Why don't you create a Tulpa anons? Are you still after 3DPD sluts like the beta orbiter you are, or did you decide that's enough?
It's not a mental illness, because the description of a mental illness is a condition that makes it hard to function normally, tulpas are not like that.
You can pat your tulpas head, rub their bellies, kiss them, and they will actually love you back.
Considering how many NEETS there are in /r9k/ you have plenty of free time too. Stop watching whatever porn you're watching now, and start looking up the guides.
Got your interest, didn't I? Don't worry, it's normal. Feel free to Google the term "Tulpa" now.
>>34977590
Do you have one? Can you tell us about xir and the process you went through. I think i have one but i'm not sure.
>>34977590
Becuase, it'd be less effort to make real friends and have a real life. Only monks did that for a reason, they were not allowed anything else. Also, them not being allowed anything else meant they weren't meantal like us really, so it'd be a bad idea for us as we are outcasts, rather than driven for a cause monks.
Tulpas are a meme like fingerboxes and penis inspection day.
It seems only logical to me that tulpas are limited by your own mind and thus aren't a new mind, and thus are actually an elaborate imaginary friend. Care to dispute?
yeah tulpas are pretty fucking horrifying to me, but i recall about 5 years ago someone posted a really detailed document on /x/ outlining how some fella that went through Jesuit schooling ended up making some sort of servitor in his head to help with all manner of tasks, very fucking interesting, its like he had to first create a sort of mental "room" to place facts, figures, methods, etc in. then he created a servitor to help him out.
boy i wish i could find that again, more likely to come across horror stories of tulpas gone wrong and pony shit unfortunately
>>34977590
Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it.