Today I learned something.
I was sitting at the park waiting for my lunch break to be over when a couple of young adults passed by with their children. They all looked so happy together.
That's when it clicked. A little of my brain stopped functioning correctly and I wanted to give in to the rage and murder everyone in sight. Not even trying to be edgy, but I just wanted to relief the anger on someone, I just wanted to turn completely off my brain and give in to the rage.
I couldn't help it, there was someone around my age who had significant others and I was sitting all alone. This was enough to break my little brain and ruin the rest of my day. Even now, 9 hours after it, I can't get over it.
Why is this happening to me?
Why am I feeling like this?
Is it jelousy or something else?
I would rather not feel this at all, but I can't really get over it.
>>34927833
I think you'll get over it. Murderous rage is overrated.
>Trillions of years of life reproducing to create new life
>Fast forward to present day and you're not
If you want a reason why you're feeling this way, that's why.
>>34927833
That's normal. I have felt that many times. It's your frustration and jealousy boiling over. Try to ignore it and just love your life how you can. Try antidepressants. Post on r9k to vent.
That's what I do.
>>34928924
Or go full Elliott Rodger and kill some normies, that's always far more entertaining tbqh
>>34927833
>Why is this happening to me?
>Why am I feeling like this?
>Is it jelousy or something else?
There may be an evolutionary reason for it. If you destroy the offspring of your "competitors," (think of it in reptilian/animalistic terms) it goes a little ways to improving access to resources of your potential offspring.
I don't know I am just talking out my ass, but it makes a little bit of sense. We are just animals after all.