>Be at classroom
>Everyone is talking but you don't talk to anyone
Feels bad
Fuking school
>That feel when you hid in the toilets for the majority of your time at school
>>34785451
>transfer schools
>mixer for new students and faculty in my major
>stand around for ten minutes awkwardly then leave
Fucking normies
>>34785451
I've gotten to the point where it doesn't even bother me desu it's better that way
>>34785451
>in highschool i always sat alone
>i was actually comfy liked this and liked it
>i had no problem sitting alone all day
i regret nothing either
>Be at classroom
>Bullies behind me throw papers to my head
>One of the papers has spit on it, and impacts right on my nape
>I rage an I stand up
>I pick my folder full of papers and I throw it to the bully that I hate more because I don't know the perpetrator
>The bully rage and try to chase me through the class
>The teacher stops him and starts calming him infront of me
>Sudenly, the bully kicks me on the chest 300's style
>I fly till the door and I fall on the floor, but I'm fine
>The school puts him a grave sanction and nothing to me
>tfw you had your group of good friends but never talked to other people
>>34785493
but when? in class too?
>>34785451
At least you weren't like me, constantly having to watch my back, being hated by many because I was too autistic to keep my opinions to myself.
I went on a fucking rant about how the "Holohoax" (yes I used that word) was a lie and it would have been Hitler's greatest achievement if it were real. Among many other, almost daily rants. I'm surprised the teacher didn't immediately shut me down every time I raised my hand.
This was all in history class. I'm sure someone could have full force punched me in the face and no one including the teacher would have cared.
>>34785451
>be in lecture hall
>always sit alone
>literally don't know anyone
>play PAD during breaks/gaps in the schedule listening to music on iems
this has went on for years as I'm playing pretend student since the chances I complete uni are nearing zero
>>34785451
>walk around campus during lunch period because you don't have any friends to eat with
>finish math test first
>feel proud of myself since math is my worst subject
>get it back next day
>F
I just want to be proud of myself and be happy
>>34785493
>hid in the toilets
how did you fit?
>>34785497
Why were you there in the first place? Required?
>>34785451
>always one of the first to finish classwork
>start doing homework because have no one to talk to
>there are teachers that get mad if you start doing homework in class
>>34786014
It was snug but comfy
>>34785451
>listen to normies conversing
>they seem so happy with each other
>try to talk and make friends
>come across as awkward and creepy
>still regret doing it several years later