>fapped to THAT stuff again

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>>34941106
>when you don't get after fap disgust anymore

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>>34941106
>can't find anything to fap to
>end up beating my meat on THAT video again

>>34941106
>tfw only can fap to rape/girls not really into it

>sweaty hyper loli feet


no ragrets

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>tfw i got a exinstential crisis whilst i was watching a video of a girl getting fucked by a guy wearing a spongebob costume

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This image
Problem is I can't tell this loli's age

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>fapped to NTR for the first time today
>already I feel the disgust melting away
>I know that soon I will consider it normal, and move onto something even more extreme

>>34941159
Bring me some sources brother.

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>finish fapping to vanilla yaoi
>have to lay down from the soul crushing loneliness

>>34941106
>fap to cartoon of some traps getting fucked
>later learn it's shota

I want to fucking die, lads.

>>34941506
Go for some real NTR before you progress to more extreme.

>>34941106
describe pham

>>34941506
>tfw you get a boner when you imagine youre the cuck mc getting ntr'd

>tfw started finding pleasure in masturbating with my eyes closed or to vainilla porn with edgy music like death grips playing in the background
>Clench my teeth and sometimes swear while doing it

I think i'm losing it

>>34941506
What is NTR, scared to google it.

>>34941613
if i cut the back of my hands after fapping i basically cum again from little willy
whats my problem?

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>fap with My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy in the background
>now can only nut when listening to it

>>34941529
http://www.gameofporn.net/video/teensinthewoods-cadence-lux-innocence-robbed

here's one that I got off to recently

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>>34941683
>he still doesn't watch amateur porn

>>34941709
most amateur porn is normalfags who love each other fucking, I wanna see a bitch being chocked, smacked and her face of horror

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>>34941650
it's best if you just stop now.
your disgust will turn into curiosity, that curiosity will turn into desire.
don't even look it up

>>34941745
E D G Y
not surprised this wasnt original

>>34941790
>something I am not into is edgy

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I only fap to non-penetrative bondage porn these days, I've gone around the bend and back again and ended up in this weird place. I have no idea what's going on anymore.

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>>34941127
This is how I feel about traps. Although everybody on this website seems to think that traps aren't gay, they're completely gay, I don't care, I'm still gonna beat my meat to them.

>>34941506
I FUKKEN HATE THIS FEEL

The problem is its unavoidable. I blame japan for giving me access to all these depraved fetishes

Mfw i just busted off to a belgian chick doing interracial

Sorry Odin i just couldn't help myself today

>tfw you frequently go for the rare, hetero circumcision fetish videos you know where to find

sweaty and slightly hairy boybutt getting barebacked

>>34941506
I sort of like the idea of cucking a guy but then ditching the girl and fucking him instead

no bully

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>>34941550
Uhm.. Artist, please..

>>34941550
>Yaoi
>Posts Trap-shit
Pleb. Where are the muscle-twinks getting pounded? The big thick slimey cocks? The loose, cummed-in holes?

>>34941106
What I fap to is so bad, I can't even post it here. But your reaction image is relevant, because for some reason I get really depressed after fapping.

>>34943783
a-are you saying it's illegal?

>>34943829
No, I'm just saying it's so taboo that I will get thrown out of here if I mention it.

>>34943829

It is so bad no one could have ever imagined someone could get off too so no it's not illegal.

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>>34943868
It's just a word! Say it!

>>34943900
It's three words and I like being able to post, so no.

>>34943868
>>34943892
The only things that are so disgusting to me that I'd react like that are maybe...
Scat, Piss, but even piss isn't THAT bad...And I can't think of anything else that isn't legal. Maybe Bestiality is semi-legal, but that's not TOO bad. Still pretty fucking horrible.

Maybe actually EATING shit. What else is there?

>>34943922
P-Put a spoiler on it! Th-They won't be able to see it! It's fine!

Sometimes I just put my dick away when I sense that I am going down a bad path. I don't always have the willpower for that but I can always as a last resort go find an old favorite of the vanilla kind.

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>>34941106
>tfw I haven't beaten off to porn in ?? months.

Nofap is a meme, but noporn is great.

If you have coming out your eyes and nose and your boner keeps you awake at night, then beat off. it's natural and healthy. What isn't natural and healthy is sitting around and squeezing out a single cum-tear out of a half-erect dick once every few hours while you have 15 different porn tabs open.

>>34941650
it just weeb cuck porn

>>34943935

Don't worry about it anon, it's for the better that you don't know.

>>34943935
What I fap to is so bad that it encompasses all the degenerate fetishes in the known universe.

>>34943978
I'm at single cum-tear mode right now. How do I escape? Is it just a sort of cold turkey kind of thing or is there some method?

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>tfw fapped to a guy fucking a snake some time ago
>on a gay bestiality website
>mfw didnt feel any shame

>>34943978
Surely not even neets can squeeze out more than two a day. There's no joy beyond that.

>>34944079
LOW
TEST

I've fapped 4 times before, all with medium sized loads.

>>34943868
>He won't say it on an anonymous East German video sharing website.

Fucking hell, what you got to be scared of?

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>>34944068
You're almost transcending.
Keep going.

>>34944022
cold turkey is always the best way to quit anything. Clinging on to "I'll only smoke one cigarette after each meal" or "I'll only watch porn videos from this one website" always leads back down that hole you tried to get out of in the first place.

>>34944118
Awakening a powerful force whose endgame is to eradicate me.

>>34944079

5 a day for 11 years and counting

>>34944139
>hole
wew desu, lewd
time 2 fap

>>34944156
Puff.

Original Puff.

>>34944079
I mean nearly everyone here is probably 19 years old if not younger, so they're barely done with puberty and so they have to beat off a few times a day otherwise they'll try to fuck the family pet or a family member.

>tfw fapped to round shaped dough with coagulated milk topping AGAIN
just fucking end me already

>>34941106
>THAT stuff
>it's bugs
bugs being shoved in an unwilling girl's mouth, ass, or pussy, hentai of girls being raped by bugs, girls in water tanks full of leeches, pitchers of tiny eels being poured inside a woman's ass or pussy, parasite hentai, and the occasional vanilla tentacle shit
There's no coming back from where I've been

Is anyone else into fart porn?

>>34944545
I think /tv/ is. The place has gotten weirdly degenerate.

>>34944406
oh you mean stuff like genki-genki. monsieur is a connoisseur. i once saw a video of an entire jar of cockroaches being blended into pulp and then poured down into a girl's vagina through a funnel. shit was really hi res too. you'd probably have liked it. i don't fap to that sort of material, but appreciate that it exists.

>>34944121
This .gif could've easily been looped, what the fuck.

>>34944406
U mostbreally like shino

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>>34943565
I legit kek'd hard to this

>>34943922
Rancid floor tiles, truly degenerate

been watching porn since the age of 10-11

9 years later still watching normal hetero porn, no weird stuff

what the fuck is wrong with you people?

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>>34945409
>fuck is wrong with you people?
NOA what the fuck is wrong with YOU
Ole punk ass

>>34944406
This is due to a fusion at puberty, people who are into strange disgusting fetishes are usually exposed to a girl during puberty where that is happening, vommiting, pissing, farting, bugs. Ask yourself in your life at the young age right before puberty which girl was covered in bugs?

>>34943935
not him but toddlercon (hentai) is legal (unless you live in Canada or the UK) but always gets that reaction

unless it's "it's awright" meme posting

>when you fap to amateur missionary style sex and they're kissing and loving on each other

Truly the worst stuff to fap to.

>>34944760
>i once saw a video of an entire jar of cockroaches being blended into pulp and then poured down into a girl's vagina through a funnel
Sauce please I'm begging you

>>34945630
I am a girl and I have a phobia of bugs.

>SFM animations and scraps on gurochan

It's pretty tame, but shit if I don't feel disgusted when I realize what I'm fapping to.

>>34944760
I'm glad I didn't fap to this. Blended animals give me the heebie-jeebies.

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>>34941106

>fapping

tch...fell for the pornjew

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>>34944760
>i once saw a video of an entire jar of cockroaches being blended into pulp and then poured down into a girl's vagina through a funnel.

>>34943732
damn bro, hope you're still around. it's nagi ichi

>>34946774
I'm always around... Thanks.

>>34946746

>i once saw a video of an entire jar of cockroaches being blended into pulp and then poured down into a girl's vagina through a funnel.

>This exists
>Actual video of a forcible rape of a woman still does not exist

>>34946746
fucking why do people agree to that

Pixs.ru

Good thing I only projectile ejaculated precum from my cowpers gland and not much vitality was lost whew

uncut BBCs.

not a cuck but i am a faggot and a size queen. hard to find porn with it that isnt cuckshit or the race aspect is played up.

dont even know where to go for this stuff

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>fap to vanilla hentai
>get depressed after because I'm going to die alone and unloved

>fap to netorare or bestiality or rape or anything "weird"
>feel nothing after

I just want someone to love.

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>can't stop fapping to momcest/oneesan porn

>ventured onto normiebook again
>see childhood friend in a relatives feed
>he's younger than me
>he's now an up and coming DJ
>plays to millions of people regularly
>has even headlined a few festivals

I don't have a hope in hell.

>it's a self insert as the girl while watching female pov episode

>>34947287
>masturbate to oneesan porn again
>get depressed because big sister used me and threw me away and it broke my heart

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>>34941829
I know that feel.

bloxlbox

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>>34947417
>get depressed because big sister used me and threw me away and it broke my heart

We're gonna need a greentext, good buddy

fucking shemales ruined my life

I cant stop thinking about how nice it would be if real girls had cocks. Worst of all I'm legit considering cheating on my fiancee with a well hung tranny escort from my area

>>34947471
I don't want to go into detail about it because it's a sore spot. Here's the basics.
>older sister molested me
>it was ongoing for years
>she was seeing other guys too for a lot of it this is where my cuckold fetish came from
>eventually she decided I was getting too old for her and too attached to her, and she cut me out
>life fell apart

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>>34941127
>Don't get after fap disgust
>Don't even feel mildly upset about what I wank to

>>34947526
>older sister molested me
go on....

>>34947553
That's all that needs to be said. I said it's a sore spot.

>>34947591
yeah should've read that part sorry man

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>>34947526
>eventually she decided I was getting too old for her and too attached to her, and she cut me out
>life fell apart

That's harsh, man, and I'm sorry it went down that way. Have you read Encounters with Rayne?

>>34943922
im guessing its ponyshit

>>34947637
No. I barely read anymore. I have a lot of trouble focusing. Is it a book?

>>34947526
how do you cope with that shit man

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>>34947691
No, more like a short story based on real events an Anon experienced that sounds similar to your story. You might appreciate it. It might also bring up a lot of uncomfortable feelings, so you might not want to read it if you're still sore about your sister. Might also give you a bit of catharsis.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1AVRaNRlVzjOBkOfXcvHEagDtawhlMz2KSMmVy7XgWnw/preview

>>34947745
I'll at least look it over later.
>>34947734
Liquor, therapy, and paying prostitutes to pretend to be my sister.

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These kids' dicks are twisted

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>>34947685
Well that only took three hours. Yeah, yeah, I'm a fucking faggot, kill myself, nobody cares who I am, blah blah. I don't criticise you for liking anime girls, so what makes you feel entitled to criticise me for liking pastel coloured talking horses?

>>34947826
do you like mare cock? im not into em el pee but futa horses get me rock hard

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>>34947287
Same.
Incest is about the only thing I can get off to anymore.
Nothing in life is like it should be.

>>34943978

How do you deal with the cravings for porn when you first start trying to avoid it? I keep relapsing and it's upsetting.

>>34947902
Get away from computers. Seriously, go innawoods or something for a week.

>>34947826
Here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=geXm0YnTjBI

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>>34944068
>tfw I know exactly which video and site you're talking about
>tfw I have an account there
FUCK

>>34947936
Why have you given me a generic rock tune? Is this somehow intended to symbolise me?

>you will never go back in time when you were a shots and seduce/rape that qt jehovah's witness girl that visited your family

I cant fap to SS without thinking about it, truly one of my biggest regrets

>>34947806
Source please

>>34947826
dont feel too bad anon, ive gone down that hole a few times myself

>>34948116
And how have you managed to climb out of such a hole? I made the mistake of visiting /mlp/ last weekend for old time's sake and now I'm back on the damn ride.

>>34941506
I already embraced it
I enjoy it too much, I can't go back.

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>>34948168
>I made the mistake of visiting /mlp/ last weekend for old time's sake and now I'm back on the damn ride.
Never got into the mainstream MLP fandom, but I'm the same way with Fluffies.

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>>34948039
Houjou no Reizoku Elf 2

>>34948212
Please note that /mlp/ and any similar fandoms do not condone the participation in any fluffy abuse threads. Identification of fluffy abuse threads as a sub-genre of the MLP fandom is strictly frowned upon.

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>>34941211
>>34941480
delete this or i will destroy you

>tfw can't fap to anything other than gay toon porn and shota

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>>34948282
STOP ME, HORSEFUCKERS

>>34948443
They aren't real ponies so I don't care. Go ahead and fap to that shit all you want, just don't associate it with us because that is not us. How would you feel if I labelled you as a shotacon when you were really a lolicon? It's similar to that.

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>fapped to time rape again

>straight as an arrow irl
>even have a girlfriend
>cant stop fapping to gay and futa furry

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>tfw been fapping to black guys with huge dicks and cuck/sissy porn for the past 6 years
>have tried to stop so many times but always come back


Before this was cheese pizza, so I guess I should be glad I've moved on from that.

>>34948440
vanilla af

>>34948548
What method are you using to try and stop? If you're doing a phase-out or gradual, you're doing it wrong. Cold turkey is the easiest way. Delete the bookmarks to your porn sites, and delete your collection if you have any. Shitpost endlessly on 4chan to take your mind off of it.

>>34948520
I don't get it. What do you find so appealing about gay furry porn that is not appealing in irl gay porn?

Can only fap to getting cucked by a bbc having to clean up the cumfilled pussy all while wearing a cock cage and getting humiliated by the girl spit in the face and depending also sometimes getting forced crossdressed and getting raped by a few black guys while the girls huniliates me

You really think you have problems? Kek

>>34948568
Well and zoo but I'm not really ashamed of it.

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>tfw regularly fap to castration porn
I can't explain it. I easily cum within a minute no matter what.

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>tfw my fetishes include zoo, scat, castration, creative mutilation, slaves, zoocore, THAT stuff, and that thing where you collect a huge amount of semen in a jar and fry it like scrambled eggs
Normal benis + vagine/assole porn doesn't even give me a semi anymore.

>>34948588
I have no idea man. I legit tried to fap to gay porn to see if I was maybe bi but it just does nothing for me. I'm not attracted to males but for some reason massive schlongs on cartoon animals turn me on like crazy.

Not a repressed homophobe eiher. I have a gay cousin and he's a cool guy,

U guys r alright. Save your heavy dirty sioul. Don't judge yourself for natural desire twisted unnaturally

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God loves you so don't be sad

>>34946174
tried real hard to find it again but no luck. just go to genki-genki.com, they have an entire section dedicated to bugs and assorted gasteropods/batracians. the video i mentioned was shot like 6 years ago so i shudder to imagine what else the crazy fuck behind that website has thought up since then.

>>34941681
what anon that's a great fetish to have

>tfw you suppressed it, but still break twice a year`

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>>34941106
>Fapped to that stuff you have no shame about

What is it? I've busted some nuts to Karina Hart and I don't see how anyone could have an issue with it

>>34947826
i jack it to all of the pones. i'm not even ashamed of it. i'm more ashamed of the loli because that's closer to reality.

>>34941550
>>34941506
I think robots end up fapping to depraved shit because normal sexy babes having sex ends up mocking them because it's something they theoretically could have had but missed out on.

It gets worse as you get older. Eventually you can't even watch much television or movies anymore because you resent literally everyone.

>>34944079
I'm an overweight handicapped wreck of a NEET in his 30s. I still manage to fap at least 5 times a day some days. The ride never ends.

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I gave myself an orgasm to a webm a guy gave me of him cumming on a picture of my face

sigh

AMATEUR BLOWJOB/FACIAL. EVERY SINGLE TIME.

>>34950038
Emma is that you?

>>34941106
>genki

help me

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>>34950077
Does it matter?
Now my fingers smell like pussy and regret

>>34950175
Please give me your Skype so I can cum on a picture of you too.

>>34941106
I used to get this with gay porn but thankfully I don't anymore.

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>>34941106
>started watching porn at 10
>figured it's just another of those things parents don't like you doing, like saying nasty words or going far from home
>didn't give a shit; all incentives to not be degenerate were merely external negative reinforcements
>started with tentacle hentai
>slippery slope? bitch, I jumped off
>still don't care; never will

>>34950248
really? You guys are going to get me hooked on this now...

Scat. RIPeroni

>>34950350
Yes really, I really want to. It sounds hot as fuck and from what I've seen you post I already like you.

Anyone else fap a lot but think the idea of actual sex is rather awkward and disgusting?

>>34941159
Got any mild displeasure?

I don't like violence but sometimes it is hot when they're not super into it or do that whole "you want want me to do what?" routine at the start pretending like they didn't know what they were getting into or something.

>don't even fap anymore
>just get drunk and watch strippers/dancers move like I'm being hypnotized
Is this the lowest a man can go?

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>>34950038
Omg are you me? I just did this

>>34950494
just look up videos that have step dads fucking their daughters, that's probably what you are looking for

I've gotten off to a bit of horses fucking girls and lots of hentai about that stuff.
I've gotten off to tentacle hentai a lot. A lot.
I've done some loli in there.
A lot of furry and scalie stuff. Tentacles, rape, etc.
I've done a bit of FemPyro (character from TF2) and holy shit have I had some nights where I couldn't stop.
There has been a quite a bit of Fem ShyGuy which I love. Tentacle stuff there too.
I've done rape/anal pain. I've done deepthroat and face fucking.

Lots of stuff, and good memories. I have good amount of stuff on my phone saved. I get off to it every day or 2.

>>34950379
Tell her to post the webm.

>>34941506
NTR is okay if you insert as the bull

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>>34944406

mfw this actually exists.

>>34950588
What's NTR even mean? Is it cucking?

>>34950610
netorare, and yeah it's cucking, but usually in hentai manga the husband is either unaware or is unwilling, also there isn't a lot of cum eating cucks or cucks who jerk off or are in the same room in general

>>34950522
Post the webm.
originally

>>34950645
Oh... so it's just cheating then? Lame.

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>>34950649
Why would you want to see a webm of a guy cumming on a pic of my face anon...?

>>34950673
Not always, it's usually more exciting than the regular cheating tag, like the husband getting a tape or finding online that his wife is a slut or gets blackmailed into having his wife pimped out to his boss or gangsters or something, it's fun

>>34950728
But if he's not made to watch and suck the bulls dick what's the point?

>>34941480
>that's a problem
if you're unsure just imagine she's as young as you can realisticly picture, makes fapping too it more taboo and therefore hotter

>>34950785
Why stop at sucking? Why not have a femboy and a girl get dominated by a big bull, making them both his bitches who compete over his dick?

>>34950694
Not just me I'm sure other anons want to see
Right guys?

>>34944545
me family
this is original

>>34944079
Hey, it kills time

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>sissy hypno
>forced feminization
>sissy captions
>forced-bi
>bimbos
>feminization captions
>traps and futa
>shemales
>bbc/ir shit
>bbc supremacy
>white emasculation
>erotic hypnosis
>sissy trainers/porn music videos
>bimboification
>feminization brainwashing
>crossdressing
>cock worship
>some gay stuff sometimes

This is what I get for being addicted to porn for half a decade desu

I dont even care anymore that I have these fetishes and they seem to be stuck, I just wish I wasnt so hopelessly addicted to porn to the point that porn addiction itself becomes a fetish, and the idea of not being able to quit and descending deeper into porn addiction - and I'm not the only one with that meta-fetish either from what I've seen.

>tfw trying hard to quit porn/daily fapping but so far still manage to edge and fap to fucking porn once a day at least

I dont want it anymore.

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>>34944020
Even the sun?

>be skinnyfat white beta
>watch cuck porn
>self insert as the black guy
What did my brain mean by this?

>>34948548
Same. I watch those BBC sissy hypno videos any chance I get. Since I live alone, I always have them playing on repeat on the tv and listen to them as I sleep. It's a slippery slope I can't escape.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=952518597

That's my favorite video probably

>>34950839
Maybe I'm weird but have no desire for any butt stuff with a dude nor do I think the porn of it is hot, but cuck porn where the dude sucks dick? Hot damn.

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>>34950866
See anon no one wants to see
and its embaressing anyway

>>34950536
The rapey/incestuous nature of that turns me off.

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> fapped like THAT again

>>34948489
Great taste you've got there pal

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>tfw i fapped to my neighbor again

>>34950913

>I dont even care anymore that I have these fetishes and they seem to be stuck, I just wish I wasnt so hopelessly addicted to porn to the point that porn addiction itself becomes a fetish, and the idea of not being able to quit and descending deeper into porn addiction - and I'm not the only one with that meta-fetish either from what I've seen.

I'm scared this will happen to me but I'm addicted already so I keep watching porn. I have nothing else to do.


How does your mind function in everyday life? How is your perception of others affected?

>>34950975
>leaving sissy hypno on in your sleep
>slippery slope you can't escape
You're almost as dense as the guy who decided to watch sissy hypno videoes while tripping LSD.

>>34951075
I mean its better now than it was

I've gotten down to at most edging 1-2 hours and fapping, regretting it instantly, feeling like shit, porn and fapping being out of my mind for the whole day after until I wake up the next morning instantly horny and desperate for porn and thats when I usually give in and browse, edge, fap repeat next day

My willpower is so shit right now desu.

>perception of others
Nothing changed because I only can get into that mood and mindset when fapping to porn, none of what I fap to really affects me and my perception of others in real life at all really

At this point porn is more of a chore than anything to look forward to I'm just to weak to stop because its become a habit, hard to break.

>>34951141
What happened to him?

oringinally

>tfw this thread is making you feel better about yourself

I tried to fap to "that" but it didn't meet my pornographic standards so I stopped. I've been spoiled by normal porn

>>34951168
>>34950913
Also I've been at this specific type of porn (sissy hypno etc) since 2010.

Dont even want to think about how much time I wasted of my life fapping to porn and edging and multiple daily faps etc.

The weight of regret is unbearable.

>>34951192
What do you think happened to him? Dude rewired his brain. All he could think of 24/7 was being a sissy bitch. He made a thread here some months ago, asking for help.

>>34944156
Clopping is so 2011.

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>>34948415
NEVER!!! REEEEEEEEEEEEE!1!1!!!!

>>34948715
define "THAT stuff" pls...

>turned on by post vore scat
>think if I never masturbate to it I can be normal.
>Crippling fear that someone will one day find out about my secret fetish. Never drink, never get high, must never be able to talk while not sober
>say fuck it, I'm probably just fucking myself over psychologically by suppressing my sexuality and living in fear
>start jacking off to weird furry vore porn.
>now live terrified that people will find out I regularly jack off to weird porn
guess I can never be normal.

>>34950512
>mob boss masturbation
No that's patrician my man.

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>>34941106
Been jerking off to tentacle rape since I was 12, discovered it before I found conventional porn even
I hide it like a serial killer would bury his chopped up victims miles apart

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Typically i find myself in a loop of mtf then ftm then vanillaish breast expansion then shemales pitching a tent then wanting to turn women into masculine men(with bubble buts) but keeping their heads and stuff the same and seeing how they react to their new bodies eventually controlling them through hypnosis to do depraived shit. Then back to mtf.

>>34941650
fucking newfag

fuck originality

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you can all fap to whatever you want as long as nobody (actually) gets hurt and it's fine.

our minds are properly free.

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>>34941106
>fapped to ballbusting and Futas with built up smegma yet again
>fapped to NTR yet again
>fapped to those big booty OCs of MLP with donut anuses yet again
>fapped to that one character from animal crossing yet again
>fapped to that one loli princess peach picture yet again
>fapped to crushing my own balls yet again

help me /r9k/, is there any chance of redemption for me

>>34952548
You like what you like anon. Learn to be at peace with it. Just live by your morals and you will be considered a great person.

Well I'm not into anything half s fucked up as allot of the people on here, forced bi cuckolding is as bad I get, which is pretty bad I know...

Another thing thats good though is chicks doing it at parties like in front of everybody but those are hard to find, well good ones are anyways.

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>tfw I've become a massive black cock slut
>outside im normal
>at home I'm bouncing my ass for my black daddies and watching sissy hypno on repeat for hours

I love my fetish

>fapped the pictures on my PC of my sister giving birth

i'm disgraced, im close to jumping off a fucking bridge

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I came again.. to his cum shooting all over my face

ugh..

>>34944642
BBBBBBBBBBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

content content content

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>>34952910
And just cause I feel like it you guys can see too
https://webmshare.com/yAo7o

I acted like I didnt like it when he sent me it but in truth it got me really wet

ugh

>>34941550
not even gay but that garnish text is very sweet and comfy, what I aspire to in a heterosexual relationship

>>34944079
actually anon, I find that the third fap in the same night is the most satisfying. the first is perfunctory, the second is getting somewhere, and the third is just wonderful, you feel fully drained & like you actually accomplished something, no guilt at all

>>34947022
I would imagine they do a quick cut between the roach blend and the pouring, so the lady is really only having gravy poured into her

>>34947517
iktf anon

but not to the degree that I would cheat.

fuck, I thought my fetish for penisgirls would go away once I got a GF. Are you telling me that it doesn't?

>>34948520
does your GF not satisfy you or something?

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>>34941106
>do nofap to quit porn
>Yesterday, decide to jerk off, just to pictures of girls from Facebook/IG
>end up just using my imagination
>feels amazing
>sitting in my room tonight (Friday)
>can't help it anymore
>with extreme premeditation, go on a degenerate porn watching frenzy
>know I'll regret it but there's no turning back at this point
>orgasm is completely underwhelming
Why did I do this

>>34950419
no man. sex is a deeply significant ritual, maybe one of the most significant

>>34948715
>THAT stuff,
What could it possibly be??? You already listed scat, so...?

>>34950954
you're not a cuck

>>34953044
SALT LAKE
A
L
T

L
A
K
E

>>34953184
what?
what?

originallll

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>rped all day as a shemale furry frotting, dominating, and fucking her cub son again

>>34952548
>donut anuses
kek
I know what you mean and I love it too.

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>>34941106
>fapped again

>>34941506
Stop drinking the 4chan koolaid and don't feeling guilty about fapping to drawings.

Because they are just fucking drawings.

>>34953228

Is that one of those pictures where u stare in the middle and the shape forms?

The only things I feel guilty from fapping at is real gore and cp

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>>34953184
Don't judge me anon..
ugh

>>34953313
shut up. how were you able to get off to the sight of a guy dissolving the oleophobic layer on his touchscreen with jizz? you have no respect for technology

>>34953228
where do you people go to rp? i want to do that too.

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>>34953345
I asked him about it he said it was an old monitor he never used...
I was just flattered okay

>>34953348
f-list.net

if you painstakingly set up kinks and find people who check all your boxes, it's deeply sexually fulfilling.

kind of fucked up though, still a replacement for real love

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>>34953313
>>34953218
You know, SLC, UT.

>>34953368
Let me cum inside you please fembot

>>34953384
I don't get it
hm

>>34953370
I want to do this but I'm afraid, also I don't know how to find the right person on there.

>>34953409

What exactly are you afraid of? It's not real life, you can dip out anytime you want to.

Also the website has a built in chat setting where you can set yourself to "looking" (and if your profile is enticing enough, other people will find you and message you), or you can do a super in-depth search by kink, gender, dom/sub, etc.

>>34941650
It's basically some dude getting off to the fact that his gf is being raped by some guy. It's some super cuck shit.

>>34953400
he wants to know if you live in salt lake city so you could meet up and kiss

>>34943737
barashit's for women and fat pube-beard mexicans

take your commiefied westernized margerine-flavored romance novel cover fake porn and go back to canada

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>>34953396
Do you know how risky that is

ugh

>>34953101
no. just japanese.

>>34953445
stop being coy. we both know what you want.

>>34953445
It's not necessarily risky, but either way I don't really care much, I just want to do it

>>34953486
Can you please stop being so thirsty, it's annoying to everyone else. That poster is probably not even female and is never going to give you any contact info so just stop embarrassing yourself.

>>34953370
what if i don't have many kinks. are people into roleplaying vanilla stuff there until i figure it out?

>>34953400
I jokingly asking if your location is the same as my location so that we may copulate.

>>34953516
>furries
>vanilla
hah

Cuban friend of mine suggested i try fapping with bacon grease, claimed it was common in cuba. Decided to try one night. fuccking amazing!
>Eat bacon with one hand
>fap with the other
>ensure both hands are very greasy
>watch epic amounts of porn
>but watch out bacon grease will coat ur mouse lol
>when u cum rub the grrease all in with it. and then coock more bacon with ur bacon grease cum
this cycle can go pretty much un interrupted and smooth throught the course of a entire day.
Simply ensure u have between 4 and 5 packages of bacon handy. Also the grease is great for lubing up ur asshole.

>>34953516
there are thousands of people on there, I'm sure that many of them are normal. there are also groups for specific fetishes that you can join

>>34953539
awesome. i will try. thank you.

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>>34953487
idk why
I'm a degenerate and my room smells like pussy at the moment

>>34953517
I'm east coast US

>>34953514
Sorry to cause a fuss
I'm going to bed soon

>>34953593
>I'm a degenerate
how so?
>and my room smells like pussy at the moment
hot

>>34953396
remember when everyone here hated women and "fembot" posting was cancer, and now i'm pretty much the only one who gives a fuck, yet i'm somehow not "a real robot"

haha fuck you

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>>34953610
If you say so anon
why are we still awake anyway?

>>34953631
Not him but i agree with you. Everyone complains about roasties demanding attention but when one of them shows up in a thread the bend over backwards. and the sluts have the nerve to act like their part of the group.

>>34953768
because of you
how many orgasms have you had tonight?
give me your skype

>>34953768
because you're still begging for attention and his hardon is providing it

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>>34953813
Enough for one night I think

I can talk to you on discord for a little but im getting in bed in a minute

>>34953820
Then he should relieve it and get to bed
and you too its late

>>34953935
>I can talk to you on discord for a little but im getting in bed in a minute
that's cool, what's your discord?

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>>34947428

>tfw like bondage but rape/fear turns me off but its completely uninteresting if the girl is willing
>can only fap to specific subset of the DiD subgenre where the actress acts annoyed and inconvenienced at being tied up but not traumatized

its fucking annoying why can't I just get off to some 40yo with fake tits being fucked like normies do

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>>34953955
Can I have yours?

>>34953957
Go to bed fellow tomoko degenerate

>>34953977
Yeah, su5#2221

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>>34941106
>got 30 torrents of THAT again
>will probably delete them
>in the best case, will open and skim through the video once

>tfw no longer feel after-fap disgust
>just quietly think to myself, "yep, this is what it takes now."
>it's basically just a fact now. sky is blue, water is wet, I'm a total pervert.
hmm...

>>34941753
>Fapping to NTR
>Not even crying
This dot jiff is fake.

>>34947953
pls post the link
orihigiginal

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>>34941140
>tfw I watch the same video for the 3rd day in a row

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>>34953593
B O S T O N
O
S
T
O
N

I would gladly cuddle and watch anime with you

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embrace it, you'll be happier

>>34941106
There is hope, OP
2017 is the year of /nofap/

You guys need Jesus in your life. He changed all this good ol degenaracy in me.

>>34954405
probably gaybeast? i don't know, i used to watch videos there but it's for the better that ive stopped

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>>34954832

Let's make it 2017 to 2023!!

>>34954989
get a load of this jackass

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>>34954989

Do it for HIM.

vanilla

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>tfw masturbate into my sisters underpants every few days
>she is a fat, 280lb, 5'4 slut who sucks mens penises in the room where our little brother died after an Original Xbox fell on his head and cracked his skull
>parents think the room hasn't changed since he died
>sister goes into the room with random men from nightclubs and makes them cum on her
>can hear her laugh and say things like 'come on babe, make me some sticky cum to plaster up my brothers skull crack'
>she forces men to choke themselves on her panties in his bedroom then makes them vomit into his toy box
>tfw I sniff her panties and imagine cumming inside my brothers toys and shitting and pissing all over his things

I feel so fucking guilty. His memory doesn't deserve this shit

>>34955352
>>34955392

Read a book manchildren.

Used to be like you, then I honestly started to listen to people way more intelligent and experienced than myself and everyone on this site combined.

There is a lot of good info out there.

>>34955548
>Used to be like you

Haha, you even quote that pic >>34955349

>>34955538
Thats bullshit, if an original xbox fell on his head he wouldn't have a skull

>>34955538
WHAT IN THE FUCK ANON?!

>>34955639

None of that motivation crap from other airheads matters until you figure out what makes you go up from the complete suffocating bottom of wich many of us had a very real glimpse of.

Read a book.

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I have fapped to some pretty fucked up shit. Rape, mind break, incest, loli and the like. But the following doujin scenarios are probably my greatest sins.
>A couple who get orasmic pleasure out of explosive abortions mid sex
>A girl forced to eat her own excrement locked in a cage
>a Girl who is punched in the cervix by 3 arms, forced to give birth to a cow cafe, only for it to be immediately ground up into veal
>Incest between mother and son where the mother has the son's child, then proceeds to defecate on it
>Plus just a smidge of NTR. I still don't like 95% of what I happen upon

Anyone think they can beat that?

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>>34955698

Spare me your personal anecdotes.

>>34955882

OK then go fap to your cartoon animals in a completely misunderstood pursuit of true virtues and than feeling like a depraved animal who is slowly descending into complete madness each time you do it but hey at least you get that few brief moments of physical pleasure.

Read a book for your sake. I honestly give only a few shits and thats already too much other human beings will give you.

>>34956023
Go to bed, Quentin.

I need to find cat goddess video again shit i cant find it anymore its killing me

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>can only fap to very specific fetish that is constantly mistagged

>>34956097

Read a book nigger.

Origos

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>tfw listened to this once while I was fapping
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atkRoGLJ6ow
>months later can't fap without it

>>34947271
me too

Degenerate impossible cartoon nonsense is less emotionally traumatizing than vanilla shit because at this point I'm more likely to be abducted by alien tentacle rape monsters than I am to meet anyone that likes me

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>>34956023
>go fap to your cartoon animals
>a completely misunderstood pursuit of true virtues
>feeling like a depraved animal
>slowly descending into complete madness
>>Read a book for your sake.
>I honestly give only a few shits
>already too much other human beings will give you

>>34941106
>fapped to gay porn again
I don't want to be gay.

>>34956704
too late senpai

>tfw I started with futa
>moved to shemale
>now im into super buff dudes

>>34956677

You need to grow up dude.

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>>34956307
>>34956023
>People who read books cannot be broken perverts

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>>34944406
Fucking normie casual, get on my level

DICK.
SHITTING.
NIPPLES.

>>34953082
it also gets easier and easier to clean up as you go along in the day
by the time im at my 5th fap, theres hardly any baby batter to clean up, if any

>>34945409
but it gets so... boring, after a while

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>>34947396
>ive watched so much sissy shit and futa-on-male and whatnot that whenever there is a dick involved, i automatically self-insert as the female or female (male)

i fucking hate this, i just want to be normal

>>34955538
the mental image i have of this now, jesus fucking christ on a cross

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>>34941106
>Stayed up til 1 am writing dragon porn
Don't even give a fuck.
Get on my level.

>>34958984
Is it at least Kanna porn?
Otherwise, pointless

>>34958229
Oh fucking hell, same here. I think the hypnotism actually worked on me. That fetish doesn't do it for me much anymore but I still need to pretend to be the girl sucking cock to cum.

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>>34958998
No, it was human x female feral

>>34946916
same. I just want some decent rape porn, which shouldn't be too much to ask for, but people can find that shit with ease.

>>34951342
that's so fucking hot. I've watched some sissy shit whilst coming up on LSD before and it was so good.

>>34941106
Just fapped to a story about an intelligent woman being reduced to a diapered drooling baby, I love it when the author goes slow and describes her thoughts as she deteriorates back into babyhood

Feels good man

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>rubbing it to anything but qt loli

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>>34941106
I can't stop with traps, I can't stop with pedophile fantasy, I can't stop with Hentai, I can't stop with furry porn. I have a problem and I want to be cleaned of it for myself. Even if it won't change anything about my life. Even if I will still sit here on the weekends and play xbox, and shit post all day. I don't blame myself for getting into it, I was lonely and I still am. I at least want to fix myself so I have absolute respect in myself.

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>tfw fap mostly to vanilla stuff
>but VERY SPECIFIC vanilla stuff, so I keep hunting videos that fit my very specific exigences, which is way more autistic than most weird fetishes

For example:
- Blowjob videos, the dick shouldn't be too big, she shouldn't use her hands while sucking, at some time when he is cumming she have to pull out and show cum coming out of the dickhole

- Cowgirl creampie: the dick shouldn't be too big, it must be pov, frontal(no reverse cowgirl bullshit), she have to be the one moving, she have to actually show the cum coming out of her pussy(bonus if there is leftover coming out of the dick to prove its legit cum)

- Titfucking(paizuri): the boobs must be large to envelop the penis with ease(think hitomi tanaka size AT MINIMUM), he must be laying down or sitting(no titfuck on top or standing bullshit), she must be doing all of the work and he must cum while his penis is between her boobs, no retarded shit like the dick being in front of the tits while she stimulates him with her fingers(hitomi loves to do this, fucking dumb bitch that can't even use her breasts properly)

Those 3 categories are mostly what I fap to. Each fap session I spend hours looking through amateur videos and JAVs scavenging and downloading videos that fit those criteria, currently I have about 500 creampie videos, 400 blowjob videos and 100 titfucking videos, all downloaded one by one. I feel no guilty and have no intention of stopping soon.

>>34957728

"KNAWLEDGE" new age feel good waste or ideology memes are not great works of honest thinkers about the human condition. Being an edgelord is stupid Anon.

>tfw your fetishes are pretty vanilla /ss/ and momcest/olderwomen.

>but now I some how picked up a fetish for monstergirls and specifically cowgirls.
It's an odd feel when you're searching for specific shit to fap to.

>>34950913
>to the point that porn addiction itself becomes a fetish, and the idea of not being able to quit and descending deeper into porn addiction - and I'm not the only one with that meta-fetish either from what I've seen.

This is the most dangerous trend I've recently seen among guys into humiliation/degradation/sissy stuff.

On a similar note, I myself went through a long phase where I only jerked off to censored porn/nudity denial, and to this day it's the only thing that can still give me a boner just by looking at it. I'm torn between watching different types of porn to adjust my tastes, or stopping cold turkey so that I can get all my sexual function back.

>tfw stop having boners easily, need heavy hand stimulus to get one and even then its just a half mast
>stopped having morning wood also

>don't know if its just porn addiction or my body is fucked up
>considering suicide

>>34960158
>most dangerous trend

It really is, its so fucked up, like you get aroused by the thought, the fantasy of never being able to quit porn and descending deeper into it, and then soon enough that becomes reality not fantasy because as far as fantasies go its one of the easiest to achieve.

>censor/nudity denial porn
I ran into a few of those when browsing porn but couldnt get it into it desu.

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>>34945998
>tfw I cum instantly if the people seem like they care for each other and just kiss

fapped to old man cock again ;-;

>>34955538
Is the xbox still there?

>Started off vanilla.
>Gradually got more and more degenerate.
>Hit peak degeneracy (trap, beast, non-con, etc.).
>Looped right back around to vanilla.
Now the wildest thing I jerk off to is POV vids of black women or middle-aged women.

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>cut myself while fapping to guro and black out when I cum
Might have to cut a finger off soon

>>34957728
>Jerked off to Lolita like a madman.
>Can't be degenerate because it's Art and Real Literature.

>>34961067
>I ran into a few of those when browsing porn but couldnt get it into it desu.

Be thankful for that. It feels not just embarrassing, but outright bizarre that I'm *this* into it, like I'm weird even among deviants. For me, I latched onto it because tease/denial was already a huge turn-on for me, and it was just an extension of that.

I'm a lot like you in that my fetishes on their own don't bother me; I was into them well before I was addicted to porn and I accept (and even embrace) that they're a part of my sexuality. It's the fact that I've become *so* dependent on them that I can't get hard unless I'm watching them. Last night, I actually jerked off to captioned pictures of girls making fun of the reader for having ED. I think that's the most scared I've ever been after fapping.

>>34950419
I know just what you mean. I have masturbated so many times to weird, disgusting stuff but feel really uncomfortable about the idea of having sex with someone. I think it's because of the level of intimacy involved. People around me think I'm asexual or gay because of my lack of any sexuality to anything on my day to day life.

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>years of fapping
>never went outside vanilla
Feels good man

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>>34944244
>18
>even when I was 13 I only masturbated once a week
>wasn't some deranged sex lunatic