>Tfw never had a deep discussion with anyone besides me dad in my life
>Tfw too socially awkward to start one
>Tfw have only ever lifted my mask in anonymous chatrooms and 4chan
I fucking hate myself.
deep discussions with anyone other than Dad sucks, believe me I have tried
>>34761829
well I had a lot of deep conversation in my life but never with my father
>>34761829
>tfw you and your best friend from middle school had a distinct conversation style where there were no mental barriers and everything flowed freely (and sometimes incoherently)
>can never find that again because you need to earn peoples' trust, live up to expectations, or pass some filtration mechanism, and you require that other people do the same for you, and adults' heads are so filled with bullshit that there's no point in getting to know them and their thoughts anyway
>>34761829
>Tfw never had deep discussion with mum or dad.
>>34761829
>tfw used to have deep discussions with my dad all of the time
>tfw he's gone and my mother and sisters don't like having deep discussions
I hate being surrounded by idiots.
>>34761829
Well shit, maybe you could make a kik and talk to some other users?
>>34762489
>Tfw tried to talk to people on Kik before
>Never know what to say and always ends up with small talk until the person I'm texting just stops replying.