>be me 21 years old KHV dropped out of high school, no future
>never go out because i have no friend
>realized 4 months ago that i was wasting my best years
>took a train and went in the capital alone a friday night
>got heavily drunk
>it was the best night of my life, talked to so many people, my social anxiety was gone
>months passed
>i still do it but i drink more and more, sometimes im on cocaine, aderall, mdma, weed, whatever
>still virgin because even heavily drunk or on drugs im either still too ugly for women, either too drunk or high to do try anything but i dont even care about women at this point
>tfw i met hundreds of people but ive never been able to make one single friend out of this
i don't even care about anything desu, i just wait weekends to get as fucked up as possible and have fun, and hopefully i will get too fucked up one day and will die from it
Y-you still have time to take it all back anon. Dont give up on life. Mom made somewhat the same choices in life , wound up with a shattered family and a lazy ass son like me. Im trying my best to take myself back and have the life mom always wanted me to. Try with me anon ,sorry I sound like a normie. Believe me , good looks wont get you anywhere unless you're really lucky.
I thought I was gonna die when I was 21 for the same reason
Now a broken shell of a 26 year old.
>get anxiety and adhd meds
>go back to school for some red pilled degree
>make friends first day
profit
Why are druggies such emotionally unstable pathetic individuals?
>>35013289
Emotionally unstable pathetic individuals become druggies, anon
>>35013253
>red pilled degree
fucking cackled at your delusional life
>>35013289
I'm pretty stable and do drugs to enjoy me self.
Stop blanket statement everything.