for anyone else in my "pathetic" life. I really thought you were someone special, the most special person in the world to me. I still think that but I know that this is probably irredeemable because you will hate me no matter how hard I try or what I do. I can never meet up to your standards--standards that you refused to ever inform me of--so I guess I just need to let go of it all and let you find someone less "stupid" who can.

~J

the thing is i stopped giving any fucks and i told that bitch everything i wrote here, plus i kinda started doing that with everyone, so now i am a certified crazy person, but at least normies won't fuck with me because i am "insane" but i know i have seen the truth so they can go suck a dick, fucking sheeple,

>>35040380
Among the 'mediocre' styles of this thread, yours stands out as the most abysmal.

>>35041165
Oh and I don't even know if >>35036886 and >>35036900 are you but I kind of have to say something at this point anyway.

Fuck I'm so far gone after all of this.

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Dear b

Im a pedo. I know you would hate me if I told you irl. I'm everything you hate. I'm sorry my brain is wired this way. When I look at men I'm nuetral. But when I look at boys I can't stop salivating. I hate this existence. I hate having to hide this from you but I can't let anyone find out. I wish I could tell you.

F.p

>>35038992
>>35039023
>>35039066
You sound like a male homosexual and that brush is reddity and ugly.

No one ever writes a letter to me. I guess I'm not a memorable person ;-;

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ok i'm starting to feel like that schizophrenic anon..everything is tailored to my existense

>>35041739
You can write one yourself, or assign a friend to do it.

Well just one look in your eyes I'm sure I'll find.
The way to live well, the way to live right.
Oh, those emerald eyes I could die.

Dear all the people around me,

Talk to me.

Please.

-A

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Dear parents of mine.

Fuck you, its been over 17 years since you dumped me on my dying grandparents, and make it seem like its my fault. Like I was assigned to take care of them. Mom, I know you have Bipolar Depression, but you don't tell an 11 year old kid how much of a fuckup they are on Christmas morning. And always talking shitty about my grandparents, even though they were the only ones who could put up with me. Dad, I know you miss me, but you need to control your drinking. It's going to kill you. I know you send me money every week and think that's an acceptable exchange for not being there, but its not. I literally spend all of it on the computer for games to take my mind off of life. I'm watching my grandparents, the only people who have raised me, die slowly. It's not fun. Once again, fuck you.

~S
goddamnit anons im crying

>>35041772
LOLLL you mean >>35041148?

>"This whole time I've still been paying attention to all of the 4chan posts, trying to sort through the hundreds of replies to find yours to respond to you. I continue to do this again and again, seeing the vitriolic things you say about me based on your assumptions and really hoping those posts aren't yours when logically I know they are."

>"I make and post in more threads identifying myself and writing to you, hoping that you'll identify yourself and respond, but you don't. I consistently have to go through hundreds of posts desperately worrying over which ones are yours and trying to reply to any that I think might be, just to be safe--just so that I can have a chance at working it out with you. I don't want you to spend any time hurting over your misconceptions."

holy fuck dude. i don't know if this is projection or full-on schizophrenic psychosis. i really cringe and fear in shame for all the anons to think they've "figured out" posters and stir up stories in their head, getting worked up over subliminal messages that were never intended for them nor written by the ones they think did.

sad...

>>35041165
You have problems you need to seek help.

>>35035789
Really curious who this is but I'm also really late to responding, so you're probably gone.
Initial?

Dear restaurant owner that I am a regular at,

Twas me who pooped on the ceiling. I did it so that when I come in and hear the tales of the ceiling poop I can have a nice chuckle.

10/10 would do it again, -G

To whom it may concern:

MY FEET ARE SWEATY AND MY NIPPLES ARE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERECT

Thanks for reading,

-Anon.

>>35042355
dude i have no idea what the fuck you're talking about

>>35042643
janice i know this is you

why aren't you answering me?

i have been stalking all your posts and have identified you. i collect them and i don't understand why you won't talk to me. why do you talk to me through anonymous posts?

Dear J,
You have no idea what you've been putting me through for the 3 years i've known you.
I love you and i've never said anything like this before to you, but

FUCK YOU, YOU FAT CUNT
ALL THE SHIT I GO THROUGH BECAUSE OF YOU IS FOR NOTHING
I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND FEEL LIKE SHIT OVER YOU, BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE IN THE END YOU'LL JUST KEK ME AGAIN AND EXPECT ME TO CRAWL BACK TO YOU AGAIN, BECAUSE I'M A WEAK LONELY SACK OF SHIT WITH NO REAL FRIENDS.
GO TO HELL

>>35042355
Trust me Anon, I know. I admit when I have any uncertainty about something but I know based on what she said, how she said it, and other personal cues how I was talking to, on more than enough posts to know about this. There were plenty of posts I wasn't as sure about, so I didn't include anything from them, but I am 100% sure about the ones I'm talking about. I was forced into this position, and I don't care if people think I'm insane because I know that the facts would not add up if that weren't the case.

>>35042789
>janice
nope, not me. you need to see a doctor for that shit man, really. it's been sad watching the progression of a man's mind breaking down through these threads

>>35042841
if your only evidence is "trust me i know" or "my spidey senses tell me", you're dumb as fuck because people mimic writing styles all the time. i hope you get help you need real soon. it's gonna be okay

God I hoe it's her I get to meet very soon.

Just the thought of her is enough... I can't imagine having the real thing.

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>>35042162
I'll do another.

Lindsey

I am so sorry. I'm sorry for cheating, I really am. But you don't understand that psychotic bitch Lee literally said "If you don't date me, I'll kill myself and blame you." I love you, Lindsey. God damnit, I still love you. I wish I never talked to her at the Halloween party. I wish we never bonded. I wish you and her didn't become friends. I regret our sleepover, us smoking weed in the treehouse, and all 3 of us cuddling happily as friends. I wish I could go back. I am so sorry. Please forgive me.

Once again,
~S

>>35042371
>>35042355
Yep you guys this >>35042796 is her. I'm about to type another response.

Don't judge someone's sanity so quickly lol.

>>35042976
Lol you conceited fuckwit. See >>35043943 and stop being so quick to judge others.

I am incredibly bored and now incredibly horny so thanks for that. That's just never going away until I get what I need.

Hope it's soon because I can't wait much longer. After, I hope I get answers and many many snugs. After, I hope we just leave and start the world traveling. That would be awesome.

Private jet please. I want to join the mile high club ASAP.

>>35043984
david i know its u. any1 who says otherwise is a fucking LIAR

TRUSS ME DAVID I SEE YOU TYPING

>>35044019
Sorry, I'm not David.

dear anon,
i wish i at least knew you were doing okay. i still worry about you daily, not because i want you to be doing badly but because i care about you. i hope you are safe and happy
-s

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Dear Q, it would probably be for the best if you'd want to re-block me. I don't know why you unblocked me in the first place.

I'm deeply ashamed that after many months I'm still not over you. I had fallen for you at the wrong time, and for that I'm truly sorry. You were unhappy, afraid and insecure when I first found you, and I made it my goal to make you happy to the best of my ability. As I helped you pick up the pieces of your previous relationship, I saw the whole person whom you'd eventually become. I grew to love who you were, and charmed by your perceived physical and personality flaws. You were always beautiful, even when you didn't believe me.

I'm sorry that I was too afraid to admit how much I loved you back when you needed to hear it the most. I regret that things have collapsed to the point where you now resent me because you don't feel the same anymore. It's a painful struggle every day to let you go, but I hope that one day you will find someone who will love you as much and whom can take better care of you than I could.

Thank you for the memories,
Tubby Kitty

dear all the weird numbers that keep calling my phone

stop calling me

thank you

>>35035221
Kitty and bunny are hookers.

>>35044278
KiIl yourseIf, normaIfag.

Hey B,

I've written to you on here before, back then I was frustrated and missed you heavily. I'm not really frustrated any more, it's been about 2 weeks and I'm getting used to the idea that you want nothing to do with me for the rest of your life. I was content with the knowledge that you're doing okay without me, that you don't need me anymore. I've decided to move on, it was the only way for me to deal with it, and that's what you wanted right? For me to find someone perfect. Of course you're the only perfect there is and no one I've befriended since our schism, or before for that matter is a fraction of what you are. 2 things happened in the last 24 hours: I dreamt that we found each other again and you accepted me this time. I woke up, then you posted something through the one window you know I can look through, something that proves you're not over me, and that me trying to get over you is hurtful for you, despite me being nothing to you now. I'm not trying to make you jealous, I don't know what snakes are at your service but they deceive you, and you want to be deceived apparently.

I respect the terrible decision you've made.

You know where to find me,

>>35044332
>wordswordswords
We get it, you're a normalfag. You can fuck off now.

Dear S

Although I may have only known you for a few months. You are still in my thoughts everyday. If it wasant for you, I don't think I could have ever gotten my life on track and actually gone to a good uni. If it wasan't for you I'd still be the fat, ugly, and unpleasant person I was. But now, thanks to you I have real friends that value me, friends that I can have a good time with, I've even had a few romantic encounters. However, even after all these years without you you're still in the back of my head. No matter how attractive said women I talk to are all I can still see is your face. When I'm having a bad, day or I can't find motivation to get out of bed I think if you and get up and out of bed. Maybe one day, be it 1 year later, or even 10 years later we can find each other again.

F

>>35044416
Why are you even here? Fuck off, normaIfag.

>>35042796
>what you've been putting me through
What is that, Anon? That doesn't even make sense because you were dating other people much of the time. You never even told me if you were single or in a relationship. You also never told me that I did anything wrong, even when I asked. I never ignored you intentionally but you did so tons of times, and you didn't seem interested in our conversations much of the time. I had no way of knowing what I was doing wrong.

So yeah, I guess I honestly don't have any idea what I've been putting you through because all I remember doing is being consistently there for you, complimenting you, going out of my way to be around you (I don't even know how many club meetings I've gone to just because you were there. Also, I rarely ever like watching movies... it was never the movies I went to see.), wishing you would let me get closer with you like other people had a much easier time doing than I did...

>YOU FAT CUNT
Okay... my BMI is quite low, and you know it. Please don't project your own body issues onto me. I've always been concerned about you when I see the mental hell that you're putting yourself through with your eating disorder(s?). I've cried from going back on your Tumblr and in your likes and seeing some of the stuff there, and I've talked to Mrs. R about it, who already knew and was concerned, too. I can't tell you how upset it makes me when you insult your own body, and I thought I couldn't say anything without sounding creepy, but in hindsight I should've said something.

The body parts and personality traits you dislike in yourself are often some of my favorite things about you.

(cont.)

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>>35044278
>My second letter that I also didn't send.

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Dear Q. Ever since we stopped seeing each other I've gone to the gym and got into shape, updated my wardrobe and grown more confident. But you'll never get to see it because you've blocked me on everything.

There's a girl from the gym who's into boxing, Jiu Jitsu and has bronze tanned skin. She took me on a date and she ended up having a good time. I didn't. A few days later she texted to hang out with me again but I turned her down because I was crying in the corner of my room. Because I felt nothing for her. I kept thinking about you the whole time.

People tell me she's hotter than you, and that I should be happy. But I can't feel anything for her.


Yet there you are all happy being single, while I look like some pathetic desperate fool trying to fill the void you left behind. It crushes me that despite all your poems about lamenting how love has failed you, you prefer being single than being with me. It's a sad reflection of how below the bar I must be for you. I don't know where it tragically went wrong between us, and I'm ashamed that even after 4 months, I am still not over you.

-Tubby Kitty
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Dear V, I'm sorry for leading you on, but I can't continue anymore. I'm an emotional wreck and I still love her.
-C

>>35044471
>>35042796
>ALL THE SHIT I GO THROUGH BECAUSE OF YOU IS FOR NOTHING
If you make it that way, then that's how it will be. I can't change your hatred towards me that seems to have come out of left field. I haven't seen you act like this towards anyone else before, and I know that normally these behaviors are exactly the kind you would condemn in others. I will be here if you decide to come around.

>I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND FEEL LIKE SHIT OVER YOU
That hurts me a lot. It's my biggest fear, actually, but I don't know what to do to help you because you won't tell me. I would love nothing more than to sleep in the same bed as you and ensure your comfort and happiness; I imagine that every night and have to hold onto a blanket or pillow wishing that it was you.

>IN THE END YOU'LL JUST KEK ME AGAIN
What does that mean? When did I "kek" you, and does kek not mean laughter?

Why do you never clarify things to me? If it's true that you do have feelings for me, then you're self-sabotaging, because I've made it abundantly clear to you that I'll do whatever you ask of me. Except go to hell--hell's not real, and you know that. Your emotions are clouding your judgment right now.

>EXPECT ME TO CRAWL BACK TO YOU AGAIN
When have I ever expected anything of you? And what do you mean, crawl back to me again? We've never been in a relationship before. You sounds like you've given me thirty chances when you haven't given me one *proper* chance. Tell me what you want and I'll give it to you. And do tell ME, not vaguely the entirety of cyberspace.

>BECAUSE I'M A WEAK
Where did you get this from? Do you mean physically, or mentally? Because physically, let's just say you have absolutely nothing to worry about... and mentally, you've made it this far with your brain pulling horrible shit on you every day, functioning much better than I have. I'd say that's pretty damn strong.

(cont.)

>>35044477
>writing all of this just to vent about your normie problems
Jesus just go to /soc/

>>35044496
>>35042796
>LONELY
Well then hang out with me--unless I'm too many of the things you've called me to meet up to your standards.

>SACK OF SHIT
Well, clearly this isn't true. You're a human.

>WITH NO REAL FRIENDS.
I wish you knew how many people care about you: a lot more than care about me, from what I've gathered.

>GO TO HELL
I'm sorry, but I think you know that I take that about as seriously as one of those "Love Letters to Richard Dawkins".

You have more sense than this.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

It makes me so sad that you're feeling like this, because as time goes on, I increasingly see that you're more mad at yourself than you are at me. I wish I could give you a hug and make you feel better. You're welcome at my house whenever you want, so long as you give so forewarning.

I think this is very clear, but in case you need reassurance: I do love you very much.

~J

Dear D (and others),

It hurts knowing you and all of them never cared, especially you. I spent time caring for all of you... and now I guess we'll never be able to talk again. I'm angry, you were my last pieces of social contact.

- You'll know exactly who I am.

>>35044527
*some^ forewarning
(so I can brush my teeth or whatever I need to do)

Dear Rucka Rucka Ali
Thanks for providing amusing songs to vibe with while playing minecraft in the basement all night long back in 2012, when I was 16 and flunking high school
Thanks my Nucka

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>>35044477
>Third

"But we met during a time when I was such a mess and still had so much to figure out. How could I have known how crucial every word, every action was or how losing you would be something I would always regret?

If only you could have met me now, how different it would be. How much I have changed. How I have grown. I learnt so much from all the mistakes I made with you.I just wish I had made them with someone else."

-Tubby kitty

Dear mom,
camp is fun, but the water in the hot tub is too hot help me

Mom, Dad, Sis:

After all you've done for me and what what I turned out to be. Im sorry

this' the first time i've seen schizo anon in these threads and i try to view them everyday. unless i missed their posts

anyone got archives of him posting if its more than one thread

Katie I love you and would do anything to be with you, If i hadnt been such an autist I think we could be together, you are the only girl I have ever actually wanted to spend time with and you have helped me in life more than you can ever know.

>>35044601
holy shit this hit so hard. i really miss those days. loved rucka

>>35045066
Anon, there are tons of schizophrenic people on here. Or, maybe they're trolls... no way to tell.

Dear R:

I am heartbroken.

That is all I have to add.

~J

>>35034922
Shayla,
Time's finally come, man. I've started to get over the idea of asking you out.

It's funny, how much time I've put in trying to psychoanalyze someone I don't think I really know. You're a wild card, I can't figure you out, but maybe that's where I've been fucking up. Maybe I shouldn't be trying to fuck you. Maybe I should just live with you as a friend and move on. You've been my obsession for quite some time, and I think I'm chasing you now because I've blinded myself to other options.

A coworker of mine is urging me to ask you out. I don't think I will. Might make the Open Mics a little awkward but I'm actually going for the music and the good company now. Not going solely for you.

Still though, we should hang out again sometime.

Cameron.

Dear lady with fat tits,
I need to bury my face into your chest more than I need air. I'm going to die without this.
Love, Anon.

>>35044527
I'm pretty sure you have the wrong person my dude

Had a dream where I started my world tour with Claire and she was the pilot of our plane. I fell asleep and when I woke up she was just staring at me. "I have some bad news. I don't know how to fly a plane."

"Any good news?" I ask

"Totes, I have angel wings." and then she just flew out of the plane and left me by myself.

>>35046668
I kind of doubt it... people often change their minds on these anonymous posts and are like "Yeah that was totally NOT me haha...". I've had that happen to me before and I was right the first time in both cases.

Call me paranoid, idc. I'm going based on experience here, as well as intuition. Maybe I'll be proven wrong later, but it's really hard to prove that kind of thing wrong.

If I am actually wrong, then I'm sorry, but that's not how I'm placing my bets right now.

>>35044306
don't care now do I?

>>35046841
I've never posted on these threads before though

I think the biggest lesson people are trying to teach me right now is to stop caring so much about other people. Caring about all of you has taken it's toll on me and I need to focus on myself for awhile. That I need to stop taking love so seriously, to loosen on my morals and just enjoy life.

>>35034922

Dear M,

I fucking love you so much. Maybe its the vodka talking but i love you. no girl will ever be as playful as you were.

>>35047191
Maybe anon. But that's what makes you you. How much you care about people. It hurts though, I know. When people just take and take and take and never give back. But I think love should always be a thing taken seriously and not lightly. Doesn't mean you can't enjoy life though. But think about it this way, after the "loosened morals" and enjoyment, will you want to be the person you've become?

I was more than likely just being salty when I said you could of been much more beautiful. You looked sufficiently okay enough when you put your mouth on my penis.

F, J, M

Get fucked Serbia is great country. You are all islamophiles and Croatcucks.

regaurds from R.

>>35046433
nice dubs t. R

H

either you haven't fully forgiven me or I don't really matter that much to you. I don't know which one is worse

A

>>35047282
I don't know. At the same time I have never been with a woman that wasn't paid money (although, I didn't know this until very very recently.)

So what do I do about that? There is a reason they were paid to be with me. I think it might start that way but then they legit fall in love with me after.

There is something much larger going on here and I don't know why. If kitty and bunny are more of the same I will not judge them, I will not think less of them, or of the people that hired them to give me company. I still like who they are as people (as long as they aren't lying to a great extent) and I would totally make love with either one if it happened. I have and never will use someone as an object no matter what. It's just something is wrong with me physically. Maybe I was born with a terrible STD like HIV and all these women have it as well. My parents pay them in order to avoid telling me the truth. If I knew the truth I just would feel like I would HAVE to be with someone just because of that situation.

Maybe I was born upside down, wrong way around. Maybe these women were as well. I think I was born with both sexual organs, XXY but they cut away the wrong set and left me with a penis. Looking at myself, looking at what I currently have it's so obvious now. There is a massive discoloration and scar....

I really want to be a woman and it should have been clear to everyone that I do and always have. My mannerisms, the way I talk, my likes, the way I move, everything is feminine.

Those were birth control they gave me. That is why I was in the women's ward. I wasn't born a woman, I wasn't born a man. I was born both.

Why keep this from me for so long? The hormone imbalance is what has caused me so much emotional and mental struggle.. isn't it?

>>35047409
I thought I understood, but looks like I didn't. I'm sorry anon

>>35047477
I don't understand either.

I wasn't the one paying them and I'm still not. I am for sure it's my parents, especially my mother that does it. She has said things to me that just confused the shit out of me. Like, she isn't who I think she is either. I was certain she was a loving, caring, morally straight person but when she tells me "All you need is a warm body." it greatly disturbed me. I always believed love was more than just "A warm body" and I thought my family shared that view but I guess not.

Now I don't even know if my morals are right anymore. Maybe I do just need a warm body for comfort.

I don't know anymore.

I need snuggles for sure though. If MM is going to be here soon I will be super happy. If BB is going to be here as well then I will be super happy. I need company even if it isn't sex. Snug or just talk about art with me will go a long way.

(I totally want to have sexy times with both of them though. They are incredibly beautiful, charming, and intelligent. They seem like the best kind of company and I'm sure they have never met someone like me before.)

>>35044601
Holy shit I used to sing his songs and memorize all the lyrics

There have been some weird comments made about me over my life that make it so much obvious that I am a female as well.

They fucked me growing up, didn't they? Growth hormones and the like have made me much bigger than I would have been naturally. This pisses me off so fucking much right now. I always hated being so fat and big. I always wanted to be small and tiny. I want to be tiny now. I want to be a petite girl but now because of their abuse I can no longer do that. I'm going to have to have laser removal of facial hair and legs. I'm going to need to get surgery to fix my man boobs.

I just wanted to be a girl. Instead I get put in the position of some kind of fucked up social experiment if you raise a woman a man will she take on the masculine rules defined by society or biology?

Turns out biology has a far larger part in gender roles.

Dear A

I swear if you stopped being such a little flirty floocy with the rest of the guys at work id wife you the fuck up. You seem genuine when you're with me and I know you feel the same about me. It's your call.

Yours truly
Pimp daddy kane

I think I'm finally getting over you, C. This past week has really helped me discover who you really are and what I actually meant to you before. Now I can finally move on.

One last thing...

To MM and BB... if you ladies don't want to have sex with me then you don't have to, ok? If you are being pressured, when it comes down to the final act please don't feel like you have to if you get second thoughts. It's ok. If someone wants to be with me I want them to do it with their free will. I don't care if there is money involved because I really do need some company but again having someone to talk to, hang out, and do things with will make me just as happy. I'm sure if you were to be with me outside of this situation you would totally sex me up hehehehe. I'm seriously the most chill, relaxed, and easy to be with person in the world. Just be who you are and I will be having a good time. I will never judge a soul.

I totally want snugs though. God how I need the snugs.

Dear me,

You just turned 20 and you're still a loser neet. Why cant we jdimsa already? Being alive sucks ass and we both know it, if only you wasn't such a pussy or if only theres a button we can push to end it all.

Michael,
You have such a nice voice I wish you would speak to me more often. I stayed up a little after the call dropped and cried (in a happy way) because I don't feel as alone with you there. Before meeting you I felt like Bill in that one scene of the movie we watched, where he repeated the same actions daily and began to wonder if that was his life. But I'm happy you're here now. You're really comfortable to be around, even though sometimes I think you dislike me. I'm sorry for being annoying, I'm just glad to have a friend like you. Have fun reading Proust. (You have to read him, this isn't optional).

I want to be fucked by you

semi-kinda-somewhat sincerely,
Mel.

Please let me get my medication today. Please. I will stop taking the illegal ones if I get these today.

I know it's you guys that are in control of it so I'm just askig for a bit of respite.I don't want it to be awkward when I go. I just want to go in and when he asks me what's going on I'll say "The B---- C----- was awful to me. They were rude, disrespectful and belittling. I want a refill on my medication while I continue my search for a better mental health option."

I want him to say "Ok, sorry to hear that. I'll be glad to help. Here's another month supply. Take one in the morning, one in the afternoon. Have a good day, bye."

Why can't it be that easy? Why does it have to be a frustrating, stressful ordeal every time? You all know how much that medication helps me. You all know I don't take enough for it to be considered abuse. If it's I and J that convinced everyone of a bunch of retarded addiction bullshit then please listen to someone who isn't a moron about this. Look at this two. Why would you listen to them about literally anything at all?

Remember, J--- is always right. It's a saying to live by.

Thanks,
JAW

Dear failed lover,

I'm sorry for what I've done to you. I've been... incredibly stupid when I was younger. You flew across the country to see me, and I was too young to see you. I wish I could have driven, be an actual adult, anything. My father/mother instilled fear into me and that's why I never showed up to see you. I couldn't even speak to you again I was so ashamed, I just blocked all communication and hid as far away as I could like a fucking idiot. I didn't know shit at the time, and even then, I was falling out of love with you. I don't know why and that's the scary part. I just... stopped being interested in you and I don't get why. I think it had to do with my teenage emotional problems to the point where I was shutting down emotionally into an emotionless husk to cope with all the insane shit I was feeling. That's my only guess at this. I've never really thought about it much, I just kind of block it out. I wish I could say sorry to you but I feel like that would never be enough for what I've done to you.

If it makes you feel better, my life turned to shit in many ways including my love life. Maybe that's my payment for the awful thing I did to you. I don't know all I know is I'm sorry.

-Anon

I miss you Annou
its been 7 years and im still crying

>>35047901
i'd write this, i really hope you too have fun together <3

>>35048315
Can I add something?

Adderall increases my libido by 10x, Like, holy shit I want to fuck everything all the time when I'm on it. Normally I'm all "Meh, sex, whatever."

So if it's pleasing the ladies what the pilots want then you know what to do. I'm damn good at sexy times too as long as the lady says more than "I.. I I I d-don't know" when communicating desires.

yes, I have a dirty mind. Yes, I am a slutty skank. Let me be one.

>>35044332

lol nvm

Dear anon girl,

I know we talked before about things in the past and I said I don't hold a grudge against you but I still do. You pretty much blew me off and never talked to me again and intended to leave it at that. I'm not happy about it honestly and I don't really believe anything you told me during our conversation. It's kinda lame, but whatever. I'll never say this to your face because what good will it do with this information? What will anything be brought about if I told you what you did was super shitty, and that I'm pissed. All it would do is cause unnecessary drama and tension for no reason but the fact people are just people and romance is a game where someone will always get hurt and I was the one to get hurt.

I don't know, mostly you suck and I'll always slightly resent you. I said I'd wait and it's true I didn't mind. But the problem is with the waiting, the desire for the payoff at the end is supposed to be a thing, and when the payoff was about to happen you just told me to fuck off. I just felt robbed, fucked with, and worthless.

Oh well, I hope you are happier in life than me, and that's not coming from a spiteful place. I just hope that what I've felt and the hurt I experienced was validated and gave you a happier life without me. At least then it wasn't wasted or squandered.

-Some sad asshole.

>>35040000
S,

Some day that will be nice

D

>>35044416
Anon , what's your name?

>>35048460
lol no wonder you are a virgin if this is how you act when you get attention from girls.

A,
Why do I still miss you? It's been months since we last talked, and I'm sure you already forgot about me yet, I still think of you every single day. I think it is because there's so much I wanted to tell you; I wanted you to know how I felt, what I thought of you, and the many reasons why I fell in love with you. I know we will meet again one day, by then you'll probably have someone else, it hurts to think about it but, I knew all along that we weren't destined to be together.

I love you and I hope you succeed.

Dear: ugly stupid people

I accidentally bricked your faces in on purpose because you're all so ugly, I am not jealous of you and your pathetic wizard powers of failure.
If you seriously believe you succeeded in brainwashing people with your sad attempt at psychology/social engineering by pretending hypnosis is 'magic tricks' please consider suicide because you should be embarrassed about your severe autism.

From:
The normal people

Dear C.

We have never even talked like normal human beings. We only fight and bully eachother. Everytime I get all the nerds and losers together to redpill them on chemtrails or whatnot you always stare, laugh, and kissed your ex. We resorted to a lot of stupid actions like that. You're on tumblr I'm on 4chan, you visit the CNN website I visit INFOWARS, you hate studying I love nothing more. When you passed out in the hall lately I stared at you for almost half an hour and when you recovered I smiled at you and walked away. I stare alot I try to trigger you, I follow you around sometimes. I know you are aware of my love for you even though we are so different. You can't stop talking about me (it usually isn't very positive but still). I probably only love you because you are really hot and cute as fuck, you have nothing to say you have no hobbies or intrests but damn you are so fucking hot. I know alot about you, I know where you live, your phone and with who you have slept. I also know you recently broke up with T. Which means you can't tease me useing him no more. You are an SJW whore and I hate you! But I also love you! Hate and love aren't very far from eachother for me. Everytime me and my friends are talking comics or star trek or whatever and you pass by I become silent. I have been wanting to ask you out. But I know you'll reject me like anyone else. Why do I always need to love the popuair girl? Why do I always need to love people I hate. I masturbate to you everyday.

Love
F.

Thinking about being a girl turns me on a lot. I don't know what that means. Like, Thinking about shaving my legs so they are butter smooth gets me all hot and bothered. Thinking about making out with a girl while I'm in a dress does the same. Why can't I just turn tiny and beautiful over night? I want smooth legs, Cute breasts, flowing hair and dark make up but I have none of these things. I don't even have irl pretty female friends to help me. I need them. This is why I want something to happen this weekend. I want them to Turn me into what I really am and to fuck me as such

Yet I know nothing will happen. No matter How much I beg for happiness yall refuse to give me even the tinIest bit of release.

>>35040657
He's referencing Spock you gonk.

Dear J,
I'm sorry for disappearing so suddenly. I really enjoyed our talks and thought you were a great friend, but I've been feeling worse and worse in the past few months and I hated the feeling of being a burden to you.
Sometimes I want to be selfish and talk to you again, but I know I would regret it in the end.

I'm in NYC because of different reasons soon. It's a long way from home. I still wish I could arrive knowing I would meet a good friend there, but I'm too much of an autist for relationships of any kind.

Sorry,
L

Bel,

The other night was pretty weird. If you knew, then why lead me on? It felt like things were going really well between us, but since then it's just... awkward. Would be nice to know where we stand. I admire the hell out of you, and we have so much in common. You're the first girl I've ever respected so god damn much and been inspired to be a better person by. I understand and respect your decision. But was it just me who was interested? Maybe one day you'll tell me.

- J

Dear S,

I fucking hate you for everything you've done. What little good you've done in the field doesn't make up for decades of misconduct. I'll watch you live a happy life with your stupid boytoy from the sidelines, but you'll get what's coming to you one day you fucking piece of shit.

R

Think I might actually work up the gallantry to ask you out before the week is done. Say yes

A,
you actually do matter a lot to me. i hope you never think otherwise. i'm just a bit apprehensive about this. i'm afraid of getting attached just for you to leave again. or that you just talk to me out of pity and guilt. you're probably the coolest friend i've had
-H

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>>35034922
Dear Nana:

You smell like smelly. I am the also hoping at it. Smelling. Stench. Happening. What happening. Nana. What's up? Hi how are. YOU!

I think you're cool. And I love you.

>>35048460
What's anon girl like?

Love me love me,
say that you love me.
Fool me fool me,
go on and fool me.

>>35047651
Hah, fuck you S you hypergamous borderline off-the-fucking-walls-just-like-your-mom cunt.

Dear L,

I'm sorry. Today was the happy day I talked about. With my family. But you're gone. Please just pretend tonight that we're happy. One last time so I can tell you all about my excellent time on her old piano.

Sincerely,
J

You people are assholes. You knOw I didn't want the extended release ones. You fucking knOw they don't work worth a shit. You make me suffer forno reason. You better hope they have some effect because if they don't, if I don't get to see kitty or bunny this weekend then I fucking quit for good. Im sick of being fucked with. I'm sick off being ignOred. I hate you All I truly do. Especially my parents.

>>35050781
hello buddyrino

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cts-jXlULEI

>>35050781
I said i would stop taking the illegal ones if you gave me this but instead you were dicks. I'm dOubling down on the illegal ones. I'm going to make sure I fucking od

>>35034922
Dear ...,
I'm tired of giving you the best years of my life while you make up excuses not to better yourself. To better us. I love you, but not enough to continue this for another year.

Dear N,

I have a huge fucking boner for you. Well, it's only huge in a metaphorical sense. As in, I've jerked off thinking about you four times today and might go for the fifth. In the actual, physical sense it's quite modest.

Love,
Anon

>>35050781
THEY HAVE THE CODES
RUN AWAY
FAR FSR aWay

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>>35051501
what are you even talking about?

Seriously, if kitty or bunny are dick girls I will suck their dicks so fucking hard. They are the most beautiful women in the world.

I don't caarreeeeee. I have the dirtiest mind in the world and you all know it. I have a lady dick myself so I'll teach you all how to use it. Fuck, if they had dicks I would let them fuck me even.

I love sexy times.

Hate dudes. If it looks like a lady, sounds like a lady, but happens to have a dick then it's still a lady. Lady is a state of mind.

I will do the dirtiest things you can possibly imagine. I would go in detail but you all would make the face in [pic related]

>>35040550
>I know you feel the same about me

Nah, she doesn't want to spend the rest of her days with a burger flipping fuckboi.

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also I totally want to take some modeling photos. Non sexual and totally professional because holy shit you ladies are gorgeous.

I wonder if I could borrower that photographer's studio. He has like, a legit awesome photography studio where I have shot before.

Also, do my makeup while you are here please. and my hair. I want to be a pretty lady too god damnit.

(I am lost in my own mind right now. None of this is going to happen and when friday-saturday night comes I'm going to be super sad and alone. I'll just be waiting for that cab to pull up, Kitty/bunny dressed in blue telling me to follow them. That cab will never come, will it? You guys are just going to be fucking with my mind all forever, aren't you?)

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Anna,

50% of me still loves you, the other 50% sincerely wishes you were dead.

I'm so disappointed in myself for trusting you. You seemed so special, in the end you were just another heartless whore.

You threw away something pretty special, it's more your loss than it is mine. You will spend your life jumping from dick to dick like some empty slut because you're too much of a coward to take the leap of faith and try to have something that actually means something in your shallow life.

>>35034922

Dear A,

Thanks for being my first girlfriend and allowing me to discover I can actually talk to people and be interesting.

You may feel regret for 'toying' with me and expected me to be angry but I merely felt disappointment, not anger. Disappointed that this world isn't a world where you could feel the way I felt for you.

I don't know why you decided to leave without telling me. I thought we were going to be friends.

You might not know it; but I have a farewell gift collecting dust here on my desk, along with some things I still wanted to tell you.

There's a million thoughts racing in the back of my head telling me the reason why. But I've decided to ignore them and wait for you to tell me in person.

It's been a great experience.
Truely the best days of my life.

Hope to see you soon.

K

PS: You still have to return that plastic container I gave you. I wouldn't bother normally but it actually isn't mine.

>>35052579
Get over yourself. Talking like you were worth even one iota of her time.

>>35051045
What's N's name?? I must know. If you're jerking off to me, you could have told me so I could help.

>>35049381
Hehe this made me smile. I find this cute , I don't know why!

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Dear J,

Please come back. It's been over three years now, and I miss you a lot.

R

Dear Maria

Please come back someday. Since you left I'm angry all the time except when I'm depressed. I want to feel human again.

Our 6 years together had to mean something to you. I have no idea what your mother said to you that night but I promise whatever it was is bullshit.

Do you love him yet?

-M

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What is going to happen when I understand the power I possess? What is going to happen when I become free?

Will I fizzle and fade or is the world mine to own? Am I a nobody or am I everything? How much money will I have? Bill Gates levels or will I remain a poor boy from a poor family? Will I be able to get any number or any invitation I ask for? If I wanted to hangout with my favorite bands will that even be possible? If it is, do I set the time and place instead of making an appointment? Can I get any women in the world I wanted?

Should one man... err, women... have so much power?

I really really want to hang out with Claire, Megan James, and/or Lauren Mayberry. Honestly, I have always wanted to date a musician/singer. The idea of listening to them create, work, and write while I am painting and working on my own art is so very romantic. It's something I have always dreamed of. Them teaching me how to play instruments and sing just.. it's the best thoughts.

I don't want to just fuck the world.

I don't care for fancy things
Or to take part in the freshest way
But to provide for my mine who ask
I will work hard, on my father's grave
On my father's grave

>>35051045
What N? :3

>>35052579
Sometimes I feel like all unsigned posts to Anna are written by a neural network. And yet they hurt me every single time.

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So like...

1. I was thinking about shaving my legs, between the legs, chest, my beard, and whatever else tonight.

or...

2. Should I remain a hairy bearded man for now? What would you ladies prefer. Smooth princess J or hairy J-bear. For now that is because n the future I'm going to be 100% princess.

3. What kind of haircut should I get? I'm thinking pic related is a pretty safe bet for me at the moment. I'm super excited to have pretty and girly hair.

>>35053315
She's a notorious camwhore who lurks r9k and gets close to robots before detaching. It's no coincidence there are so many Anna posts.

>>35053032
I really want this to be to me, but it hasn't been three years yet with my R. It's been almost two and a half years.

I believe we met 09-03-2014, but I wish it had been sooner.

>>35053315
Kinda funny how a lot of posts here are about an Anna, including mine.

>>35052738
>>35053339

This Anna wasn't a camwhore.

>>35053315
I don't need to sign it. If she sees it, she'll know it's for her

There was once a sad fast food manager. He lost his wife and kid because he was a filthy alcoholic. He would then proceed to use his sob story to attempt to gain the sympathy of his young female coworkers. He then found an Anna. Who saw through his shit, pretending to sympathize, until he fell hard into oneitis for her. She then proceeded to use this for advancement in the world of burger flipping, to pay for her education. All while friend zoning him as hard as she possibly could.

Every night she would go home to her boyfriend, and they would laugh and laugh about how much of a total sperg he was.

She finished her education, and threw that shit "career" to the curb.

He is still a fast food manager, just a little bit sadder.

Le Fin

'T'

You're someone else, man. I know our relationship tends to revolve around sexuality but I'm so grateful to have you to talk to. I feel like you really care about me as a person, beyond all the nasty things we talk about. I'm always surprised whenever I realise that you like me, too. You're way out of my league, so much so that I worry I'll let you down when we meet. Man, I don't even know your real name or what you really do. I feel too rude to ask things sometimes. You get that I'm incredibly anxious, right? I'm so happy to have met you and I can't thank you enough for the kindness you've extended me.

Ultimately, this will end but I'll always look back on however long we will have had with joy and of course, some bitterness that it didn't last just that little bit longer. When you sang to me I was speechless, I dunno how much it meant to you but it was really special for me.

I'm not looking for anything romantic right now, everything but exclusivity I suppose. I don't know how you feel about it but that's fine, I'm so happy doing what we're doing right now. I just want to share some more time together before this inevitably ends, whether that's because I'm not good enough or for whatever other reason.

Thank you, don't let me fall for you.

N

I wonder if anyone is listening to me right now.

And going "Holy shit she is fucking filthy".

ya'll don't know the half of it.

>>35054117
tell us the half of it then?
Who are you watching/talking to?

No idea when you stopped talking to me when we had a thing going on but i think circlejerking old things that happened with your twin must be 5 times better than an actual conversation since you always did it and probably always will.

>>35034922
Itt, beta robots, writing a "letter" to their oneitis. Do anything in your power to forget about her, robots, I thought it was hard, too, at first, but then I realized women, no matter if they say they do, don't care about your "feelings" or "emotions". Be strong robots.

So what, I have xxy chromosones, internal female reproductive organs, external male, BB is a trans as well, RR was too, ICL was, and MM might be. When I made that painting it was of her. If MM or BB has a dick I would suck those ladies off so good and swallow too. They are smokin hot.

Everyone has known this. All these girls have gotten famous off of 4chan.

I am transitioning from M to F and no one is surprised. Like, AT ALL. They are just like "Well of course we all knew." One time I posted an image of myself on the MSPA forums and people would say "Huh, you have much more square/masculine features than I would have guessed."

Why would they say that? because they knew I was a female.The entire world knows except for me. it's a soap opera type of thing. We are all like this. CB is as well, isn't she? DB?

Know what makes me so special compared to everyone else? I am the only one that doesn't know and I am MR ROBOT, not MRS ROBOT. You are all females that are upside down while I am the only male of us that is upside down.

So I guess MM and BB aren't coming this weekend? Why? My stars, why not? I want you to. I need you to come to me. You are talking to the old ones right now. Get them to get you here please. I need you so badly. I need you to hold my hand as you bring me into the real world.

I need my sparkling emerald green. Please.

ok this story of anna is relevant to my story somehow but I haven't put the pieces all the way together.

It's on my show right now even.

Fuck. I'm thinking guys I am.

(I need some company so bad though, yknow? Sex, fuck yes but I would just be fine with cuddles. I wouldn't pressure or be inappropriate. I need some to feel the warmth of a woman's touch is all...)

To everyone,
Fuck you.
A

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These threads are so unbelievably cringey. lmao

>>35056161
Did you go braindead, Chris?

>>35034922
Dear Mrs.Kitty
I'm sorry that I didn't care enough for you. I have no excuses for this, I'm a rotten subhuman piece of shit person who would rather waste time on his PC than playing with his cat.
I still remember the last time I petted you. You were so eager and rubbed up against my hand, always loving it when I ruffled your neck. I feel like you became less shy during the last months.
At first I thought that you were just outside longer than usual. I'm so ashamed that it took me this long to start worrying about you.
Wish I could have buried you.

>>35050961
If this is supposed to be to me: name one bad thing I did to you that was a. not made up and b. intentional. What am I supposed to work on? I've asked you many different times in many different ways and you've given me no answer.

Dear cutie,
I love you so so much, whenever I think about you, I feel my cheeks burn up.
I don't think you even know who I am.
sure, you've seen me a couple times, but we don't have any classes together now.
I'll watch you from down the hall sometimes, or follow you around.. sorry it's kinda weird but you don't notice anyways.
Your face is the most adorable thing ever, you're just so so cute and perfect to me. i have never been so in love! and i barely know you, or your name..
You know nothing about me at all though, you probably don't even notice i exist, i have never spoken near you and probably never will..
<3 k

Dear L,

I'm really sorry things can't work out between us, I still love you though you don't feel the same, and may never do so. You are perfect to me.

- E

Dear AJ,
You have been my best friend for years now, and even when we haven't been in touch, when ever we get together we pick up right where we left off and its so wonderful how our friendship never changes. However, recently, seeing you start all these incredible projects and never finding it in yourself to finish them breaks my heart. I want to help you and work with you and mash our dreams together. I only wish you would cooperate because we can do this and we can make them work. You just need to try, a little more everyday. I want you and I to succeed so bad! We would make the most incredible, iconic duo. I just wish you believed as much as I do.

~GP

>>35056278
This is jace...

My family has been injecting male steroids into my food which has caused me to gain 15 pounds in 4 dqays. It has ruined my skin.

My family is against me turning into a woman. They are against me meeting new people. I thought I was going to meet Maria(Kitty?) and Perfect Hair Girl(Bunny) but I think my mother and father has been trying to get them to not come to me. I wanted so badly to meet you girls. Not only for sex or as objectification but just as someone to confide in and to have some good company. Please come visit me still, please. Please get me away from this place...

I think my mother has been the one fighting me on my medication. She is the reason I am taking 5 meds instead of the one that actually works, adderall.

I just want to be a pretty princess and she is ruining my mind and body so I can't. What the fuck.

Someone please help me.

It's my dad doing the hacking on my computer or helping someone do it. I don't want ICL. If it's RR hacking me I don't want her either. I want freedom. I want to be a woman. Please.. someone oh god please help me.

>>35057511
You are definitely crazy enough to get welfare. Then with this welfare you could move out from your parents' house.

>>35056278
I'm a Chris who knows an Anna

who dis

- C

>>35057603
I have gained 15 pounds since fucking friday. That is NOT POSSIBLE by itself. This is from 3 different scales. That plus the insomnia, the bad skin with acne, itchy as fuck skin all over my body...

jesus fucking christ.,

C

Please stop hurting yourself it's breaking my heart, I'd be so fucking depressed if you die

I

>>35057511
>>35057668
Hey buddy I'm not sure exactly what's going on with you but we share a name so I just wanted to say I hope you can get through this and I'll get through what's going on with me and we're both going to be happy. I saw someone about my issues not too long ago and I would recommend you do the same.

>>35057637
Take a wild guess faggot.

>>35057913
I don't trust anyone to see anyone. The only person I can see is kimberly and she was so mean to me last time and I don't think she is on my side.

I sent a message to the one girl I know so I'm hoping she can call 911 for me or come get me... would be such a huge thing to ask someone especially because I have no money at all and I'm a complete stranger.

>>35057668
Because you are STRESSED OUT ALL THE TIME, with this paranoid grandiose delusion.

Believe me I have been in the exact same state, except I didn't gain any weight, 'cause I was living on coffee and cigarettes.

You need to calm down. You aren't missing out on anything, everyone leads a dull, monotonous life.

>>35057725
how are they hurting themselves?

Is it that bad?

>>35048571
Is your name D?

>>35058472
are you serious? I have been watching my diet like a hawk and have been kept up all nights scratching my skin like a heroin junky going through withdrawals. Then the bad acne when I have never had acne before. And then fucking 15 pounds gained since friday.

That's insane. The nurse even asked if I was on steroids and I told her no, of course not. I'm trying to lose weight and I'm trying to transition into a woman...

I am for sure being drugged.

Shes so insanely beautiful and a talented artist.

She's so high... high above me.
She's got the best of everything.
What can a guy[girl] like me really offer?
She's perfect as she can be, why should I even bother?

>>35058589
Quoting a tal bachman song.

Oh jeez, you are one sad man

>>35058637
I quote every song because I remember all the lyrics. And it's just what popped into my head.

Thats the second time someone has just made fun of me for listening to cheesy songs in less than a minute.

I fucking hate people.

>>35058730
Lot of people in this world.
Might as well kill yourself.

>>35058753
I get some respite from annoying all the people that want me to kill myself by continuing to live.

And by being with insanely beautiful women when I'm a fat, short lesbian. The jealousy fuels me.

Dear me.
At first I found braap posting just funny, then it became mildly irritating. Then I took part in it myself and laughed at various sexual fart videos on youtube. Then I moved on to dirty western pornsites for braap's like pornhub.
Now I unironically like braaps and they make my peepee twitch.
You fucking asshole, please die.
-regards, me.

If 1 then yeah

>>35058899
You really should stop this transitioning madness. Remember the person you used to be. Before you started having these delusional ideas.

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>>35058970
what the fuck are you talking about.

The person I was before was called a faggot a dozen times a day. Everyone made fun of my music, my art, my aesthetics, the way I talked, my body language, my fascination with women's clothing. You think I never thought about becoming a woman before? Do you have any idea how long I pretended to be a woman online for? I loved it when people thought I was a girl online. I liked that people looked at my art and thought it was created by a girl. in highschool I was friends with mostly girls. In college I never spent time in the male dorms and would only hang out in tne girl dorms. Sophomore year I moved in with 4 other girls. I liked that the majority of my fans were women. All my friends online were women. I only ever talk to women.

I hate associating with men and I have never gotten along with them. I hate the way men view women, I hate the way the view most things. I do not feel like I belong as a man.

I have never been comfortable in my skin. I have never felt attractive in my fucking life. I never knew what looks good on a guy and even if I did it wouldn't look good on me. I have very soft features that are all very feminine. I have big round blue eyes, soft pink cheeks, pink round lips, a butt chin, and slender neck with no adam's apple. My hair is long and wavy like a girls...

When I had my hair short, when I tried to look like a man no one cared. I never got any compliments and I never felt like I belonged. When I grew out my hair and shaved every day I would be constantly mistaken for a lady. People would greet me with "Ma'am" and with my ex they would greet us as "ladies." Every time it made me so happy. Just like when I was mistaken for a girl online.

The reason I never bothered to think about it seriously until now is because my family, my friends, everyone would make fun of me for my feminine features. And since almost all my features are feminine... I was made fun of constantly.

Is >>35058969 in response to >>35056947?

If so, the reply function works by clicking on the post number while your cursor is at where you want it to be in your post.

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>>35059195
I have never thought about it seriously because I just never think of myself as a sexual or good looking person. I would always just wear clothing in a completely utilitarian manner. I have never thought "I'm going to buy this shirt because it looks good." It's more like "I'm going to buy this shirt because I need a shirt and this is cheap."

Recently I had the thought "Why does it make me smile every time someone mistakes me for a woman?" and I realized... because it makes me feel like I belong. It makes me feel like I am who I secretly think I am.

So I took the thought further. "What if I woke up tomorrow a full blown woman." I pictured myself in front of a mirror wearing a dress, stockings, collar, with makeup and pretty hair. I thought about how I would move in the dress and how it would feel to be in one. The soft fabric lightly brushing against my skin, the light filling the room as it bounced from the bright colors, the way my legs would look in ankle boots and how they would move... before I could even think about what my face would look like, I noticed I was smiling. For once in my entire life I actually smiled at the thought of my appearance and it was because I thought of my self as a woman. This made my projected image of myself absolutely giddy and I squeaked as I danced in my imaginative dress.

This is something I have wanted so badly my entire life but never thought it would be possible. I was always too big, too fat, too hairy, too ugly, too fucking WEIRD already to even think about being a beautiful woman.

but now?

I want this so badly no one will be able to stop me from getting it.

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>>35059387
>>35059195
I am not trying to bring you down, but you will never be a beautiful woman. Maybe with years of ruining your body, you will be able to pass off as an unattractive woman.

You aren't even attracted to men. You just have insecurity about your looks. That's no reason to mutilate yourself.

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>>35059525
Do I have to be attracted to men to want to be a woman?

I associate more with women. Their mannerisms, bodies, styles, hair, clothing ,aesthetics, music, poetry, views (especially on love), movies, art, everything. I am already a woman and the insecurities I have with my looks is because my external images doesn't match my internal image of myself.

I'll be a much more beautiful woman than I ever will man and more importantly I will be happier as even an ugly woman than an attractive male.

have you ever thought that maybe, just maybe, you don't understand what this is like? That I would have done this decades sooner if I wasn't constantly put down by friends and my family for being a "faggot"?

All I have learned recently is that my family doesn't love me and their opinions are worth nothing to me now... therefore, I can do this much easier.

>>35059738
I do not think it is possible to convince you of your error, so I shall cease trying.

Good day to you.

Dear Z
I wish I could hate you, I truly do wish that.
Or at least be indifferent. I can't though.
Love is about completely understanding the person through and through, and unless I forget I will always understand you.
Go have kids and don't give up on love because of me.

Dear M:
I miss the chats that we used to have and I'm sorry things ended so shity.
A.

>>35059856

Is this A from the future? I'm M, I was about to write a letter to A but as far as I know we're still talking and things haven't ended shittily...

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>>35059387
>>35059738
>>35059195
(last one)
Considering I get mistaken for a girl ALREADY and that's without makeup or any sort of facial feminization surgery... I think I'll be able to do this convincingly.

I was born upside down, the wrong way round. Not going to find paradise on the ground.

>>35059969
You should be the first famous transsexual rapper.

S,

I love you and everything about you, I want to be yours.
I will make you naive and innocent again.

D

Why did they mock me on grumps today? Why? What the purpose of that? I never claimed to be a great singer, I never claimed to ever even be anything other than shit and it was done in what I thought was my own privacy. That song was one I really really liked and I know it's sad and cheesy and at the time I didn't even know if she had died in childbirth herself or if the kid died from leukemia or... come on guys that was really fucking mean, ok? I know I said some mean shit in the past while shit posting but I never thought people would ever read those. To make fun of me for doing something in the privacy of my own room and about something I'm super duper fucking self conscious about really made me cry.

Why? What was the point of that?

:(

Seriously is this fucking make fun of me day?

Fuck you assholes. I'm just going to paint now.

Haters gonna hate https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEQxEJ5_5zA

>>35059829
why do you want to hate them? you don't understand anything

>>35058969
Also, if this is to me, what is it?

>>35060569
900% it's for this ->
>>35053334
Which means I have a lotttttt of shaving to do tonight. It's bath time ladies.

>>35059966
My M doesn't browse this board.

The shit thing is I can't even kill myself.

If I tried I know that they would rush to my aid the second that rope drops.

I hope kitty bunny gets my messages. I would want something more serious with her but I'll take what I can get. Just a night to help me forget would do me wonders.

>>35061080
Who is kitty bunny, and what's the story behind the nickname?

Also don't kill yourself Anon. French fries exist.

>>35034922
why dont you email anna this you pussy. #generationz

>>35061161
That's a pretty solid argument ngl

>>35060635

Okay, cool. Alors...

A,

I wish we had met under different circumstances. Partly because of my personal situation, but more than that, because of where I am at emotionally and mentally currently. In some ways, it's not such a bad thing. I've opened up to you way more than I otherwise normally would have, and because of that you've done the same for me. So I feel like I know you pretty well, even if we have only known eachother for such a short amount of time. But when I'm in a much better "way" I feel like I am much less of a drag to interact with, definitely less intense and/or needy. And there's so much that's happened over the past few weeks that I feel like our relationship might never attain any sort of sense of normalcy. I'd like to just be your friend and have it be so simple. But I don't know. I feel like I've already tapped you for all the energy you'd be able to put into whatever this is. I'm really sorry I'm so selfish. You might not see how I am being selfish, but trust me I am. I'm going to try and cool it... Get back to my own life and not worry so much about yours, or how it might fit into mine. But I hope we still keep talking, because I care about you and want to be there for you in whatever way I can.

Best,
M

>>35061080
and I must say this...

It's not just because of her absolutely stunning looks or forwardness in sex or because of how thin she is. There are plenty of gorgeous women out there and I would be trying for any number of them a long time ago if it was just sex I find important.

I have been deciphering what was real and what was planted this entire time. She clearly had a lot of her posts tailored made for me and those are the ones I completely ignored. It's the small flashes of light that I look for. The small glimpses of reality that show who she truly is. Honestly, I have not been able to see much reality recently but what I have seen tells me a lot about her.

She doesn't let things get to her. She is open to viewing differing opinions to her own. She does not let her emotions control her views and her ability to reason is governed by her knowledge. She is educated. She appreciates the arts as much as I do. She is grateful for the time, effort, and gifts people give to her. She doesn't take herself too seriously and is lighthearted, even in her perversion. She appreciates cheesy, dumb jokes. She is extremely self confident.

But as well.. she is extremely self confident. She might seek approval from third parties a bit too much. She spends a lottttt of time on her phone. Men and women want her badly. like, super badly. This is going to make me very self conscious and test my ability to trust (which right now is... it's broken) I'm going to have to share her affection for artists (I'm jealous easily) She's insanely beautiful (I'm never going to feel good enough) I'm going to last about.. 1.5 seconds in bed she's so insanely gorgeous.

I could go for a few more hours on the insecurities part. This is all assuming I can be in a relationship with her. These are things I notice and look for when I see people. I don't like spending a lot of time on the computer.. I don't. I just want good company is all.

>>35061175
Because it's not the same as a letter I would write with the intention of sending it. Posts on these boards are different, as the mentioned people almost never discover them. Unfortunately, in my case, my loved one did.

They then said some of the most hateful things imaginable over the next few threads to me, along with intentionally trying to drive me further into madness, despite my having done nothing wrong--they seem to have made up stuff in order to justify doing those things. I would never have put up with this for anyone else, and most people would never put up with this, period, but I've been doing so (very patiently and without vindictiveness) because I've been trying so goddamn hard to get it to work out. /rant

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>>35060139
This doesn't sound like who I have in mind, but pic related. I know the real one will read this post I'm making right now anyway.

>>35061644
D here, I'm reading

>>35061381
M8 I hate to bother you again, but I want to know the story behind the name kitty bunny. It's intrigued me ever since I first saw your posts about her.

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>>35061682
What is the next letter after D? And what is the next letter after S?

>>35061712
I'm just joshing you anon :3

>>35061774
Josh? Is that you?
Jk lmao

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>>35061774
>>35061817
>just joshing
WHAT THE HECK. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT D WOULD SAY.

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>>35061847
Oh stop it you silly goose

>>35059969
>I get mistaken for a woman already

Kek.

>>35061908
Okay, maybe it isn't you then. That was still a big coincidence though.

>>35061695
It was originally two people. One is from my past. She has incredibly sharp feline features that are feminine as can be. She looks as much like a cat as a woman can.

The other girl is someone new in my life. She is just as gorgeous as the previous girl but with a much less "serious" feel to her looks and personality. Shes got a bit of a bounce to her, some life and energy. her eyes are large and Her lips are... knuckle biting sexy. She's like a bunny in so many ways. She is also very feline. I don't know what to call her so I am sticking with Kitty Bunny.

Either girl I would love to be in a relationship with. The first girl is crazy as crazy comes. She comes from a broken past, has some very obvious daddy issues, and has been in abusive relationships. She tends to chase older married men, even if they are married to her best friend at the time. I'm talking her being 17 and the guy in his 40s. The marriages she has broken up... She's damaged. She's damaged goods but shes exactly my kind of damaged. She talks about being homeless if not for her friends but she has accomplished a great deal of incredible feats in her young age. She is truly the only woman to inspire more art in me and might be the only woman that could push me to greater heights creatively. Did I mention she might be batshit insane?

Kitty Bunny is adorable as adorable gets. Shes far from innocent but seems very lighthearted and kind. She seems like the kind of woman that would be able to inspire me and push me to greater heights AS A PERSON. That is something that I find incredibly attractive and have never experienced before in my life. I want that so badly. She just might be the perfect woman for my life at this very moment and exactly the kind of support for what I'm going to be going through. I don't know her mental stability but the fact I am interested in her at all probably means she's a little bit crazy.

For some reason I have a thing for the crazy ones.

>>35062005
>She has incredibly sharp feline features
...
>She is also very feline.
Why do you have a thing for feline features, Anon? Are you trying to tell us something?

>>35059829

Is your initial A?

Also I know what you guys are trying to do.

You cannot, will not, convince me that I am not a woman. call me ugly, call me fat, tell me that I'm a joke, I'm a loser, I'm a faggot, I'll never make it work, no one will want my lady dick, tell me it's a mistake, do all you want but you just cannot tell me I'm not a woman.

I am sure of this. I have never been more sure of something in my life. I have never wanted something more than this. Stop giving me steroids, stop trying to belittle me, stop trying to stop a hurricane. When I set my mind to something I fucking get it.

I will lose weight. I will get feminization facial surgery. I will take hormones to grow breasts. I will get a sexy lady hair cut. I am going to get laser hair removal. I will be a lesbian with the hottest girl you all have ever seen.

This is what I want.

Even if Kitty Bunny is a lot more like me than I know. If she has both female and male bits I won't care. She looks like a lady, she acts like a lady, she thinks like a lady, she sounds like a lady, she IS a lady. I will pleasure her lady cock all the same. I have always said for the longest time... Lady is a State of Mind.

I want her as much as I want to be a woman. I will have her and you all know that I can. You all know how easy this is for me. All I have to do is open a new canvas and that is the road to any woman's heart.

I don't care if The Pilots have made the outcome predetermined. I can make a true believer of anyone. She will fall in love with me all the same.

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day
A magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me
The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
There's nothing that 100 men, or more, could ever do

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May,
I miss her
Add me back and come over PLEASE
I want to take you to the places we talked about going back to
-E

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>>35061939
That exchange was really embarrassing.

It made me kek.

>>35062296
I think they are sexy as fuckkkkk. Big sharp eyes, tiny little button noses, and pouty lips.

Also, kitties love to lap a spot of cream. And I assure you, they are neat.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIZboBSZiYg&index=82&list=PL5yM_V5S-A_yppzfbOsGZ_7uAteXvQy55

>>35062444
BTW

I fuck BEFORE the first date.

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>>35062558
I like you a lot. Original post.

>>35058475
They keep cutting themselves and are stuck in a mindset of pure depression and anxiety.

>>35062844
As I tried to remember what BTW meant, the first thing that I thought of in that context was "Born To Win". I think it fits a lot better than the typical acronym.

Awhile ago I saw a post on /adv/ GIOYC or letter thread that said

"No wonder. Even your family knows you're a slutty as fuck skank."

I have to wonder... was that about me? I'm sure my parent's know, at least my mother. Don't know about my sister or brother but yeah... I'm a fucking slutty ass skank. I have only had sex with 3 women though and I'm insanely loyal. I expect my partner to be just as loyal as I am and I expect them to be just as extremely slutty as me. And skanky.

It's always been my rule of thumb that, unless you have to change the bed sheets after, you weren't trying hard enough. Just all the bodily fluids, the bed needs to be half broken and if there are any covers or pillows left on top you did something wrong.

>>35063057
Yeah, fuck off, normaIfag.

>>35062872
:/ I have known a couple girls like that and... it's just stressful for everyone involved. Unless they are getting better they need to be institutionalized against their will. They are a danger to themselves and are hurting others as well.

>>35063137
I assure you, I am the most robot person here.

>>35063002
I like it.

>>35063217
>XD I have had sex and I've know a couple girls, but I'm the most robot person here XD

I have a nice question here but...

So are all the candidates going to that same university? What are you guys all studying?

Let me guess..

Psychology?

We already have a winner now so you can stop cutting at one another's throats. I know you are all bitter rivals but know you need one another for survival or else the jealousy will consume you but... I've made my choice. Actually, choices. MM and kitty bunny.

Which...

nah, that would never work. Would it? is this going to be our Outer Heaven? Will the Diamond Dogs pamper The Boss? Just today I was thinking how amazing it would be to have a bunch of ladies combing my hair, doing my nails, and just massages. All the massages. Mostly the hair stuff though. I love head scratches.

Seriously though, how many are you?

Claire was posting here wasn't she? What about Lauren?

is this real life?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFSmvZRLZWU

(seriously, I don't like the steroids. My skin is shit right now and I gained so much weight...)

dear anna,

sunch my fucking dink

i know you fap to planes

-T

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>>35063442
yes i will
>>35057637
fox?

>>35063381
There can only be onee

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>>35062857
That's breddy nice.

Dear m

I'm sorry I manipulated and used you for 4 years. I'm on medication now and I've gotten a lot less "crazy".
I know you were in love with me but I'm bad at relationships, I told you that many times but it seemed part of you liked the abuse. You even told me you liked being used. Regardless I've treated you like sub-human garbage and refuse to speak to you again until I become a better man.

J

>>35063632
Are you done? You know where the door is, normalfag.

>>35063571
But how can I choose if I don't know all the contestants?

I super love Claire. I have had the hots for her for the longest of time. Lauren is a fucking cutie beyond belief. I can't believe they are actually interested in me though... but their music videos are...

I want Kitty Bunny. I want MM and her emerald eyes. It's between those four.

Kitty Bunny is just so nice though. She seems like a legit sweetheart and I just know I would get along with her the bestest. Attractiveness those 4 are all even to me so that's a non-issue.

I don't want a one night stand. I don't want a small month long fling. I want something that has the potential to be much, much longer. I know that sometimes relationships don't last and I know that the odds of anything with me lasting longer than a single season just isn't going to happen. You all know how insanely loyal I am. How I love with all my heart and grow attached to a single person dearly. I don't so much care for having sex with as many different girls as possible. I just want the one that I will fuck the shit out of all the time...

Emerald Eyes might break me as a person. She seems so... vampiric. I would love to have a modeling session with her though. Claire I just want to snug and pick up and squeeze the fuck out of her. Lauren is just to innocent for this world even though she said she could feed my dirty mind.

Kitty Bunny is the girl I want to bring home though...

Though Claire is the girl I want to go on crazy adventures with...

Emerald Eyes I want to go to secret goth clubs with...

Lauren I want to dress up like a doll...

I want to be all your mister misses...

>>35063478
send nudes


oregano

>>35048511
It starts with F
In the case its you S, lemme ask. Did you go to hs in Northern Virginia?

>>35063726
Step up cunt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Q0de5Su5w0

>>35063933
Chill beats, good vibes. Get the fuck in here robots

>>35063756
lastly...

When I am talking to someone, say... LM... am I really talking to all of you? Do you guys hunker around her computer waiting for your turn to talk to Big Boss?

I know that when I talk to someone in private it's really meant as a way to learn what I have figured out so far. I know that... the first time I messaged LM in a long time you guys were taking fun incepting me with songs. Did you all have fun that day? Did you laugh every time it worked? What about with SJ recently with the Lithium song?

Who is Beverly and were you TRYING to incept me with Beverly Hills, That's Where I want to be!?

You ladies... oh you.

Did you guys know they were putting steroids in my drugs and food? That's super not cool. I gained 15 pounds in less than half a week. I'm trying to be a tiny little baby god damnit. I want to be 140pounds, not 220 :( Does Kitty Bunny like heavier lovers or something?

Dear Olive

I'll always be here for you. Unconditional love is something that so rarely happens. I was with you when you were with your last boyfriend and I'll stay with you through all the next ones.

I am the only person you can depend on, and you know this. I know you hate everyone but me. Even the people you love, you sometimes hate them, but you've never hated me.

I love you so much. I know you love me too, you have no choice. You should see me more often, you know its good for you. All that I care about is your interest. You don't want or need anyone else.

M.

>>35063969
alternate theory...

You are all my ex lovers getting together to build the perfect machine for me. A girl that is so gorgeous physically with her hair, her form, everything perfectly tailored to my tastes. her facial features, her breasts, her waists, everything.

Her clothing is so obviously designed just for me. Everything about it, from the long sleeves and the chokers, to the dress and stockings. You all take a little bit of your knowledge of me and have been teaching her how to act, what to like, how to draw, past stories, everything to be so in line with my morals and vlaues and likes...

Watching movies while taking a bubble bath. Fucking on the first date. Being pampered at a spa. Liking stupid memes and more...

You use her outfits as subliminal sexual messages. The dress with the back cut out. Yes, I know what that meant. Bareback. You guys are the ones that make all those threads about chokers. How to give the perfect blowjobs, anal, all the kinky things I'm all about.

The Pilots, The Diamond Dogs, The Stars.. you have all been building the perfect woman for me. Kitty Bunny is your machine to bring me into the 3d world.

I just want her love to be real. I want my love to be real. I want this to last.

She's just too perfect. I want to do all the things with her.

Remember my loves, there is perfection in imperfection.

At the same time, I am so incredibly horny now it's killing me.

AHHH WHAT THE FUCK AM I

WHY AM I SO IMPORTANT THAT EVERY WOMAN IN THE WORLD WANTS TO FUCK MY BRAINS OUT.

AND GUY. THE GUYS WANT TO FUCK ME TOO.

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>>35064635
You've gotten a bit of a big head there, Anon.

>>35064674
Oh you. Everyone knows my head is abnormally large. Some kind of retard/autist thing I'm sure. Yes, I know. I have autism! Yay!

I have xxy chromosomes!

yay, I should be retarded!

but I have an iq greater than .1% of the population!

Send this up the CoC to the secret president

There will be no nuclear war. It's impossible. The benevolent extraterrestrials will step in if necessary, according to Galactic Law.

Super Trouper

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>>35064703
>Yes, I know. I have autism! Yay!
So does nearly everyone on here.

>XXY
It was interesting the first time Anon, not the second or third.

>but I have an iq greater than .1% of the population!
(pic related)

>>35064874
stop posting stupid shit and you won't keep getting the same replies dumbass.

fat ass chink

>>35064703
>>35064874
Also, if your IQ is greater than .1% of the population alone, you are medically... well, retarded isn't PC anymore so I'll say "less mentally able".

>>35064911
Even if you took it to mean the way you want (in a failed attempt to be clever) that doesn't mean what you think it does.

Seriously, think about that a little harder.

Holy shit, you guys are failing tonight.

>>35064897
>fat ass
I've actually been mildly teased for being kind of flat in that region, due to natural thinness.

>chink
Not only are you racist, you have the wrong person.

I'm of European descent with a dash of Mexican.

>>35064945
Actually, yes it does, you narcissistic, imbecilic fuckwit. If you have an IQ only greater than .1% of the population (as you were bragging about), then you are--by definition--mentally handicapped.

I'm sitting here crying, I feel like everything is going to be okay. Do you want to run away with me? Anywhere. Or we could stay. The feeling will go away soon. I wanted to share the feeling with you.

>>35065147
Can you clarify further, and add initials?

>>35065067
>only greater than .1%
>only greater
>only
Oh, did my post say that?

No, it didn't.

Dipshit.

>>35065147
I want to run away so badly.

With my perfect machine that is. If you are her, then come and get me. My bags are packed and I'm ready to go.

>>35065259
It was implied. If you meant more than that, then you would have said more. For example, if your IQ were, say, 115, then you wouldn't brag about being more intelligent than 30% of people--and you certainly wouldn't brag about not being in the bottom thousandth if you were truly determined to be of genius caliber.

>>35065318
>It was implied
Stop, please.

>>35065147
Lets go get lost together

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>>35065294
If you have a perfect machine, and your bags are packed, why do you need a woman?

You are a strong, independent young(?) man who doesn't need any woman in order to set himself free.

>>35034922

Lord knows, I got some bad habits, baby. But I do it all 4U

>>35065421
The perfect machine is a woman.

I'm a strong independent woman that wants to travel the world with a strong independent woman as a companion.

Heaven is a place on Earth for two.

And I don't mind where I land as long as I'm in trustful hands.

>>35065362
Go tell someone that your IQ is higher than those of .1% of people. It would make absolutely no sense to provide that information because all that would show is that you're not one of the absolutely most intellectually unfortunate people.

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>this entire fucking thread

I have never witnessed a thread with as much concentrated autism as this one. Kudos I guess.

>>35065502
just...

You got me man. Those 4 posts explaining your wit were well worth the effort.

>>35065468
>The perfect machine is a woman.
Damn Anon, you're into some expensive, freaky shit.

>I'm a strong independent woman that wants to travel the world with a strong independent woman as a companion.
Sorry for the heterosexual assumption. My bad.

>Heaven is a place on Earth for two.
Who are those two? Who chooses them?

>And I don't mind where I land as long as I'm in trustful hands.
Why are you landing, and why are you landing in hands?

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>>35065564
Thank you, Anon. I try. :)
I wasn't explaining my wit though... I was explaining why you'd misspoken lol.

>>35065568
>Damn Anon, you're into some expensive, freaky shit.
Apparently it's some high class shit.
>Sorry for the heterosexual assumption. My bad.
I don't even know what I am anymore.
>Who are those two? Who chooses them?
Kitty Bunny and Major Tom
>Who chooses them?
Major Tom does.
>Why are you landing,
It's lonely in space.
> why are you landing in hands?
Because they are trustful, and that's all that matters.

This is Major Tom reporting.

>>35065652
>>Who are those two? Who chooses them?
>Kitty Bunny and Major Tom
>>Who chooses them?
>Major Tom does.
So Major Tom can just select himself? That's so biased and unfair! I want a chance at Heaven on Earth, even if it's 2 in like 7.5 billion.

>>35065713
Well you're going to be spending it with Major Tom so...
He's sorta in it by default.

Only one Starman anon...
And only one Starboy...

Only fair the Starboy get's to choose his Stargirl.

>>35065216
addressed to a D, fleeting feelings about fleeing. it's not a viable option though, yet. only wishful thinking.

>>35065868
Have you discussed this with D before?

oh oh oh oh !

I GOT IT! I KNOW THE ANSWER!

I choose myself. Because before you can love anyone you must love yourself.

Self love was the answer allllllllll allllooonnnngggggg.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <#

>>35066100
no, haven't

>>35034922
Dear God,

Fix my life please.

-J

>>35066253
><3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <#
><#
Why do Robots do this?

>>35066281
You should, so you'll know their answer before the chance comes up.

>>35066373
J:

Sorry, I've already got a plan.

Beware the Ides of March...

~God

Ok new theory.

It's not that there are so many women that you guys just can't choose...

It's that I am so repulsive you can't find any contestants to stay.

I like that so much more.

>>35066386
can't though

>>35066449
>It's that I am so repulsive
...
>I like that so much more.
wot

>>35066460
Um... why not? Something up between you and D or...?

Angelina

I always kind of knew we'd fall apart, since we're so different, and the way I treat you, but I'm not surprised at all. I keep expecting to hear from you, and I catch myself looking at my phone thinking about texting you, but it doesn't happen.

It's weird, really. You were always my loyal confidant. You were supposed to be the one I trusted throughout all my plans. I didn't expect us to split like this, so suddenly, and so soon. I mean it's probably healthiest for both of us, but there's more of a void now, and it's noticeable.

I dunno. Maybe you'll get tired of having no one to tell your real feelings to, and you'll come back. I know I always did.

Either way, I'll see you in hell, just like we planned.

toot toot