OFF YOUR CHEST

It's good you have a fallback

>>34741630
I allegedly let a 7 year old fondle my balls because she was curious

>>34741630
Posted this in another thread, but it might be suitable for this one.
My mom thought that I was downloading porn on her computer because she got a pop-up ad from some illegal streaming site. That was her first thought and it really pissed me off.

Then I started thinking about how she raised me and the times she beat me for seemingly no reason as a kid, and how she pretends to be supportive of my autism while punishing me for unintentionally exhibiting symptoms and that just pisses me off even more. We moved around every 9 fucking months or so. We ended up moving about 7 times within the span of 5 years. Only two of those times were actually necessary and I think it really fucked me up. There wasn't even any fucking stability in my life.
I'm moving out of this place as soon as I can and cutting ties with her. I'm gonna start saving up for property to become autonomous and maybe find a gf.

I talk alone

In english

I'm argentinian

I'm well aware the one who is talking is me but i refer to him or me as he and sometimes when i'm thinking about something i think about me as we. Also I mostly think in english although my mother tongue is spanish

>>34743989
Remember to listen to listen to the voices.

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I worked a job last summer as a camp counselor and there was this 12-13 year old girl who was kind of a tsundere type who I think had one of those middle school crushes on me and messed with me all the time. I thought it was super adorable. She would like restrict my hand sometimes by holding it (ahhh) and try to sneak up and tickle me on the sides sometimes. Up until then I never had a gf so it felt awesome to get so much attention from a girl even though she was like 6 years younger than me. There were other cute 12-15 year old girls there too. It felt nice to have them look up to me as their camp counselor.

But man I guess I'm a fucking pedophile. Never acted on any of those feelings though. Just kinda felt the satisfaction from them.

>>34743748
You sound like an entitled piece of shit making excuses for being a failure. I wonder what your mom's side of the story would be, and what a neutral observer would think.

>>34744039
I fail to see how this makes you a pedophile.

You crave attention and you were given attention after being neglected for so long, it's obviously going to feel good

It's alright as long as it doesn't arouse you

>>34741630
Why not invest in properties and rent them?

>>34744020
I actually spent countless years spooked that it was some sort of weird schizophrenia but it doesn't really affect my life i guess so i'm chill about it

Well at least until i start feeling like shit and start self loathing but the only difference is that i say it out loud

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>>34741630
I fell in love with girl from r9k
It was long time ago but I still think about her

Once you go for crazy there's no going back to normal girls

I lost my virginity to my dad when I was younger. My mom remarried and was having another baby and so I thought it better to move to my dads place around age 14 or so. At first it was just him coming into my room at night and cuddling with me when he though I was asleep or semi asleep, then he started touching me in places. I kept quiet about it cus it felt good and then I eventually started sleeping in his room and stuff. It wasn't abusive or anything, I wasn't forced. It just sort of happened. Anyway I can't really tell ppl but it relaxes me when I do.

>>34744073
Wow man. Keep it up. I bet you're happy with yourself. Bullying strangers on the internet.

>>34743748
Best of luck for your life anon. Hope you find a cute gf. Have a happy life!

Just testing out the spoiler thing

>>34741630
Whenever I meet a cute pretty girl and start becoming friends,me being being an autistic dumbass who can't tell the difference between platonic friendship or if she's into me I start developing feelings for her. But I know that if I ask, they'll automatically friend-zone since I'm nothing more than a friend, so I just imagine that the girl I like is really my girlfriend and masturbate to them at night.
Also like staring at their boobs and ass without getting caught

>>34744286
Just a statement of fact. Someone who doesn't have the slightest inkling of taking responsibility for his own life.

>>34744483
You've listed several ways you are creepy beyond help.

The minute I move out, I'm not sure I'll ever speak to either of my parents again. In fact I'm actually pretty sure I won't.

I won't.

>>34744546
I know I am.
I need help

>>34744582
I feel like I might be the same way. Only reason I think I would is for holidays but I fucking hate holidays. Might just ghost my family.

I'm honestly not really sure why I stay alive.

>>34744592
Do you want help?

>>34744634
The real question is,
Can I still be saved?

i tell everybody im not a virgin when infact i am

I am addicted to heroin.

>>34744684
Sure, if you're serious about changing.

i once killed a fish with a rock. My friend set it on fire and i just wanted to stop it's pain. I felt Nothing as i bashed the lil guy.

i dont care if i become homeless

My sister was raped by a man who was supposed to be babysitting us while she was only very young like 4 the weeks months and years after that is a blur. all I remember about what happened that night is playing fusball with Abdul (the dudes name) I might have repressed memories
We never pressed charges because my mum was selfish and didn't want to take my sister to court he's probably still out there
>two Muslim people I've known and one raped my sister and the other ran off to the Middle East to be a terrorist with his mothers blessing

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I stole 700 dollars from my mom and spent it all on TF2 and CSGO items

>>34744739
The thing is, I know myself and I won't change.
The only way I'll change is if I actually get a girlfriend or just buy a hooker.
A 22 year old kissless virgin has a ton of out of control hormones.
But either way, what's your advice?

>>34744773
did you at least make some sort of profit off the items? through trading or steam market?

>>34744744

You did good, anon. If I was that fish, I'd be thankful to you.

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>>34744798
No.
This post was made in Oregon

>>34744795
Stop dissociating. Ask the girl out sooner. Getting caught looking at boobs and butts is not a bad thing. As long as you're not obsessive/aggressive/creepy about it, girls don't mind being checked out, it's a compliment of sorts. It let's them know you're interested in what theyre bringing to the table.

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I pretend my virginity doesn't bother me when in fact it is all I can ever think about and completely crushes me 24 hours a day

I care about getting high more than my friends and family

>>34744863
Unless you are extremely confident they will be into you, don't get caught staring at the goods.

>>34744546

>looking at tits and ass and masturbating to thought of women is "creepy beyond help"

Female detected. Go away. Literally every guy with a testosterone level above zero does this.

>>34744881
This is no longer number one.

>>34744915
Staring might be a harsh, glancing might be a better term. I check out and compliment females all the time.

>>34744920
Don't be retarded. Thnk you.

>>34744745
this is the thought process of a man who has nothing to lose
men who have nothing to lose are the scariest men in the world

>>34745010
Oooh, this anon knows ALL the cliches.

>>34744863
[Spoiler]What woman wants to have an autistic man as a boyfriend
To any fembots here, I'd like to hear your response.

>>34743989
Same, my thoughts are also in english at all times and I'm better at speaking it than my own mother tongue.

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I work a white collar job but a series of poor decisions means I'm going to be homeless soon. I have been quietly going about getting a PO Box, storage locker and a place for my cat to stay but I'll be living in my car for the foreseeable. I don't want people knowing because I don't want "help" or people to think I'm weirder than they already do.

>>34745074
What you do to lead up to this?

>>34745074
>a place for my cat to stay
How sweet, best of luck to you.

>>34744073
>entitled

I'm Italian and I fucking hate English retarded buzzwords so much

My ex gf told me she was raped as a teenager and I kinda feel like she deserves to live with that because she treats people like shit and is a crim with no regard for other people or their property. (inb4 normie reee get out, she was just using me for money, place to stay and a car, she withheld sex and any kind of affection, she saw my robot nature and capitalized.)
I dumped her after she got wicked drunk and punched me in the face.

>>34745091
thanks anon. The idea of losing my most loyal friend (even if feline) was killing me. So I rang the vets to see if they knew anywhere and they know somewhere he can board and hopefully have a nice time until I get my shit together. I told them I was "going overseas".

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I need someone to get me an AOE2 HD steam key off of G2A (9 dollars) and then give me the steam key, then i'll give them a 5 dollar game, i'm a poor fag and i would be so unbelievably happy if someone could do this for me, you would love 3 dollars, but still, anyone willing to help me out?

that's my secret.

>>34745086
>totalled an expensive car without insurance driving too fast
>took on too much debt
>took on a lease for an apartment beyond my means

>>34745188
Goddamn. That sad.

>>34744863
You sound like a really helpful guy. Thanks.

>>34745208
Everytime I begin to feel bitte about my situation I remind myself at least I didn't hit anyone else in the accident or have a passenger or end up a mangled meatball and then it's not so bad.

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>>34745151

I was just about to offer you the game for free, but then I realised you have not only Nazi propaganda saved to your computer, but roastie Nazi propaganda.

>>34745483
What have you been up to after all this shit went down?

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A roasite that had feelings for me that I blew off said she got raped. What fucks with me though is that night she told me she "loved me and wanted to spend her life with me" after getting eaten out by two different guys, after she told me that she went and hooked up with one of my close mates and then afterward this 'rape' happened. After further investigation it seems she had sex with a dude then regretted it and this is how she covered it up. Though everything in me wants to believe that it happened and all I know she's lying. Though everything in me makes me want to be with her because she makes me love every second I'm with her, I know she's just like every other girl. Immature and careless, just like, what the fuck do I do, I've told her my feelings too many times and she just rejects them but she "used to have feelings for me". Why the fuck do I affiliate with them, I have guys would never fuck me over like this so why does she?

>>34745558
Working at my same job trying to get on top of the pile I'm in. I live in a foreign country, no friends really or family here so adrift when it comes to practical support. I haven't really missed out on life experiences in this period except now I've been given notice to vacate and finances are in the red and therefore I won't be able to get another bond/ month in advance together in time and the renting market here is dire so taking out a new lease now would make paying off my debts an unobtainable goal.

>>34745648
sorry about the word soup, I forgot what a sentence is.

>>34744286
>bullying
>>>/tumblr/

>>34744582
I keep in contact so that I can ask for money when I need it.

In a relationship with a relative, we have kids and live together as a family, but obviously us being related is a secret we keep.

>>34741630
I'm subtly manipulating anyone and everyone who tries to be close to me while appearing to be the pinnacle of kindness.

got raped by an uncle when I was very young

>>34746668
RAPED or "raped?"
As in, did he pin you down and fuck you or did he just touch your pipi and tell you not to tell your parents?

>>34746717
blindfolded me, tied my hands and committed anal rape

>>34746358
Uh, which relative? Sister, aunt? Dad?

I've been lying to everyone and manipulating my family for five years. Five years ago I lost my job and gave up looking for another one, essentially becoming a NEET. I have a small trust fund that lets me pay my bills and live a quiet but normal life. Everyone thinks I'm an IT consultant and work with a big local company.

>>34744248

Suprised this didn't get more creepy comments. I'm still not pro it, but if you don't feel traumatised by it that's fine. No need to look for terror when it's not there.

>>34746820
I don't think anyone wants to touch that one. Even for 4chan that's some pretty heavy stuff.

>>34741630
every girl i fell in love with had a member of her family to die and go away.

i fell in love with a girl in elementary school, at 4th grade her mom died. i keep secretly a photo of her.

>>34743989
Es bastante normal

i actually hate my girlfriend
shes the most superficial, airheaded hypocrit fake and retarded woman youll know and she did some pretty fucking terrible things to me
but i like to fuck and im not leaving till i find someone better
meanwhile shes the one thinking im head over heels for her

its gona be funny when shes seething with anger and jelousy

this isn't a big deal compared to most of the ones in this thread,but I was super close to my grandmother, and when she died, I didn't feel much of anything (or have it phase me) for just over 3 years until one night while driving on an interstate, i realized she was actually gone.

>>34746877
is it pedophilia i groped that girl in first grade.

>>34746938
you didnt believe what happened.
2009 grandad died, i didnt cry. i just had wide open eyes and a wiered feeling.
2015 i realized he was gone.

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>>34746935
Whats something your gf did? kinda interested

I want to by some valium and cyanide to kill myself quickly, not because I want to, but because it seems like I should do it. No mental illness, I just betrayed a very good person and don't feel like I deserve to live. But my parents need help, so I can't kill myself (or maybe it's just an excuse, since I'm a huge coward)

>>34746779
Girl or bussy

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>>34748553
boy...

why am I still awake/alive?

>>34741630
I have a navel fetish.

I also have a massive fantasy imagination that strings together the universes of several fictional works in one timeline and continuity, the canon of which takes my focus away most of the time. I need to stimulate this through exercise and running around my home like a retard.

>>34744039
Seen this post before senpai.

>>34744767
Why would your mother hire a muslim male babysitter?

>>34746935
Can you really nor face being alone for a while so much that you'll keep this degrading influence un your life?