Do you think your life has peaked yet? A girl let me squueze

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>>34781976
Please excuse the cancerous tumblr gif format

I had a girl like me when I was in third grade. I gave her a hug at a school dance that year

I've been downhill ever since

>>34781976
Probably not. I mean, my only real experience was a hug from a girl with big tits and kissing a girl in Kindergarten. Even if I never find a gf, maybe once I am an old geezer I could at least bang a prostitute. Or I might get desperate enough to overcome my social anxiety and actually try out something like Tinder.
In terms of career, money, etc. my life definitely hasn't peeked, because it couldn't actually get that much lower.

I was kind of happy last week. That's probably going to be the happiest week of my life.

I got convinced when i realized i had erectile dysfunction and that my sex drive is actually non existent.

I have to force myself to have sex with real women, it's not enjoyable. Im used to my hand, and with my hand it doesn't matter if my dick is flaccid. Maybe its porn, i tried qutting, but i had no luck anyway.

Seriously, if my life is going to be like this, i will never be able to live a full life with a wife and family. Im going to live my entire life alone in an apratment, watch my parents die and my buddies kids grow up and my body get sick and fall apart.

Im going to work and work and work every fucking day and have vacation alone. It looks grim. Even though i can like work on ocassion, its too much and there is nothing else than work.

Is life supposed to be just about working? If i can't have any other good things, then why bother?

Am i stuck up? I think im rational.

had a gf junior year, almost cheated on her with thicc bitch, fessed up, she left me, whatever thanks for the puss and tidy, but i never got the succ bc she was "scared of dicks" which was a double edged sword for me bc she thought my average dich was huge but she never gave succ, it's been downhill from there but i know i am an 8 in the face but a 5 in the personality, so we'll see what college looks like for me