Tortured Paedophiles Thread

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>>35001593
I know your pain well. I have the same attraction. Just be good okay? I think it stems from me always being overprotected because my mother didn't want me to become molested. She was very anti-pedophile.

>>35002199
Do you mind if we just talk about this for a little while?

It's rare there's ever anybody I can talk to about this torture who can relate, and most of the people who can relate on the internet try to rationalize paedophilia which is just horrific.

>>35002232
Yeah totally. It's really rare to see anyone with this attraction. Today I was looking for a refuge. But there was none. There is no way to discuss pedophilia in any place it seems.

I really don't know why I have this attraction. I'm just guessing. But I've had it for a very long time

>>35001593

It's alright, Milo says it's fine now.

Go out and enjoy yourself.

>>35001593
It's pretty fucked up you can't even talk about this stuff without getting on a list or getting arrested. Personally not a pedophile but i think that we should try to help the people that have these attractions, especially when they havent acted on them at all.

>>35001593
>>35002199
Hopefully you keep that conviction of not acting on them. Its better this way.

>>35002278
Sorry for taking so long

When did the attraction start for you?
For me it started in the 8th grade when I started noticing myself eyeing young boys at recess. Kept trying to deny it, saying to myself I just thought he was cute in a platonic way.

>>35002300
No he doesn't. He was referring to 17+

>>35002328
The worry of being reported is why I've never reached out to a therapist

>>35001593
kill yourself sicko

>>35002425
And what does that accomplish? That my abuser won in entirely ruining my life to the point of driving me to suicide?

It is okay, just stick to 2d shipboi rape and youll be fine

>>35001593
There's no proven link between being abused in your childhood and becoming a pedophile, so your hypothesis is unlikely to be true. You were probably just born a pedophile.

>>35002199
>>35002232
>>35002278
>>35002406
I honestly didn't think I'd ever get the chance to talk about this with anyone. I'm not any of you, just someone who saw this in the catalog.

I don't know why I'm attracted to boys. I don't know if it is because I'm just fucked in the head, or because when I was 9, a male baby sitter put on porn and made me suck him off. I don't know how much of an effect that could have on someone (not sarcasm).

I've never acted on my desires, except for things like shota and in some circumstances, pizza. I always feel guilty after the pizza and extremely paranoid that I'm about to get sent to federal pound-me-in-the-ass prison. It's a struggle every single day not to find it somewhere online and fap like crazy.

I literally hate my own existence. Why did this happen to me?

>>35002481
The stats show that it's often victims of abuse who end up having the same attraction in the future.
Don't hate yourself for something you can't control and was likely the result of abuse impressed upon you by a disgusting asshole when you were 9.
I've watched both too, but haven't touched actual pizza in going on a year now. I feel addicted to it too, and in public I feel shame for even glazing my eyes over a young boy.

>>35002547
>The stats show that it's often victims of abuse who end up having the same attraction in the future
[Citation needed]

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See ya'll on Hansen vs. Predator soon

>>35002674
I said often, not always or even mostly:
http://bjp.rcpsych.org/content/179/6/482

I'm a little curious, how do you regular pedo's feel about pizzagate?

Alright, lads. Let's bust up this safe space, for the kids.

>>35002719
I'll give you that there is possible correlation there, but as the article you linked says, "There is little empirical evidence for this belief."

>Attracted to kids at ages 8 an upwards
>Would never act on desires

I'm in the same sort of boat but I didn't suffer any abuse as a young kid, not that I know of anyway. My feels are weird, it's like when I see kids having fun I have a longing to be there having fun with them. I've seen some pizza and models and the sick stuff doesn't do anything at all for me but when I see models and they look like they having fun it just brings about all sorts of bittersweet nostalgic feels for me.

I don't even know how best to describe my feels and I don't try to justify paedophilia, the only thing I try to justify is why I'm attracted to kids.

>>35002481
Exactly the fucking same. I was molested as a kid and it REALLY fucked my sexual desires. I'm attracted to children, humiliation, scat, all the awful fucking shit in this world. I try very hard to not get off to pizza because I don't want to inadvertently support it (demand = supply) but I have a very hard time coming to terms with it. I hate the fact that I have this attraction and would wish to any god that it'd go away but psychology prevents that hard. I have a 5 year old brother and I'd give up everything I have for him. I CAN'T feel the way I do. I'm not attracted to him (or shotas), but just the thought of someone else's sister or brother going through what I did fills me with such a horrid emotion. I wish it'd all just stop.

>>35001593
Why not just take a drug that kills your sex drive? Right?

>>35003279
Chemical castration?
This isn't original surprisingly.

>>35003319
Because think about what you just said.

We don't want to kill our sex drive. We want to be normal.

>>35003162
Just say you want to do sexual stuff to them and spare us your bullshit

>>35002328
just become a politician

>>35003345
well too bad? pro gay activist ensure that there is no cure to the pedophile disease

>>35003361
I don't though, that's the thing. The thought of doing stuff like thata just fills me with disgust.

>>35001593
>It probably fucking stems from when I was molested as a boy. It's a cyclical pattern of abused becoming the abuser, and I want to end my cycle with me
Same, except for it's little girls

>>35003374
Pedophilua is a fetish. Only you can resist your fetish

>>35001593
This is something I'll never fucking get. How can people out there say that being attracted to the same sex etc. isn't a mental illness and at the same time say that people with pedophilic tendencies are sick in the fucking head. Goddamn hypocrites. And by the way OP, as long as you don't rape any kids you're okay in my book.

>>35003394
It's not a fetish.

I find young girls beautiful and fall in love with them in a way that simply doesn't happen with adult women, and I've been this way since I was 13.

It's far from just "muh dick". In fact, that's a very small part of it. I view it as an unfortunate and annoying side-effect that makes everyone hate me ;_;

>>35003433
You are confusing genuine love with attraction. You basically want to treat a kid like you treat grown women to whom you are attracted. Cuddle and diddly.

>>35003433
If you consume CP and are not dealing with your attraction with professional help, then pls kys before you act on your feelings and damage a child's life.

>>35001593
have you thought of getting into politics? its pretty much a requirement that you be pedo

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>>35001593
You should probably seek intensive psychological help if you haven't already. You're a danger and you need to quarantine yourself until we know you aren't a danger. With that being said, do you consume any cartoon kid porn (shotas, lolis etc) or 3d kid porn?

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>>35003519
also, do you think pic related should exist (if it was reallly, really good cgi)? Like kid porn should be given to pedos to satiate them?

>>35003518
>Russians are cool, but the Clintons run a child sex slave ring out of a Ping pong pizza shop

>>35001593
>fags breed more pedophiles
>pedophiles breed more fags

wew homosexuality is totaly harmless goys

>>35003567
Where do you get your statistics from?

>>35003519
>You should probably seek intensive psychological help if you haven't already.
>You're a danger and you need to quarantine yourself until we know you aren't a danger.

This is the wrong mindset desu, it's like saying someone's attracted to adult women and they're a danger because of that.

>>35003628
But these are 'perversions', Anon, totally different. Muh Bible says so

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Pedophilia is a mental illness. Pedophiles that have commit no crime should be incarcerated and studied to find a cure. Child molesters should be executed. Hebephilia is perfectly natural.

There is nothing biologically wrong with attraction to females capable of ovulation and breeding. That said there is at least some evidence to suggest females breeding as early as 11 can threaten the life of the child and the mother, for this reason I support the age of consent remaining at 16, since most females will be able to safely breed by this point. Females should be trained to manage a house and raise children their entire lives, and they should begin meeting potential husbands when they get their first period. Premarital sex is degenerate in 99.9% of cases and the only exceptions I'd say are those that are virgins that give each other their virginity and then get married.

Allow me to reiterate: Pedophilia is a mental illness such as Homophilia or foot or scat fetishists and they should not be allowed to participate in society. Those Pedophiles that abuse pre-pubescent children are irredeemable criminals that deserve nothing but death.

Hebephilia is perfectly natural and attraction to females capable of producing eggs to be fertilized is not a crime. While I believe a general AoC of 16 is good, I also believe females that aren't yet 16 that have developed enough bodies should be allowed to breed if they are already married. Philandering is degenerate, regardless of age.

inb4
>Hi, Mohammad
>y-you're a pedo!
>b-but I'm a footfag/scatfag!

>>35003479
Please explain "genuine love", then. When I look around me I see: miserable couples, divorce, people changing lovers like they change accessories, Chad and Stacy slutting it up on Tinder...

Is this the "genuine" love I'm supposed to strive for? What I feel seems much more pure and beautiful.

An "ideal" relationship for me would involve gentle sexual exploration at the girl's pace and initiative. Not "fucking" them like most guys want to do with adult women. And yes, I know this is not realistic, and I'm fully capable of keeping it in my pants.

I've had a few (non-sexual) friendships with little/teen girls, and I find them more charming company and more worthy of love than any adult I've known. If I had a girlfriend like that I would literally die for her, as dramatic as that sounds. Idk if that's "genuine" enough for you.

>>35003605
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=homosexuality+and+pedophilia

4 in 20

>>35001593
>torturedpaedophile
it truly pains me to hear this fellow an-
>boys
kys

>>35003673
4 to 20* likelyness

>>35003428
I doesn't even matter if it's an illness or not, you're still hurting a child. Two adult gay people are able to consent to a relationship, but children aren't.
The point is that there are a lot of things that hurt others and at the same time aren't classified as mental illnesses.(such as murder in many cases)

>>35003649
>attraction to females capable of producing eggs to be fertilized is not a crime
Attraction to anything isnt a crime

>>35003757
Unless you're Canadian.

>>35003628
>>35003642
Not a christfag. But the relationship between a man and a women is completely different from a man and a child. The scope which one can express their sexuality as a heterosexual is vastly wider than that of a pedophile. Sexual advances and desires are communicated in everything from our speech to our movements and the way we position ourselves in relation to others. How a heterosexual, or even a homosexual, navigates the world is different from a pedophile because the pedophile's sexuality is so much more dangerous. Therefore, the pedophile must know in what ways his sexuality expresses itself and how he can prevent it from being expressed towards children, even in the way they speak and behave. The grooming of a child doesn't always occur consciously.

>>35003763
I have no speech and no movements that are specific to sexual attraction. I get a boner for what I get a boner for, can't really change that, can only suppress it

>>35003747
I'm not saying that anyone should fuck anybody without full informed consent but the point I was trying to make is that people that are sexually attracted to children are ostracized by a society that openly tolerates other sexual orientations. In my eyes, at least, that's unfair. Also,when somebody murders someone, it's often because of a desire to hurt other people (hating someone) but when you want to have a sexual relationship with a child it doesn't automatically translate to an abusive relationship.

>>35003840
>I have no speech and no movements that are specific to sexual attraction.

Sorry, I forgot what board I was on. I was referring to non-robots.

>>35003763
I can't be bothered arguing beyond this anymore, because your beliefs are already set in stone.

>The grooming of a child doesn't always occur consciously.
The same way it's very easy to subconsciously associate pedophile and child as dangerous. Your assumptions are all based on a situation where the pedo is with a child constantly, which is something nearly everyone who argues against pedos actually being people with a conscience and self control does.

>>35003913
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The thing is that if you have a sexual relationship with a child then it's always abuse. It can't be anything else. It's abuse because children get mentally fucked up from molestation and other sexual activities. Just look at everyone on this thread. Almost all of them were sexually abused themselves as children and they have these urges. Countless studies and research shows that children can't form sexual relationships with adult and it's going to hurt them long term.
This is why fucking a child is still going to get you in jail just as much as committing murder is. So EVEN IF the person wants a "loving" relationship without abuse and doesn't have the desire to hurt the child, it's still extremely selfish, because the child gets hurt nonetheless.

>>35004106
>because the child gets hurt nonetheless.

I've talked to close to a dozen people for whom that wasn't the case. One of my female friends was reading hentai manga and making advances towards older guys in her pre-teens (and no, she wasn't diddled when she was younger. She just recalls feeling naturally very sexual). She had no success with this, but some of her friends did ( they were 10-12 at the time). She says her friends are completely normal and well-adjusted now, despite having had sex with guys in their 20s when they were kids (which by definition should be considered horrific child abuse, even rape, despite the fact that they were willing, enthusiastic and even initiated it).

That's not to say that I support dudes going around hitting on elementary schoolers. Cases like these are probably more the exception than the rule. But I wish people could approach this topic with a bit of nuance and delicacy, rather than "zomg! She was under 18/16/whatever? RAAAAAPE!"

>>35001593
I have no libido
Take that losers

>>35004300
I'm asexual.
Beat that nigga.

I think certain mental illnesses and behaviors are interconnected. I think mentally ill people are more prone to homosexuality and other sexual behaviors for whatever reason. Pedophilia is just another symptom of someone with mental illness.

Don't tell me gays are mentally ill because they were bullied, that's just BS. Nonstandard sexual behaviors and mental illness are closely related.

>>35003649
>curing mental illness
wew

>>35001593
this thread makes me want to die on the inside and probably not for the reason you assume

>>35001593
Just stop liking kids bro, how hard is it you idiot. Fuck me lmao, this guy...

>21
>look like a 15 year old child
where do I find my pedophile husbando out in the rdal world

I am not a paedophile, but I've read that with paedophiles their brain is wired differently than with other people. While a non-paedophile sees an image of a young child with childish proportions like a small body with relatively sizy head, and big eyes in the middle of round face with small mouth, they feel a need to PROTECT the child, in other words, the visual appearance of a child triggers the nurturing instinct in them. But, the brain of a paedophile is wired the way that instead of nurturing instinct, the physical appearance of a child triggers sexual desire in them. This might go for zoophiles also, as most of the people actually get their nurturing instinct triggered when seeing a cute animal.

Can't give you a link as I can not recall where I read about it. It's long time ago. But it's basically about the brain wiring, and partly because of the life's experiences like being abused. Also it probably has something to with the fact that small boys may appear "feminine" to some male paedophiles, thus they get aroused by them.

Into kids AND gay?

You're a lost cause m8 no point in carrying on

>>35004673
he'd be an ephebophile or some shit then
I'd give you the deep daddy dicking even though I'm younger than you. Anyway I'm sure you wouldn't have to look hard, people snap up twinks like hotcakes man, how could you not know that? most people love neoteny. Something tells me you've not been looking very far...

>>35002463
The reason there's no proven link is because you'd have to test that. No one on earth is going to let anyone purposefully molest children in order to see if it causes them to be pedophiles.

when I was about 5ish i "played" with a neighbor girl that was a year or two older than me. And now I have pedophilic desires (I've never acted on them, don't worry)

I realize it's anecdotal evidence, but it's the best we've got.

>>35004180
I've met girls who did that when they were young, and they were already damaged and incredibly slutty. They weren't raped, but it definitely wasn't right. Not that they would know that however

>>35004106
Can specify the mental effects that you get from having sexual intercourse with an adult at a young age? Not a second-hand effect like the reaction of society towards the act (like shame and disgust towards the act which leads to having a negative outlook on oneself) but rather the direct effect of having full consensual sex with an adult at a young age.

I wasn't diddled as a kid but I'm a pedo, not sure how becoming one works, but I stopped caring about girls my age at about 12.

We need loli and shota sex toys 3bh

>>35004706
I heard about that also.

It gets me thinking what about the guys who weren't abused but still into kids, where do they fit in? Maybe some people are just born pedos.

>>35003649
>That said there is at least some evidence to suggest females breeding as early as 11 can threaten the life of the child and the mother, for this reason I support the age of consent remaining at 16, since most females will be able to safely breed by this point

It should be 13 you dipshit. There's a huge gap between 11 year olds not being able to breed safely and making the age of consent needlessly high

>>35002232
There's a group called virtuous pedophiles that's all about this sort of thing. Maybe check out their site

>>35002463
Sexual attraction in general is thought to be influenced by experience so why not?

>>35002757
It's an unfounded conspiracy concocted by people with no commitment to the truth

>>35005294
Their paedophilia would be caused by the differing wiring in the brain only. In other words, they were born paedophiles, and can not do much about changing their inclination. The only thing they can do is to avoid hurting children.

>>35004902
Many of the women I've talked to like that have been slutty, for sure, but I don't know about "damaged". They seemed pretty happy, most of them.

I guess if you're a highly sexual female (i.e. the kind of girl who's more likely to start sucking dick at 11), then there's a cornucopia of dick out there they can get without much effort at all. I think it's more a case of lenient social norms that allow people to be complete degenerates without any consequences, rather than emotional damage (in the cases I've seen).

>>35005731
Most of the girls who start that early, only want to "grow up" as early as possible, in order to climb up the ladder of their peer social pecking order. It's just the same as with the boys of the same age, who want to "grow up", to have sexual experiences and respect from other guys through that. Girls do not necessarily earn any respect from other girls by having sex early, and not even from the guys, but they may become quite popular, that is the same as climbing up the social ladder to a teenager.

Obviously, there are other reasons too, to start early, but social climbing is one of them.