Robots' Child Abuse Thread

>>35001807
Haha, what a loser. You should kill yourself rapeboy

>>35001828
Thanks, anon. I needed that warm and understanding response!

>>35001807
Self bump.

COME ON! Share your stories!

>>35001807
Did you leave the team and tell someone after that happened?

>>35001977
Yeah, I kept faking sick then for following practices and only showed up when my parents made be go to games.

Quit playing hockey the next year and my parents just assumed I was being bullied by the other kids or something. I never told them what really happened because it's just too embarrassing...

Self-bump 2: electric boogaloo!

Come on! I know my fellow robots must've had some traumatic shit happen to them as kids!

>dad is a violent schizophrenic paedophile from a rough city
>my mum was also violent
>parents moved from Manchester to Taunton in 1981 because racist
>had my sister in '89 and me in '92
>used to beat me, lock me in cupboards and wash mouth out with soap when I was as young as 3
>had to watch and sometimes get caught inbetween parents physical fighting
>mum and dad divorced in '95
>mum took me and sister to Manchester women and childrens home
>met a guy called Frank
>he used to beat me and my sister, swung us by our ears until they bled
>dad found us and took us to Exeter
>sexually abused me, physically abused me, mentally abused me and verbally abused me
>used to go crazy a lot, heavy drinker. extremely violent
>dropped sister off at cop station in June of '97
>I'm with this crazy bastard until late '98
>go into care
>am withdrawn
>I molested kids when I was a kid (even living with my dad)
>my foster dad cheated on my foster mum so there were a lot of fights there
>foster dad has punched me on occasion
>I tried to fuck foster sister
>killed her hamsters and a dog
>pyromaniac
>thought about mass murder a lot
>thief
>vandal
>I attempted burglary once
>zoophillia

Stopped the bad shit now. Still want to end normies though thread over. top this and I'll be surprised you didn't an hero. My therapist was surprised I went through all my shit without turning to substance abuse or killing myself

>>35002264
Jesus... Every time I see threads like these I realize being raped once is small in comparison to the shit other kids go through.
Sorry for you, anon.

I remember that day,
The Fourth of July Nineteen-Ninety-Seven.
I was defiled by the man,
I was supposed to call 'Father' .
Under those Stars and Stripes
Red, White, and Blue.
It would be the perfect day no one will believe,
Sexual Assault would happened to you.
I guess the word "America" means "freedom" - as in,
"free to rape your fucking eleven-year-old kid" .
I was but a piece of meat,
For him to pound and rip and play.
He radiated sweaty heat
As he bent me over, and was forced to obey.
Like White European Settlers,
He colonized and violated my body,
As if it were land,
a dead thing you can claim.
Maybe I displayed effeminate behavior,
and therefore he decided to have his way with me.
I remember that day,
The Fourth of July Nineteen-Ninety-Seven.
I was defiled by the man,
I was supposed to call 'Father' .
He touched my gentials and my torso
and viced my wrists,
as fireworks exploded along the Delaware,
in Philadelphia that night
Right on the waterfront
At Penn's Landing to be exact
I found the courage to report it to the police,
it went to court in Woodbury, New Jersey
On August Twelveth, Nineteen-Ninety-Seven , My twelveth birthday
The Fucking Judge Tomasello, let the bastard walk free
The court said my mother and I made this up
I was blamed for telling the truth
The State protects that patriarchal bastard-of-a-perpetrator
who lied his way out of jail
I guess that crack in that Liberty Bell
shows how fucked up the American Injustice System really is
I was shamed and ridiculed
And ostracized from my community
I cut myself on my shoulder, cut out my first birthmark with scissors
and attempted suicide several times during my teenage years
I hated my Male Body
I didn't want to be a boy anymore
more so after the rape
So I did something about it years later
but that's a whole other story I'll get into later
So this and every Fourth of July: past, present, and future
Please don't fly those Stars and Stripes for me
and tell me it represents freedom, its fucking bullshit

>>35002371
Pretty interesting way of telling your story, anon.

My case never made it to the courts because I never could get over the embarrassment enough to tell anybody. I hope that, if it had, it wouldn't have went as horribly as it did for you

>>35002012
Did you ever get any help like therapy?

>>35002510
My parents ended up putting me in therapy when I was 14 because I started doing horribly in school and just avoiding other kids any time outside of school. I never told her either.

I don't remember being beaten or molested but I don't like to be touched, jump back if someone tries to touch my belly and when someone quickly raises his hand around me I get scared and close my eyes.

>>35001807
I don't feel justified writing because I can't call anythign in my life hard when comparing myself to mr "dad is a violent schizophrenic"

>>35002683
May be repressed memories if it's bad, or 'tism. Do you have memory problems?

>>35002715
It's not a competition, it's just venting.

>>35002683
thats just plain autism

Hey OP did you get shit on your coach's dick\fingers when he raped you?

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Reading this thread makes me feel like a piece of shit because I had loving parents and a decent upbringing and yet I still ended up addicted to drugs and suicidal in my teen years despite having everyone treat me so well. At least I am better now but I still feel like a privileged brat.

>>35001807
>come from family filled with manic depression
>including mother and sisters
>mother is alcoholic and goes on constant suicidal drinking benders
>mother commits many an emotional abuse
>go to school with no social skills
>go to school with no learning skills
>be afraid of everybody there
>be held back and constantly bullied
>seriously consider suicide by 2nd grade
>sister developes drug addictions and runs away
>never made friends in school
>never sucessfully intergrate with people
>deal with your own fucked brain

>>35002769
Free will is a lie. Biology failed you

>>35002371
But in America you have the freedom to buy a gun and shoot your dad

>>35001807
Me and my brother were sexually abused by an older boy and his brother (though really, I don't know if his brother can exactly be blamed). This took place over months. What truly made it abuse were the constant and escalating threats. When I eventually told, it was on the understanding that I would experience supernatural torment unending and far worse than death. Thus, I did it for my brother's sake. I would have to say, this and other things brought me and my brother closer. The other things being the otherwise shitty home situation. I was the family punching bag for my Dad. He pinned me to a wall by my throat and choked me on one occasion when we were very small. He later apologised in tears. I forgave him, but my brother didn't. That he stuck up for me like that meant something.

We went through therapy for the abuse, but it was horribly misjudged: we were put into therapy with the people who abused us. I have no idea how something like that happens.

It's affected me throughout my life. First suicide attempt (cry for help admittedly) at ten. Personality disorder. Eating disorder in my teens. Alcoholism. All the classics.

>>35002264
>brother is literally a violent, autistic retard, can't speak or communicate outside of some food items, constantly bites his hand to relief stress.
>can't express himself other than hurting us.
>extremely volatile to sudden aggressive tantrums
>he keeps us up at nights by screaming, stomping and causing mayhem.
>my brother and I stare each other down like animals to determine the mood of each other.
>can't leave him out of my sight for a moment when in the same room or he will try to hit, clamp his nails into my flesh, pull me to the ground by the hairs and so on.
>the most insignificant thing can cause him to go be triggered into fucking aggressive tantrums.
>we fight on almost daily basis
>parents are old and at their ropes end and become highly volatile and aggressive as well.
>when I defend them from him they hurt me for hurting him 'he can't help it, you can'.
>violence escalates
>I threaten them with violence and child services at age 12
>they start locking me up in my room.
>pressure me hardcore to perform, don't care about anything else.
>After a year I prefer being locked up in my room where I can control everything.
>he becomes fascinated with glass.
>jumps through the window and 2 other incidents.
>I become fascinated lighting fires after school and staying away.
>something involving a bathtub and flashbacks.
>high school begins
>do well for 2 years because doing nothing but performing.
>become obsessed with columbine.
>came close to killing entire family, stopped myself.
>go to doctor because completely mentally destroyed, can't even form coherent sentences, utterly decimated.
>over 20 kinds of antipsychotics, antidepressants and other medications later.
>I'm 29 now l have lived on my own for 10 years and all that has changed is that now I am my own jailer, prisoner and tormentor.

>>35002718
I can barely remember things that happened weeks ago. It was always like this.

>>35001828
Seriously, what the fuck? I know there's the whole "op is a faggot" thing but surely there's a line. What is possibly funny about telling a rape victim they should kill themselves, knowing they'll read it?

>>35003787
Come on now, you have to be able to cope with that level of discourse to post here. It's practically a prerequisite.

>>35003816
I know, it's not unexpected but it's still pretty fucked up.

>>35003865
If you think you're going to prickle anon's conscience I expect you're sorely mistaken. Besides, I'm >>35002967
and I found it pretty funny.

I have a decent family and was never abused but this was probably the closest
>Be me, had a fight with family over something I've long forgotten
>father loses temper, doesn't just give a normal punishment
>decides to drag me upstairs by my hair
>lash out wildly to get free, it hurt a lot
>hit father and get free eventually
>family are in horror and furious that I dared escape and didn't just accept being pulled around like a ragdoll
>what the fuck did they expect

>>35003995
That's still abuse. You did the right thing.