Kiddy play

>>34933942
I feel like a family member may have done that to me, but I've repressed to the point where I genuinely cannot tell whether or not it happened.

>>34933942
No, but I dreamed of it since I was 10 (I started to masturbate at this time too).
I dreamt of a busty pedo woman kidnapping me and putting me in her cave to abuse my dick.
Still dream about being kidnapped by a girl tho.

I got molested multiple times

Told a friend last year, first time I spoke about it to anyone in 20 years

I was coerced into showing my penis to another kid when we were both in second grade

felt really weird about it at the time but I got hard

>>34933942
4th grader friends used me as a 5 yr old

yes, got raped.
I dont think it traumatized me or made me queer.

Touched dicks with 2-3 kids when 4-6 years old
Sucked my cousins dick when 10-12 years old
Played with both my sisters of and on when we were kids-14 maybe..

Yeah, lots if it.

>none of this happened to me yet I have PTSD

Some neighbors and I whipped out our dicks for a second once

I had a petite tomboy neighbor who was super into me when I was 9, she was a real qt, brown completion, dark hair and flat as a board. We ended up "dating" and would kiss each other in secluded areas while playing outside. I'd feel up her non-existant boobies, not the butt though (too young for me to even realize the power of booty/vag). Though I did touch her vag once, when we were watching a movie under blankets.
We smoked cigs and tried french kissing one day, we were both grossed out but kept at it, tongues slapping all around
Then I had to move a town away and we kept it "long distance" (15 miles) and it wasn't but a few months before she broke it off via a voicemail my whole family heard
Then later I was back in town at an (older) friends house and we both paid her a visit
She ended up cucking me with my "friend" as I sat outside the door and started to beat my head on the wall, in an autistic meltdown.
They came out all smug. At a mere 10 years old I experienced being cucked.

The only thing I can think about is the time I was naked with my cousin in her bed. Shame that I didn't see her for years now. If we saw each other more, instead of once every 5 years, I'm convinced we would have done lewd stuff.

Jesus, I've never talked about this with anyone but yes, lots. Two notable cases...

>be me, 6 or 7
>had a friend who was a couple years older
>I'd spend the night a lot
>he stared to get sexual with me, asking me to blow him
>sometimes he'd do it for me, but usually he asked me to "be the girl"

Fast forward another year or two...

>new friend
>I'd come over to his house a lot
>parents always gone
>we'd hang out in the bedroom with the door closed
>he started asking me about practising sex
>again I'd usually get asked to "be the girl" and he'd stick his dick in my ass
>no actual fucking, we'd just do that and ask each other not to poop and pee
>did that for probably almost a year
>never talked about it again, I worked with him at Domino's for a few years in college and always wondered if he remembered too

>mfw now I became a girl(male)

>so much sexual abuse..
Didn't even jack off untill 16. Though sex was a joke people told eachother.

>>34933942
I raped a catholic priest

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Yeah, but the girl was only a year or two older than me. We were really young, too.

it would explain why I have pedophilic desires now

>>34934243
holy shit man why didn't you just leave?

> Fondled/kissed by female sunday school teacher when I was in kindergarten
> Fondled by older female student when I was in 5th grade
> Raped by female family friend when I was in 6th grade
> Exposed to pornography, particularly /ss/ hentai when I was in middle school


> Woman who raped me committed suicide after being caught/arrested doing the same shit to other kids
> Somehow feel guilty about it
> Can only get off if I'm thinking about (completely unrealistic) consensual, hentai-ish /ss/
> Don't have any feelings/inclinations toward children or teenagers
> Have had two possible relationships end due to my lack of sexuality

This is the worst life you could ever imagine.

Hee hee benis ;))

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>>34934153
I sorry but can you please go more detail of these horrible traumatic events that happened to you so that I can masturbate to them?