Got obscenely drunk lastnight, sent my gf a suicide text and walked to my mothers and cried for hours about how much of loser I am how much I want to die.
Now everyone thinks I'm psychotic. Why am I like this.
You should probably stop drinking
Set them right op, you're def not psychotic. Probs just clinically depressed desu fampai
>>34978753
Drink more, faggit
>>34978753
You could just call or text your mother and girlfriend and just say you have been massively depressed the past few weeks and it all just built up. You don't want them thinking less of you so just say that you actually feel much better after last night and feel like much of the pressure on you has gone.
They will probably want you to get help tho.
>>34978838
Yeah I drink to numb my depression which is fairly mild but when I drink almost to the point of alcohol poisoning it can sometimes bring out a weird side of me. 90% of the time I'm just drunk and content. I just hope my gf doesn't think I'm crazy and leave me, I knows she's already not happy with the amount I drink
>>34978880
I think you're right anon, I've been trying to think of a way to make this better