When I was 18 there was this really beautiful girl who went to gym all the time and had a perfect body who displayed CLEAR interest in me but i was way too shy to ever speak to her so I just acted like an autistic cunt and ruined my chance with her
Seen her again today for the first time since I left work and she purposely avoided eye contact with me and everything, and she didnt accept my facebook friend request from a few months ago and basically i want to fucking kill myself
ill never get another chance with a girl like that what the FUCK was I doing??
I remember her fucking grinding on me at a party and i was basically 100% in there and yet i still manage to be the most autistic i can possibly be and somehow fuck that up
she must think im such an autistic cunt and she'd be right cause i really fucking am. i dont have autism but fuck me im a daft twat. i hate myself so much
what the fuck is wrong with me
im 19 now btw
really ought to just end my life, i shouldnt be allowed to walk around in this world im too likely to lose my mind
>>35029678
Plenty of fish, yo
>>35030530
yeah but there arent many fish that want to get caught by me
>>35029656
Yeah looks like you fucked up big time, better just go ahead and end it now, there's no recovery from fucking up when you're an 18 year old kid. None whatsoever.
>>35029656
Don't be sad anon! She probably wasn't even interested in you anyway :DDD
>>35029656
>she acts like a cunt because you were shy
Imagine how shitty your relationship with her would be. The moment you show you're awkward or autistic, it'd be game over.