/gayfeel/

I feel sorry for you, anon. I'm not gay but I noticed your thread, and thought you could use a bump.

I don't want to be gay but the only person I've ever loved was a boy, now they're an MTF and I don't know what to do with myself I hate this life.

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>>34850684
Every day I wish I wasn't gay. I'm a /pol/ack so it hurts even more. It just grows worse and worse as more flamboyant faggots ruin any sort of promise of a normal life.

>>34851123

Thank you straight friendo

>>34851188
>>34851155

I only recently just accepted it as who I am because fuck it I deserve to be happy

I just want to find someone whos also gay irl at school or something, just to talk to about it

>recently went to normie tier party, alcohol and stuff
>i invited friend i was sort of crushing on
>last time i went to a party with him he drunkenly told me he thought he was gay
>i asked him about it this time, he said "not really"
>he slept over at my house, we didnt talk about it though
>feels bad, hes so cute i just wanna hold him

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>>34851440
Hold him close and give him affection

I could never give myself to someone else or have some one to be close and near. That's all I wanted.

>>34851597

I try but I feel like im annoying him when I message and I dont wanna drive him away. I waited all day today to see if he'd message me first but got nothing.

>I could never give myself to someone else

What's stopping you anon?

>>34851683
I've never met anyone near me who I could love, and I've always been terrible at revealing my emotions to anyone.

>>34850684
hey homOPbot

ehh, alone, wish i had some cock to suck or puss to lick (bibot here)
not much desu, just applying to masters and hoping i get in

well i'm an oldfag 36 who had a long term relationship with an older man from 18-25 that was the best time period of my life

i've accepted it will never happen again and i will never be happy again and will likely kill myself before i turn 40 just because

i don't really feel much anymore really, just going through each day working to pay bills and occasionally buy crap i don't enjoy and drugs to take me away from it all for awhile

>>34851726

Im in last year of school (18yo) and trying to get into uni so I know both of those feels man, good luck with both of your quests

>>34851778

i hope you find happiness again before then anon, no matter what it is

did the guy you were with treat you well?

>>34851188
>>34851123
>>34851155
>>34851440
>>34851778
>>34851990
>>34851726
>>34851712
>>34851683
Faggotry is a disease, only a retard denies
That the sanctity of a holy marriage only applies
To that of a man and a woman. Quit trying to revise
The meaning of the word to suit your agenda
It's just an excuse to fuck someone of the same genda'
Yes, I get it, you're a sissy bender
Quit telling me how you like being fucked until your ass is tender
I don't care. Why marry anyway? Marriage is for cucks
I'd just find a hooker if I wanted a few sucks
If I was a fag, I'd find a gay bar and save a few bucks
Instead of giving up my whole life for a few fucks
Your movement is pointless, so are your new rights
Nobody cares what you do when you turn out the lights
So shut up or I'll choke you to death with your own tights
We don't need your faggotry to shoot up to new heights
If there was ever a god, he would hate all you queers
Spare me the tears, you've been shedding them for years
They got you the right to sodomize your peers
Now do it somewhere else and spare me the pain in my ears

>>34851990
thanks robud

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>>34850684
>gay
>so far back in the closet in my head I'm practically in Narnia
>people always ask if I'm gay
>"n-no"
>join a small fraternity that's still trying to gain members after kicking literally almost all of them out after a membership review a few years back
>one of the members is gay
>nobody cares

I don't want to be gay dammit
I know nobody will care if I come out but I don't want to come out
WHY ME DAMMIT

I have a valentines date today :33333

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>>34851726
>bibot

>>34852084
You can't date properly without coming out, anon. Why so afraid?

>>34852084
>>34852094
>>34852100
>>34852074
it's a message to all you textbook
Faggots looking to score by hook or by crook
We both know it's a choice, you weren't born this way
You made a decision one day that you wanted to be gay
"Being straight is passe", you say, "So last Thursday"
"A heterosexual life isn't fun or risque"
You're just mad you couldn't even get to the foreplay
Stage of a relationship with a bitch who didn't weigh
Over two hundred nor looked like she had a doomsday
Device exploded in her face while she ate a parfait
This is the excuse you use to wear pink lingerie
And let a bunch of faggots gangbang you by the freeway
You LGBT cunts are responsible for the decay
Of decency in today's society, and by the way
I'd take solace in knowing you can't reproduce in bed
If it wasn't easy for you to be straight again instead
You're just a degenerate looking for easy head>>34852138

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>>34852065
I don't want marriage, I don't want sex, I am a political soldier in mind and body, I know nothing but my purpose, with force and direction I transcend struggle and have become a being devoid of thought and confusion.

However I do not know the feeling of affection, the warm touch of love against the barren loneliness I live. Is it too much to ask, that before I give my body and soul to the cause someone I care about holds me close, I have given myself to stoicism, let me taste love before it consumes me.

>>34852162
The meaning of the word to suit your agenda
It's just an excuse to fuck someone of the same genda'
Yes, I get it, you're a sissy bender
Quit telling me how you like being fucked until your ass is tender
I don't care. Why marry anyway? Marriage is for cucks
I'd just find a hooker if I wanted a few sucks
If I was a fag, I'd find a gay bar and save a few bucks
Instead of giving up my whole life for a few fucks
Your movement is pointless, so are your new rights
Nobody cares what you do when you turn out the lights
So shut up or I'll choke you to death with your own tights
We don't need your faggotry to shoot up to new heights
If there was ever a god, he would hate all you queers
Spare me the tears, you've been shedding them for years
They got you the right to sodomize your peers

>>34852084

Anything specific that's stopping you coming out?

>>34852094

Congrats anon, i hope it all goes well for you, im kinda jealous!

>>34852162
>Doesn't want sex, but wants affection
Are you asexual anon? N-not like I'm curious or anything

>>34851155
keka, your one true love changed genders to avoid your smothering feelings. Strong keka.

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>>34852224
No, sexual thoughts and perversions have only ruined past attempts at relationships for me. And, there is something sickening about seeing the one you love prostitute themselves or send you photos you knew they didn't take solely for your eyes.

Sex is but an afterthought, if I wanted it I would pursue a hetero relationship, I am not a piece of meat to be salivated at, or to be asked to drool like a dog before the bone, I want someone I can hold close and who can hold me tight and make me forget my purpose, if only but for a second.

>>34851188
>88
Nice

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>>34852299
We both know it's a choice, you weren't born this way
You made a decision one day that you wanted to be gay
"Being straight is passe", you say, "So last Thursday"
"A heterosexual life isn't fun or risque"
You're just mad you couldn't even get to the foreplay
Stage of a relationship with a bitch who didn't weigh
Over two hundred nor looked like she had a doomsday
Device exploded in her face while she ate a parfait
This is the excuse you use to wear pink lingerie
And let a bunch of faggots gangbang you by the freeway
You LGBT cunts are responsible for the decay
Of decency in today's society, and by the way
I'd take solace in knowing you can't reproduce in bed
If it wasn't easy for you to be straight again instead
You're just a degenerate looking for easy head
There's no reason for me not to fill you up with lead
And prevent the spread of your agenda to the easily misled

>>34852138
>>34852202
Because the only gay people you know are gay are the annoying, degenerate, flamboyant ones that everyone automatically associates you with if they find out you're gay without knowing you as a person. I do not want to be associated with faggots.

If any of you have tips for killing oneself easily and painlessly, hmu.

>>34852309

Yeah I can see your point but most people prefer the non flamboyant gays rather than the faggots.

If you're not flamboyant now then anyone you tell will know that immediately?

>>34852309
One of my proudest 4chan moments is devising this method of suicide.

1) Write a letter to anyone you care about

2) Go deep into the woods with rope, a wooden circle about 4 feet in diameter, a drill, a shovel and some glue

3) Dig a hole 8 feet deep and 3 feet in diameter

4) Drill a hole into the center of your wooden circle

5) Tie a noose with your rope and anchor the other end of the rope into the hole you drilled into your circle

6) paint the top of the circle with glue and slap on as much local ground cover as you can.

7) Throw all your equipment into the bottom of the hole

8) Place the noose around your neck, carry the circle overhead so that the part with the ground cover is facing up, and jump into the hole.

9) You are now dead and your body will never be found

>>34852065
well written, made me laugh

>>34852224
>>34852299

Well? Did that do anything for your curiosity?

>tfw a huge muscular blonde guy was eying me the other day
Literally felt raped