Vent Thread

>Look around and everyone is looking for a wife
>Parents, co-workers, family, friends, all of them asking me if I'm dating anyone or looking for someone
>Bus driver I always talk to says after I finish school , next step is to start a family
>Mom always asking if people make advances toward me or like me
>Makes me want to move to alaska and cut everyone out of my life
>People even think I'm gay (idk how that fucking works)
>tfw going to be 25 with a well paying job

>>35007065
>getting a job without getting pusssy FIRST

>>35007112
>implying I give a fuck about PUSSSYYYY
whats the big fucking deal


just post whatever problems you have
most likely
>wah I cant fuck stacy, have to fuck stacy-beta

>>35007161
>working for no reward
That's why they're all looking at you funny. You're doing it wrong.

>>35007207
>reward
>soul sucking woman
right

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>>35007221
>your face when
It is right laddie.

>>35007319
Fell for the trap already and/or a woman

>>35006966
Fucking For Honor.
I was hyped. Deus Vult those normies in a game.|
But damn. p2p? Fucking matchmaking is trash. Graphics are poor in comparison to games that came before it. UGHH

Look I know you said you weren't ready for a relationship..and I respected that. But your gonna sit there, and tell me how you went out, got picked up by this "musician guy", went back to his place, then fucked up getting fucked as a woman, and I need to tell you how to pick up guys? Now your surprised I don't want to talk to you? Really?

Maybe you shouldn't lie you flapping fucking cunt.

>>35007378
The game looks good to me. I dont think it's p2p, maybe for gear, but not to just play. You can grind out things you want

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Anyone else wish they would have been aborted as a fetus so you wouldn't have to deal with the self preservation bullshit?

>>35007538
I almost got lucky. My mom had a kind heart and wanted to abort me but fucking Catholics make the laws when I'm from.

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>tfw think about suicide daily because I know death grants eternal peace from all problems

>>35007470
>you weren't ready for a relationship..
...WITH YOU

>>35007572
at the same time it sucks because this is your one shot for all of this.

>>35007654
>your one shot for all of this.
I don't think so, unfortunately. Especially if the universe/multiverse is as big as I think it is.

>>35007652
Isn't that always how it goes though? Emotional tampons.

wtf do I do, my dudes?
I'm really bad drinking again, I was sober for 2 years prior to this fuckup
I'm too ashamed to go to rehab again, but the liquor is fucking killing me
I've been drinking since 3am and I can't get out of my head, I cant drink enough to stop this agony

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>>35007565
Fucking Catholics man. At least your mother seems reasonable.

>tfw didn't get aborted cause "m-murder"
>tfw got raised by single mother
>tfw diagnosed with Aspergers and ADHD
>tfw didn't even inherit dad's height

>>35007536
I've been playing it for awhile, I don't mean pay 2 win. I mean peer to peer connection. meaning matchmaking takes ages.

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>tfw you failed in every single aspect of life
>no social circle, no friends, don't even talk to someone online
>no real job, part time wageslaving with no college degree because failed that too
>ugly and starting to bald, losing the only half decent feature left

All I do for fun is watch my bank account grow every two weeks and play old video games from when I thought I had a chance at life.

>>35007858
Except for the balding part, I'm in the same boat.
I have an extremely small number of people i interact with. Mostly coworkers cause i kinda have to

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>>35006966
I shouldn't message her, it's bad, she'll string me on for a while and then drop me like a sack of sad potatoes.

This vicious cycle's gonna keep running until she gets a fucking bf. I can't fucking stand it. I've been seeing her more often, she's probably sick of my presence by now. I'm trying to wait a few days. I'll see her again on Wednesday.

This has been the first time in a long time I've felt this strongly about someone. Maybe I'm a dumbass, maybe I should just move on while she fucks multiple Chads.

I literally just woke up so this sounds pretty disjointed. Nevertheless it's something I needed.

>>35007786
Get kratom and use that

if you feel like drinking, take 75-100mg of benadryl and go to sleep

I did everything right. Why did I end up here?

Send me back. I don't deserve this future

>>35007907
will kratom stop the shakes and sweating? withdrawal is the reason I kseep drinkin

>>35007957
Yes and look into phenibut

but phenibut withdrawl will leave you depressed as fuck

A Vent thread?! I haven't used Vent for years!!

Holy shit. Do you guys remember sitting in vent and playing DotA?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTsaS1Tm-Ic

>>35007786
A lot of people relapse, there's no shame in going back to rehab. They'll congratulate you for having two good years and then continue to look forward.

>>35007319
I don't even hate women but when I read shill posts like that sequence of yours, I do for a bit.
I nothing women, and they (mostly) feel the same way towards me.
t. but not the guy you were talking to.

>>35007988
don't with phenibut, imo
it can help but it's a lateral addiction trade
t. former benzo addict, withdrawals are similar
agree on kratom, look into cbd rich weed

I was feeling physicall weak, and it might be due to the morning coffee. Ironically, I'm drinking coffee again because addiction.
I also took a gigantic shit this morning, maybe that's why I felt like that too.
Anyway, I should really stop taking so much coffee and start doing physical activity again. I am going to do some after this cup, hopefully I'll feel good enough to at least do some circlewalking.

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the love of my life left me because she said we were too dependent on eachother and it wasn't healthy. She was right but i'm still struggling to deal with this. i really want to kill myself but she'd feel guilty and blame herself, and i just want the best for her. Though every time i imagine her in someone else's arms or think about her being in love with someone else it takes everything i can not to blow my brains out

I saw a kissing scene and I can't get it out of my head. I wonder how it feels to kiss the person you love. But I haven't had such a person in years. So I've been thinking of a crush I had 8 years ago, with whom nothing ever happened and we've long lost contact. I don't even care about >gf but I want to know what it feels to love someone with a passion and have that first kiss...................................
kill me now.

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>>35008299
This made me think of why people kiss in public.
Is it because they love each other so goddamn much that they can't hold back or is it just to show off?

>>35008566
It's because their lust(not love) transcended respect and public decency.

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>>35008604
That's pretty disturbing. Doesn't that mean they pop boners and get wet in public as well?

i hate female kpop fans
they ruin the genre for everyone
but kpop would be dead if it werent for them

>>35008805

bot fuck you sincerely

I love impersonating other people because they're better than me. I can't be myself anymore

>>35008778
You don't? I always have.That's normal.

>>35008778
Sure does
normies think its cool

>>35008899
>tfw Ive done this before and my life quality went up immensely

>tfw just say and act like james bond would for easy life

>>35006966
I fucking hate this website and yet I'm still here posting this shit. This website has literally ruined my life. I hate every single one of you, fucking faggots acting all smug behind their monitor, especially those mentally ill "boi pucci" degenerates. I fucking hate myself for being on this website.

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I can't keep a job no matter how menial or simple it is. Forced to take anti psychotic shots and anti depressants because I wanted to commit suicide. Went to psych ward 3 times in 4 months recently. Ever since I started taking the anti psychotics it's difficult to speak or form interesting ideas to keep conversations going, I haven't felt human for a couple years. I live with my mother at 24 with no job, failed college, at least I had friends, it was nice to have friends when I had them. I only lurk usually but I decided to post on /r9k/ for the first time

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>>35006966
I LITERALLY HAVE 2 GIRLS WANTING TO FUCK ME BUT MY INSECURITIES DONT ALLOW ME TO MAKE A MOVE

Why do I have to be such a fucking little bitch???!!! 2 hot girls obviously want to fuck me, always flirting with me, they let me touch them everywhere I want, they just smile back at me or blush, I kissed one of those 2 girl's neck and she got fucking horny and turned red like a tomatoe, yet I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE A FUCKING MOVE CAUSE IM AFRAID TO LOOK DESPERATE OR LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT

Playing and flirting with one of them, I told her that her pants were dirty on the back, just using that as a reason to touch their asses, they know it but she keeps on flirting, letting me touch her ass, telling me that I smell good, laughing at my corny jokes and giving them random hugs, STILL IN MY MIND THATS NOT ENOUGH AND I CANT MAKE A MOVE

I'm 6'3, a little overweight, beer belly, yet these hot girls flirt with me and they obviously like me, and I want to ask them out to fuck but I don't know howwwwww

WAT THE FUCK DOOOO???!!!!!!

Been talking to woman who's 14 years older than me. She works with me. Has a husband and 2 kids. Says her husband never cares about what she does and barely make contact with each other. She texts me everyday all day long. One day she said she kinda loved me, I reply telling her I feel the same. Ever since then friendship slowly has declined. She wants me but knows she can't cause she's "commited" . I hate this shit. It's not my fault the ONLY girl whose shown me interest EVER is a married woman. Now she never looks at me at work and always gets mad at me for not being entertaining enough. She also gets mad when I tell her how depressed I am that I'm a kissless virgin who has the worst luck of any living person alive. She tells me one day it'll happen, you'll find a girl, just have to wait for the right time in your life....fuck you bitch your normie shit advice does nothing. I will NEVER get a gf or have sex because I'm an autistic fuck. You don't know what it's like to have the opposite interests and opinions from every human being. Being a friendless outcast your entire life. Roastie bitch has had sex hundreds of time since she was 15..... I hate women and I'm now completely ignoring her.

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>just got dream job
>small but great circle of friends
>relatively /fit/
>got called and 8/10 several times
Yet i can't stop being a fucking spaghetti dispenser and every chance i get with a girl i blow it up. I fucking hate myself sometimes

>>35009226
why is being with a woman even a thought? And if you find a woman who puts up with your autism, 9/10 times shes using you

>>35009573
Mainly because of my huge case of FOMO. I feel that once i can check that out of my list i will be able to get some peace of mind, for a while at least.

Only fell down one hill and into two rivers today feelsgoodman

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>>35007470
>I'm not ready for a relationship
Is a nice way of saying no. I know this feel

>>35008881
Anyone care to add anything?

i literally coudnt get laid with a drunk slut last night


woke up today wanting to kms

>>35009196
How old are you?
origin

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>>35008969
I will never look at kissing couples the same ever again.

>>35008921
Yeah, but you can usually hide it. These people are openly telling you that they're turned on.

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Last night this guy I liked seemed so surprised when I told him I was Thai/Chinese. He thought I was Japanese and I feel like he will never speak to me again after this.

I dated a guy who broke up with me because it bothered him so much that I wasn't Japanese. So now I'm just paranoid and sad.

I know you want to help me dad, but you can't. Literally everything you do makes me feel worse after. I'm truly sorry that I'm mentally ill right now. You need to GIVE ME A BREAK

>>35009838
I'm 23 she's 37. I decided to be truthful to her and expose my oddness to her but she didn't care. I was blown away by how Anti-judgmental she was... but now I realize it was just a fucking game cause her husband wouldn't give her attention so she used me instead. And now that she's bored of me she's throwing me in the dumpster like all the other cucks she's fucked.

talking to women is like getting blood from a stone with me. They just don't say very much, show no indication that they are interested, and are generally pretty boring.

the amount of women on okcupid whose profiles boil down to "I like netflix, pizza and have shit taste in entertainment" is fucking ridiculous.

Women, as a fucking whole, have such shit taste in everything. At least men with shit taste have varying degrees of shit taste. Women, it's all the fucking same shit.

>>35010000
And no I did not have sex with her

>>35009927
Tbh japs are bottom tier waifus, koreans/chinese are top tier, they just have shit taste and are judging their relationship over looks and ethnicity rather than personality.

>>35006966
>its another "anon >tfw no gf" episode

No but serious, im pretty content right now. Im actually quite happy with how my lifes been recently, i just want someone to love honestly.

broke up with my gf without really meaning it maybe i just did that for attention
turned out she was devasted now im trying to get her back because its just not the same.

i fucking forgot not to trust anyone but i did and left nothing for myself

>>35008217
fucking this bro

any chance of winning her back?
im on the same ship

>>35006966
I married a woman with a kid (literally cucked myself and have a "wifes son")....both of them have ruined my fucking life. I want to die and am trying to drink myself to death

>>35010034
Thank you. I have been told by at least 3 guys I'm not good enough for not being Japanese. It's something I can't change.
And honestly it baffles me. They liked me so much before they knew my race so why should that change anything after? Like they called me 10/10 in every way.

Now I just feel self conscious over my race again lol

>>35010000
Quads of insight.

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>>35006966
>I'm fucking mad about everything
>uni is going fucking bad
>I'm learning a lot and still get bad grades while others do fucking less
>going to the gym and still look like shit but getting strong hope I get swole one day
>trying to get a gf since ever
>every girl needs fucking ages to answer so no real conversations with them
>I'm dressing well and keeping care of my self
>still no gf
>why is life so fucking unfair
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>chicks on okcupid say they wanna bang
>too busy banging other dudes

>>35006966
>second year of uni
>having trouble studying for classes aka no motivation
>did well in highschool
>oldest son
>have massive fear of failure
>little brothers have already passed me socially and physically
>the only thing i have left is that im "academically successful"
>gpa has been on a down curve since first semester
>not even sure if i like my major
>would be perfectly comfortable living in a small apartment with some small job
>dont want to drop out and be a failure to my family and my younger brothers
>who for some reason still look up to me even though im pretty much a fucking loser
>still kissless virgin

on the bright side though
>started lifting 2 months ago
>going really well
>actually stuck with it this time and ill be upping the days i go from 3 times a week to 6
>lifting makes me happy
>if i can have the dedication to stick to a workout routine, i sure as hell can study for some tests

right bots? got a test on thursday thats pretty important, i already began looking at stuff last night, wish me luck bros

>>35010320
Just keep at it bro, we're all gonna make it
>>35010397
don't drop out, set the bar for your younger siblings to surpass. Also it's good you're sticking with gym, a healthy body is a healthy mind.

>have a few friends from schools
>they never talk to me outside of school
>whenever i'm left with one, it gets super awkward, doesn't seem so when they're with someone else
>they always prefer to be around someone else

How do I become a normalfag and be able to hold conversations, able to react to or reply to what other people say without looking uninterested? My laugh is not as genuine sounding as their fake laughs. How can they fake laugh so well? How can they respond to something so quickly? I just need to know so I could actually leave this place.

the only thing in the way of my ideal life is time, i move into my own apartment in july, im commuting to uni atm. all i want in life is to get my own apartment, meanwhile im depressed studying while waiting for time to go forward faster. i hide myself away from others since my self worth comes solely from working towards my goals. i can only work towards my goals when i get my own apartment since living with parents is cancer, but it is better than when i shared a flat first semester since i actually go to classes now and don't want to end my life.

all i need is time to go forward, why is time going forward so slowly, even when time goes forward all i see is 1 year of my life wasted because i didn't choose to have my own apartment for first year. when i get my own apartment i'm going monk mode for 2 years leaving humanity behind. the only time i am happy in life is when i am working on self improvement, here i can't even beat porn addiction since im so tired after uni.

when i get my own apartment my life will be great, it is my only reason to live, i've always wanted my own apartment, i had the flat to myself for 2 weeks and it was the best time of my life. i'm going to spend 2 years in bliss, then i will do a masters so i can get a 3rd year in there, then after those 3 years if I haven't fixed my robot ways i will kill myself and die happily.

>>35007891
Let go, my friend. The feeling will never go away, but at least you can walk away with your dignity.

i don't want to become an electrician but its too late now


i fucking hate my life i just want to become a neet4lyfe but the world doesn't work that way

>>35010636
thanks anon, its nice to know somebody thinks i can do it

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>>35006966
I try to improve my life. I try so fucking hard, and the worst thing is that most of the times I even succeed, but it's a hollow victory anyway. Even if I win, I lose.
I lost a ton of weight, got in good shape, started studying on my own hoping to find a job one day, but my life is still shit because I still feel that I don't belong.
My loneliness is asphyxiating, and I don't have the strength to do anything anymore. So I just started rotting again, all the work I did in the past two years is going to be neutralized in a few months I guess.
I am descending in hell again, I just hope this time is the last.

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the solitary confinement I've forced on myself for years is really taking its toll. I'm so lonely, holy shit. i just wish i had a friend to occasionally do anything with.

I've been alone for 7 years now. No friends or gf (obviously). And I'm about to hit 30, so I'm past my prime at this point anyway.

I don't even know how I can meet people. I have no connections with anyone.

>>35007161
Anon keep living the life you're living you don't need a roastie robbing you of your assets

>>35013425
If you really wanna people to hang out with, thats not too hard

Real friends are hard to get, but finding people to shit talk or just spend a afternoon together seems pretty easy, just find be nice, you don't need to be a kickass, but you need to bring your best side as possible, also if anything try to be the friendly/positive guy in the group

By nature, I am a lonely cunt, but I can make some small talks and hang out with cunts if I want to, because I can be nice, even a bit asshole, but a friendly asshole

>Tl;Dr
Be nice, positive, normies love to talk, it doesn't really matter the subject or if you're ugly, just avoid politics and religion

>>35013506
Kiss-Ass*

Typing in a phone, sorry for the stupid typos

>>35013506
>just be confident bro!

WOW.

THANKS.

>>35013541
>Wahhh I wanna stop being such a downer

Get good habits, force yourself in situations you are uncortable with, speaking is a skill just like anything else in life, fake confidence

>Wahhhhh thats too hard, I was not born with confidence

wew lad

>>35013541
>lifehack

Drink alcohol, got a friend of mine who is a solid 8/10 natural, learned english all by himself, but is timid as fuck to speak with people

After some drinks the fucker goes from stuttering ''what'' to speaking about whatever the fuck you want with fluent english in his accent that chicks dig for some reason

>>35013589
>force yourself in situations you are uncortable with

and how am i supposed to do that, exactly?

did you read what i said? i don't even know how to find people. i don't know how to talk to people. i have nothing to talk about and nothing to offer. i have no interesting hobbies, i don't even watch tv. i cannot hold a conversation with anyone, and anyone i've tried to talk to in the past always recognizes this quickly and ignores me.

I JUST WANT TO MOVE TO A ARCTIC HELL BUT EVEN THAT ISNT POSSIBLE CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO SHIT


ALSO THE REGULATIONS AND STUPID SHIT IN THE US WOULD FORCE ME TO GO TO A RUSSIAN TAIGA

>>35006966
>Messaged a good female friend today, just wanting to ask how she's doing since I haven't heard from her for quite some time
>"Doing fine, I'm currently on a trip to Israel. And you, anon? I hope you're fine too."
>"I'm feeling really awful. Everything is shit."
>"Why? You know you can always talk to me if you're feeling blue."
>Tell her about last Thursday where I almost jumped in front of a train to end it all and how I hate my life and how meaning- and senseless everything feels.
>She reads it, still no reply one hour later
Not really sure how to interpret this.

>>35009767
what's so nice about it when they fuck chad the next night?
people don't lie to be nice
grow up

>>35013869
>a good female friend

fucking normie filth. you just can't let us be, can you?

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>>35006966
I just don't know what to do anymore.
For the last decade or more (I don't remember anymore) I used to just play video games and forget about my problems for a bit, but lately I feel too depressed to even do that. I'm a 22 year old NEET that spends his days browsing this shithole and sleeping. I want to kill myself so fucking bad but that would hurt my family that still cares about me despite everything. I want a normal life with close friends that care about me, a loving girlfriend that wants to be with me forever and then get married and have kids and be in love for the rest of our lives. I feel lonely as fuck and I can't bear it anymore. There, I got it out of my chest, I guess.

>>35006966
I hate LGBTQWERTY, I hate liberals, I hate Muslims, I hate Jews, I hate Buddhists, I hate atheists, I hate niggers, I hate spics, I hate chinks, I hate native Americans, I hate mulattos, I hate democrats, I hate communists, I hate socialists, I hate anarchists, and most of all I hate 4chan for giving me the red pill.

>>35007065

Probably a bit late...

Do you want a wife/girlfriend/partner? If it doesnt matter to you, just keep on doing what you are doing. There is no need in wasting your time on something that your family/friends think you need......
If you are making sweet cash, use that income to do cool things that you like i.e. hobbies, travel etc.

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I'm tired of the internet. Everyone is too aggressive, sarcastic, or just interested in acting like it to get a laugh. I'm beginning to realize that what's important isn't just randomly interacting with people, but engaging in reciprocal and personal relationships.

I thought I had made a friend with this guy online who also likes watching anime, but then I talk to him outside of 4chan and it turns out he's an unironic neo-nazi who spends all his time getting in arguments on twitter with black people and other neo-nazis about how them not helping him get a gf is "killing the white race."

I always feel lonely and bitter, and I feel like I don't even belong on 4chan now. Maybe I acted this sarcastic, argumentative, and hostile when I was younger but I must have grown out of it because it just doesn't hold any appeal to me. I realized I've been on 4chan for 9 years and I haven't made a single friend on this place. The people here aren't offensive to me, it's just exhausting to deal with now.

What am I supposed to do?

>>35006966
I am bipolar and need to be medicated
I stopped taking my pills last may
I am to weak to deal with a doctor and will most likely end up in the hospital again

>>35014142
>What am I supposed to do?
KYS, nigger.

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>>35014199
Thanks for bumping the thread origami, at least.

I moved to a new city, but I can't make a friend. I'm 6,3, slim, been called a 9/10. But I can't make friends all I do is go to classes and come home. The rest of the day I spend high

>>35014142
>guy online who also likes watching anime

Weebs are cancer, watching le chinese cartoons is never a good sign

Weebs are basically feminists, they don't understand concepts of loyalty and commitment in a relationship ( even friendship ) they are needy cunts who project themselves in fucking post-modern anime which is basically done By Autists For Autists, and seek attention by anyone at any time

They are the worst kind of failed normies

I'm not saying there isn't chill or intelligent people who watch anime, but nowadays weebs are the vocal majority

(Background : Talking about Geometry Dash level making standards these days)

Fuck this community and all of its high standards for level making. Why do I have to spend hours a day JUST to make a level that gets enough likes so that I can get the achievements for level making. Fuck you, all of you, who only care about the decoration in a level. You people are pathetic, I could make the best gameplay ever and it would get shit in response. But the second a level has decent deco ? OH THAT GETS EVERYONES ATTENTION. Not to mention, there are TONS of shitty levels that have plenty of great deco, but nobody cares about gameplay do they? Thats why you have so many fucking bad levels that are so fucking hard and buggy yet are getting featured left and right. All I want are the achievements for level making, THERES ONLY 3. Fucking 3. I just want to 100% this game but I guess i can't at this point. You USED to be able to make simple levels that had minimal decoration but now I need to spend DAYS decorating a level.
Fuck all you spics and jews. Why don't I just DDOS all the servers for the damn game and quit. I may as fucking well do it.

i just want to be normal! i want to go out and party, i want to kiss and hold girls, i want to meet up old friends for coffee, i want to be invited to fun events. i just need memories i can look back.

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I don't know if any of you guys feel the same way but I feel like I'm always out of time. Sometimes I'll sit down for what feels like 10 minutes, only for it to be 2 hours. It's worrying sometimes, even if I wake up at like 7AM the days still feel way too short and depressing - and its not like I'm ever really busy or anything.

>>35014142
I have the same thing in real life. Most people I meet are needlessly hostile, aggressive and lack any empathy or remorse for the things they do. Maybe I'm too soft and/or stupid to 'get it'.

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>>35014801
Yes yes yes, fucking yes. I hate this, everything becomes impossible to do, because I always worry about not having time, I get agitated and I end up wasting all my time.

>>35014985
I feel, but what I mean is that I'll sit on my bed and think of all the stuff I didn't do today - either I'm always too tired to do anything or I'm stuck in some fucking time vortex where time moves at 3x the speed it should, if that makes sense.

>>35015095
Ah, I get it. I think that these two things are connected. I don't feel time in a normal way, to me it's becoming faster and faster. Years are just flying by one after another, it's unbelivable.

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>>35015216
Yeah, one minute I'm playing video games and doing a piss easy essay then the next minute I'm swimming in paperwork, SA's, dissertations, exams, anxiety, disappointment. Hopefully my life goes so fast that I die pretty soon LOL.

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>>35006966
I was talking to a girl today. Everything was going well, but then she asked for a picture of me. When I sent her one, she replayed it, screenshotted it and said "cute". Sounds good right? When I asked why she replayed it, she didn't answer. A couple minutes later I sent a question mark and she hasn't seen it in almost an hour. She probably screenshotted my picture so she could laugh at me.

I thought I looked really good in the picture but it seems I'm too ugly

>>35015296
I hate when people do this shit. The fact that people can toy with one another's emotions and think they're some bad bitch is pathetic. I feel for you.

>>35014489
I feel the same way. I want to be normal. I was even thinking of using facebook again, just so I can interact with other normal people. Maybe it would be nice to start a private facebook group for recovering robots. I dunno man. Life sucks and I feel so disconnected from all the people around me. Some days it gets so bad I feel like I'm not even human anymore. I just want to talk to and be around other people and enjoy it like a normal human.

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Anyone else here apathetic? All the things I used to enjoy are slipping away, including my main hobby, and I have no clue why. I have started going to sleep earlier and eating better, and while it did give me energy, I still had no motivation to do anything and it was wasted.

There's hardly anything online about this condition so I'm wondering if it affects any of you too.

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>>35006966
Im a shut-in lonely piece of shit and cant do much about it. No friends anymore since a year or 3 now, obviously thus also rendering any form of dating non-existing. Too ugly for Tinder, too anxious and afraid of going out alone to some bar or event in real life. Constant depression and pressure from trying to desperately find a job related to my degree which is to no avail have been succesful thus far, stuck in a cycle of vidya, job applications, r9k and sleeping.

I honestly believe that out of all things I really need a girl in my life to somewhat feel like a human being again, despite everything going wrong, not being loved, held and cared for by a better half is destroying my mind by the years more than anything. Its crazy what loneliness can do to your mind and heart, really.

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>>35015424
Yes, I completely agree. I don't find much enjoyment in anything I do anymore. I just keep doing the same old shit because its what I know best.

>>35015578
What degree do you have Anon? Just cause I think I might end up with the same problem.

I'm fucking furious at myself for having fucked up in uni. I've been studying for 11 semesters and still need at least 2 more before I get my degree, maybe even 3. Almost 25 and still living with my parents. All my friends have moved on and I'm still an immature manchild. Recently met my high school crush, she's a grown up living with her boyfriend and I'm a kid and still not over her.