How do I get my autismbux /r9k/? There is something deeply wrong in my psyche. The only reason I am undiagnosed is intense fear of leaving my fucking brothers basement. idk what to do, or who to call. The only time I work up the sack to be able to say to my brother or someone else "Hey man... I think there is something wrong with me...", they just shrug me off. like my questioning my sanity, is somehow absolute proof of its existence. which I suppose could be the case sometimes but not with everyone. Have you guys watched that show Legion? about the schizo xmen dude? Idk if that show is a semi-legit representation of any sort of mental illness but it definitely affects me in a much deeper way than it should when i watch. I sympathize with this mans level of anxiety much too much. I'm hesitant to say it, but I believe I may even hear voices myself, I think I have just written them off over the years tho as a sort of inner monologue, like its just the way everyone thinks but in the past few years, I've become very reassured that there is indeed some sort of serious imbalance in my brain. WTF do I do? I'm absolutely terrified of almost LITERALLY EVERYTHING. Its hard to live. Harder everyday. And I'm afraid that one day it will become TOO hard.
>>34942595
Also: Not sure if relevant, but in the past year or so, Ive begun to kind of see things. Nothing fully formed or anything but definitely more than just peripheral bullshit. Just shapes. blobs kind of. And much more prevalent in the semi-darkness where i spend most of my time. My brother is about half a normie and I know he is getting tired of me being here living in his basement rent free.
>>34942595
Im taking this to /b/. you guys are not very helpful. I expected more from you. and faster
Assuming you're American, here is the website for applying for disability (mental illness counts as a disability), you'll need your medical records, proof of citizenship ect, but it will be worth it.
https://www.ssa.gov/disabilityssi/
>>34943437
See the thing is tho, Idk where to go to get a diagnosis. Like what kind of doctor do i need to see?
>>34944494
You'll need a diagnosis from a Psychiatrist