Gonna end it tonight

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>be me
>average loser not friendless but common nerd-tier
>new year, high school, opportunities
>decided to work on myself, work out, eat well and work in class
>lose all my friends who perceive me as a neo-chad
>others saw me as a try-hard sperg
>meet this girl from PE class
>8/10 qt
>We get along and start to hang out
>isthislove.jpg
>One night she comes to my house
>Parents on vacation for the w-e
>holyshitisthisreal.doc
>she brought some space brownies we ate watching spongebob
>both 0 experience in sex but we make it work
>amazing first time
>a bit after climax she tells me she feels weird
>it's actually a bad trip
>tell her not to panic
>she panics
>I panic
>Managed to keep my composure enough to call 911
>I wasted 40 minutes waiting for 911 because I didn't really called them but thought I did
>Realized I didn't even check on her
>When they finally come it was too late
>her heart couldn't take it apparently she had a pre-existing condition
>She actually died of fear after fucking with me living her last minutes in suffocating terror

Lads it's been great hearing all your stories, you heard mine today, I will really end it tonight in a painless way. I don't feel like living anymore, good luck guys.