Check my facebook
>See old publications that are like 5 years old
>Almost everyday some friends posted funny stuff on my wall
>It's been years since they unfriended me
>Less and less people wishing me HB or even liking my publications
>Hurting even more when it was a cute girl
>Check others people fb
>Don't know if they are truly happy with their lives or not, but they done most shit than me in 5 years
I'm not a AW or anything, but the fact it's been a few years hit me like a truck, how people can change, how people were so close to you and then they don't even say hello when they see you in public
How do I live with these kind of feels?
Don't tell me I'm the only one
I wouldn't know, never had any irl friends
i was almost an internet celebrity back in my teen days, have people and girls from all over the globe adoring and messaging me, everyday was an adventure, i got a ldr qt virgin gf that already loved me before talking me and i didnt had to d . anything to get her, got a lot friends, my future looked bright and infinite
fast forward the present, nobody gives a shit about me, my normiebook is so dead that i have to private all my stuff in case of somebody watch it(nobody does tho) my gf dumped me after one year of realising i was actually not that cool as my famous persona (she even told me that stone cold) all my "friends" stopped talking me or delete me, nobody has congrat me for my bday since 2013 , i tried to create a new famous persona now on twitter but gave up after 1 year of being ignored
how do we live with these feels? i dunno i just live for revenge, i want to be so important that all the people i meet feel sorry for not having me in their lifes anymore , i want to ththey compare their lives with me and feel insignificant, i have the potential to gain a life like that and if i think closely revenge is my only motivation, i guess you need one too op
>>35020913
How did you manage to fuck it up so badly?
What have you changed in your life to be "irrelevant" now?
>>35020650
Don't know how you stay involved.
All my friends either dropped out of college or just turned into assholes. That and it's a real pain in the ass trying to stay away from family members you despise.
I'm talking the drug addict pedophiles or the turbo soccer mom cunts that do nothing but berate you.
>>35020650
>be me
>haven't used any form of social media
>have no friends
>>35020972
Don't know bro, I have a gf and I still seeing friends, but somehow I think I fucked up my life. And I'm only 23
>>35020961
the forum were i was famous on pretty much went bankrupt and i didnt do anything to maintain my followers because i was happy with my gf, when i tried to go back nobody remembered me, fame is a fleeting bitch, i have forgotten already that feeling of being relevant and adored but is a drug trust me no wonder why so many people is obssesed with it
>>35021054
>only 23
I'm in the same boat.
We'll all figure out something, one way or another.
>>35021088
So what are you doing now?
It's really weird a lot of shit happened in 2013-14 but now everything is going too fast
>>35021109
What I fear the most is that one day I wake up, I'm already 50 and haven't done shit since my 20's
>>35021159
That's why I'm working on my post-college bucket list senpai.
>tfw getting paid to write porn
>>35021209
Really?
>Tfw my comment is not original
>>35021115
writting and going to film college, i want to be dropping my first film from here to 2020 and my second one next year, also my books at least 1 every year, and i writte songs too i have enough material for like 8 mixtape i just need to learn to sing properly and music theory and of course a band, all of these dreams can go to hell of course if i don't move this year on my own and so far that is not happening