What do you think about dying alone? Never having bonded with

How can I think of something I've never experienced?

Undoubtedly your situation seems filled with suffering. And I'd tell you not to kill yourself, that life is actually quite great and magnificent. But how could I? I have not lived what you have. I do not feel what you do.

The only thing I can do is remind you that, even in the darkest night, in the most desolate valley, there is love in this world. Even if it is a needle in a haystack, and even if it seems literally impossible to find, it is there.

I love you anon. I wish you didn't have to experience what you are experiencing. I wish you could be happy.

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Hey I'm not OP but I just want to thank you for the positivity

I think I've come to terms with it

>>35017655
i used to feel that way... now..as edgy as it sounds, i kinda hate people, i feel like they are all living in lies, and for that abyss... i wish, when i die, i get to see the universe and everything as "gods" see it" i just want to observe and learn for eternity, i really really do :(

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What if I told you that's what happens

>>35017655
>have something/someone else to hold and cherish.

Seems sort of materialistic to me.

Might as well bond with a nice car or a dog or a video game console or something. People are much more likely to be disappointing.

>>35017655
>What do you think about dying alone? Never having bonded with another human being. Never having had someone deeply care for you. Sinking into the deep abyss with no fond memories of being alive.
I couldn't care less. I'm surprised it took me this long to realize how great being a jaded autist is.

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I intend to be better, or at least unique than this world. It's part of the package unfortunately.

Well if you ever do decide to kill yourself, take some heroin first. Even normies with happy lives say that the first time you take it will be the happiest time of your entire life.
It'll fuck you up pretty bad, but that's not an issue if you'll be dead in half an hour.

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>Never having bonded with another human being. Never having had someone deeply care for you. Sinking into the deep abyss with no fond memories of being alive