>tfw going crazy
>>34730753
How so?
oregnalo
I know that feel, not sure if my autism is getting worse, or if I am getting schyzophrenic. Whatever, day by day it gets worse but I don't want any jew pills.
>>34730868
>intrusive thoughts
>slightly paranoid
>everybody probably hates me
>obsessed with my looks
>step 1: try to find flaws every few hours daily and then feel like the ugliest motherfucker on earth
>step 2: fix some flaws, feel normal or kinda good-looking
>step 3: back to step 1
>obsessed with some other things too
>want to start screaming in the middle of a crowded place
>can't get sleep from the racing thoughts
>mood swings get worse day by day
Yeah sounds like me OP with a dash of anger and hatred thrown in
If I don't fuck a girl in the next 6 months I'll probably go full skinhead
>>34731212
>want to start screaming in the middle of a crowded place
i know that feel
I've lived in relative isolation for over a decade. I can't remember the last time I had any kind of connection with a human being.
i'm either immune to insanity or have been crazy as shit for a long time, i'm not sure which.
going to live out in the woods pretty soon.
>TFW so lonely that I start talking to myself
>TFW my neighbors can hear me
>>34731212
I exactly know how you feel, its fucking terrible, but somehow comforting that I know im not the only one.
>>34730753
Yeah, same.
Sometimes going delirious and finding joy in things I shouldn't and laugh at them in a full enlightened mode
Other times hear the voices screaming at me for days on end
Probably gonna get /fit/, become a satanist and slash a pentagram on my chest to fuck satanic fatasses, goths and the like