Who else /lostcuriosity/ here?

>>34801342
When you grew up. It was a mistake. And it was my mistake too.

>>34801342
That's called depression OP. I bet you have trouble reading books too huh?

>>34801342
A guy from my uni told me about something similar. And it made me so very sad cause I understand him completely.

>>34801342
I did it too. It brought me nothing but looks like an absolute autist for the bully. Now I learn history and it doesn't really interest me. Handworking will be my future and I was pretty happy whan I worked on a farm. Yet farming doesn't really interest me

This is me. 1000x this.
I used to love watching shit on PBS and NatGeo and spent hours reading wikipedia. Also got super into IT.

Now everything that brought me intellectual joy is stale and boring. I'm an alcoholic and addicted weed and I'd honestly rather just be done with it. I enjoy going to my Uni classes but the reading makes me wanna commit sepukku.

The more I try to learn things the more I realise that I'll never know enough which destoys any motivation to continue.

>>34801630
You standards are too high... I have the same problem too, that's why I can't even start anything. Or talk to people, cause I think everyone is way smarter than me.

>>34801488
I thought it happens to anyone. Isn't it so?

>>34802659
Not in the slightest. This kind of shit should never happen.

>>34802849
It shouldn't but it does! Like war or other awful things.

>>34802887
Well I meant that it doesn't happen to normal, successful people.

>>34802908
Hope so. I want people to be happy, don't really care about myself.