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I wasted my youth on Call of duty. I graduated HS in 09 and never got a job because Mc donalds wouldn't hire me because the Mexicans always got their cousins in. I never experienced love or a relationship. Never had "bros" just Xbox friends that came and went. I failed community college because Pre algebra was too hard for me. Tfw my body is eating its joints and my knee is bone on bone. Sounds like sandpaper when I walk and cracks a lot, sometimes lose balance because my hips give out.

I want to go back to the last year of HS, It may have been shit but at least it was much better than this

I spent my teenage years inside my house

literally wouldn't leave the house for 8 years

I'm pretty sure it fucked up my body's growth cause now I look deformed

I regret it deeply, so many years wasted

>>34934175
I regret not blowing my leg off with a shotgun last year

>>34934175
X military DILF here, yes they will notnlet you in the military

>Parents made me home school
>I tried to go to public school for HS
>They wouldn't let me
>Developed Anxiety from being alone constantly
>Play vidya for friends
>Now I am as fit as a skeleton and alone
>Going to Community College soon
>Probably so socially autistic to make it
>Will an hero soon

>>34934175
Yes you will be perm DQ for this, there is no way to get by MEPS with visible scars like that. Why not start HRT and become a sissy?

>>34934175
HAHAHA good luck getting in faggot they wont take mentally ill betas like you in. I'm not even sure you can be a paramedic with the history you have, lets be honost I wouldn't want you watching mynback in the military you are unstable and would prob suicide 2 weeks into first tour.

>>34934175
Simple answer no, no branch will take you. Why not go to school and work at a crazy hospital? I doubt you could make it as a nurse be uase stress, but look into behavioral health tech, its pretty much a baby sitter.

>>34934175
You still have a chance of becoming a woman (man)

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>19 at the time
>have a micropenis and am deeply ashamed
>get drunk with only friend
>convinces me to go fuck a prostitute and lose my virginity
>say ok to not look suspicious but am deeply anxious
>go inside brothel
>$150 for 30 minutes
>pick an asian because she was qt
>she leaves and tells me to wash myself
>stood there like an autist until she came back because i wasnt sure what to do
>she comes back and asks why i didnt wash
>she tells me to undress and i do, she sees my cock
>she says thats cute you're like a little baby
>die inside
>she washes me like a baby until i am suffieciently clean
>finally she tells me to lay down
>she sucks me a bit to get me hard but it takes me a while because i'm so nervous
>she finally inserts
>feels alright but im so fucking disgusted with myself i cant really focus
>feel her breasts and her wonderfully sculpted ass, felt amazing i must admit
>keeps calling me baby boy which just turns me off
>she rides me for 5 minutes, then gets off and tries to make me cum
>she jacks me off for about 10 minutes
>i just sit there wishing i was dead
>finally time is up and she asks if im about to cum in the next minute
>i say maybe
>she continues for a little bit until i say "its not gonna happen, but thanks anyway"
>i put my clothes back on, thank her and leave
>friend comes up to me and says OH YEAH HOW WAS IT BRO PRETTY SWEET HUH
>"y-yeah it was a-awesome haha"
>go home and drink myself into oblivion
>ever since then ive deeply regretted that day and every time i think about it consider suicide because no one will ever take me seriously

>>34936110
iktf man, i also look deformed as fuck

>make a thread to share feels
>everyone replies with HAHA FAGGOT or 'become a trap'

Why do I even post here