>watching some random porn video at 4 am
>depressed as fuck
>dick don't work its broke, even semi hard only 2.5-3 inches pathetic
>girl is stroking his dick
>its literally like 8-9 inches
>mmmm so big :)
>she literally deepthroats his massive dick
>"bigger than all the other boys I've fucked"
>she literally gets fucked by this dude for like 30 minutes straight while screaming in pleasure "its soo big" and she orgasms like 5 times
>I stare at my own 2 inch flaccid, my fat useless virgin corpse of a body, and realize I'll never be fucking happy in my entire life
>turn off the porn, delete history, go to bed and start crying for like 20 minutes about how cucked my life is
Who watch porn and it made you depressed here?
I'm just so sick of my pathetic beta/omega cuck life. Small penis, fat, ginger fucking weeb aspergers fucking loser.
>>34907710
Don't watch porn that demoralizes you then you idiot
Masturbation, hiddencam, and solo exhibitionism are the future
>>34907710
Dude
>quit that type of porn
>don't focus on something you can never improve like your dick
>go to gym if you're bothered by your weight, go for a walk or get a cheap bike
>stop watching anime if it bothers you, there's so many shows on
>being beta is an illusion
>you're a beta if you believe you are
>after physicality there's only psychology
>expose yourself to people slowly
>take part in group exercises
>role play conversations
>you can do it
>I believe in you
>>34907710
i can't fap to porn that features a male face
or a male body with tattoos
or a male voice
>>34907710
Porn dicks are usually surgically enlarged. You should read up on some of the shit they do to increase the size and the girth, some if it is fucking scary like injecting shit into your cock to 'widen' it.
And you know what? All of these things cause them to lose sensation in their cocks. Their dicks don't work even when they work. They're on drugs to make them work.
And the girls are following a script. And probably on drugs too to make being a whole tolerable.
Porn is nothing like reality.
>be 15
>just get internet(2001)
>find girl on game
>chitchat. chitchat evolves to talking
>talking evolves to AOL-IMing one another every day for hours and hours and hours
>IMing evolves to feelings, mutual
>eventually turns to phone conversations and actual hand-written letters
>we share deep feelings, deep secrets, I have pictures and letters from her still by my bedside
>she gets an early version webcam
>days after she cries to me
>what a slut she is, blah blah blah
>reassure my friend, my love, my one and only
>get ghosted days later, but not before I get a few pics of her in her undies out of her
>three years later
>i see it. limewire it. there she is, in all her sweet brown glory
>getting fucked by chad
>sucks his dick, takes it in her beautiful twat
>up the ass. ass to mouth. tittyfucking
>more sucking, a load on her face. that signature smile. the smile i recognize as only hers. it's how i know
>keep the vid from then on, fap to it often, only thing that gets my dick hard anymore
I dunno, I'm pretty cucked too OP, don't feel too bad.
>>34908012
>this is what baby dicks really believe
>>34907710
please link to vid, sounds hot
Wow came in this thread for advice on painless death and find non of that.
exit bag
OTC anesthesia and hibachi grill is close
what you need:
cheap tent
portable hibachi grill, charcoal and lighter fluid
large bottle of DXM only robitussin and a couple benadryl pills
bonus points if you set up some shish kakabobs, go to a national forest and make it look like an accident
>>34908779
Robo trip your way out of life.
>>34907710
Well you can stop being fat for one, second why are you taking porn acting seriously and how socially retarded do you have to be to believe it?
Partial suspention hanging
>>34908012
holy shit man how much are you trying to cope right now?
>>34908690
it's op's personal blog thread, get out