No matter how content i am with my life, how great things go,

i get that feel too, sometimes.

>>34881990
Hinamatsuri is 10/10. But yeah, OP, Ive been feeling like that for years. Nothing really makes me happy. Its just that short fleeting moment that comes every once in a while that brings you up momentarily so that you can feel even worse later when you're thinking about how miserable you are.

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>>34882380
Hmm no not like that in my case. Is not that im not happy. Its that there is a "void". And is not that i feel empty entirely, is just something, like if a person or an event that was important vanished and you had to pretend it wasnt there from the very beggining. Maybe its too abstract of a feeling. I thought it might be god but i dont think it makes sense.

And yeah Hinamatsuri is great.

>>34882432
Sorry I cant help, anon.

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>>34881990
I hate that, when good things happen I end up somehow feeling sad or guilty

>>34881990
thats just anxiety brother

>>34881990
I get that too, I still feel happy and content quite often but some moments I wish I could share those good feelings.
Which I can't, because there is no one to share it with and then I feel a bit sad.

Sometimes I even go so far that I end up imagining an animu girl to be there for me and lose myself a bit in daydreaming.

Also, when I feel a bit sad for other reasons, I wish there was someone around that could give me a hug, even though I never had that before, I still want it badly.

>>34881990
you could be missing this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSeBIssBGM4

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>>34881990
I know how you feel anon, I'm pretty much ok with my life but I have no friends so I often have some sense of void inside me, usually feels like having a tight chest.
I just want a friend to walk outside with.

Also Anzu and Hitomi are the superior girls.

>>34881990
At the end there will always be a negative feeling, depression,unsatisfaction,envy,restlessness etc.
It's because life is meaningless.

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>>34884758
Nah i dont think is that. I think it might be that im not inmortal.

>>34885060
>Not Hina or Mao

Sure

>>34881990
That feeling is part of what has kept humanity progressing.
Humans can't really be content. You can be happy without being completely content. The best way to keep that feeling somewhat in check is to always be working towards goals.

>>34881990
Nah look.
Listen kid
You're biggering[/spolier]

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>>34887702
I do not
understand

what did you mean

>>34881990
I always have this deep, inner feeling - it does not matter how much I try, I will always feel this "void" - it's unexplainable, really.
>>34882432
This describes it as much as possible, but for me the void turns into an almost broken-ness when I'm feeling worse than normal.

>>34888440
>But for me the void turns into an almost broken-ness when I'm feeling worse than normal.

Right, it does, thats why i try to be content all the time but sometimes its difficult. But still im glad someone else feels it like that. I dont understand people when they say they feel empty, for me they only are not satisfied or cannot see the light, but the void im talking about its different, i mean, i dont really know if its something im missing or if it is something life or the world itself is missing entirely.

>>34887051
Or it might be just this.

>>34888559
I almost see it as a spiritual thing - I can't really explain it any other way - It could just be the whole "Lack of meaning/goals in life/purpose", I guess.

And when I'm content, or even happy, it "dulls" but it's still there.

And I really feel more "clouded in darkness" than empty when I feel something close to being "empty" - it can seem as if there is nothing, until you find that small bit of light, as such.

My best guess is it's something in the world/life itself - as it doesn't really feel innate to me, as such. Hard to explain.