hey robots
i wont get into it but i decided im going to kill myself today
i have about 2 bottles of adhd stimulants laying around. my plan is to write a suicide note and script it to post on my twitter at noon tomorrow, wipe my computer, drive out to the countryside and park somewhere, and swallow all these pills.
is this a good plan? i just want to not be alive anymore. i know stimulants can kill at the right dose, but i don't know if it's a painful and slow or quick and easy death
>>34871086
Is this a real suicide or is it one of those desperate cry for help type things?
>fail
>lose all of your data
>get arrested for stealing your mom's car
Sound plan, OP. No drawbacks here.
>>34871138
No, I'm on some of the stimulants right now so I'm thinking very rationally and clearly. I am simply opting out of life. It isn't enjoyable for me and I'm not sure it's going to become enjoyable anytime soon. Diminishing returns or whatever
>>34871186
It's my car. Really not super concerned about losing data.
>>34871086
The fact you want to go to the countryside says it all.
Don't delete your data, just go outside, stand on the actual ground (you know, real mother Earth shit), with no shoes, for 15min.
Then, if it doesn't work, kill yourself :p. But seriously, modern cities + rubber soul shoes fuck your head up.
>>34871492
Go exercise anon. It's what keeps me sane.
>>34871492
Eh, what keeps me going is that technology keeps improving. We have vr already, in ten years it will probably be very good
In another ten yeara it will be genuinely amazing.
I mean if i stay alive i'll reach literally heaven. Its the worst time in history gor me to kill myself.
Sorry about your depression Op, hope things get better for you