self-hate thread

>>34797510
>he's had sex

beat it, normalfag

I am pretty short and i have tiny bones but i hate my face the most. I feel uncomfortable around people because of how ugly it is.

>ugly
>acne
>annoying voice
>awkward
>5'9", shorter than most of my girl friends (not girlfriend)
>18, spent last 6 years on 4chan

>>34798216
>5'9", shorter than most of my girl friends

those are some tall women. i'm 5'8 and still taller than like 90% of women

>family members call me handsome all the time
>tall (although only average for my country (6'0)
>full head of hair at 25 and no signs of receding
>also fucking lazy
>have been a NEET for like 6 years
>have never had a gf except for a single e-gf

Looks have nothing to do with being a robot. Being a robot is a state of mind.
Sure having physical disadvantages can kickstart your autism, but I believe people who are true robots were born that way.

>>34797510
>metally ill in multiple ways
>chronic illness
>neet
>no friends
>want to be a girl
I honestly don't know whats worse my intense desire to be a girl that wont fucking go away or my chronic illness that I need meds for multiple times a day.

>good looking
>qt's smile at me all the time
>shit personality

why live?

>>34797510
>he is white
at least

>>34798275
He probably doesn't live in the United States of Manlets

>>34798970
He probably isn't 5'9. People overestimate their height same as they overestimate their dick size.

>>34799006
Probably both desu

He'd have to be sub 5'5 to be shorter than the average US women, maybe in Europe it's believable if he's actually 5'7 or so

>>34797510
>had a gf
OUT OF HERE REEEEEEEEE

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>no sense of purpose
>no motivation to be great
>just smoke weed all the time and try to feel at least a little good
>end up having anxious/self-loathing thoughts even when im high anyway
>feel like shit because I rely on external substances to even really feel anymore, hard to even fathom life without
>appreciate and want social interactions, but don't seek them out (of course then again most people are really boring(imo) and I have no interest in them, so its my own fault)
>I've gotten to a point where I usually only shower once a week
>skipping classes more and more, can't find reasons for myself to go
>graduating from college next year, feel like I've learned very little, only person to blame is me and my minimalist work ethic
>will probably dread whatever job I end up doing
>remaining friendships slowly decaying
>a few scrotal cysts that I assume would gross out girls if they saw my junk, but no girls so lol idk
>last gf/sex 6 years ago
>literally only happened because she approached me
>was a relatively dysfunctional relationship
>been so long now I can't even imagine myself having tender moments with women, seems completely alien
>placate myself with waifu and anime but don't even really keep up with that

I'm sure if I sat here I could think of some more things

to be at least somewhat positive:

I got somewhat lucky with the genetic lottery so my facial and body aesthetics aren't awful even though i'm a shut-in skellington

could be worse I suppose

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>24
>manlet
>receding hairline
>schizophrenia
>entire family hates me because of my mental illness
>no ambition
>so stupid that most big words confuse me

>>34799251
Southern European women are short.

>wide hips
>small shoulders
>asymmetrical face
>constantly tired and depressed
>no life
>all I do is browse 4chan
>actually spent 8 years inside my house only leaving very rarely
>probably have avpd
>probably have autism
>no social skills at all
>uneducated


I'm fucked. One day I'll kill myself and it will all be over finally.

>>34799376
I was talking about actual europeans not some spanish or italian mutts with negro or arab admixture

Germanic and Scandinavian women are taller than american women

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>short
>bad posture
>no social life or friends
>gay virgin, never been in a relationship
>dropped out of high school twice
>extremely unintelligent
>never had a job, no experience at all
>no hobby or skills besides playing video games
>last time I left my house was 4 months ago to buy booze
>often beat myself when I get angry like a literal retard
>have accepted that I will always be a defective loser and will never accomplish anything in my entire life
>wish my parents would kick me out so I can kill myself without loose ends

>>34799688
>Germanic and Scandinavian women are taller than american women
uglier too

>>34797510
>had gf
can you at least put that first in your list so I dont waste my time reading the rest of your post?

>make dating profile
>mention how im doing an electrical engineering and cs degree
>only person who visits me first is a fat high school drop out (17) with 0 appealing aspects
>average chicks dont even reply when i ask them non corny questions
hmm, idk. is it me? im not even fat...

>>34799898
theres no job market for electrical engineers right now or for the next projected 10 years, just go pure CS

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>>34799898
also forgot image. bio has to be the least appealing. literally a drop kick with nothing going for them

>>34799733
Gays, being men, are thristy fucks so it makes no sense for a gay to be a virgin unless it's by choice.

>>34797510
>had sex

wtf get out of here normalfag??

>>34799784
Most american women are stubby hamplanets who don't take care of themselves

They're not really more attractive than any other countries women, you're probably thinking that some models and actresses are representative of your females

>>34799930
I'm not a very sexual person and I don't want casual sex, so I guess it's by choice.

>>34799915
I tried making a female profile on a dating site to see what girls see when they do these things,
got a fuck ton of responses but one that stuck out to me was the
one guy who sent me his resume,
like not some guy trying to be cute by putting pick up lines in a resume format, but literally a resume one would send for a job,
not sure what the heck he was trying to accomplish by doing that.

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>>34799915
also she says shes athletic...

>>34799911
already in 4th year so too deep noe. it was more out of interest. i already work part time as a junior coder and plan to make my own company

>>34798490
>my intense desire to be a girl that wont fucking go away
Why not become a girl, then? How old are you?

>>34799915
Women don't care about your degree because

a) you haven't translated it into actual success yet
b) they're still riding the cock carousel, why would they care about your profession if they aren't planning to stay with the guys they're fucking now anyways

>>34798490
have you thought about transitioning?
or is these stuff preventing you
like money or parents?

>>34799976
Well at least you're not out there getting AIDS.

>>34799983
Literal genetical trash

Just ignore her

>>34799979
i was more annoyed by the speed of responses when i did that. 2-3 a day. when i made my chad account too and acted a dick (opening line was asking for sex) i got responses...

funny world internet dating. i dont like it at all but i have no idea how to meet people in real life. all sites say book shops or coffee shops but neither of those places i go to. my life is filled with 100% male colleagues.

>>34800049
>>34800049
>offee shop
got kicked out of a barnes and nobels for trying to talk to a girl there,

>social retard
>disassociated moments cause me to fuck up when I can't afford to
>thinking about it when tired and failing in process makes me breakdown
>realized no matter how hard I struggle this nature will never leave me
>can't talk with 99.99% girls properly
>the remainder is either a trap or male roleplaying or some underage recentfag femanon or super thirsty Skype bot

>>34800049
> 2-3 a day
I got 20 to 30 a day posing as a girl
even posted the ad in the strictly platonic section.

>fell for the tranny meme
>ugly
>depressed
>skinnyfat
>doing a degree I hate

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>>34799971
Northern women are mannish, after a certain age (like 25 or something) they all look and sound like freakin trannies. I'd rather have a chubby qt thank you very much.

>>34800178
>swtiched from degree I liked to degree I didn't for better job prospects
>negative job growth for it for the next 10 years

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more, this one is just say though.

captchas suitable ; unsuitable avenue

>>34800228
>only area I can go into is teaching
I feel u bruh

>>34800300
I scrub medical waste off plastic pieces in a warehouse.

>>34800178
>tranny meme
What happened? How did your transition go?

insecure
shit personality
empty
constant depersonality
no friends
neet
many regrets
only thing i like about myself are my looks.

>ugly
>too skinny
>too short
>alternatively too loud or too quiet
>huge ego but no confidence
>uncaring for others
>bad at everything
>unemployed wasting parent money
>lazy
>mood swings
>anger issues
>impotent rage
>addicted to masturbating
>only things i enjoy are marijuana fetish porn and 4chan

>>34800327
Ok your job is worse. Does it pay well?

>>34800367
15 dollars an hours plus benefits, so I could live on my own if I wanted to ,
but not so much about money, rather than having a fulfilling career though.

>>34799979
>not sure what the heck he was trying to accomplish by doing that.
probably a robot trying to prove a point

>>34800440
and that point is?

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>blame others for my problems
>blame leftists
>blame parents
>blame women
>do nothing to help myself
>morbidly enjoy my depression and self pity

>>34800353
>cry all the time
>piss all the time
>shitty torpedo boobs
>no sex drive
>even more socially isolated than before

Im better off than most because Im manlet royalty and have a tiny adams apple but i wish I could've fixed it with therapy

>tfw I will never be tiny qt andro girl

>>34800394
ah right. what was your degree in?

>>34800486
women care more about your money and status something something

>>34800547
Electrical Engineering
No one seems to believe me that I can't find relevant work with this degree though, makes me feel worse about desu.

>>34800630
shit man, that sucks.

>too shy / autistic
>people say I'm a school shooter
>"hurr durr anon you have a Darth Vader" voice

On top of that I wish I was a girl desu. Transitioning is degenerate and doesn't work. If there was a way to be a real qt girl I'd do it in an instance.

>>34800737
>On top of that I wish I was a girl desu. Transitioning is degenerate and doesn't work. If there was a way to be a real qt girl I'd do it in an instance.

t. 90% of 4chan

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>>34800737
too bad you dont live in the MGE universe

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>>34800816
I mean I'd rather have the easy life and look good while having it
>>34800832
feels bad, man

>>34798490
Whoah, are you me?

Only difference is:
>a few friends
>fat

>>34797510
>cant speak
>cant speak to women
>terrible at interacting with anything except dogs and children
>no friends
>estranged from family
>no motivation
>dont want to work
>no desire to do anything
>netflix and porn and shitty food
>Asperger's, Tourettes, Type 2 diabetes, severe anxiety
>depressed

what's the point? why am i alive? how am i supposed to keep going??

>tfw I could have jumped off the roof of a hotel last summer but chickened out
>tfw will probably make a serious attempt again this summer

>>34800852
>I mean I'd rather have the easy life and look good while having it
think about your hobbies, maybe you build models, maybe you are a gamer or an artists an anime pro or a poet nobody cares now but if you were a girl the same level of expertise would be praise worthy

>>34800973
Fuck, I know. I'd probably have a source of income then. Even if you're socially fucked like I am, people will desire you and want to be around you just for having a cunt between your legs

>>34797510
>tfw face like a picasso painting
>worst part is that I Don't even have bad acne, I'm not balding, eyes are a decent color, eyebrows are normal, nose is fine
>but one side of my face just looks like it was shifted down and inch and tilted slightly
>can look pretty attractive from the side but from the front it's like frankensteins monster

I love you all and you are all my friends. I am happy when I am with my friends.

>>34797510
>asian
>5'7
>overweight
>acne
>lazy
>eat like shit, spend all my free time playing vidya
>socially avoidant and awkward, can't maintain friendships for shit
>KV
>have oneitis for a white girl I know I can't have

Who here has degenerate fetishes?

>crossdressing
>scat
>ABDL

Part of the reason why I will kill myself

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>ugly
>fat
>vagina doesn't work right
>voice sounds like an autistic boy
>small breasts even though fat
>can't pronounce words correctly
>can't get a job
>can't make friends because I don't know how to have conversations

>>34801213
i have every fetish besides ntr/ cuck at this point. scat and adbl are normal to me at this point.

you have no idea how frustrating it is that you cant make a connection on this level to anyone

>>34801279
I''m in the same boat as you. I blame the internet for this. I would never have started crossdressing or masturbating to girls shitting themselves in diapers if I never got on the internet. This fucking invention is half the reason I'm such a failure

>>34801308
i dont know, i think it might have just developed slower. for me i dont hate the fetishes, i hate the burden they bring. but as long as i remember that i have a legitimate mental illness (as does everyone with these fetishes) its all g. i say that but its not a major illness like autism.

>>34801254
>vagina doesn't work right
what do you mean?

>>34801358
Yeah I mean I don't necessarily hate the fetish, I enjoy it when I'm masturbating. I even met an anon on here who we discuss our fetishes. It is mostly the burden, the guilt, the shame.

>literally cannot pronounce "thr-" sounds (three)
>ALWAYS comes out as "free"

Thanks educational system for not beating this out of me as a child.

>>34801416
I have this "problem" if you want to call it that. I have merged "th" with "f" in my speech and was often ridiculed for it. But on the other way around I often hypercorrect my "f" to "th".

Thus sometimes when I say "foot" it comes out as "thoot" or when I say "theater" I almost always say "feater"

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>>34797510
> ugly
> 5'5 manlet
> 5.3" penis
> receiding headline
> receiding jaw
> TMJ disorder, have to wear a splint all day long
> big nose
> seborrhea, my hair stinks no matter how much I wash it with dermatologist-prescribed products
> lives with parents at 27
> still in college
> no friends
> kissless virgin
> all the people I started college with have already graduated and many have cool jobs, traveled the world, have lots of money or their own companies
> some have got married, are in LTR, or date around hot girls
> was high school prodigy, even people I went to high school with and had a worse GPA than me have graduated, live alone and are doing better
> working dead-end job as code-monkey
> have hemorrhoids for sitting all day long
> no time for doing fun stuff due to college+work+no social skills+being the old guy at college and the loser at work
> past the point of no return socially, romantically and sexually
> still check on all of those people who are better than me in social media to feel worse about how much of a loser I am and how low I'm done fallen

>>34801416
>>34801459
i used to do this as a child but had it beat out of me. watch pronunciation videos and actively correct yourself when you notice it

>>34801459
I'm fine with theatre, or thought etc, although I do have to make a conscious effort not to say featre, fought etc

It's the combination of the th- and the "r" that gets me. Comes out like a spluttering, lisping mess.

>>34801485
fucking hell, i barely use the word but thats image is absolutely savage. to belittle a person like that

at least you're in college tho

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The good:
>6'1" 180lbs
>blonde hair blue eyed aryan
>wealthy family
>decent face
>dress nicely
>nice hair
>never used drugs or alcohol
The bad:
>KHV
>NEET
>never had a job before
>Low IQ
>Depression
>ADHD
>Weird voice
>awful social skills
>high school drop out
>dumb as a rock when it comes to anything academic related.

>>34801416
A friend of mine has that. In some words he replaces the "th" with a "v", it's rather funny. It's some form of dyslexia.

>manlet
>circumcised


literally it, I'm pretty happy with everything except these two things, but mainly the first one. shit makes me want to kill myself every passing second of my shit fucking life. I could have been a qt, but nah had to be a manlet instead.

>>34801552
> at least you're in college tho

Joke's on you, I live in a country where there are tuition-free, admission-to-all colleges. Otherwise, I would have dropped out long time ago.

I only keep going because it's free and I would be more disappointed if I didn't finish than if I did. And I would be HUGELY embarassed if I finish my degree anyway, because at this rate, it would be at age 30+.

On top of the fact that, since my college has an enormous number of students (because it's tuition-free and admission-to-all), it's very likely their crappy bureaucratic machine screws shit up and tell me I can't get my degree anyway after all the effort (it has happened before to people who graduated 10 years after the fact).

>>34801485
>seborrhea
A lot of robots suffer from this since it's caused by stress and anxiety.
I always recommend a shampoo called Kelual, it helped me a lot.

>>34799915
>>34799983
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>"A little extra" build
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>"""""""""""""little"""""""""""""

Jesus Christ the bullshit that people try to get away with on these fucking websites man

>>34799915
>gummy bears
>pizza
>red liquorice

Literally an overgrown child

>>34801254
Were you the one drawing that?

>>34801675
which city country? i was considering seeing if any german unis would take me for free...

>>34801860
shes likely just turned 17. it actually shocks me how many 16 /17 year olds are on okco

>6'1" 213
>Aspergers
>NEET
>Libing at home
>Spend my time browsing 4chan, smoking and drinking
>Only get out to buy alcohol, cigarettes or weed
>KHV
>Dropped out of college because of anxiety
>Never had a job except for 1 summer when I was 16
>Talk to myself, have imaginary court cases
>No social skills
>Depression
>Apathetic towards self-improvent
>Might be a pseudo-intellectual

>ugly
>Skinny fat
>Have huge bump on my forehead from second grade
>Acne
>Mulatoo
>Flat nose

>>34801360
I can't get aroused by anything or get wet. I'm worried that if I ever get married that'll ruin the marriage for them

>>34801921
Argentina.

But don't get exited: quality of education is quite poor. These people I'm talking about, most of them studied a year abroad and had Masters's paid for by their companies to make up for the knowledge differential with their foreign counterparts.

>>34803118
Have you seen a doctor and/or a therapist? Could be just a mental block or hormone imbalance.

>>34801713
I use a shampoo from my country called Pitiriax, and over that, in days in which it doesn't make any effect, I double-down with a lotion used by people who have psoriasis. It doesn't do much in terms of smell: it just changes it from smelling like rotten butter to smelling like some chemical.

>>34797510
Eat your semen, it cures baldness. Take my word for it, it happened to me and my hair came back after a week of semen eating.

>>34799285
>implying a robot can't have had a gf in the past at any point

I had a "gf" in middle school, am I a normie now?

>>34799359
you're depressed. go to a doctor, use your campus resources, get help. i'm going through something similar. we can do this