Really don't know what to do, bots. My depression has been steadily getting worse and worse, from the point of happiness just being fairly rare to a complete lack of motivation and borderline suicidal thoughts.
Nothing makes me happy anymore, nor is anything fun for more than 30 minutes to a few hours at max to me, so I don't even have anything to look forward to, I just wake up and fucking go through the motions at uni, go home, watch some Youtube videos, have a panic attack or two usually, and go to sleep. How the fuck do I fix this? I don't want to live like this, without being able to have a reason to wake up every morning.
Someone answer this guy because it's the same for me
>>35021012
Bump
Come on this is /r9k/ I know there has to be others like this
I don't think there's much you can do, I'm also completely apathetic towards this "life" that everyone around me just happily toils away in
>>35021354
There's probably thousands of us out there living like this, but it seems like there is no answer for us, this is life.
1. psychiatrist - best option
Anyone who won't go to a psychiatrist is just...I don't even know what to think. You can't say you're depressed and then not talk to the one person who's job it is to actually give you pills to fix said depression.
>>35021417
>You can't say you're depressed and then not talk to the one person who's job it is to actually give you pills to fix said depression.
>you can't say you have no motivation whatsoever and then not go to the psychiatrist because you have no motivation to do so
To be clear I have been diagnosed with MDD and GA but the meds they gave didn't do anything for me (I've tried 3 types so far)
>>35021012
Well youve hit the wall anon which doesnt mean that things cant get worse only that you cant perceive anything
The only thing that can save you now is an outside force, hopefully you meet someone to bring you back, they usually do.
>>35021012
God like OP image
>>35021507
>To be clear I have been diagnosed with MDD and GA but the meds they gave didn't do anything for me (I've tried 3 types so far)
shit senpai are you me
Also this isn't just meant to be a help thread for me, forgot to put in the subject /depressiongeneral/. Any other depressionbros are free to post their shit here too.
I feel garbage right now. Feel like crying for some reason. Nothing brings me joy, just been mindlessly staring at my screen the past hour, I don't understand bros, I feel so bad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djlMzVfp7JI
don't knock it till you try it!
I'm failing out of college again because muh depression. I don't know how to put my thoughts into words but I think I'll kill myself soon
>>35021012
I don't remember the last time I went a full day without a suicidal thought or wishing I was dead.
I see a therapist twice a week and see a psychiatrist once a month.
I don't think anything fixes this shit. Except death.