>tfw too retarded to interact with people normally
>tfw not retarded enough to not realize I'm retarded
>tfw to smart to carry a casual, lighthearted conversationNot even joking
>tfw realized I had aspergers after 27 years of not knowing why I always fucked up socially
>tfw decades of social misunderstandings and bullying retroactively makes sense
>tfw stuck in a job you hate for 10 years and it's considered to be the absolute worst work for autists, retail
>tfw you try to explain it to your mom and she brushes it off as "shyness"
>tfw I wanna quit but need the money
>>34963310
>have aspergers
>be successful in programming job
>people on internet claim aspies are literal retards
wew
>>34963605
I'm studying for a programming degree as well, I meant retardation in a purely social sense.
Any other aspies have degeneracy tier fetishes?
>tfw to intelligent for normal porn
>>34963754
recently force-stopped my facesitting fetish and trying /nofap/ athough i have fapped today
>>34963777
Nice trips but
>face sitting
>degeneracy tier
It's pretty normie tier honestly
>falling for the nofap meme
>>34963799
>facesitting is normie tier
what are you into then
>>34963837Body modification and symbioses among other things
I jerk off to the idea of using technology to overcome the shitty genetics that made me a robot from birth basically.
>>34963934
ok edgy mcedgerson
>>34964002
>edgy
What part is edgy you damn normie
>>34963754
>tfw to intelligent for normal porn
wot
>>34963799
>tfw your fantasies are too fucked up for normies, but not fucked up enough for major degenerate qts.
I did find one thoughit didn't work out because the only things we had in common were sexual.and she was kind of a bitch, desu.
>>34963310
>finally find cute virgin aspie gf
>she lives in india
>after few months of ldr start realizing i may be too retarded to make even this work
>start realizing what forever alone actually means
>50/50 between trying to go for the life of relationship or embrace eternity of solitude