WHY AM I LIKE THIS

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So for some reason i meet this qt314 girl i know from my childhood days. She is 26 or something at that point.
I end up at her place with my brother, we drink something etc.
She has a 3 year old kid too.
Honestly the last time i saw her i was 13 and she was 16 and if i remember correctly i already loved/liked her a lot back then.
Well now i am 24 and she is 27 and she has a kid (and as i will find out later she also has boyfriend of 4 years)
So I`m sitting at hers, we`re reminiscing about old times, and she tells me how her stepdad raped and beat her and held her as a sex slave ever since she was 12 continiously for 6 years, so basically from 12-18.

It`s fucking sickening to hear, but she doesn't make a big deal out of it, she says she had therapy and it's all good etc.
She is socially independent now, hasn't seen her stepdad in 8 years, and has a big circle of friends neighbors etc., basically everyone likes her. She is funny, handsome, petite and smart with a sweet daughter.
For some reason after im drunk i just start kissing her, even though im actually a (at least the sober version of me) kissless hugless handheldless virgin.
After kissing we soon go on drinking and kissing and im horny af.

My little brother is still with us but i'm too drunk to care so at one point we start making out harder and eventually we start fucking.
holy shit it was so nice finally after 24 years i lost my fucking virginity and i think the sex wasn't too bad either for my first time.

The next day I`m pretty happy that i finally achieved something in my sad, stagnating life and passed that one fucking objective i set myself 6 years ago

cont.

>>34850409
You're still a failure.

You'll always be a failure.

You are a terrible person, an autistic piece of shit. Humanity as a whole should wipe its ass with the likes of you.

I hate everything you are.

You deserve this.

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The next day she invites me over again and I`m a little reluctant, something is repelling me off going again, it's the same panicky rush i had everytime i went into brothels in earlier years.

It's a mixture of fear and being excited, also it's super fresh i mean i finally fucked after having been a grown adult for quite some time, there's definitely a difference in having sex as a 14-16 year old hormone pumped teenager compared to being developed in a full fledged social outcast of 24 before having your first sexual experience.

Nevertheless, maybe a few days go by or maybe they didn't, I don't really recall today, I`m at hers again with my little brother.

She introduces me to her boyfriend which is pretty fucking weird. The guy is also kinda weird, he is a normie who is obviously depressed or at least hiding his emotions, speaking only monotonously and just SAP like.

So after some awkward moments together she signals him to leave and he wishes us a nice evening (Me, my brother, her).
They kiss goodbye (big WTF moment). She casually explains that they are about to breakup after being together for several years and she also tells me they have an open relationship and can fuck whoever they want. I gotta say this girl knows how to make you believe things, it might sound stupid as i tell it, but right in that moment? I unanimously believed every single word she told me.
So we smoke some hookah together, watch TV, cuddle, drink something, and get more drunk as the evening progresses.
Soon we make out and my bro also starts touching her tits while we kiss.
We end up having a threesome where i cum into her after a few and they start fucking afterwards for another ten minutes.

From that point on things went downhill.
We had a weird threeway relationship, it was the only threesome but we overnighted at her several times and sometimes i fucked her, sometimes my bro, but shit was driving me insane.

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>>34850603
edgy XDXDXDD

>>34850238
it's a good strategy to pretend you are not virgin anymore in front of your friends...

also another story to support my theory that going to a brothel is not a good idea

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I developed feelings for this girl, which is normal giving human nature and the hormone rush of having sex with the same girl continously, especially her being my kind of first sexual relationship.

So the thing between me, my bro and her was getting out of hand.
It was a disgusting feeling of hearing them have sex and her moaning while i was in the other room so i told them we have to stop the threeway evenings.

I told them that i don't care as long as i dont hear them fuck, when they are alone i wouldn't care given how the whole thing developed.

In her defense, she did say from the get go that she does not want drama and even though we're fucking it's not of any meaning.

Reality is that we had kind of a relationship, we were having breakfast in the mornings with her daughter, we went shopping together, leisure activities, and fucking in the evening when her boyfriend wasn't there.

After 6 months or so my little brother opted out of the whole thing.
He was deep into PUA bullshit and kept his cool throughout that whole mess, and he told me that he thinks that girl is possessed by the devil and i should immediately stop meeting her.
Unfortunately i didn't have the same foresight that he had.
He even went as far as to say that he considered the first sex (the threesome from earlier, he lost his virginity there) rape. He was 17 back then and she was 27.

Anyway, he stopped the contact but i kept going with her.
She admits to having sex with her current boyfriend still and this whole relationship is becoming more and more painful.

The shit becomes just a terrible mess, her crying fake tears all the time, all in the meanwhile heavily riding the cock carousel between me, her boyfriend and an unknown amount of other guys.
The whole thing after 1 year implodes with her current boyfriend having mental breakdowns, the whole "open relationship" shit was just a farce.

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>>34850918

Disappointing ending tbqh.

You had a threesome with your brother. What the fuck is wrong with you?

>>34851067
White trash boyo

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So, I`m convinced women go through cycles all the time. For some time they want to get abused by an asshole chad, then they dry their tears for a short amount of time with some beta wimp (me), just to ultimately move back to chad.

I'm 25 now and she is depriving me more and more of sex, then of kissing, then of handholding, and finally we just hug.
The one last time we fucked was on my birthday and somehow convinced her we should have some last time sex and also its my birthday, man that shit was cringe. She was also on her period but unwillingly agreed, she told me to not cum inside her. I came after 20 seconds inside her, she just rolled her eyes and went to wash.

I wish i would have missed on that shitty experience.
After that i still kept orbiting around her while she introduced me to her new boyfriends, first it was a 45 year old businessman who was super fucking jealous on me, but she just used me for that specific reason and played the men like fiddlesticks. The thing between them also breaks down after some while i still keep orbiting around this stupid bitch. She still tells every new man her sob story about being raped and abused as a sex slave and all her sexual partners at some point tried to bring her step dad to court / kill him / send people to beat him and whatever.
I dont doubt that these things really happened to her but she sure loved to play the victim role and all the stupid faggot males wanted to white knight for her and kill her step dad and shit, some of them went even as far as to serious contemplating that.
The last boyfriend of hers i met was some handsome blonde guy who was super in love as everyone. I told him that we should have a talk and i redpilled him on her. Every man that has ever put his dick inside her was ultimately broken by her. That was fortunately the last time i had contact to this crazy fucking bitch because she blocked contact to me and deleted her social media profiles.
I`m glad this nightmare is over now.
gn8 r9k

>>34850837
>it's a good strategy to pretend you are not virgin anymore in front of your friends...
whosoever shall deny me before man....

>>34851215
Sounds like the right decision.

But i cant admit that was kinda hot too. I kinda like crazy chicks like her.