Lost love story + Fells general

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CHAPTER 2 - ROBOT DATES
>Turns out I actually like Trish (As I would like any female who gave me attention and pie)
>Afraid to admit because Gus will make fun of me
>Assume fake cool instance and tell him I'll call her out because "Pussy is pussy, right? <nervous fake laught>"
>Gus probably knows I'm the biggest loser, so he gives me unasked advice
Hey "Gus", if you ever read this and identify yourself... thank you.
>Got all my courage and texted Trish to ask her out, to the movies
>Fucking trembling, sweating from places I didn't even know I could
>Trish texted back "Sure, what film?"
>At this moment, it felt like reality wasn't actually real, like I just wished that so much I daydreamt about that answer.
>I mean... my first date, what the actual fuck. It's now or never.
>Choose some superhero movie, Marvel, X-men or something
>Get the giant butter popcorn, she didn't get nothing
>During movie got to hold her hand, heart pounding so fast she might very well be feeling my pulse
>Then tried to stroke her hair a little bit, she actually let me
>Only much later I would notice my hand was all greasy of butter and she didn't care
>Talking to her was a delight. At some point, actual words began leaving my mouth, and we had an actual conversation
>At the end, I didn't walk her home (didn't have much practice at this date thing)
>We stopped at the corner where our paths should split, talked a little bit, said goodbye and I went for a kiss
>She turned the cheek
>AWKWARD
>Me "Errr... I was actually hoping to kiss your lips"
>Trish "Oh, really? Me too"
>Yes, this actually happened exactly like this. My first kiss was awkward and not very good at all, but man, I was dancing in clouds my way home

CHAPTER 3 - GET OUT OF MY BOARD REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>Next weeks are the most exciting thing in my life. We still share some classes, so we see each other a lot
>We talk a lot, spend time together
>We would both pretend to pay attention to the classes, but every now and then I caught her looking at me
>She would sometimes bake me pie, cake and all kinds of homemade sweetness
>Barb told me to get a hold of her soon, because she had "a free spirit", I should oficially make her my gf
>Like social media, get her a ring and all that
>Of course Gus is against it, where did that "pussy" talk go?
>*Fuck it, she's now my 3d waifu, I'm going in*
>Double date. Me, Trish, Gus and Barb. I have a ring and everyone (possibly Trish too) knows it
>Dinner, too nervous to touch the food.
>Me "Hey Trish, may I ask you something?"
>Get on fucking knee, cringe all you want
>Me "Would you be my girlfriend?"
>She of course says yes, and Barb was filming it. The clip is still online as of today
And I still have the ring.
>Next few of months are beautiful. We would see each other every day, spend evenings doing calculus homework and eat lots of cake
>Spend our time discussing how elegant electric engines are and how I love her chocolate-flavored shampoo
>We go to parties, she has fun with her girlfriends while I sit at the corner just watching her beautiful (but not really) body
>We do have sex. I'm no expert, but I think she was a virgin, and so she says
>Somehow lose weight, meet her family. Her dad is a kinda scary criminal lawyer hated all around the city
>I'm first guy she ever presents to her family. Father is overprotective and hates men
>Guess he smelled my betaness and saw no threat in me, because he likes me
>I'm now his official "computer guy" free of charge, of course, but I don't mind
>As long as I have Trish, I'm alright
But of course I wouldn't have her for long

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CHAPTER 4 - YOU ARE HERE FOREVER
Mandatory soundtrack: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cs-XZ_dN4Hc

>About a year later. Lots of stories, as we spend a lot of time together
>She fights me over the stupidest things, don't really understand
>One night, she breaks up with me over the telephone
>That's it. She calls me and we're over
>Me "Come on, Trish, you obviously have no idea what you are doing, let's talk in person tomorrow"
>To no avail, we are still over.
>Fuck, this hurts a lot
>Exact 19 days later, she is hanging around with some chad guy, let's call him... Chad
>Fuck, this hurts a whole lot more. Like, tons.
>Me "Trish, I don't think it's appropriate for you to have another relationship so soon after all we passed together"
>Trish "I understand how you are feeling, but I'm with Chad now and I'm happy, you have to be mature and accept this"
>And so I did. Seeing that hurt me too much, so I cut all contact with her
>Very troughout about it. Deleted all my social stuff, blocked her number on my phone and also cut anyone who talks to me about her
>Luckily, we aren't taking any classes together this term.
>Start hitting the gym, just to pass the time

>Pass few months, summer vacation
>Barb "Hey Anon, I'm spending a few days in your hometown, Val will show me the town. Wanna come with us?"
>Me "Don't know, Trish might show up and I wouldn't want that"
>Barb "Come on, are you going to spend the rest of your life not going wherever she may show up?"
>*Yes, I will!*
>Me "No, I won't... ok."
>Of course she showed up and wanted really bad to talk to me.
>Not interested in seeing her face at all, still hurts bad
>To avoid "being childish", let her talk to me
>She tells me everything that happened with her in past months, says she misses talking to me
>Me "Obviously not missing enough"
>She's still with Chad, but her father hates him, prohibited the relationship to continue
>She thinks there's a guy her dad paid to keep an eye on her
>Me "Tough luck, huh"

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EPISODE V - THE ROBOT STRIKES BACK
>Turns out I actually still like Trish (who would have guessed, right?)
>In the week or so Barb passed in hometown, we hang out everyday
>I'm in the best form I've been in my life
I'm back to overweight right now, sadly.
>Trish is emotionally and phisically needy because of forced distance from Chad
>Her dad calls me, computer needs fixing and he'll actually pay me
>I have an excuse to be around Trish
>*Hell yeah, i'm going*
>Broken computer is in Trish's room (oh yes, it is)
>She's wearing something like pic related (oh yes, she is)
>Air conditioning on, so door has to remain closed (oh yes, it has)
>She baked pie (oh yes, she did)
>Her dad needs to go to court, so he'll be out for a while (oh yes, he will)
>Be fixing computer, waiting for long-ass loading time
>She's sitting on the bed, watching some horror movie
>*Did she have this all planned out? Wtf?*
>Go to sit on the bed alongside her
>Smalltalk https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Smalltalk
>Suddenly, we're making out for all we didn't in the last months
>*Am I being PAID to cuck Chad? Is this even real life? Is this just fantasy?*
>Go for her undies
>She stops me and runs away crying
>*Fucking great, more bullshit*
>She changes herself and goes outside, I don't want to follow and I don't
>I'm done fixing computer, leaving with the money, Trish calls me
>Trish "Sorry about that. I never cheated on a boyfriend, and I didn't want to. Don't know what I was thinking"
>Me "Well, that's probably for the best, let's pretend it never happened"
>Trish "I've already called Chad and told him. He said he would forgive me, but he's quite mad at you"
>*JUST FUCKING GREAT*
>Chad, just as you can imagine, is way taller than me, does sports and actually knows how to fight
>Vacations are over
>Just. Fucking. Great.

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CHAPTER 6 - FINALE
>*How the hell will I get away with this?*
>I consider everything from a gun up to a lawyer
>*Wait, I might just have the perfect lawyer for this*
>Call Trish's dad, tell him Chad's enraged because I've been near Trish, and he's phisically threatening me
>Shit got serious, her dad was furious that she's still in touch with Chad
>Said he would fill for a restraining order for Chad and made sure Chad knew it
>Never actually filled, but made sure neither Chad nor Trish would ever know THAT
>Val's the only one who actually knows law, and she's on my side

>Be back in campus, feelsgoodman
>Gus' mind is blown, he's not sure if i'm a badass or a coward
>Don't even care
>Have Calculus IV with Trish
>Eventually leave class chatting with Trish and meet Chad
>Me "Hey, Chad, what's up?"
>Chad "Come on, don't push your luck"
>Trish "Please, Anon, nobody here wants any more problems"
>Me "Chad knows better than to soil his criminal record, right?"
>Walk away, heart pounding harder and faster than OP's mom
>TURN_DOWN_FOR_WHAT.webm
>Whatever I did right, it worked.
>Before long, Trish "secretly" would show up at my place for doing our assignments together
>We did each other, also. And sometimes she would bring pie too
>Outside, she was still officially dating Chad
>After a while, people were realizing what was going on, and it eventually got to Chad
>He is understandably full of both our shits and breaks up with Trish
>This very day, Trish comes crying to me, says he was very aggressive
>She says I was always so much better than him, she should never have let me in the first place
>Asks if I want to get back together, as everybody already know we are
>Me "I had to be stupid to want anything with a cheating bitch like yourself."
>Never spoke with her again
>Val and Barb are actually on my side

>>35005370
Sad story anon, but well written.

CHAPTER 7 - EPILOGUE
>Fast foward 5 years to today (actually yesterday, I wrote this but didn't know if I should post)
>As the years go by, lost contact with Val, Barb and even Gus
>Now in graduate school, getting my Master's really soon
>Go to hometown, as it's mom's birthday. See Val at a restaurant
>*Please don't see me, please don't see me*
>Val "Hey, Anon, how long it's been?!"
>Me "Hey, Val, what's up?"
>Smalltalk
>*Don't ask about Trish, don't ask about Trish, don't ask about Trish*
>Me "And how's Trish going?"
>She's also in graduate school, but in another town
>Been with a guy for 2 years, she's engaged and about to get married
>Turns out I apparently still like Trish, as I feel like absolute shit
>Had another girl during college, seeing someone right now
>But they are not Trish, they don't come close
>Mfw I miss her
>Mfw I will never again taste a life or a pie so sweet


Well, I hope this wall of text was worth it to anyone who read through, but I feel better just for typing it.
I guess it goes as they say: "better to love and lose than never to love at all"

To anyone too lazy:
tl;dr -> Lived love of my life, she was a bitch. Cucked Chad, walked away with it and got revenge.

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>>35005432
you didn't write this for nothing i loved your story

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>>35005498
Thank you, kind anons. I'm happy for sharing it with my friends

>>35005417
seemed possibly true until this part
im calling bullshit

I don't have anything to say but I wanted you to know I read your posts

>>35006325
Nothing at all? Well, I felt a lot of feels writing it, hope you at least enjoyed. Thank you for reading

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>>35005290
>Me "Errr... I was actually hoping to kiss your lips"

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>>35005417
>Me "I had to be stupid to want anything with a cheating bitch like yourself."

good boy points for this one

Story was pretty good. Someone cap this

>>35006545
I still cringe so hard thinking of that day, but all these years later I still just as awkward. No idea of how normies do it


>>35006721
I was in full rage mode that day. As much as I liked her and being around her, I think nothing could ever work... I wonder what's her current relationship like

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>>35005290
>>Got all my courage and texted Trish to ask her out, to the movies
>>Fucking trembling, sweating from places I didn't even know I could
>>Trish texted back "Sure, what film?"
>>At this moment, it felt like reality wasn't actually real, like I just wished that so much I daydreamt about that answer.
>>I mean... my first date, what the actual fuck. It's now or never.
>>Choose some superhero movie, Marvel, X-men or something

whatever happens after this, you deserved it

>>35006897
This rage saved you.
She broke up with you once, she would done same later

>>35006928
You think THAT is the worst part about that date? I mean, what the fuck should I have done? I chose it because it was popular at the time. Given I had no real information about what to choose, I went with the one with the biggest "a priori" chance of success. And when you're dating an engineer, you kinda expect something like that.

>>35006935
Gus told me something like that at the time. Val told me the guy she's marrying is very much like me, I wonder if she misses me too

>>35007076
One day she does other not.
Its gurl, it has no logic

>>35005432
RIP OP. I'm sorry for you dude, this only makes me want to stick to 2D more.

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This was a thrilling story OP, I've had a similar experience to this with a similar ending.
Good luck for the future my friend.

Very sad story. Fuck man. I don't know how people actually have relationships either.

I'm seeing someone right now. It has only been one month, and I'm already beginning to sabotage it. It just seems to me that it is enviable that it will end, why not get it over with so I can go back to my comfortable bubble of oblivion and loneliness. I cried today. I really like this person a lot. I think they did too but now I'm not so sure anymore. I don't know if the doubt is genuine or not but it doesn't seem to matter since I'll screw it up either way. Fuck me.

Over time I just start seeing things in a different light. I realize things. I don't know if they are true. I can't get all needy and ask. I already fucked up drinking last night and was talking about how I want them to "not drag out the enevitable end when the time comes." Fuck why do I do this.

>>35008120
3D is way harder, but when it works, has so much more potential. 2D is the way to never suffer, though


>>35008313
Thank you, anon, I guess human behavior is more or less the same everywhere, I bet there are many similar stories

>>35008594
Every relationship and everything in life ends one way or another, I guess all we do our entire lifes is dragging out the inevitable end, hoping to experience those few awesome moments that make it worth.

Want to talk about that?

>>35008836
That's true, but some relationships end earlier than others. In some, people eventually fall in love and stay in love for a time. Sometimes people go crazy for another person. I guess I'm just sad that I don't know if this person will get that way about me. It's never me. I don't have what it takes for someone to love me. I am appealing only in the short term. I guess I am just meant to be alone.

I had the attitude to begin with that I would just ride the waves and enjoy what I could but the feelings I've been developing is making it more difficult.

I need some time alone to recalibrate.

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>>35005270
I feel like I'm being too clingy. I met a guy on OKC and after two weeks he asked me out for Valentine's Day, Tuesday. Then I asked to hang out Friday, we did, and now (Monday) I just asked if he wants to hang out again some time this week.


I ALWAYS HAVE TO MESS THINGS UP. I just sent the text and instantly regretted it, no response yet. Guys liking clingy girls is just a meme and he's probably running for the hills. Tbqh next date is the third one, and if he wants to hang out again I'm getting frisky.

>>35009250
Yeah I understand. Back off. If he likes you he will seek you out. You've asked to see him twice let him do it next.

>>35009118
Maybe it's totally off-topic, but you should look into Zen. I have many of the same doubts you have and hell, Trish might have left me in the first place because I didn't have those doubts under control. I guess everyone has them, but some are better than others at not being consumed by them. Soto Zen (as a philosophy, nobody will ever push any kind of deity to you) helped me.

>>35009250
Don't take dating advice from the guy who did this >35005290 but, as I see it, most guys don't get a lot of attention from girls, so we:
1- are positively surprised when this happens
but
2- don't know how to properly handle this situation
Keep in mind he has his own stuff that he likes to do, but he might be afraid to turn you down and make you lose interest, so this is a stressful situation and this is why men like clingy girls, but don't. Maybe an approach more like "Hey, I liked Friday, shout out if you want to do that again" could be better?