Unironically asking whether to become an hero. I've literally

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>>34938167
Try taking meds/therapy before you commit suicide.

The only piece of advice I can give you is to seek out a male therapist, not female.

The last female therapist I went to had no ethics, and told my family everything that I had told her, destroying any relationship I had left with my parents. Now I live by myself in a cabin with nobody besides my dog.

I see a male therapist now, he's very understanding. He's giving me medicine, although he understands why I wouldn't trust them.

Best of luck.

Kill a celebrity instead of some normies. That way you'll accomplish something

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>>34938235
Why a celebrity? Why not the people that have hurt you?
>>34938224
I can't get my head around the idea of trying to numb the pain with drugs. If I can't deal with the root problem I see no reason to continue in a fantasy

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>>34938316
This was my fear as well, anon.

My thought was that it wasn't "real", and that if it isn't real, it doesn't count. And, I thought it was weak to not be able to deal with it myself.

I still have these thoughts sometimes.

But, sometimes depression can fog your mind, make you think things that aren't true. I understand how frustrating it can be, especially deciding whether or not to take meds.

The only thing I will tell you is that they have helped me a lot, I'm in a lot better mood than I once was. Although medication won't directly solve our problems, they open the door.

>>34938167
"somewhere far beyond this world, i feel nothing anymore"

>>34938594
Breaking Benjamin? seriously? kek what a faggot

I cry every time..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=007L_Muum9I

>I turn 20 in a couple of months.

You are hardly more than a child. Chill the fuck out. Your brain isn't even done yet.

>>34938167
you're not going to do it, so just learn to accept it.