/uni feels/

>>34948675
>home alone on a Friday Night
>again
>roommate is having a get together with his friends.
The one thing about normies and their ability """socialize""" that amazes me is that they all talk over each other. How can you converse if you're all shouting over each other to talk about some mundane bullshit?

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>>34948934
I've never understood how normies can keep talking to the same person for an extended period of time. I have no idea how to carry conversation. It doesn't matter though, I don't like talking to people because I have to act interested in what they are saying. I'd much rather be alone with my thoughts or a comfy movie.

>>34949044
You've never discussed something that both parties were knowledgeable about or interested in?

>>34948675
get a part time job or go to some university student get together thing, just go out and meet people, It is not all about you, this woe is me stuff is not going to produce someone to save you.

>>34949044
>I have no idea how to carry conversation.
just let it flow.

>>34949115
just be yourself: conversation edition

>>34949114
Avoid the university event, just start shooting pool in a local bar or going to concerts

>>34949111
Not really. I hate small talk and since I don't know how to make friends, the discussions never escalate beyond it. Like I said though, I don't like talking to people. It makes me tired

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>>34948675

>he still notices or cares what day of the week it is

>no school next week a la reading week

whatever

I just ate large mcdonald's meal after getting very drunk, and it just occurred to me that it's all coming back up in about an hour or two. Why am I such a moron?

>>34948675
>people told me that university would be the time of my life
I fell for the same meme

>0 friends
>0 gf
>bad grades
>low attendance
>poor nutrition and sleep
>diagnosed major depression
Dropped out after my first exam

The main memories I have of uni are wandering the streets at 3am listening to music and feeling the most alone I have ever felt

My uni life sucks too anon. I'm in my third year and not a single friend to be found.

I should have gone to trade school

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>it's a "guy next door has five people in his room all screaming at the top of their lungs at a game of FIFA and playing loud rap music while Anon is trying to quietly catch up on anime" episode

Sick of this rerun every Friday night.

>>34949382
>anime

I'm glad you feel distressed

>>34948675
Here's some tips I would give myself if I were to go back

>Make my room inviting, Eg. Posters, lights, clean and made bed, tidy and maybe a tin of chocolates for sharing
>Keep door wedged open whilst watching films / studying / listening to music and people might pop in
>Shower everyday, as people will sometimes knock on the door
>Look harder to join clubs
>Try harder to fuck this qt who used to live down the corridor
>Try harder to fuck this butterface who wanted my dick (but never got it because am autist)

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>>34949400

Don't be like that, lad.

We're all in this shit together.

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>>34948675
>wave to qt at student center
>she waves back
>get dinner in cafeteria upstairs
>come back downstairs after dinner
>she's sitting alone by herself

>leave without talking to her

Why the fuck is my confidence so low? I'm not ugly. Why can't I make a fucking move? I've even spoken to this girl; she's clearly interested in me. I hate being an anxious, paralyitc pussy

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>>34949439

It's the anime I hate, not you.

>>34949474
>she's clearly interested in me

Not necessarily. If she had initiated the exchange of waves, I might agree with you.

>>34949506

Fair enough.

>>34949474
I feel you anon

The thoughts of what could have been if I had acted like a normie in similar situations still haunt me.

>>34949382
Is this every state school now? Are they all drinking rotgut alcohol too?

>>34949309
I used to ride my bike to the top of parking garages...

>>34949552

Eh, they're alright as far as normies go, I guess. They never do it on weekdays, and they are usually quiet by midnight. So I guess it could be worse.

>>34949044
same. usually i get extremely stressed after 5 minutes because i'm racking my brain trying to come up with a good question to ask
>>34949111
I usually try to talk about tv series and movies but its no use.

literally no one i've tried to talk to in grad school had seen westworld.
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!??
like.. this is actually not acceptable

>>34949518
She did, one time. This has been going on for a while.

I don't mean interested in the sense that she wants me, I mean interested in the sense that there's a chance for it to blossom into some sort of connection. Or there would be, if I wasn't autistic.

>>34949536
I don't want this feel

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>in class
>forget to silence phone
>get a text message from mom
>link related is my text tone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gycSZoYzEks
>everyone looks at me like I'm a humongous fag
>realize that I am

Welp, it's all over for me. No coming back from this.

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>>34948675
>Friday night
>thinking about going to Denny's by myself again
>truly living the college experience
I wish I had friends, my roommates think I'm weird but everytime I try to do something to create some sort of bond I completely spill my ravioli and just make things awkward

Any of you robots hae friends in college, share your secrets please I can't stand being alone after all this time has passed

>>34949572
Sounds comfy

I longboard down parking garages
At least I did until I broke my collarbone falling off 2 months ago

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>record high temp today
>all of the qts wearing flip flops
>supposed to be back down into the 30s by Monday
>tfw no more feets for a month and a half

>>34949681
Xanax helps

>>34949681
Beg or guilt people to hang out with you

>>34949111
I try to do that, but eventually people become bored with me

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>>34949772
I don't do drugs, not even over the counter types or ones you buy off shelves

>don't do drugs
>don't drink alcohol

I think this is why I can't click with my roommates sometimes but I'm too self aware of my own flaws that if I started doing drugs I'd just be a complete failure instead of just a plain failure....

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>>34949846
>Beg or guilt people to hang out with you
What? Is this really a thing or are you pulling my leg because that sounds unrealistic.

>>34949474
Experiencing the same feel right now with not one but two girls. Feels fucking bad man

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So my chad roommate is drunk and getting handsy with some girl literally 10 feet away from me. Anyone else have this feel before?

Pic related. It's them.

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>>34949720
>When the soles of their feet hit the sandal and the moist noise it makes
Why must I be born this why?

>>34950009
If I were you, I'd have your phone recording video
Or at least audio so you can see what normies talk about when you're not there

I'd also steal her panties if possible

But I wouldn't advise you to take my advice, as I am a lonely 21yo kv

>>34949680
got a nice kek outta your post anon thanks

>>34950073
Thank you for the advice anon. I'm trying to find them some party to go to so I can get them away from me.

>smoke weed with some people
>overthink everything that i do and say
>realize how difficult it is to socially interact while i'm high
>nearly induce a depression in a single night due to how much negative thinking i had while high
How the fuck do people smoke marijuana with others? That shit was not fun.

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>>34948675
>uni starts next week

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>tfw compsci

>>34950159
>you'll be seeing heaps of girls like this
Gold.

>>34950009
i don't get how you can fuck with other people in the room

>>34950073
That's kinda psycho

>>34950219
why do you visit our hide away normie?

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>>34950219
Which part?

When I used to audio skype with my oneitis, I would record the conversation to play back so I could analyse the way I converse. I would also make a mental note of the time at any points in which she laughed or sounded cute to listen to them again.

I've also stolen panties from ~20 different girls, totalling 50+ pairs.
I barely know any of these girls.. I am just a devious deviant.
I know I'm weird and a creep, but I assume this behaviour is more common than one would think.

>>34948675
At least it's better than school...
and better than being a NEET

>>34950362
yeah. I'm the guy that posted that in the first place, but i'm not really into the whole panties thing...

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>>34948675
>bio class
>overly friendly asian making friends with everyone
>skips over me
>class revolves around him now
>sit by myself in a group of 4

>tfw see cute girl with her dog twice a week on my way to a class
>she always has messy hair
>will never talk to her

>be me in the military
>could go hang out with a couple buds tonight
>already drunk so dont wanna drive
>drunk alone playing vidya
anyone wanna discord or skype or something

>>34950390
I was asking which part was psycho

>but i'm not really into the whole panties thing...
Have you experienced some good ones?
Be careful though, it's more addictive than crack

>>34950469
no. I've never fucked with anyone else's panties. I just don't really see the appeal.

>>34950545
>>34950469
(cont.) but I'll take your word for it.

>>34948675
>Friday night
>roommate finally went back home for a fucking weekend
>blazed the fuck up in my dorm
who else livin the good life here

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>>34950362
>I've also stolen panties from ~20 different girls, totalling 50+ pairs.
>I barely know any of these girls.. I am just a devious deviant.
I'm not even disturbed, I'm impressed.

>>34950469
It was filming people you know who don't know you're filming them. More to the point, it was being so paranoid and self doubting that you need to monitor everyone else in case they say something about you.

>>34950362
>When I used to audio skype with my oneitis, I would record the conversation to play back so I could analyse the way I converse.
That's not too bad actually, although you could probably improve your empathy/social skills in much better ways.

>I would also make a mental note of the time at any points in which she laughed or sounded cute to listen to them again.
That's very weird.

>I've also stolen panties from ~20 different girls, totalling 50+ pairs.
>I barely know any of these girls.. I am just a devious deviant.
That's disgusting. Why wouldn't you rather have sex with a girl instead of doing this?

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>>34950737
>Why wouldn't you rather have sex with a girl instead of doing this?
IF WE COULD HAVE SEX, WE WOULDN'T BE HERE.

>>34949680
It's a pretty cute ringtone.

Fuck them anon. You can do what you want; who cares what the uncivilized normies think.

>>34950415
Is that Another? I don't watch many anime but I watched another a few years ago and it stuck. Quality stuff.

>>34949680
Learn from your autism. Soon you'll have done enough autistic things and made a note of when you do them so in a few months you can be a normal person.

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>>34950415
>sit by myself in a group of 4
am i reading that right

>>34949680
normies are just mad that Steins; Gate is too deep for them.

>>34948675

Well, take it from someone older--university/college is literally THE best time of your life, literally. No other time, ever, will you have the completel freedon with generally little responsibility (doing class assignments is really a lame responsibility compared to what adults in the working world with mortgage payments, spouses and kids to raise, etc deal with).

I would take a time machine back to m college days in a NANOSECOND if I could. I wasan introvert, but there is always something going on in a college town, even just to watch from the sidelines. And people will never, ever again be in a more open frame of mind to talk to you in a friendly way. I f you can't find someone to be comfortable around, even just as an acqwuaintance, in college, there is literally NONONONONO hope for you afterwards.

>>34951349
That's what they said about high school

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>>34951380
Yeah well I fucked up high school hard, so I'm with >>34951349 on this one.

>someone has constantly been stealing food from the flat's fridge since september
>everyone in the flat thinks its me since I'm quiet and don't talk to anyone

What do I do? There's 5 of us in the flat. I can't deal with everyone hating me.

>>34951380

Naw, in high school you still live under your parents' roof. Big difference, trust.

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>>34950009
>>34950073
>>34950211
Update: They just fucked on out suitemate's bed because nobody was in that room. They were fucking loud about it too.

calculus 2 is raping me.its time to end it.

>>34951599

stop stealing jamal

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>>34951599
You are fugged, normies love to gang up on robots, it's a hobby of theirs. Best to just live on the road.

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>tfw only go to campus twice a week
>don't talk to anyone
This is a comfy semester.

>moved overseas in september hoping I could start a new life and make friends after years of being a robot
>left computer behind so I wouldn't be distracted
>havn't made any friends and just sit in my room all day bored out of my mind
>havn't had a conversation with someone since I spoke to my family at christmas
>can't wait until easter when I get to speak to my family again

Why did my life have to turn out like this?

>>34951997
>robot
>leaving computer behind
pick only one.Fucking normie.

>>34952295
fuck off robo-fag!

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>>34948675
Feeling that feel currently OPEE.

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who /benzos/ at the moment?

just took a couple cLams .5 mgs each

not ready desu

After a month at uni, I've come to realize the MASSIVE gulf in experiences between me and the average normie. There is seriously no way to overcome being a bullied loser in high school.

>they think I'm weird for having never played pool and beer pong
>they laugh at me for not knowing how to use a lighter
>they laugh at me for not knowing how to open a beer bottle without an opener
>they think I'm weird for not talking with normie slang like "its lit bruh"
>they think im weird because I don't know any of the top 40 music and rap they listen to
>they think I'm weird because I don't wear flashy clothes and just prefer jeans and a shirt that fits
>they are constantly checking their phones even during conversation because of the people they are always texting, I have no one to text
>they talk about the concerts they went to and the parties they used to go to and I have literally nothing to add

I actually thought I made friends at first but they started to realize I was a robot and have now cut off all contact with me

>>34953457
Normies laugh at each other all the time. Don't take that stuff personally.

If they ditch you because of trivial stuff like that, you're hanging in the wrong crowds I reckon.

>>34953618
They were nice about it at first but I think all of it just added too far up. The last week or so I pretty much had to force conversations to not die since they would only give me one-word answers and never talk to me first. It's also extremely obvious how much better they connect with eachother than me.

>>34953678
Even so, it seems that you don't blend with that group in particular simply due to differing interests. You're taking it too harshly.

Are you involved in any hobby clubs?

>>34953767
The problem is that I don't think I'll be able to connect with anyone here, my personality is just too boring and fucked up from being completely isolated and bullied for 4 years. I'm not a fun person to be around and I realize it

>>34949474
FUCKING DO IT.
Seriously just have a light conversation with her next time. Say hi. Whatever. Better to do it than to not do it.

>>34953827
find a new crowd. Change schools. Just do well in your classes and join a club maybe.

>>34949856
iktfb I just know that whatever the shit is I would get addicted to it

I want to bring alcohol to the university again but I'm afraid someone finds out. I also don't want to be an alcoholic, but I love being drunk.
And now for something completely different. My crush offered me money to buy MGS or Hitman so I would stop stalking her but I refused.

>>34948675
>people told me that university would be the time of my life.
8 year NEET shut-in who dropped out of high school here, why would you not have known this was a lie by the time you turned 18

How bad is anime club?

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>>34954350
>How bad is anime club?
pic relateed

>>34949506
Your Ioss bud

>have only one exam left on 1. March
>it's super easy
>have nothing to do
>can't go home until mid March because I have to wait for my results
At least studying occupies me.

Gonna switch my major to Japanese and try to be an English teacher in Japan

>>34955811
Get some standards, weeb

>>34953827
Find the other robots at your school, if possible. I've been called "boring" before, but I disagree. I don't find myself (or people like you) boring. It's just that normalfags are terrified of silence, and so they'll fill conversations with meaningless bullshit fluff while "boring" people are okay with gaps in conversation. Additionally, we don't need to go out to parties and get wasted every night. We can be /comfy/ and stay in our rooms, opting to watch something instead. Find people like that, people like me, and you'll certainly have a solid friend-group.

>Enrolled in college after a year of working and travelling around my country

What should i expect/do? College is free in my country and i enrolled only on things i liked (Which are probably not going to get me a job but i'm still happy about it and can work at the family business if i need to)

I still keep in touch with my few HS friends and i'm not a complete autist but the thought of being friendless scares the shit out of me

I enrolled for both psychology and music composition

>>34955921
terrible, terrible idea

>living with parents for uni
>shit degree
>bad grades
>low attendance
>no friends
>all old friends have moved on, even guy who lives 2m away from me won't talk to me anymore
>owe 20k words worth of assignments in this my final year
>obviously wasted the last 4-5 years on this shit (I did an extra year of sixth form)
just fuck my prospects up senpai

>>34956685
people like that might not be boring, but even if they have similar interests it is really hard to get a converstion going. from my experience with robot groups, there is always one semi normie who has to keep talking to everyone and is okay with it, because he can be the leader.

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>homework is too hard

>>34953457
If you want to be friends with normies you have to assimilate. Lie about EVERYTHING. I suggest you find a better group of people to hang out with though.

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>>34949680
Nice one anon

Keep your ringtone fuck the normies

>>34948675
Lel, was home alone friday night as well. My dad was at the opera. I quit uni.
Life is overrated anon, kys.

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>>34948675
Let's face it. If you are not a rich Chat or buff Tyrone, you will finish college a virgin.

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>girl says good morning to me while walking by
>didn't turn around to ask her out

I'm fucking stupid as hell. I ran into her randomly in the professor's office, thing is I don't remember what she looked like but I think it was her.

Just want to neck myself since I was given a second chance

>>34959305
>girl says good morning
>anon automatically thinks she wants to go out with him

dude..

>>34949680
My text tone is the phone ring from Undertale, while I'm a much bigger fag no one will ever notice.

>dreamt about her again
INTO THE OCEAN, END IT ALL

>>34950737
>>I would also make a mental note of the time at any points in which she laughed or sounded cute to listen to them again.
>That's very weird.
I assume he meant he did that so he can analyze and see when he was being funny or charming, making her laugh or behave cutely.

also why the fuck am I responding to a post made 11 hours ago.

>>34949309
>tfw I've done this and I'm dreading going to uni soon

kill me

If you desire any amount of social interaction, just be amiable to your teachers/ask questions; and join a club. Even it's an autistic one. Anime club is full of losers that you think you think too highly of yourself join, but believe me it's a good start to get your social skills some much needed practice. Also, you'd probably fit right in.

>>34955921
>>34957138
Hey, same here anon. Currently a 201 student and nihongo is the only classes I enjoy. I'm looking to study abroad next spring break.

As for long term goals, I have less of them. Teaching in Japan seems a given but what do I do after that?

>>34949680
Same text ringtone. Good choice, anon

>>34949680
that happened to some black nerd last year for me with the same ringtone

>>34959639
I WANNA SWIM AWAY BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZES3nJQYJok

your post reminded me of this song that's all and i felt it nostalgic for perhaps more than just me

Idk how I'd get through uni without using drugs on the weekend by myself
Only thing that gets me through the week

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>>34954459
>>34954350
Its pretty much this image desu ga

>>34959140
Honestly this is what I've been thinking to
It was much easier to get fucc back in my poor rural town in bumfuck nowhere than it is in a collegetown. It's ridiculous how high of standards girls here have

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>>34949185
I miss being a NEET, not knowing what time of day or day it was felt great

>>34949680
this is the first post in like a month that I've actually laughed at, bless you anon

changing my text tone to this now

>>34949192
I don't get reading week, you should enjoy it.

>>34949309
>4 years in uni
>no friends
> no gf

at least I have good grades in stem

>>34962600
The problem is, we still need to be able to disguise ourselves as normies if we want to get hired for anything

>>34962581
i'll just be sitting in my room like i usually do anyways

>>34948675
Get into sports or at least FIFA and nba2k, I used to play well at video games and every game was intense. With sports you get to enjoy the game together with others. You can easily hit up your sports rec center and join a game, whoop some ass and make friends in the process.

>>34963048
>changing your interests just to fit in with normies
don't do this unless you really want to make friends that bad.

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>>34959525
Literally no one says hi when you walk past by them on campus the fuck are you talking about.

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I'm taking some more Math with CS classes and realized I don't like any of this, the only reason I chose computer science was because I've always been behind a computer the majority of my free time since I was 12, figuring I would get a job related with computers for a career.

Are there any majors that lead to careers that pay decently that isn't STEM?

>>34964645
I'm wondering that myself, famalam.

As an East Asian Studies (i.e. Japanese language) major and phil major, I'm questioning my resolve and ability to succeed post-undergrad.

Graduate school is always an option for me, as is teaching abroad, but I'm more worried about my long-term future.

>>34964645
Good for you. If you don't like math then you have no business being anywhere near CS or computers.

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>tfw 3 out of my 4 classes are online
>tfw those three online classes are by the same professor
>tfw the classes are almost the same, with one assignment counting for three classes
>tfw basically only have 2 classes worth of work

college ain't bad this semester

>>34948675
I do have friends but I have to ignore them because otherwise I might do drugs again

Makesure you guys do internships every summer and start applying for jobs in your last year of study and have something lined up when you graduate.

I had no guidance and did neither of these things and struggled to get work after uni. Took me 18 months to get a job. You guys don't want to go through that.

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>>34949604
>Westworld
Quality taste anon
>>34951349
>>34951616
>tfw went to uni for three years
>lived with my folks
>No friends
>Eventually stop being able to convince myself to go to classes and/or do the work unless it's for marks
>tfw actually not cut out for this world

>have first year exams
>if i fail i have to resit the year
>only went to 2 lectures for proofs and analysis out of 36 before i stopped going.
>probably went to about 1/5 of the lectures for calculus, algebra, computational maths, probability, mechanics and statistics.
>fuckmeimgoingtofail.jpg
>teaching myself completely new things in the hour before the exam sat outside the hall
>what the fuck is a gamma distribution? What is a moving coordinate system?
>come out of exam thinking ive failed completely. Isnt a surpirse

>6 weeks later
>results day
>i got a 2:1 in everything besides computational which i got a 1st in
>how.jpg

The hilarious thing is there were normalfags crying about failing shit. Apparently more people than normal failed analysis. Its only the first year though and the work was easy. I dont think ill be able to bluff again so ive been forcing myself to go to at least 1/2 of my lectures, so far, ive only missed about 1/8 of them.