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Dear past me,
Don't worry, you'll find a cute, loving girlfriend who loves you for who you are. She loved you since she was 14, but you were 18 back then. Her name's Sandra.
Just wait until you're 21 and contact her. You'll be happy again, at last.

PS: If you start abusing alcohol at 19, FUCK YOU.

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Dear female

I am pathetic enough to write you a letter on an anonymous image board because you rejected me 25 years ago and I'm still bitter because I can't let things go and have little to no outside contact

>>34752260
What did Anna do to you? Is this the Anna that I'm thinking of?

Dear op

you're a faggot

-Love from me

>>34752346
>Is this the Anna that I'm thinking of?

What am I, psychic?

>>34752463
No, it isn't then, nevermind.

>>34752638
Could be, but probably not.

Is it weird that I get genuinely happy when people mistake me for a girl, online or in person? When I walk into a restaurant with my GF and they greet us with "Hi ladies." it makes me smile.

When there is an internet article written about me and they say "W is a lady from..." it makes me smile.

When I grew my hair long everyone started complimenting me. I had never been complimented before in my life. When it's a good hair day, when the waves are staying together and cascading properly it makes me happy how pretty it looks. I need to get a hair cut just because I haven't taken care of it but I don't know what to say when I do. Do I say "make it pretty like this girl's photo"? Wouldn't that be weird?

My entire life I have always been leaning to more feminine likes. Movies, music, colors, aesthetics, outfits, whatever. Even the way I move, even the way I talk about things. How many times I have been mistaken for a girl on these boards alone.

Thing is, I also have a lot of masculine interests that girls would never, ever like. I think I look good with a beard. I like having a dick and I love women 100%. I am not gay at all and if I were I would be a lesbian.

I want to be a girl and a boy. I want to be androgynous as fuck. I already am but not enough. I know the first step is to lose weight. It sucks that this is winter and running is miserable (more than usual) right now. Suppose to warm up soon though.

>>34752754
My family will just laugh and make fun of me. They already think I'm a massive faggot and have mocked me my entire life.

No one in my town would be ok with it.

I have no friends here anymore. The ones I had, I lost a long time ago when I moved away. I was gone for over a decade but came back because of depression fucking with my ability to work. Fuck, just being depressed made people make fun of me. Add in wanting to be a pretty princess is just asking for it.

I lost the gf one day out of nowhere. Had plans to meet up with her, she was super excited for it and then she just disappeared. Like, kidnapped kinda disappeared. It's freaky as fuck. I loved her with all my heart and I still do. I so badly want to know what happened. Where she went, if she is ok, if she is even alive. Her accounts came back online a few months later but they were weird, like it isn't her. All the posts are old, all the photos uploaded are old. She hasn't uploaded anything new for a long time now and it freaks me out.

She was a lot like me. A loner, a stranger. She existed online more than the real life just like me. I would visit her in person and our plan was to move in together last october but then all that crazy shit happened. She was the one person that would have understood, that would have liked it as much as I would have.

It's so fucking weird. All of it.

All of this.

>>34753079
This was a good read anon - thanks

>>34753532
I'm glad my fucked up life brought someone... something.

Cus wow my life is fucked.

>>34754068
>Cus wow my life is fucked.
All of us here

anna is a fuckin retard life is perfect

Dear K,

I miss you more and more with each passing day. I know we'll never be together again, but I regret what happened and I wish we could be. I know I wasn't the happiest, but you were the closest to it I've ever been. I wish I'd just talked things through more.

J.

thanks for the brain blender baby

>>34752260
Hey Rush,

It's been weird man...
Your girl broke down in the middle of work when she heard what you had done to yourself. I had to be the one to tell her that her boyfriend was unable to carry the burden on his shoulders and decided that it would not be worth it to try and climb out of the hole you found yourself in. Honestly I don't know what to say. I feel conflicted. If you climbed back out of your grave I would kick your fucking ass for being so weak. WE KNEW EACHOTHER FOR 9 FUCKING YEARS. We went on three holidays together, smoked our first joint together, went to the same uni and stood next to each other at our graduation ceremony. Almost every big event from our 16th birthday on up we shared. Everything but death. I am writing a cancer letter on some shit website for no godmotherfuckingdamn reason because I don't know how to deal. You were the one thing that was supposed to be consistent. I have had no way to cope with this loss. God knows I wasn't meant to write. I hoped just starting would allow me to lose this fucking feeling inside of me onto the webpage but no. Maybe it's because this isn't even our mother language.

Man, I don't know if this is a cry for help or whatever. Everything just feels numb. I hope you burn in hell you fucking piece of shit. You ripped yourself out of every bodies lives. Cat is depressed as shit blaming herself for the miscarriage.

I always held firm in my belief in evolution and Darwinism. My mind must have been too weak anyway. That I am a moron for grieving over a dead weakling. But my heart says that you were my crutch. We were supposed to be each others rocks.

I suppose I am done. I don't know what to write and I won't force it any longer. It's like you are a clot in my veins. Your death is killing me.

Fuck you, I miss you.

Pete

dear c,

your message got through, i'd received it from your brother just as I got home from a ride, around the end of last year's summer. Thank you for that. it hit hard for sure but, as usual, I feel you and I'm not angry nor disappointed. I trust that you really must've had enough and I hope you've made the right decision, even though that's a strange thing to say. you know, everybody drifted apart as soon as you left us and I haven't really been able to talk about it to them. a lot of connections had faded. as you'd expect I turned to music and I've been working on a song in your honor on and off for the last months. it's tough to get it together but every now and then my memories of you flow into my hands and guitar as if you were there to guide me. i will finish it one day for sure. perhaps you'll even hear it.

me, i'm moving on. decided to go to school after all, which is going sort of well. i hate to say it but the whole drinking thing is somewhere around a new low. I think someday I'll kick the habit. all that's left to say is that our troubles got us together and i thought it was great how after talking to each other we'd be ready to go and give it another round. I respect you as a woman, as my drinking partner when we got our bottles out, but first and foremost as a good friend whom I got along really well with. i'm confident that you've tried your hardest up until the end, to the point where enough was clearly enough for you and i'm afraid i should respect that as well.

in any case, a lot has changed and of all things that are left behind everyday, i'll be sure to carry you along.
next time we'll definitely be friends and drinking buddies again. until then, I'll try not to come look you up early.

A life lesson cannot be learned unless someone makes the mistake themselves. You can't fucking tell someone to do something or to be a certain way.

B,

hello again. i'm not sure who's compiling all of these but i know they have a couple of mine. i can't find them, though. it's too cloudy to see what's written in the stars for us, and i know you'll be leaving soon. until then, i will be gathering water-lilies. so many, that i can build our own night-sky on our ceiling.

J

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>>34755844
thanks, grandpa
origami

Dear L,

I love you like crazy. You keep me going, you make me a better person. There was a massive L shaped hole in my heart and now it is filled.

Love,

J

>>34752260
Thank you. I will. I can't die now, since my parents need me, but I can stop trying to communicate to you.
I'm really sorry for what I did to you. I wanted to restore something, you know, but it probably wasn't a good idea.
I don't think I'll find someone like you, and I don't really want to try. But maybe you at least will be happy. Really hope so.
Goodbye.

>>34756134
The problem with "sorry" is that it's often said but rarely meant. Certain people aren't capable of feeling remorse.

Dear Anon,
You're a fucking faggot.
Sincerely, Anon

dear M

Its not fair, I'm fleeting tall cunt which everyone doesnt like a thinks is wierd, I don't talk to people nor do I want to, I hate them all, E, I, F , D , R and S

I hate them all, except you, I really fucking hate you and I can't stop thinking about how much I love you, please you're making it hard for me to talk to people, you ugly androgynous short haired cunt, red flagged liberal piece of poop, get out of my head, or get into my life so I can actually fucking hate you and feel good when I tell you to fuck off

I want to dominate you fucking virgin, you make me fucking sick to my heart

J

>>34756263
I know. "If sorry was enough we wouldn't have seppuku". But not saying it at all would be even worse, ain't it so?

>>34756330
that is hella gay.

>>34756286
I know anon. I knowwwwww.

Beverly Hills that's where I want to be.

>>34756349
You're not even the person I was originally addressing I'm afraid.

>>34756408
M is a girl
qt as well but
nahh

>>34756512
Too many Annas in this world. Maybe it's another reason to be gone.

>>34752260

Sabrina

Fuck you. That's all I want to say. I hate how you used more for more than I wanted. And what's funny is you are too retarded to see what you did. Your last message was " I was only ever nice to you" you stupid whore. You can't even realize what you did. I'm glad I'm done with you. Fuck you

Dear R,

I still can't get you out of my system. I don't think about you every day but I dream about you often and this kind of threads remind me of you, so I have to resort to this kind of shit to vent and move on.

-N

>>34756555
Common name but you're not her. I'm guessing you're probably American anyway.

you think I miss you then you reaize that's the joke.

ravioli

>>34756662
Nope. But you also don't seem to be the one I'was writing to (about). He said his English is bad.

>>34756286
Dear Anon,
You're not a faggot.

Dear other Anon,
Don't call Anon a faggot.

sincerely,
anonymous lurker

>>34756717
See the little faggot with the earring and the makeup
Yeah buddy that's his own hair
That little faggot got his own jet airplane
That little faggot he's a millionaire

>>34757174
naw, that ain't workin'

I am bored out of my mind and I'm almost of the meds that keep me sane.

7 days until I can ask ever so nicely to a psychiatrist that more than likely will tell me to go fuck myself rather than give me the one fucking medication that truly helps me live a meaningful life. Without them I just sleep, or try to sleep (failing miserably), 20 hours a day.

Seriously, even with taking a drug they keep telling me is totally "speed"... I'm still fucking sleepy. 2 a day is not abuse. What is so hard to understand about that?

What, it's wrong to take drugs? Sorry for not being normal enough to function without aid.

:/

>>34757987
If you want your psychiatrist drugs, you don't have to take what you like from drug dealers.
You can either trust you or your specialist for what's the best drug for you.

>>34758172
The fact I have been on over a dozen drugs prescribed by doctors kinda makes me not trust them.

How many more do I have to say "Hey, I have been taking this for a year and it does fucking nothing." for them to listen?

Why is it when I say "Hey, this drug seems to work wonders." they get all pissy about it? Why would they rather try another half dozen fucking worthless medications than just give me the one that fucking works for me?

seriously. I'm on 4-5 different meds right now and if I stopped taking any of them I wouldn't be able to tell the difference. They are all worthless.

Meanwhile the ONE med that works I get so much fucking shit for it from my family and the psychiatrist wants to put me on the "extended release" because they are afraid I would snort the regular one.

That's retarded. I don't want to take the others. I just want the ONE that works and yet no one listens to me. It's not like I would know which one is working or not, right? What would I know about myself?

Dear M,

I am not doing well. Today was a bad day. I really hope you are doing well. Thank you for clarifying in the past thread those other M's weren't you. I knew they weren't because you're not that callous but it's nice that you wanted to make sure I knew. I am very close to snapping and becoming a full time NEET until my sanity is back. My boss is such a piece of shit.

Love,

A.

>>34758705
Changing therapists and talking more with them is the only viable option. They are supposed to know better than me and you what are the best pills to help you cope with your situation.
Maybe you just get a bad therapist, but if you already changed some, there's nothing you can do about it. It's their field and you have to trust them.
Prescribing yourself pills is a good way to develop an addiction.

Good luck with your life anon :/

Dear Max and Dad,

God damn it, I really miss you guys. Mom doesn't really talk or acknowledge me anymore. I get pretty lonely and don't have anyone to talk to. There are so many things I regret saying to the both of you, and other things I wish I told you.

I don't remember ever really hugging or showing love to either of you. I tried to make up for that with mom, but she never returns any of my calls and won't even speak to me.

I don't even know what to do anymore, everything seems like a dragged out blur.

Love,

- A

>>34758980
I trust no one but myself in all matters though,

>>34759208
It's ok to trust yourself, but you have to think about how much do you know about that field. I don't think you're a doctor, so you don't really know what those drugs do to you.
You just feel good and... how can you trust yourself when you're under drugs? Do you know what those drugs can do to you in a long run?

I don't think the average drug addict is really self conscious about what is he doing. You don't feel bad when you're under *random_drug* effect, but that's not a good reason to think it's ok to take it.

>>34759208
>how much do you know about that field. I don't think you're a doctor, so you don't really know what those drugs do to you.
>You just feel good and... how can you trust yourself when you're under drugs?
I know more than you're giving me credit.

It's not about feeling good for me. That's not even what I said. I'm not taking opiates and I know there is a euphoria factor for adderall but it's weak and not what I'm after. It's the ability to shut out the thousand fucking thoughts I have going on in my mind and the boost of energy.

My entire life I have been bored out of my mind. My entire life I have had 0 energy. I'm just super chill all the time and it has ruined my past relationships. I have no energy to do anything, ever. Even with these meds I have almost no energy. I am too young to be like this.

and yes, even when I exercise, eat healthy, and all that other bullshit do i have no energy.

The reasons they give me for how "bad" the drugs are is complete horseshit. They are afraid I will either 1. Snort them or 2. Sell them. These reasons have NOTHING FUCKING AT ALL TO DO WITH ME. I am not other people. I don't snort shit and I don't sell something that helps me so much. It's the dumbest shit and I hate it.

"Hey we can't give you this because other people are awful" is what it is.

D,

Do you want me? I want you, and I want you to want me too. Forever. It's hard not to say these things to you sometimes. I'm sorry if my unwanted affection for you spills out often. I'm trying not to. I'm not sure if you like me or if I'm just someone to have around, because I'm always here. Always.

>>34757287
Are you on drugs?


0004 secs. Of mute
I hate the mute rule fuuuuuuuuccccck

>>34759533
Sucks... I don't really know what to tell you.
I don't know you, but I don't think I'm able to give you any meaningful advice to be honest.

Momo, thank you for everything.

I know my japanese is bad, and i'm studying it hard, but even if next month is our last time together, I want you to know you mean the world to me.

It was your existence that gave me the drive to push forward. It was the very fact you -exist- that was alone to motivate me to learn japanese, and it was your friendship and your hand that gave me the push I needed to make something of myself.

I want to repay it to you, and I swear to god i'll find a way to. Thank you so fucking much.

>>34752260
Dear Ballerina Croaker

I want to make you happy, but I'm afraid I can't. Due to wealth, "physical stature", or lack of experience, I don't know. But I do know that you want someone that probably doesn't look like your little brother during a date.

I'll be an hero for you

- Quiznos

D you left so sudden! I never got the chance to tell you how much you mean to me, I wanted to share so many things with you but now I cant...
I cry every day since you left banging my head against the wall because of my autism. If only I could go back and take back what i said!I'm losing my shit D, there is simply no way of contacting you now and its crushing me.

Dear Anon

Wololo

Yours truly P

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>>34760177
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fuck it, I give

>>34758871
A,

Go chat with your buds and play some video games to get your mind off things. At least it's almost the weekend.I hope tomorrow is better.
I had a snow day today even though it's raining.
I'm glad you knew. I try not to be too mean.
Do what you need to do to be happy. Just make sure that when you recover you don't just keep making the same mistakes.

M

>>34752260
Why do you always write about Anna euroanon? She's not gonna read these.

B,

I hope you haven't completely lost your mind. Hit me up if you get your head right again.

R,

You're slightly less of a cunt now, but still a cunt.

W

>>34752260
Dear Facebook

please stop asking me if I know people.

I don't have any friends and you just make me want to kill myself

>>34756330

I wonder if it is better to accept this letter seriously :/

>>34760829
Buds are all busy. It's just me myself and I. I work the weekend so i'm not free.

It's hard to listen to that when I have no one to support me. In my head I know theres only 111 days left and it's not too long on the grand scale of things but from this end it seems like forever. I think i'm going to start applying for Lower Mainland jobs. I worry if I take any time off the employment gap will affect my chances and affect my medical school application. I've been doing more research and am not even sure I want to do it anymore.

Also you have to promise to never talk to me again if I just bitch about my problems to you like your other exs. I don't want to become that.

The no "Love M," hurt more than it should but I guess thats where we're at. Are you doing better?

A.

>>34756330
J,

Why you so bitter?

C-
Christ alive I hope you couldn't tell that I was having an orgasm.
If that happens again from this quasi-yoga bullshit I am dropping the course.
I am so sorry.
-C

Dear E,

I'm trying to move on from you, but it doesn't help that I moved closer to you, and now I gotta deal with getting over my own stupidity too. The way you broke shit off with me was beyond inhuman, not even an animal would be treated in that way. I hope one day, soon, you realize how bad this website is for you, and how you can find a much better life outside of this self destructive circlejerk. I love you like there's nothing else to love, and I only want you to be happy, and I guess that doesn't include me in the picture. I wish you'd love me, but if you never do again, I hope you love someone that loves you as much as I did, and you love him the same way. I miss you.

-A

B,
You claim that I'm hurting you but do you realize what you've done to me? Im so depressed because of you. Im not talking to you so I don't continue to keep getting hurt. I love you so fucking much but I realize you don't have those same feelings. You keep trying to reach out to me so we can patch things up, it means a lot but now that you're with him I don't think things can ever be the same. Maybe down the road we can work things out... I love you, you're the only person I can truly say that to.

i love you please just talk to me it hurts a lot

>>34761469
That's a shame. Will they be free later? Why do you work the weekend? When are your days off?

It's your life, senpai, you don't need anyone supporting you except yourself. It's in your best interests to live a life that makes yourself happy. Apply elsewhere on the island, too. It's unlikely a new boss would be worse than your current one. Don't apply to the Lower Mainland if it's just for me. Do things for yourself.

That was only really D and I mean, he provides me support whenever I need it. It's mutual, and I'm happy to provide a shoulder for anyone who needs it.

Sorry, I don't usually put Dear or Love in the letter threads. It doesn't mean I don't. I guess I'm doing better, yeah. I've been thinking about things a lot and I have good friends. It's reading break and there's been snow which have also been immensely helpful. I've been keeping busy with my pets.

Life is so cruel.....

>>34756587
Is that you Nate??

>>34759828
>tfw my nickname is momo hehehe raviollii

Yo,

Schfifty Five
Schfifty Five
Shiwwgity shwo.
Schfifty Five


WHAT YOU SAY?
Schfifty Five


-x

J,

You did nothing wrong. Those things I said were out of guilt. The truth is, I just can't love you the way you deserve.

L

So.. I want you to remember that you can get over me at any time..

>>34762242
badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger mushroom mushroom

Not until I find out what the fuck happened.

>>34762099
I'm sorry, you deserve a proper response but I can't muster it. I guess I never showed you deeply depressed me where I get in my head too much and become an isolated hermit. I'm there now.

Im really glad to hear you're doing better. I hope that continues and I hope you're enjoying Whistler.

>>34762123
why come anon. Why come.

>>34762498
Please take care of yourself. If you're struggling, go to a professional, get the help you need. I care about you and I want you to feel better. Please don't just struggle aimlessly.

>>34762596

Thank you. I'm all right :)

i really miss you. i hope you're doing well

>>34762793
You have such a generic way of typing that I'm going to pretend this letter is for me.

>>34752260
Dear Fuck Face,

We haven't talked awhile and I doubt you pay your bills so this probably won't be read by you.

On the chance you check your mailbox on a cold night when you'll need some fuel and happen to

notice an envelope with the addresses neatly handwritten and and odd smell. You still owe me for

8 months rent at $630.00 for a total of $5,040. You are goddamn lucky lost my legs scuba

diving otherwise I'd come up to the house and kick your ass. Instead, I am enclosing the single

small pellet of hard feces I was finally able to muster after having so many pills.

-Your landlord

P.S. I fucked your wife while she came down to the city for "her job"

There's good people out there in this world. Real, genuinely kind people, and those people have to find each other, because good people are so easily torn down, so easily changed.

Know that someone's bad days do not speak to his character. This world is cruel and unforgiving, and it takes a lot to challenge that.

Find those people who would exhaust themselves to be kind in an evil world and keep them. The world will wear you down anyway.

I hope this reaches you in better spirits than when we last spoke. You're young and still have your life ahead of you, and you have a lot left to learn.

>>34762841
that's on purpose, anon

Because you are the best remedy for me, my migraine can not be cured with prescription drugs or remedies.

From Migraine.

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Joe
I hope you're holding up as well as you can. I sincerely hope you're doing better than me. I didn't want to break up, and it's so hard sticking to that conviction when it wasn't my choice.
Today I've been trying to stay busy, but it's not helping at all. Every moment between activities I'm checking my phone, looking at the empty spot up top on Messenger. It just gradually got worse throughout the day. I'm even peeking out the blinds with some desperate delusion I'll see you- That you came here and I can feel you again and it stops hurting so god damn much.
It reminds me so much of the first time I had to come back home after being with you. I'd catch glimpses of you out of the corner of my eye everywhere I went... Stare at the back of blonde heads and imagine your face turning around. I knew that wasn't you, just like I know I'm not going to see you out of my window.

I just want you to be there so bad
Everything would be okay

>>34762793
I miss you too, sorry for not getting back to you yet. I've been better but things may be starting to look up.

Ana:

I still think of you sometimes. At first I would do it all the time. You are the only girl with whom I connected in years, and it'd just happened to me once before. It's all my fault for being a huge beta loser, now after what happened (or rather, didn't happen) I realize I'll always be alone and that I'm not fit to have a relationship. If just for the fact that it'll be at least another 5 years since I meet someone I can connect with like I did with you.
Still I remember you sometimes and it kind of hurts. I kinda resent you for getting back to your ex, I know it's stupid, and I know you would've died waiting for me to make my fucking move (actually, I was planning on doing it the very night you got back wth him). But in the end it's all my fault. I miss you and the guys we used to hang out, it's so sad that I'm such a loser... Fuck I'm sad now.
Anyway, wish you the best, maybe we'll run into each other again, I really don't care though

Days like this I wish I had friends.

That will pass though and I'll just sleep all day soon. For the next week at least I will be super super sleepy.

Fuck man. What am I.

>>34763291
Ps this is addressed to someone whose first initial is G. Just in case he's reading.

Dear X

You probably don't know what I'm going to the concert for about 30 minutes each day :p

See you.

Love, Anon

Dear A,

You're the reason I'm drinking tonight. I hope you're fucking proud of yourself.

-P

i'm having another crazy heartburn panic attack and it hurts tk breathe

i feel drained, mentally and emotionally and physically. i don't have the energy to deal with things anymore. everything is too much. too many things are happening and i don't think i have the capacity to function normally with so many people and so much information constantly being thrown at me. the anxiety has gotten much worse lately. i get panic attacks often. i don't know what to do.

g,

it is abundantly clear now that i have feelings for you. everything is just so fucking shit. i wish you didn't kiss me and try to have sex with me because you obviously don't want much to do with me. why did you do it? to get back at me for what happened 4 months ago? i wish i could tell you the real reason i turned you down then. i've liked you since fucking august and i still do. but someone we both know and who i consider my closest friend also liked you at the time and i couldn't fuck up my friendship with her. when she told me it would be okay if i wanted to pursue something with you it was already too late. i'm sorry. i don't know what more i can do to fix this.

t,

things will get better for you one day. i don't hate you, because i know you're not inherently a bad person. yes you're an asshole and you're mental, but you're damaged and you've built a wall around yourself and i genuinely hope you heal and realise that you are capable of feeling things.

Dear G/T
I'm sorry I was so bad to you. You were a really good friend to me and I wish things could have played out differently. I just couldn't believe that someone like you could actually like someone like me, so I couldn't bring myself to commit. Especially after the pain I had already been going through. I know now that you insist that we were nothing. We talked pretty much constantly, everyday for a year. Is that really nothing? You'd probably call me a pathetic freak if you ever actually read this, but do you seriously believe that? Out of all the horrible decisions I've made in my live, if I could change one, I would go back and make us work. We could be living together now, so happy. But some things aren't meant to be. It hurts so much to see you online and it hurts even more to see her. Maybe someday you'll speak to me again. Maybe someday I'll stop drinking. Yeah, right. I'll always love you in someway, and I'm here if you ever need anything at all.
Sincerely,
M/K

Yeah no, what happened to her? Is she in prison for some reason? Institutionalized? Is she dead? What the fuck?

>>34764281
What do you mean you memer?

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>tfw an anon makes a response to you and gets your hopes up for a second

Dear Dale

Your a fucking great guy. I hope you find more joy in your life, you certainly deserve it. Thanks for being a great friend in that shithole of a town.
Jack

>>34754610
who this for ,orgegaeon

>>34764327
If the government needs someone to interact with the aliens I'm your guy. There's a direct flight out of my town only takes 45 minutes it could work I'm just saying. Careful what I wish for I guess

J

cant you see how much i miss you? i feel like i have to write you something every time i see one of these threads. my heart hurts so much and its hard to care about anything. i love you

K

>>34759561
B? B.G?

Dear K,
I know we have a connection, and we have some history, and we would be perfect together and you're everything I want. But you're the same as everyone I've ever been with. I can't go through the same routine, and have you eventually give up on me. I can't lose you, I'm sick of losing everyone. You're beautiful, kind, mature, sensible, funny, kind of weird, sincere, but I'd rather just have you in my life than put a ticking time bomb between us, even if it means I can't be with you. But I want to. Is it worth it? Maybe. Maybe not.
A

There's no real reality where you're reading this, Stephen, but I'm fucked up. Which is funny, cause It wasn't like we even had anything real. It was just the closest thing I'd ever felt to being real. And you took that away from me.
You abusive lying cheat.
I hope I see you in hell.
D.

S

What are we so afraid of that we don't talk anymore
Or is it just me

Guess I'll never know

Z

Dear Y

Please, be gone.
I feel like I wasted so much time with you, I've walked miles for you and you didn't even took a single step. Your presence was poisonous but I tried to convince everyone that you had a heart, after all.
One day, all your evil-ness has come out. You destroyed me and didn't even gave me a chance to apologize. If I have trust issues to this day its your fault, cunt.
So glad I did listen to my reason once, instead of the heart.
I ignored you and my life got instantly better. Now I have people who I love and they love me.
Actions speak more than words. Oh boy, if only I realized this 3 years ago.
You even tried, knowing my weakness, to make me leave my friends now, because you were envious. You can't have friends, that's why you didn't want me to have some. You deserve the all the pain you can imagine. After a year, you even tried to reach me out again, by writing a stupid ass letter, saying "you don't talk to me because you're weak and that's okay! I changed now!"
I changed too. I don't talk to you because you're ducking scum and I think that real relationships deserve my time better.
Now I have a boyfriend who loves me, friends I would die for, I have a house on my own and a steady job.
Enjoy being an edgy teenager in the brain, who gets fucked by a Jew in the ass and now has to be even a prostitute to pay his *animu passion*

Fuck you, hope a nigger murders you while he fuck s you in the ass and throws your body in the streets.
Sincerely

A

>>34765049
Who is this for?

oregami

D
Be happy. You're a wonderful person. I miss you so much, but we can't just see each other.
You're one of those people I love the most, don't ever change. I love you and I even love everything you hate about you. Your "flaws" make you you and you're beautiful.
Tell me if you're gonna show up again someday, I'll wait.

N

>>34764967
no sorry, not me

>>34752260
TT
My third eye is so blind I know the antidote to all of this. But I'm terrified. I'm not so young and brash as I used to be. Promise to have my back on this one?
Catie

>>34764877
What do you mean? You're not the G I'm looking for

For a while, I thought you had destroyed my life.

Now I know this deep, creeping pain will ultimately push me to be a more fulfilled person than any of you.

And I feel sorry for all of you.

>>34765712
Your letter wasn't particularly specific. Perhaps mine was too much so. Carry on then

>>34763796
uh, does your name start with an M?

>>34765743
Are the initials correct? They're not for first and last names

R,
I just need time. Need time for myself. Need time to get you out of my system. I'm not coming tomorrow, I can't handle it. You'll be joking around with your friends as always, you're the one who ended it after all. It's kinda cute that you feel sorry, or you're apparently slightly worried about me. or you're not. Maybe you were smirking at my miserableness. I was sad, now I'm angry. Have fun fucking people at the con, now that you're not tied down by a relationship that "felt wrong". It hurts to know that we're not getting back together.
L

>>34765821
The initials were for Mr Kitty

If only one wish of your wish will come true now, what do you pray to God about?
I would like you to tell me that.
In some cases I may be able to help that hope for you.
I will respond to the extent possible.

>>34766092
If I had one wish, we would be best friends

>>34766133
Okay.. Is there anything concrete?

>>34766173
See that my disability appeal is accepted.

>>34766192
Yup. Yeah. I am going to understand your feelings painfully. So sometimes, I am here and listening to your true feelings.

I will continue to do my best for us.

>>34766277
Thanks I'll do the same. Trying my best famalee

A,

Thanks for visiting today, you have quite the face. Are you all dragon, and are you green? What do you think of those mountains or whatever you saw, or the meteorite for that matter. Had you heard of me before you decided to say hello? If yes may I ask how if so? As you can see I am a NEET. Can you see things that are small? You might have heard I can be dangerous for little cause, please rest easy, I've since changed phikosophies. I shant go off half cocked, I assure you. What do you know of the 7L medallion? I haven't seen it before. Thanks again,

Your Host

>>34766307
this is the worst post i have ever read, hands down. i hate to tell you this, it brings me a lot of pain to tell someone that.

>>34766302
Thank you. I am very pleased to understand each other with you.

UPDATE: Fortunately the train seems to be open

>>34759561
>be me
>Also a D
the girl I lile doesnt say shit to me tho so rip

The Diamond is in holding (collecting dust at the moment).

>>34766676
Nah, I'm your *little dust bunny*.

>>34752260
Dear Me,

I hate you so much. Please get your life together and continue to apply for more jobs. Please do good in class and pay attention. Please start working out and being healthy again.

sincerely

me

dear m,

you are a sociopathic pile of shit. for all the years i knew you i can only remember maybe one or two times that i saw a mild emotional reaction out of you. you are a sinister, calculating, emotionless blackhole, and you use people and thrown them away when you're done. i haven't thought about you in years, but of course, out of fucking nowhere, you have to show back up in my life again. fuck off and stop trying to talk to me.

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Dear bun,

I'm sorry I couldn't adopt you. I'm sorry you are still in the shelter wishing for a home to call your own with a lil bun bud of your own that you can cuddle with, and lick whenever you feel like it. I hate the fact that my allergies and asthma are so severe that I cannot live with pets without suffering an incredible downgrade in health. I wish I could have lil bun buds who I could lay down with and you guys just come up, loaf up and take a nap with me. I'd give you lots of pets and treats, and take so many pictures of your qt faces to show anyone who cared. I'm sad I can't save you buns, I'm sad I can't give you a nice comfy home. I love you bunnies, you are the only constant thing in my life that I can love that won't leave me at a hat's drop. It's funny how people can just say they love you, but then decide to never speak to you again and betray you. At least you would never betray me buns, as long as I fed you, kept you warm, gave you lots of space to binky and have fun, I know you would always love me. If not love, maybe just enjoy being around me... just something. Something to make me feel worth as a person, that I'm worth being around and enjoyable to be around.

I love you buns, you are my only constant in this world of sorrow and despair and you will always be the one thing I'll hold unto. As long as I can still love something, I know that living is still worthwhile.

>>34767254
That sucks man. Sorry

>>34752260
Dear Jesus,
Please comeback the World needs you more than ever. Degeneracy runs rampant and people have forgotten You.
Love, J.
PS: DEUS VULT

Hey pham
Good lookin out
Anon

I knew you were a sperg

>>34767856
What's it to you punk!

Stop trying to fit people into little boxes

Stop viewing people as statistics.

Dear Secret future gf,

I hope we tolerate each other okay. I think we will.

Future robot bf

>>34767254
A cute letter. Benjamin loves this letter. I want to make this a mobile wallpaper

>>34766092
Money. Atleast 10 million dollars.
If this is my lot in life I atleast want it to be comfortable.

>>34766092
The other guy isn't me, anon.
You've seen this username and tripcode in other threads I've been to. It's nearly impossible to copy.
This is me >>34768126 I think that's fair enough. Some form of financial security that I wouldn't have otherwise due to what happened.

Dear Victoria,

Looking back, meeting you was the single worst thing to ever happen to me.

I see now, much later, that all you ever were was a sociopath whore.

Please cease to exist, the world is better off without you.

-Love from, L

Dear G

Why did you choose him

-R

>>34768012
Is benjamin a bun? Make sure to give them super comfy pets and maybe a treat for me please.

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>>34769288
Oh also forgot bun pic. Here.

Dear, C,

Disbelieving everything you hear is just as bad as believing everything you hear. Clues come first. That's logic.

Seriously, you're the biggest dumbass I ever had the misfortune to know. There's a diff between being politically incorrect and being a Nazi. You're a fucking Latino and you're saying that South Americans are incapable of government.

Also, I think you're gay sometimes, but that is a for a different time.

D

Ps, shave that fucking unibrow in a brighter room. It looks like shit.

>>34767723
Think pf the past, Anon. You think nu-males are bad now? Look at the nu-males that dominated the fashion industry in the 18th century.

Britcucks ruled the world. There were like four obscure world wars, no vaccines. Guns were shit.

>>34769288
Ben is Netherland Dwarf rabbit where I used to live together. He lived very long. I remember him all the time when I see pictures of rabbits.

I am worthless to you, I doubt you think about me
But I think about you all day and its killing me
I dont understand
How can I trust anyone after what you did

dear s

i loved you but we both ruined it and you should probably find someone else. start a new slate. be with someone who is better than i am. i won't improve in ways that matter to our relationship. i'm not going to change for you, i'll only change for myself. it was nice, though. good luck.

n

Dear A,
I have some pictures I want to show you. What sort of music are you interested in now or what kind of video game are you doing? . What were you doing today? What kind of childhood did you have? I want to know more about you. I want to share something with you. But I cannot find that way.
Are there any good ideas? I need your advice.
J

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>>34769442
Aww. I'm sorry your bun has passed. I'm sure he is very happy over the rainbow bridge in bunhalla and I'm sure he's waiting for you excited to meet you again in the next life.

Netherland dwarfs are my favorite breed of bun. Their coats are always so soft like silk.

>>34752260
To J

I love you, you worthless cunt.

-S

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Dear J, S, VS, and T:
I wish you guys were real. I love you all so much, and think about you all the time. I wish you weren't a fictional character. I'm tired of this realm. I want to hang out with you guys forever. I know I said this already, but I love you very much and I'm so alone, and I don't have any interest in real life humans. It fucking sucks to fall in love with fictional characters, you know that?

>>34768437
Seems like it's a good template. Fits to lots of situations.

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A world of hypocritical crooks.
'Vegan murderers.' 'Moral criminals.'
What a joke.
Everything has a cause except for the first cause.
God knows what you've done. He's frowning. He's marking your name down for just punishment.

>>34769564
In general there are images that rabbits are expressionless and do not think about anything, but in reality he recognized me correctly.
Sometimes he was jealous of me, stamped with his hind legs and expressed anger. His figure was really lovely and I hugged him each time.
I have heard that it was an animal with a mortal habit if they became lonely. Probably, I think that it is a metaphor of that it is a very delicate animal.

>>34769988
Considering that you just said everything can be traced back to God, he is the cause of anything anyone has done and so he is the one responsible.

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>>34770846
Buns are incredibly fragile. They are the only house pet that can get scared to death. Also in the most need of a friend. They survive on socialization and having a friend to keep them company, if they don't they get super sad.

You are right though, buns can express things just in unique bun manners that aren't typical of cats or dogs. The more common things is like you said, thumping when they are mad. It's super cute, I mean watch this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzYLxafcPUg Lil bun gets super upset if hes not getting pets.

That's why I really like buns, I like how fragile they are. They need a gentle nurturing hand that isn't forceful and I'm a bit of a gentle giant. They need to be protected and loved at all costs and you have to put time in with them to attain that friendship sometimes. But nothing will make a bun happier than being able to cuddle and take little naps with their friend and even groom them sometimes. Lets face it, the buns know how to groom their friends right.

Buns aren't the brightest animal, they are a little dim compared to cats and dogs, but they have a wonderful heart and know how to love.

I,

I am worried you only put up with me because you're afraid of telling me you don't want to hang out (because you think you might hurt my feelings). Maybe it's just my depression talking though.

S

>>34754610
....aussie Josh?

>>34770882
Yeah, so then why punish me for things out of my control?
Really makes you think.

An excerpt from an actual letter I wrote, but never sent.

I know how strange and vulnerable this makes me, but it is in my heart and is worth the danger if only to let you see the truth. Back in those long over days when you felt for me, I had been obsessed with you for months. I knew you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen from the moment I saw you. When you revealed your feelings for me, I could not reciprocate. I could not let you be with me. Even if it was my most wild fantasy to, I was not ready for you. I was young, damaged, afraid, and I lacked the independence I would need to give you all you deserve. I was utterly unworthy.

I thought I could get out of my inadequate circumstance to be with you. Alas, it was not meant to be. I cannot fight my way out for the same reasons I am here to begin. I am not worthy of anything more.

I loathe that I ever disappointed you, but it was only to cut your losses. You still are more amazing than anything I will ever see. Your eyes are the purest form of beauty. They speak volumes of meaning in moments. Your wit so sharp and tasteful. Your body so shapely like fire that curves and dances in the most natural way.

I had so many chances. Though none were good enough. I didn't want you like someone wants a treat. To have at once and enjoy ephemerally. I wanted to give you everything you could want. Your satisfaction would have been the sweetest prize I could ever dream of. Yet oh so tragically, I could never be enough for you.

>>34763481
>tfw boy I like was at a concert yesterday
Should be a different one.
>tfw everyone reads these BS threads hoping they are some kind of divination

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Dear couple,
I was only mirroring what I thought to be your sensibilities. I was only copying what you were doing like I do it in all of my social interactions.
The non-chalant joking, the self-depreciation, isn't that what you wanted? Fuck you. You're the sick ones.
Sincerely,
Anon

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>>34763017
>cucked by an amputee
you should see my face rn

Dear faggots ITT: nobody is writing to people who use /r9k/.

>>34771059
You are the biggest cuck known to mankind.

>>34769354
>There's a diff between being politically incorrect and being a Nazi

lmao

you're the type of edgelord who soaks up PJW

>>34771244
who is the amputee? you?
bystander here but that's pretty hilar heh.

>>34770940
Very cute<3 It is Rop Year, isn't it?

As you say, they need a partner. I was a student at the time so I had no money and, unfortunately, Ben was a single person all my life. .
I will never put him alone if it is to me now.

a

you are the messiah

everybody is wrong and you are right

faglords will never understand

and that /pol/ cuck can smd lmao

c

>>34771262
>Dear faggots ITT: nobody is writing to people who use /r9k/.

Yes I am. Its the only way he will see my effort.

>>34771323
in the post i replied to

>You are goddamn lucky lost my legs scuba diving otherwise I'd come up to the house and kick your ass

K,

I'm excited. Seriously, drinks at your house? We can have your favorite cheap wine. Or I can bring something from my own stash. I have good whiskey. I've missed you so much. And, a secret, when I'm drunk, that's the time I feel the most free. I'm at my happiest. Except for when I speak to R, but that's different. I'm scared I'm going to become an alcoholic but I can't stop. Please still like me.

J

>>34771348
PAthetic desune

>>34771387

No. Its called falling in love with an autistic sociopath. Originalami

>>34771441
/r9k/ is the only way you can contact them? I doubt that. You must have Skype or something.

>>34771505

I don't have his phone number anymore. He blocked me on cuckbook. He is stubborn.

>>34771441
Is it sociopathy? Is it autism?
How can you know?
Different life experiences produce different ways of doing things.
I'm not being edgy. I have nothing to prove. I'm not looking to be special.
You're forcing that image of me on to me. You've got me figured all wrong. Wish I never met you.

>>34771612

Dont act like HIM anon. You are not HIM. And Its not funny.
People with emotions dont just drop people because they are sad. Esp when they love them and was loyal. Originalimi

>>34765761
nope
asdfghgf

>>34764779
Katie
>>34770958
No, sorry

dear r

you throw around the word sociopath like you do the word faggot

like jfc no lol

sincerely a

>>34770882
yeah no you should check out that whole free will thing some day.

Dear mom,

We've had it rough lately. We had fights and we said the wrong things. You disappeared into your room and I went off to college. The days after that I didnt see you, you didn't leave your room. Now, two weeks later dad told me you lost the will to live.
I want to change that. I want to show you this world has much more to offer. So much more than fights and swearwords. I want you to know I love you and I can't go without you.

With love, your son.

People might think that I don't think about you as much anymore but they are wrong. You're still on my mind all day. I love you so much and I miss you even more. Everything reminds me of you. I have gotten better at not talking about you as much is all but it still slips every now and then. When it does, I can see the sadness in people's eyes. It's like they know you're gone forever and to see me holding so much hope causes them sadness.

I said forever and I meant it. I had no idea forever would be such a short time.

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A,

I find it substantially difficult to carry myself through these days. If it weren't for you, I would surely have perished by now. I do however, think this illusory cheer is transient. After the facade comes crashing down I'll have nothing else to push me foreward, safe whatever spiteful willpower I can manage.
Even so, thank you so much. For caring, or at least pretending well enough for as long as you did.

-C

d,

you are a sociopath with awesome hair.

-m

>>34772344
How can you have free will if everything has a cause? You are just speaking gibberish.

>>34760985
>She's not gonna read these.
Who cares? These threads are more about articulating your thoughts to get them off your chest.

>>34774507
go through that bible one more time.

>>34774661
not even counting whatever bullshit you don't know...

life is about the journey. We all know where we end up. There is only one promise.

>>34774661
ever play dwarf fortress?

Tammy,

I ducking hate you what you and the rest of the group did to me. You shit me out and now I feel so fucking alone, why did you guys exclude me out for so long? Don't you guys miss me at all? Can't you see I'm hurting a lot inside? Fuck you guys for being fake and making me feel like I knew you guys well.

From
David

>>34775127
>Tammy
Thats a silly name.

Wojak,
I'm sorry, I was describing getting my ass beat at 4, I laugh about it now. A shitpost, fun post, nonsense. I'll be more serious next time.

Might as well drop this here, its spanish i might translate for your amusement, im a shit writter.

http://pastebin.com/WU8L4XRz

>>34774998
Maybe it is time you laid down that bible. It has clearly fried your brain good.

Sabine (with a long i).

I had a dream about you the other day. How are you doing?

that one fag

>>34775818
>being a good person is fried brain.
ok then anon.

Dear M
Please leave me alone. I don't want to be your beta orbiter.

If that is your true wish, do so

>>34776377

D??

-_- are you retarded....im orbiting you kek

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Dear D,

JUST GET BACK WITH ME SO WE CAN FUCK

PLEASE

I'm so lonely

- love J

C
I'm bad at things and I wonder how you're doing
P

>>34752260
Dear anon I was talking about homeschooling/various other subjects with

Why'd you stop talking to me? What the hell did I do wrong? I'll be honest, I'm pretty angry that you'd just ghost me like that without a damn reason. Even though I'm angry, you should still let me know why you ghosted me.

Not knowing why something happened is extremely frustrating.

>>34776140
>being a good person

being unable to comprehend basic reason.

Dear Elena,
I'm starting to realize my own hypocrisy with regards to the whole situation. I'm sorry I hurt you. Oh well, I guess that's just how it goes. Hopefully we can drop this summer still, if you don't think things are too far gone.

>>34777050
I have yet to see you demonstrate any sort of knowledge of the subject. You just keep saying "I'm right I'm right I'm right" like a child.

You clearly have no idea what you're talking about. You have a rudimentary knowledge of religion and you refuse to acknowledge that fact.

would you still love me?

I'm not a homewrecker, so this is the only place I can say this. I like you, but you're taken. So that's all there is to say on this subject

I want you to remember that you can get over me at any time.

>>34777866
>I want you to remember that you can get over me at any time.
But I can't.

>>34777500
typical whore femanon

>>34777886
But I want you to remember.
I will not blame you for it.

>>34777887
Huh? I'm a guy, I'm not going to be telling someone that I want to be with them when they're in a relationship. Much less if I haven't got the right to tell them since we haven't spoken in so long

>>34777968
You're wrong though. I can't do it.

>>34752260
Dear future me,

She doesn't even know you exist, she doesn't even know your name. But you know hers, you know her name, her favorite color, her favorite book, all the things she likes to do. Shes the same as you, I hope you grew enough balls to finally ask her out before that innocent girl you fell in love with finds another man and you lose everything.
-Past you

>>34777984
Yes. I am wrong.
Because I am depriving you of your valuable time to be happy.

>>34752260
I have 3 to write.

Dear Kristine,

I regret deeply my decision to pursue you. You have ruined me and im sure many other men's lives through jealousy baiting. I hope at least you grew up a little with Zack.

-Fucking really?
S
*************************
Dear Laura,

You should have made up your fucking mind at the when you knew you didnt want me so i wouldnt have been left hanging for almost 2 fucking years while you gravitated away from me. No, "I didnt want to hurt your feelings" isn't a good excuse. Fuck You.

-hope you're doing FANTASTIC
S

*******************
Dear Jennifer,

I'm so fucking sorry. I really am. You were with me through everything and i was with the two in the previous letters. You deserved better. You were the best thing that ever happened to me, and i was blind.

-Regretfully,
S

>>34775469
every tammy i have ever met has been a complete bitch
which was like 4

>>34778111
You are a hurtful person. ok

I want you to remember I made a promise.

I find it very very easy to be true.

>>34776985
Dear anon that mentioned something about marriage last time we spoke,

My mother lost her job.
Things are complicated right now. Talking to anyone is the last thing on my mind.

p. s. Were you the person that dialed with an unknown number? How do you know I browse here?

No Name (unknown),

I've been wandering in the fog.
I've been looking for someone for a long time but I cannot recall the person's face.
My sweet sorrow is whose is it for?
I am here!
I cannot recall even if I want to call that person's name.
The fog gets deeper.
Visibility gets worse.
My soul remain lonely.

You hurt me bad, I want to understand.
Hit me back cause you owe me that.

I'm sorry that you expected anything from me.

Dear Anon,

If you post here without initials at the very least.
Your post is worthless.
Quit being a bunch of faggots.

Im sick of using letters and getting "maybe him" replies

DAN ,

will you please talk to me? Dont reply at all unless you reply proving its you.

M

Dear femanon I added on skype yesterday

We didn't say anything yesterday because of this fucking timezone, just say 'Hi' and start a conversation today.
It's hard for me to start another conversation, I don't even know if you're working or something. I don't wanna bother you.

Dear anon,
Thank for the (you), I didn't see I posted this in the wrong thread.

- Anon

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>>34779320
Who is this even meant for?

>>34777185
Call it what you want it is still a contradiction. The Bible has fried your brain good.

ARIANNA

You don't talk anymore. Tell me you're done so I can stop waiting for you.

>>34780255
You again?
>thinking a girl from /r9k/ is capable of normal social interaction

>>34780340
Who are you? If you are her boyfriend now, you can tell me and set me free.

>>34780383
I'm not. I've never even talked to her before. I just know she used to go on the omegle tag all the time so she's probably built up a harem of orbiters like you by now. Best to just forget about her anon.

Hey, A.
You may not think much of it, but you're the reason I've done this all. And I'm not sure if it's gonna bring me any closer. I miss my parents, my brother and my cat.
But I still love you. And I know this is the last place you'll look.
Your I.

>>34780158
Your trolling isn't even working.

I'm just bored.

No, there are no contradiction. How stupid are you? How crazy would it be if free will was part of the plan? To accept that maybe, just maybe, the plan is to let people decide their own fates? To live their own lives?

What, because we die that doesn't exist?

Stop being so retarded as to think you can reason with a divine being. To be so arrogant you think you can think at the same level of an infinite intelligence. No more than an ant trying to appreciate Mozart.

Think about it dipshit.

You should know whatever messages you think were from me were not addressed to you.
I see you're still just as conceited as ever.
I haven't seen you for so long I don't even remember what you look like. I probably wouldn't even recognize you if I seen you.
The only thing that would even make me slightly interested in seeing you is compensation for my time and your previous transgressions. Good luck if you want that though because just hearing second hand from other people the rumors you try to spread just pushes me away further.
You're not going to be able to get any messages through to me here either now. Bye.

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Hello myself

Please consider kys. Also stop being so childishly depressed when you have everything given to you on a fucking silverplate. Even your burger sister knows her shit better. Thank you.

You're insufferable,
Me

PS. Take DMT

Dear L,

I can see the rain pour out tonight. Quite fitting for this display huh....

Whatever thing I believed in was just another gray hide to which your lying perception entails. My frustration is with your unwillingness to just say what I want you to say. That you never liked me; that we were two hyperloops that spin in opposite directions, ready to collide and break at any moment.

Yet your mystery is never ending. I never do quite understand- all these signals are blinding. Your eyes, are they towards me or just towards the abyss behind me? I ask this question whenever our seperate gazes displace into a unifying conjecture of nothingness. This all seems too abject and too real. It's been going on for what, 8 months now? Ever since I tried to confess my feelings in such a horrifyingly distorted way, I've never felt such disgust with myself.

I hate that I approached you in such a putrid way. And I hate that what I did actually had a real consequence. I'd grown accustomed to never sharing my feelings with another. I'd grown familiar with the feeling of only thinking of what ifs. So when I ultimately tried to convey my nature, it just came across so desperate and wrong. So contrived and cruel, I just hope I learnt something. Feelings are to be handled with the upmost care. Maturity should always be in the forefront.

Now I don't know what words to write. Because no matter what I will try to do, no matter how many articles I read or internet blog posts I write, they will never get me closer to you. And no girl may ever compare to you either. You've ruined me completely.

Your silence dealt with me.

From M

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Tfw wrote a letter to myself, and still waiting for a reply.

why cant we just have period sex
im horny

Dear A,
Tomorrow is our anniversary and i wanted to tell you how much i have valued every moment i have ever spent with you, from the moment i saw you to now as im typing this with you a few feet away from me. I love you A and i always will. you are my perfection.
love J

What the fuck makes me so god damn special?

I know I am, but I don't know what that even means. I don't know why. What makes me worth all this gorram effort? What is wrong with my mind? Why are you dragging it out? Whatever it is, shouldn't I try fixing it or treating it ASAP?

>>34781829
what are you talking abotu anon

Everything she talked to me about had a reason those last few months. She got back with me solely to be a messenger. To tell me things, to show me things, to prepare me for what this is.

Was she really a fantasy? Did she truly despise me?

She couldn't hold up to the pressure. Those times she said "I can't do this. This is bigger than me." the times she said "I can't do this. I can't keep watching my expressions and playing along."

Her hair. Her outfits. her trips. She was meeting with other people this entire time. She was never working at that place, was she?

They can't keep doing this. They can't keep doing this to me. To them. To all of us. They can't. THEY CAN'T. It hurts my heart. It physically hurts now. You can literally die from a fucking broken heart you assholes realize this right? My blood pressure is low all the time. This is literally killing me. The anxiety, the stress, the sadness.

please, end this.

>>34781919
Just some... crazy stuff.

>>34782159
Nigga writing a soap opera

>>34782256
niggas living a soap opera

>>34782159
>You can literally die from a fucking broken heart
i'd like to know the exact methods of producing this result for scientific purposes

>>34782361
here senpai
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Takotsubo_cardiomyopathy

dan please don't do this to me.
you have no fucking idea what you mean to me.
I want nothing from you.
justtalk to me......please

>>34780917
It is just nonsense. If everything is caused, which is what you said, then any decision of yours was likewise caused and can be traced back to God.

It really is quite simple. You are just a complete nut-case, who has abandoned all semblance of rationality.

>>34782806
>If everything is caused
That's not what I said at all.

The fuck is wrong with you?

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you?

A prisoner set free no longer has free will because his freedom was caused? Seriously, what the fuck are you trying to say here? You aren't making sense.

>>34783036
>That's not what I said at all.

You said

>Everything has a cause

Your mind has deteriorated to the point that you cannot remember posts you made a couple hours ago.

>>34782751
I knew a Dan once.
Used to sell me weed.

>>34782806
Just because someone/something knows what's going to happen... doesn't mean it has to interact with that thing. It doesn't mean that it caused it.

The whole matrix thing mang. Because I choose to.

Dear M,
I should've talked to you more but I'm too much of a nervous, self-conscious pussy. I did like you.
Sorry about the awkwardness and leaving it too late. Wish I'd had the balls to make a move at Christmas.
-Anon

>>34783165
Well if you also claim that this someone/something began a chain of events that led to that happening, then that actually means exactly that it caused it.

>>34783088
That wasn't me.

let's look at the definition of Cause.
>a principle, aim, or movement that, because of a deep commitment, one is prepared to defend or advocate

>2.a principle, aim, or movement that, because of a deep commitment, one is prepared to defend or advocate.

What, do you think, cause means exactly? That something was set into action?

That would be a verb anon. A verb. God doesn't cause everything. Everything has a cause. I truly hope you understand the difference.

>>34782297
This
t. >>34781140
It's a weird kind of a soap though..

>>34783231
You are stupid.

The only way for me to explain your posts is to assume that you really are mentally ill. You say in this very post

>that wasn't me

and then 2 lines later

>Everything has a cause.

You are bonkers. It just takes a little bit of reasoning to understand that if you have caused everything to happen then you are ultimately responsible for everything that happens.

You even started by posting a picture of dominos falling which is symbolism for exactly this fact.

>>34783231
god damnit, double pasted.
>a person or thing that gives rise to an action, phenomenon, or condition.

So that would be the whole "Everything happens for a reason." Trials and tribulations do not have to come from someone causing them. Bad things can happen to good people. Good people are rewarded for being good in the worst of times. The bad thing happens, your free will dictates your own actions.

Perhaps, maybe, God does like to make things move in a certain direction. Why? I don't know. No one could know. Maybe he does it knowing the outcome already of your free choice. Maybe it's a test of your free will.

someone given a choice where the creator of the trial already knows the outcome does not affect the fact that the choice is still the individuals. If God wants you to do a certain task, and you end up doing it... you got there through a series of your own actions. He just knew you would end up there but your choices were all still your own.

Point is, no matter what just be a good person and that's all that matters. There's no way for you to know, just do what's right and in the end you will fulfill that one promise along with everyone else.

Dear D. H.,

I regret not calling you after our third date, because you seemed kinda insecure around me and I thought it's my fault because looking back I acted kinda goofy and random, too. I really liked you and I'm happy for you being a successful internet personality now.
I'm still in university and own 6 cats and rely on life- and foodhacks to make ends meet.

I wonder if you even remember me.
- C

>be an omnipotent-being
>cause everything to have free-wil

>>34783314
>and then 2 lines later
>>Everything has a cause.
>You are bonkers.
It wasn't me but I decided to go with what that other anon said.

now please, think harder on this other than "OMG RELIGION OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG"

Michael,
Where are you now?

Somehow in my excitement the last time you called,
It slipped again to ask your hidden whereabouts
I got a lead from your old triple ex-girlfriend, she said
"I heard he lost his mind again"
"Again?" I said
I didn't know that you ever did

Michael, where are you now?

Sleeping through the morning in flannel impaired
Getting high in southern air
Shoeless, sandy eveing down the unfamiliar
Last whiff of salt-water freedom
Skipping shells in the dead zone
With the ghost on your side
Of the state borderline
Whispering
"Take it."

Do you remember our first subway ride?
Our first heavy metal haircuts?
Our last swim on the east coast?
And me with my ridiculous looking pierced nose?
I remember your warm smile in the sun
The daydreaming boy without a shirt on
The Birmingham barfly father
Left the mother of three sons
You're the oldest juvenile delinquent bum
My best friend

Mark

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>>34783421
You are tredomously unintelligent. The fact that you were taught to read and write should be considered a crime against humanity.

I am kind of tired, so I will not bother explaining to you the simple reasoning in detail, since even a 12 year old would be able to get it from what I have already written.

It really has been a while since I have seen an idiot of your caliber.

dear halie,
i like you a lot and please talk to me
love,, m

>>34783507
>You are tredomously unintelligent. The fact that you were taught to read and write should be considered a crime against humanity.
oh sick burn, normally i think arguing is petty but that was rather funny

>>34771557
Are you L

>>34783507
...

sigh.

You're not even trying to address anything. You just result to insults and that's a pretty clear indicator of who just got the better.

>>34783146

me and dan smoked tons of grass. wavygravy

>>34783182
>tfw I'm and "m"

hmmm, looking for mo?

>>34783573
Well if there was anything to address in the first place I wouldn't have focused on highlighting your lack of intelligence.

>all powerful god makes a square circle

well he couldn't now could he? because there is no such thing as a square circle, so it doesn't mean anything. it is the same with free will. every conscious being has some agency, but every part of this agency is already determined.

therefore, the existence of someone who had set everything in motion would mean that this someone was directly responsible for every act of every conscious being.

or to put it in simpler turns, since you are a simpleton, a will cannot be free and known in advance, at the same time. if it is known by god then it is not absolutely free, and therefore is the owner of the not absolutely free will not absolutely responsible for their actions.

I suppose most of this went straight over your head.

>>34783723
anon, you realize a circle is a human invention right? It's an abstract concept used to represent something far more complex. Infinite even.

Human logic, the human mind, is not advanced enough to understand the true workings of the universe. All that math, science, language, all of it... abstract ideas and concepts simplified to a point the human mind can reason them.

And you're trying to fit an infinite intelligence into something as simplistic as human reasoning.

Sorry anon, you truly fail to grasp the fundamentals here. Not about God, but about what it is to be human.

>>34784054
>you truly fail to grasp the fundamentals here

You have just dismissed reasoning. In order to grasp anything you need to employ reasoning.

So infact there is nothing in your post for me to grasp, except that you do not value reasoning, which I suppose is your own business, but it does explain why your posts have been so lacking in it.

>>34784090
>You have just dismissed reasoning
Anon, again, I have dismissed your reasoning on the fact you think a circle is true, and not a fucking concept.

Do you not understand the difference? The human mind can only describe, God can create.

jesus man, try harder. You're seriously not thinking at a deeper level. Your superficial thinking is your failing.

>>34784147
You confuse deep thought with nonsensical mystification.

>>34778473
I think you might be thinking of someone else or just fucking with me. Initially at least, the discussion was centered around how we'd raise our kids if we ever had any. and whether homeschooling was a good way to raise kids.

If it is you though, I'm sorry about your mother losing her job and I hope your family lands on it's feet.

And no I haven't been calling anyone.

B
You took that stuff and it mixed you up, I don't know why I'm your enemy but it's creepy as fuck. It's straight out of some psycho thriller where the crackhead is hiding in a closet because he thinks I'm Jesus. You've got it twisted. The main thing you need to understand is I never did anything. This is bullshit.
S

>>34784211
>nonsensical mystification.
Anon what is math?

>(used with a singular verb) the systematic treatment of magnitude, relationships between figures and forms, and relations between quantities expressed symbolically.

>symbolically
>purely in terms of what is being represented or implied.

There is no mystification. This is an ant trying to reason with a human using fucking ant logic. It never can truly grasp what we can in the same way we can never truly grasp that which God can.

As well, what do you think God is in the first place? Could be an Alien for all we know. Could be a computer programmer. Who the fuck knows? A divine creator exists on a completely other level and you're not understanding that. It sees the universe as it truly is, not symbolically.

>>34784356
>>34784211
Can you imagine 100 million stars? No, of course you fucking can't. The only way you can is if you use a symbol. 100,000,000, 100 million, hundred million.

God can.

That's why saying "durr square circle." is retarded.

>>34784356
There is no such thing as ant logic or God logic, there is just logic.

You imagine that there exist some being that understands everything, and with this fantasy you dismiss any reasoning.

>Can you imagine 100 million stars?

Yes.

>The only way you can is if you use a symbol

Seems like you do not mean imagine, you mean visualize. Well no, I cannot visualize a 100 million anything, but I can conceive of it.

>God can.

No such imaginary being can exist, as understanding anything requires you to be seperate from what you understand, and thus would understanding everything require you to be seperate from everything, which is quite simply a contradiction of what everything entails.

Your medieval arguments against logic are just that, they are fancy inventions of the catholic church to pre-empt rational thinkers from employing reason to diminish the authority of the church. Their longivity is only proof of their usefulness towards this end, and the general willingness of religious people to disregard reason in favor of fantasy.

>>34784511
In any case I am heading to bed, so I will not be responding to any more of your inane posts.

Goodnight.

why are you so timid when you're as beautiful as you are? i hope someday i'll be able to have the courage to talk to you..who am i kidding though? for now i will drift off and think about you while i listen to my tunes ..

Dear Madeline,

I loved you from the moment I met you. It was some dumb puppy love that only a 16 year old boy who'd been bullied his entire life could feel for that stereotypical popular girl that was a year older than him could. I should have known from the beginning that you'd be trouble. From the first time that I spoke to you when we were in that stupid fucking jazz band together at school that you'd be a heartbreaker. In hindsight I don't know why I even pursued you, why I asked you on a date in the first place, but when you held my hand and kissed me I realized that I was truly in love with you. I should have known that when you cut me off and didn't speak with me for a month that you weren't interested in me. I shouldn't have reconnected with you months later, or gotten my hopes up when we went to Disney World together with the school and you said you wanted to spend the entire time with me, I shouldn't have been surprised when you fucked one of my friends while we were on that trip either. Why did I forgive you for that? Why was I still in love with you? How come the next year when school started the moment when my rebound relationship that I used to get over you ended you finally decided you wanted to be with me, why did I agree to it? You finally decided to love me back. You told me you did. You treated me very well, you took my virginity then made me feel bad about it. You made yourself a priority, you'd always be mad at me, sad about something, then when I would try and voice some concern about anything you'd threaten to kill yourself. But hey I was here for you because I loved you so so much. Why did I agree to get back with you after you dumped me? Why did I stick with you after you ignoring me and making me feel like a bad person and a bad partner for months? Why did I keep trying to make things right when you obviously didn't want them to be? Why did you break up with me again then fuck one of my best friends? You suck
-Drew

Dear Allison,
Please don't get engaged or move away from our town to be with your long distance BF, I'll fucking blow my brains out if you do

>>34771640
Are you writing to a M(att)

Are you a C(harley), R(on) or S(am)?

Fucking reply and skype me nigger fuck i want to kill myself

>>34784344
Is B Brock?

I know you're online right now reading /r9k/

I just wanted to say, i'm waiting for you to ask me out :3 don't be shy. I'm nervous too.

>>34785148
please tell me your initial i am really paranoid right now anon

>>34785165

I can't sorry. He'll know it's him.

>>34783667
Not wavygravy because I only smoked a couple of times and didn't like it.

>>34785175
isn't that the point though? how am i supposed to know if i should ask you out or not?

If you're reading this, I never lied to you and only ever had the best of intentions. Things got off to a bad start, but I never intended to be anything but a good person to you.

I don't want to believe that you're crazy. You know how to reach out to me, just say the word and we can start over.

You weaved a false story of fables and assumptions right off the bat. Maybe in another lifetime. I doubt you are a true person.

Hey C,

Seems like I write about these whenever something goes down in our relationship, be it good or bad. I'm sorry for what happened recently. That wasn't the way to solve the situation whatsoever, but my grand autismo brain wanted to just turn it into a bad situation for the sake of wanting to see what happens.

You probably hate me right now. And, that's perfectly fine. Whatever decisions that happen from this point onwards, I'll take with a grain of salt and accept it if it's sound in my mind.

Let's see where the road goes.

~J

>>34785244
Initials? Pls no muterino robot.

>>34785212

Sorry. I guess don't take the risk then. :(

>>34785308
I'm W

this post is original

>>34785334
if you wanted me to ask you out you would at least drop a hint even if it's subtle. fuck off you're not her.

>>34785377

No wonder she doesn't want to go out with you with that attitude. Enjoy being alone kek.

>>34785417
this was only a sick ploy by anon to get me to embarrass myself

Stop trying to impersonate me.
I seldom use a name other than this trip as of late.

Corrected

>>34785460

Well if it was a girl or just some anon it doesn't matter. Her posts could of been directed at any of the lonely anons.

>>34767254
wholesome i hope you get your happy bun ending

>>34785534
yeah the ambiguity of it and the possibility of it being her really riled me up

>>34768437
are u a gril
this is important

M-
I'm sorry you feel so wronged. We had been broken up for like three years, did you not exspect me to move on?
I just..I wasn't in love with you. I loved you, but not how you needed me to. You didnt love me though, you loved the idea of marrying your highschool sweetheart. No matter who they were.
Oh, even though I now know how much you cheated on me, I never once laid hands on another man. Even after you threw an apple at my head and told me I was nothing, I guess I was too young and dumb to end it then and there.anyway...
I'm in love now, and Its fucked up but, you led me to my true love. So thank you... I'm sorry he had to be your friend too.
He thinks of you allot, I'm sorry i ruined what you guys had. We both really look down on the meth thing though. Not cool man?
-c


K
I just can't talk to you anymore homie.I want to, but I really can't handle the upkeep on our friendship.
Sorry, you were cool. Kind of abrasive and snarky...and maybe cut back on the backhanded compliment.
Anyway,good luck.
-c

N-
I love you, I have loved you since the first time you tapped on my car window. I'm sorry about M, I know I should feel,idk, good that you chose me over your best friend but I feel guilty everytime you talk about how you just don't click with your new group.
But I promise to make myself worth it for you. Anything you want, I'm but a slave girl at your heel. We've been together so long now through so much, if you ever left me I'd give up and get on eharmony or somthing.
You're..my colorful wrapping paper, you're that really good first sip of coffee, you're that feeling in my stomach that's almost like hunger or thirst, but isnt.

Sometimes you talk in your sleep, one time you laughed and told me to stop, dead asleep. I kissed your cheek and curled up around you, you grabbed me so tightly..I know we are the same, missing pieces of each other... I love you, I will always.

>>34785707
I wish I had someone like you, femanon. I miss my ex, I wish she could've loved me the way you love N. Best of luck to you two.

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>>34752260
grosse bouille is best bouille.
ilu gf
praise kek

>>34785707
Those last lines are very well said anon, it made me tear up a little. I hope he never lets you go

hey, are you sure you really miss me?

>>34781027
initals or gtfo raviiiiioli

>>34778473
Yeah, I'm 99% sure you're thinking of someone else. I never talked to the person I'm thinking about marriage.

I hope your home problems get sorted out though anyway.

>>34768437
>>34785636
Please identify yourselves bc I'm a Victoria and I need a name because I can't think of any Ls I may have upset and if it's actually me I want to make things right.

>>34768437
>>34786963
I should mention I've seen a few of these letters from you and I'm so sorry you're hurting like this. I hope I'm not too late.

>>34779530
M as in...Em?

Dear all you faggot anons out there that I've interacted with in the past,

Why don't you nigger faggots post my OC more? I work really hard and pour my soul into every meme I make...I feel so sad when hours of passionate meme crafting go to waste. Then again, it's probably like this with all content creators. Only the stupid shit gets popular.
Really makes you think

>>34787775

nuuu. m as in morgan

Dear random Mormon elder,

Thanks for the pep talk. Sorry if I scared you.

I have to stop checking these threads every 15 minutes. It's driving me insane.

Yo nigga yoyo OMG btw... I am so comfy

>>34776977
If this is PS for CH, I am doing terribly and have for a while- this is your fault.
If I ever see you, I will not hesitate.

>>34788277
Ayo wsuh nigga! I'm comfy as hekk too this shit is dope

>>34788250
what are you checking it for?

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>>34788557
See image. No blox plox.

>>34788727
hey it's me.
send dick xoxo

>>34788806
You don't sound like her. Initial?

>>34788817
I'm probably not her but send dick anyway and if I get a message then it's a win win for everyone.

>>34787020
What's the first letter of your last name

is it K
I don't think my Victoria browses r9k

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>>34788842
I think i'm gonna sleep instead. Sorry you'll have to grab dick off /soc/. Shouldn't be hard. My dick is reserved for loving gfs.

>>34788857
Oh fuck. I'm the Victoria from earlier.

>>34760113
yo what is this D's full first name?

>>34788883
Where are you from? Are you living in Germany?

>>34788857
Oh wait wrong post. Nah it's not K. Thank goodness.

>>34788910
Do you have a bf? I love the name Victoria.

>>34752260

Dear Bobby

If you don't start pulling your weight around work, I will kick your ass, you fat maori cunt

- James