Let's compare our lives

>at uni getting good grades
>in part-time work
>have gf
>not a virgin
>have licence and car
>okay looking & relative healthy, don't go gym or anything but I'm at a normal weight, not fat or a skelly, I'm probably a 5/10

>severely depressed
>live with parents
>part-time work is shitty fast food, I fucking hate it
>literally 0 friends, 1 acquantance at work
>never leave the house to go out, socialise or have fun, only leave for work/uni
>gf is ugly, overweight, moody, 3/10, just horrible to be around. the only reason I put up with her is I get to stick my dick in her once in a while, she's the only person I've ever fucked

Not really doing much to change anything - I'm going to the doctors Thursday to get back on anti-depressants so that might help with the depression. I've done as much as I can already so not much else I can change. Shit, with that first list I felt like a normie writing that. But all of it has only come about within the last year or so. This time last year I wasn't at uni, didn't have a gf, didn't have a car, just working full time at fucking McDonald's that's all I had going for me, the fact that I wasn't a NEET.

>>34849857
The good
>I have a job
>I'm mostly self sufficient(health insurance til 26
>My roomie is my bestie
>Been watching shittons of anime with him
>I have my health
>I've actually gotten back into reading more lately
>I've gotten laid in the past few months
>for honor comes out tomorrow fuck yeah

The Bad
>I'm still a college dropout.
>Self-sufficiency is only about 1 year old
>Willpower still 0 beyond maintaining independence
>I'm ghosting pretty much everyone else that I know right now
>out of anxiety
>which is a constant pest
>which I'm letting keep me from going to boxing classes
>which I have already paid for
>which were supposed to help me with my self esteem
>which I can only seem to raise with the help of some external thing, like a FWB I'm also ghosting
>She probably has an attention seeking personality disorder
>which is probably why she was flirting with me of all people
>why even fucking bother feeling like you're worth a damn, then
>autism can only be cured with bullets

Hopefully to change
>I bought a 10$ algebra 1 textbook and The Republic to go through on my own time
>I want to gear up to take a remedial test to prove that I can actually commit to college
>I'm gonna have to talk to her at some point. I'm probably just being dramatic.
>Been practicing my normie impression in the mirror
>Gonna force myself to interact and hold eye contact when this rut lifts
>considering if anxiety medication is legitimately the solution to half of my problems

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>>34850090
>at uni getting good grades
>have gf
>not a virgin
>okay looking & relative healthy

>severely depressed

I'm in a high managerial position in the finance department in a relatively big company. I'm pretty successful, own a decent house, have a lot of disposable income.
And that's it.

Virgin, no friends, never held hands/kissed a girl, I'm ugly, work is extremely stressful, no hobbies etc.

A career/money won't make you happy if you've got nothing else.

>>34850090
You didn't mention trying to switch jobs, but it might help a lot. It did for me, switching from a high-volume starbucks barista to a morning-shift baker worked wonders on my mental health.

Is depression a hurdle in that? Does EF impairment come up while working at McDonalds?

>>34850208
Depression is only marginally about your situation my dude.

You can be doing peachy fucking keen, but your brain can be physically incapable of appreciating or enjoying any of it.

>>34850208
Like I said, uni, gf and not being a virgin have only happened within the last 12 months. I've been depressed my whole life and it's hard to snap out of.

It's funny. I always told myself "once I get into uni I'll be happy". That wore off quickly. "Once I get a gf/lose my virginity I'll be happy". Didn't last long. "Once I get my licence and a car I'll have a fuck load of freedom, I'll be happy", you know where it's going.

I'll never fucking be happy. I could have everything I ever wanted and I'd still be depressed. At the moment it's "hey, once I leave uni, get a good paying job and move out from my parents house I'll be happy!" but I know it ent gonna change shit.

Sorry for being a whiny bitch, I know a lot of robots or NEETs on here would kill for the life I've got now.

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>>34849857

>At uni, top of my class
>Somewhat good looking
>above average height
>Healthy weight
>blue eyes
>good teeth
>have some acquaintances

>Get called weird a lot
>immigrant slav/german AKA deadly mix
>I moved so much throughout my lifetime that I don't take any social interaction seriously (don't know if this is a good or a bad thing at this point.)
>never had a gf
>KHV
>Idk if I even have friends any more
>Older than most of the people in my class (wasted a year)
>GAD
>introvert

>>34850241
I'd love to get another job, but that requires motivation and effort. Honestly, I've been at McDonald's for that long (my first and only job so far) it's like I'm stuck, like it's the only thing I know how to do, I'm sort of comfortable at the same time as hating it.

I wouldn't care what I did as a job right now, just something different than what I'm doing now, I'm at uni and that's my main priority, I just like to have something part-time, something to do and get a bit of money. My job is fucking horrible, it's full of normies, they have the time of their lives at work, they all go out clubbing at the weekend, they've all fucked each other, I feel like an outcast and so left out. I could probably easily get into a job that requires skills/experience (something like a supermarket cashier). But, the furthest it's gotten to is me looking online for jobs for about 30 minutes, but then I got bored and don't even apply to any.

Like I said, I'll be getting back on anti-depressants thursday so hopefully that'll give me some motivation.

>>34849857

Typical Cyborg

>Cooking skills ever improving
>Have everything I need to get /fit/ at home
>got off cigs and onto vaping, chest feels so much better
>Saving a shit load of cash not smoking
>Had house painted/decorated so looks nice

>Couldn't handle the heat+multitasking of a restuarant kitchen so cooking won't be a way out of poverty
>Can't motivate myself to start getting /fit/ because I'm dumb+lazy
>Cash I'm saving from vaping seems to be going toward booze instead because I'm fucking miserable
>Still poor as shit (Can I really spare the 8 bucks for that 5 year old game I want?)
>House isn't mine, paranoid the landlord had the place done up so they can kick me out and get a new tenant

Can't really see a way out of things if I'm honest.

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>>34850133

>Has a decent job
>Living with best friend
>Completely healthy
>Has FWB that HE'S FUCKING IGNORING

>Complains about being a college dropout and ghosting his friends, of which he surely has several.

I feel zero sympathy for you. You live a great life and the only one holding you back is you. In fact I think I hate you for having the fucking nerve to complain (Your "Bad list" is longer than your "Good list").

What the fuck are you even doing here, you normie?

>>34850535
Do you work anon? If no, how do you afford to rent somewhere? If yes, what do you do? I do a shitty wagecuck job and could never afford to move out in my country.

Also, HOW the fuck did you keep at vaping and not smoking cigs? It last about one month for me. I was so motivated and doing so well at first, the vaping really got rid of any cravings I had for cigs, but after one month it just wasn't the same, I feel like no matter how muched I vaped I NEEDED to smoke.

>uni free for 3 years
>good calcifications
>no problems with my family

>no motivation to study
>no friends
>21yo KV
>no hobbies
>victim of procrastination

>learn programing or mechanic
>work in this shit and save money
>move to a rural town

>>34850660

Britbong, I'm unemployed so the government pays most of my rent (I have to put some toward it but not much). I also got lucky because a friend set me up with their old house/landlord when they moved out and the rent hasn't went up since. If they kicked me out I'd be back at my parents as rents are high here too.

As for vaping, I smoked for 20 years and by the end I did not feel good at all (chest hurt, could only breath through one nostril, hyperventilating+sweating after walking for 10 minutes) so I was looking to quit.

You're right, vaping doesn't feel the same but it feels close enough (decent throat hit, tobacco flavoured high nicotine strength oil) for me not to want to smoke again. Honestly I feel like my lungs have got 10 years younger. Try vaping again, it might stick this time.

Good luck anon

fembot here

the good
>not much uni debt
>im majoring in comp sci and i got a paid internship
>good grades

the bad
>no bf
>still a khv virgin
>cry everyday
>severely depressed with no friends

>>34850641
Look, I don't want to play pain Olympics. There are definitely people worse off. I don't want to invalidate what they're going through just because I'm not OK either. I just want to express really that despite all of this, I'm still not happy. It's frustrating. Sure, some of the feels go away. Then you're left with nothing but emptiness, anxiety, and the same shitty self esteem.

Sex isn't all it's cut out to be. It's a pain in the ass. Your hand feels better. And the sense of comfort and confidence you get from sex outside of an actual relationship is just temporary. And most people who would fuck outside of an actual relationship, the people who'd fuck down to people like you and me, they aren't doing it because they like us. Everyone I've fucked so far has had almost no self respect. They've needed validation, attention, sympathy, something that another person can recognize that they're "Good at." And the thing is, I've hardly liked any of them, including this new one, except for one. In the end, I've only used them to prove to myself that I'm fuckable. In the end, I was just feeding them canned lines that I never meant, but they desperately wanted to hear. I did it without even thinking about it. It's fucking depressing once you do; both for their sake, and for what it means about me and how desirable I am as a person. Would a well adjusted person ever like me for who I am, instead of just needing the bullshit I front to them in some weird co-dependency?

>Good
Getting a $3000 tax refund soon
>Bad
It's going to go straight towards paying my student loans
Also I'm a KHHV

>>34851393
My friends that I'm ghosting? I'm ghosting them for a reason. I'm anxious, all the time. Friends don't make autism go away. Friends just make me worry about how autistic I'm acting around them. Friends make me dread spending time with people because they represent expectations I don't think I can meet. I have to have apep talk and convince myself I can act normal for long enough to excuse myself without being rude. It just doesn't feel worth it. But at the same time I still just get so goddamn lonely.

But I'm autistic. Any social skills I have are at the expense of somebody else's discomfort. Any company I have comes at the expense of their patience with somebody who could start acting like a social retard at any point. I just don't feel worth these people's time. The best friend is the only person I can just be me around. he's the only reason I even feel as good as OK. That's a blessing. I just wish I didn't have to feel like some subhuman unperson around literally anyone else. You can relate, right?

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>>34851393

That's exactly my point. You're at least fuckable.

You have a close friend that you live with so you're never truly alone, you have perfect health (you have no idea how big of a deal that is) AND a friend with benefits which kind of proves that you're good-looking. For men it does, anyway. To top it all off you have an (I assume) stable job that pays decently enough and covers your healthcare.

You are fucking BLESSED compared to most robots. Have you really not been here long enough to know that? I realize that this isn't some competition but come on...

You're like a guy who only gets Micky D's or some equivalent fast food and complains to a board full of people who's never had anything but canned beans.

>Pic related. It's you.

>make 100k+
>girlfriend lives with me
>own my house
>smoke weed erryday

It's pretty good.

Good:
>married to a woman who doesn't want kids
>homeowner
>got a job I love doing what I love to do
>also get disability from gub'mint that is almost as high as my salary; higher after salary cut into by taxes
>take a vacation every year and this year I will finally have dived all 7 continents

bad
>knees hurt all day every day
>back hurts most of the time
>tinnitus and hearing loss

>>34850208
>being on 4chan
>not knowing what depression is

>>34851472
>tax refund

Sometimes I wish I paid my taxes so I'd know what it feels like to get a bunch of money in April.