How long until people forget about my suicide? I know people will spread the news around the neighborhood and then on the internet. Neighbors will upload pics and video of my body being taken out and cops and paramedics. Former classmates will find out and teachers. They'll finally see inside our house and all the filth. I'm hoping I don't mess up with my partial suspension hanging. I want to be gone.
Why would you care? You'll be dead
>>35032293
Don't want to leave behind a shit situation for others, but can't bear to go on. Also concerned about botched attempt.
Can you answer what a typical scene is like? I'm hoping they'll be discreet and not draw the whole neighbourhood's attention
>>35032256
Stay with us Anon.
depends how "tightly-knit" you are to everyone else.
also, you can will that they dispose of your body promptly instead of giving you a funeral or other attention-bringing customs
I am personally looking forward to the shame my father will live with as everyone in this tiny town i live in will apologize for his sons loss.
He will get to live with that daily and he will know this son put a 357 into each leg, his gut, and his head finally so it will be a ugly suicide and I hope that asshole has nightmares about it.
Fuck you dad, you ruined everything. I hope using your son as a verbal punching bag helped relieve your stress. I dont know what your going to fill that void with now.
>>35033151
Intense post. Almost making me cry