When did you realize you hated your mom?

>>34728459
I dont
why do you hate yours

when she allowed the school to administer painful medication to me for years because they said I wasn't beeing a good enough little boy in class

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>>34728459
When she started emotionally abusing me

i dont, but i recognise that theres a part of her which tries to humilliate me on purpose for some unknown reason. i dont know if she is consciously aware of this, but i am.
i love her, but i dont trust her like i used to.

I don't, its my father I despise

>>34728459
When i was 6 and took the effort to gather the most beautiful flowers for her i could find.

Then a 5 year old boy smacked the flowers out of my hand and stomp on them.

So i grabbed him by the throat and punched him.

As i got home (cheap ass motel at the time), my mother heard about me punching the other boy so she beat me up in the (public) hall until i lied on the mat before our door as she was kicking me in my stomach.

She got in the apartment and locked the door as i was laying on the mat on the public hall in front of the door.

That was the tipping point i think.

>>34728630
he made you the man you are today, your mother likely only made you weaker

>>34728459
I don't hate my mom, I just don't care about her. I hate my dad though, for being a hardcore libcuck and pretending he has shitskin blood because he thinks it makes him more tolerant or whatever the fuck. He doesn't.

>>34728459
When she left me when i was young (3 years old) to my abusive grandmother. I'm 29 now and still hates her.

>>34728459
why would you hate either of your parents? they are literally the reason you are alive and if they are competent they are the reason you've been afforded a lot of the opportunities to develop a base to build your life on.
my mom isn't perfect and sometimes she annoys the ever loving shit out of me, but i love that woman probably the most out of anyone in my family if not for all that she's done for my siblings and i. also she bought me a nice soft cat one time.

>>34728787
>why would you hate either of your parents? they are literally the reason you are alive
kinda answered your own question right away there

At around 19. I love her too though.

>>34728787
>they are literally the reason you are alive

implying thats a good thing

>>34728787
someone of us were emotionally scarred by our parents you fucking douche.

my mom would literally get drunk every night as a kid, the amount of times i was watching rugrats or something and she was passed out on the floor makes my brain cry. my dad had to basically raise me handicapped

She's fucking garbage. She's the type of bitch who will throw her children under the bus to impress a stranger. She's also a colossal narcissist who gets insulted for every little thing and thinks your her property. I fucking hate her. It took me so long to realize that you shouldn't always love, obey and look up to your mother. Every female figure in my life are sociopaths. No wonder I ended up here. I never associate women with anything pleasant.

>>34728459
if that was my mother id hate-fuck her stinky every night before bedtime

>>34728459
when she today at the coffee table throw at me everything on the table and broke my fav mug, nothing happned to me yet i got all the direct hits, while she like the litteral pussy she is had a piece of glass injure her hand.
she bled like nothing. and acted all dramatic. and acted she is falling on the floor and dying (yet she is a pig that wouldnt die without a shotgun).
while she bleeding on the floor i gone running brought
a scarf
a bottle of alcohol
tape
i washed the injury (she still playing dead) pathetic while whining "call your dead"
she fucking spilled my coffe
i tied her. got her phone, she still acting even on the phone, pathetic. i took it off her said :"dad come over please." "m'kay am coming"
i left her in her bed being pathetic.(the injury was gone by 3min, the pig)
i cleaned everything and swept the floor better then she ever did.collected the glass,everything. i left the kitchen smelling lemon. while she stills act pathetic.
why this all happned ?
because i asked her to tell me about my relatives from her side.wondering why i know from my dad side more. damn i forgot she has a complexe about her family. because thier dumb trash, dirt poor. she got lucky she married my dad.

guess what she doing now. being pathetic.

not the first time. many times and its growing bolder. i swear one day she will try to stab me and end up killing herself.

>>34728868
well at least you got to watch as much rugrats as you wanted to nigga

>Mummy issues
>A board dedicated to hating women

Really makes you think

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>>34728868
>my mom would literally get drunk every night as a kid

same, my mum would always pick me up from school drunk and one day she fell over in the road and almost got run over.

good memories ;^)

>>34728787
i didnt ask for this life. they were going with thier animal instincts mixed with thier intrests, and brought me. and you.
we are brothers in none existence anon.

>>34728926
>implying we hate women

We hate girls. We love women. Some of our moms never grew up, and that's why they couldn't raise us properly.

>>34728926
i have issues with everyone mate,

>>34728926
i am an issue.

>>34728459
when she says i should kill mysef
when she takes her anger out on me
when she tells me to end it all even after i do even the slightest mistake
when she said no one loves me and not even her
when she blames me for her misfortune
when she pampered me with toys and treats right after

when i realized that she put me in this world to suffer

I was born with bad hearing; and instead of ever thinking to get my hearing checked out at a kid, she would berate me for being a shitty, ungrateful kid whenever I couldn't hear something that she wanted me to - sometimes to the point of hitting me. I never truly felt love for her, as she did a lot of other bad things to me and my family; but I didn't truly realize my hate for her until I got my hearing tested and eventually corrected.

Thankfully, I have a really good father, who insisted I get my hearing once I moved in with him at 16 (minimum legal age to leave custody home where I live), and all is well.

>>34729045
Meant to say "get my hearing corrected"

>>34728459
Being mad at woman because she did dumb thing is like being mad at toddler because he shit his pants. They are both not aware of what they are doing.

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>>34729107
you know its bullshit.

>>34728926
Ironically enough, my mother is the only person I love, yet I still dislike women.

>>34728459
When she threw away my onas .
:C

this thread is more dad then a dead cat corpse.

>>34728459
When she insulted me and said I was to coward to kill myself

>>34728459
But I don't. I have no reason to hate her.

>>34728705
Tell him to get his DNA tested, anon. (or yours)

>>34729167
really she said that ????

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You don't really hate her, you just think you're entitled to fuck her.

>>34729184
No need, he is white as fuck, literally Swedish/German as far back as 6 generations at least

>>34729124
Women can easily convinced themself to the theory they make up just to feel better

1. Women fuck another guy while husband is at work.
They she make shit like:
>I did not cheat on you, I just felt so sad and depressed, its your fault that I had sex because I was sad!.


Also women do not feel guilt like the males do.

When man fuck something really bad, he will have to deal with it everyday in his head, regret, analyze.

While woman will feel sad for some period of time, like week, month, 3 months and after that she is free from this feeling

Just check statistic, how many males an hero after divorce.

While women after divorce just cry for some period of time, then its over and she is ready to live again, on the other hand, males may forger after fact that wife divorced him but he will never reconcile with this fact. Males can not get over it.


You can not hate women for the way they are because its not their fault that nature made their brain this way.

>>34729203
no. you do sick projections, fuckung forgot yer name.

>>34729292
you bullshit.

When she didn't swallow.

>>34728787

Of course, only a fucking stupid faggot catlover would be able to make a post this dumb. Kill yourself numale

My mother said, when I was about 19 years old, that she hoped I would never grow up and move away.
That same year I went on my first date ever. I took a girl to this flea market out in the country, just an innocent little outing with a QT. The day after, my mother asked me if I wanted to go to that same country market with her. I realized how awkward and unpleasant that would be, so I said no. This triggered her midlife crisis. I woke up one day and the house was empty, she was gone. I was on my own, so I quickly moved out and got my shit together. Within just a few months she had a BRAND NEW SECOND FAMILY and remarried with step kids and the whole thing, moving them all back into the house. One of her stepchildren literally sleeps in what used to be my childhood bedroom.

10 years later and she hates her new family, wants a relationship with me but I refuse to give her one. She's insane.

>>34729473
holy crap anon. keep fighting the good fight.

>>34728459
>Mom's a half nig sociopath
>She drinks, left my slightly robot but handsome Dad to get with a bunch of degenerates, popped out 3 kids after me
>Kicked me out of the house, threw all my clothes in the street after threatening to tell the cops I was going to kill myself (I wasn't) just for refusing to work at her shitty office filled with fat SJWs
>Leave, live with grandparents, end up gainfully employed less than 3 weeks later

She also beat the shit out of me as a kid but this was the moment I realized that she only ever saw me as a mistake/mouth to feed.

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>>34728459
I don't hate my mom anon. I just used to cry in my sleep when I learned my mother was a whore and that I was merely a mistake brought into a severely mentally ill family who always used to verbally abuse me.

>>34729589
most kids are accidents anon, don't sweat that part

>>34728926
see
>>34729135
>mother is the only person I love, yet I still dislike women.

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>>34729469
Leave the cats out of this

>>34729473

What is a flea market anyway? Is it like a romantic thing?

When I left home, met other people, entered therapy, and realized she actually had multiple diagnosable mental conditions and had been severely emotionally abusing me my whole life.

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>>34728459

When she started saying things like
>I hate you
>I wish you weren't my child
>You are antisocal
>Are you stupid?
>Why can't you be normal like the others?
>You are weird
>You are just as useless as your father
>Your behavior is unacceptable
on an almost daily basis.

She hit and kicked me a cuple of times when I was a kid. I couldn't remember this until I watched a documentary about abusive parents when I was ~8 years older. After watching it some of my memories came back. It was pretty strange. I can't recall why she hit me.

What about you OP? When did you realize you hated your mom?

I don't hate her but I definitely feel some kind of resentment towards her. I inherited a lot of her shitty traits, probably by some mixture of genetics and poor upbringing.

If anything I feel sorry for her. She is an anxious mess but I think she convinces herself that she is fine and nothing is ever wrong. If anything I resent my whole family for fucking me up in their own way.

I resent my family for the way they treated me. My mom had three kids with another man before me so I was destined to be the black sheep of the family. Whenever someone would deride me no one would stick up for me ever.

The one thing that irritates me is that no one is ever honest with me. They know I've had problems and even when I turn up to the home fucking drunk or on drugs no one says anything. They always act as if nothing happened. They don't seem to want to help me. They never check in on me and even when I'm clearly in a bad state they would rather just not get involved.

>>34729732
This particular flea market was famous in our part of the US for being a miles-long stretch of country road that had tables of vendors selling antiques and whatnot. It's not necessarily considered a romantic thing, but the girl I took was a bit of a weirdo and we had a nice time.

When I realized what she always wanted from me was obedience, not love.

When my own brother got arrested for 'domestic violence', even though my whole family knew his wife was the one who'd hit him, and even though she admits pretty openly to this day that she called the police to control him and force him to stay with her... my mother still defended her actions because she's a woman, and would justify the police treating males with the presumption of guilty because "a woman is killed every week by domestic violence!" (quoting feminist manipulations and lies at me).

Basically I realised she's a roastie who would rather take the side of trashy feminists than care about her own sons feelings (both my brothers' - I mean what could be more humiliating and scary than being arrested and locked in a cage based on someone elses lie, and my own).

Also just in general when you get redpilled and you realise that even your own mother would sell you out for "women", it makes you hate them.

>>34729732
flea markets are a lot of fun unless you're a socially awkward robot. they are just outdoor temporary market places where people sell mostly antiques. it's pretty neat

>>34729469
>boo hoo i hate my mom
lovely family, nice soft cat, good friends
you jelly m8?

>>34728459
This proves the reason why faggots on this board hate women. No good mother relationship. Laughable. Just like sluts who have daddy issues.

When she forced me to constantly see a psychiatrist and made me take antidepressants as a kid because I was basically a robot, but I wasn't unhappy.

My siblings spread the word around, and I became known as the crazy weird kid then. I don't keep in contact with my family anymore.

>>34730672
seeing that woman are horrible people through their female figures =/= rebelling for attention of daddy

the female equivalent of a robot would be a recluse lesbian

>>34728957
We hate boys. We love men (that fit our ideals).

You sound just like a tomboyish girl.

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>>34728459
>3 years old, drop a bowl of cereal - she slapped me so hard it pulled a ligament in my neck and I couldn't walk for a week. Told my dad I fell, but she bragged about it later when I was 14
>When I was 6 I got the flu and had diarrhea. I didn't make it to the bathroom once. She beat me with a metal curtain rod so long she had to switch to her off hand and back 4 times. The tube had split along the seam as it bent and it put welts and cuts all along my back and the back of my legs. I tried to tell my dad (she had divorced him by then) what she did the next day and to punish me she rubbed salt on the cuts and made fun of me crying so hard
>I lived with dad for a few years, but he got a job in Alberta and I couldn't go and he couldn't get me out of the custody stuff, so I had to stay with mom. I was 13. I was really small for my age, but there was this cute girl, a filipina named Marysol, who was shorter than me. We liked each other. One day mom saw me holding her hand. She made fun of me, saying only a zipperheaded gook could like me. That the only way I could land a girl was to pay the whore daughter of a filipina whore mother. Two days later she got the phone number of Marysol's family, called them and was so vile Marysol was ordered to stay away from me, too.
>Finally got to talk to a judge, told him what I wanted, went to Alberta with dad. I got big and strong. I met a really nice girl and proposed. I talked to my girl and my dad and decided to invite my mother to the wedding.
>She showed up drunk, called me 'the loser' and asked my fiance's mother how much I had to pay a month for 'the whore'. My MiL law beat the shit out of my mother 30 minutes before the wedding
>Did not speak to her for 5 years but heard that all she called me and my wife was 'the loser and the whore'
I don't hate her, really. I'm just over it

>>34730218

Nice projection there catfucker

>>34728459
The problem isn't hating your mom. The problem is being mostly raised by her because your dad had to travel constantly for business.

>>34731048
I meant that the problem was not loving her but basically being forced to love her too much because none of us had a choice.

>>34731018
shit's fucked man
you're still not a robot though so leave

>never kissed, never dated, show no outward interest in girls
>father corners me and asks if I'm gay
>mother comes to my rescue by revealing to him that she walked in one me looking at porn once
>which she promised she would never tell anyone
>ends up ruining the reputation i had with my father
>he would have preferred a closeted gay son to a heterosexual pervert virgin

>>34731141
Your father is fucked in the head

In the past few months. It's not really her fault. She tried as a parent. But she raised me on a steady diet of lies about my ugliness and its led to failure of life. I blame her largely but not entirely.

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>>34728459
When they let my middle brother get away with everything, while i was punished for minor things. My parents reason was that he wasn't as good as me and the eldest brother, so they would fear that he would shut down for good if they were mean to him.
Also my mother specifically was when she never did anything in her life and only spent the money my father worked hard for in a job she hated, and then told me that she expects us 3 to become doctors and lawyers and such.

When she said I was a disgusting pervert and was going to hell just because I had girl's clothes in my closet

I love her but we often fight. I often dont understand her. Nevertheless I am thankfull that she is in my life and I dont know what I would do without her.
I also love my father and my brother.

Lmfao when I came out of the womb I immediately hated my whole family!

It feels so wrong, but I resent my mom to the extent where it hurts to say I love her because I genuinely doubt it
She didn't exactly do anything terrible either, I don't know where this resentment comes from, anyone feel me?

>>34729292
fuck off you should hate them for that they are garbage

>>34728868
>my mom would literally get drunk every night as a kid
that hits too close to home. although I think the near constant arguing between my mother and father was worse. She was such a manipulative bitch that I used to hope my dad would leave here and take me and my brother with him.

When I was nine my mom put me on a diet, even though I was already thin. Our schedule in elementary school had us stay in the classroom to learn, go to an "elective" like gym/library/art class, go back to class, and then lunch. When I went to lunch I started opening up my little bag to way more food than my mother usually gave me, as an adult I realize that my teacher was probably concerned about my weight loss and slipping additional food into my lunchbag when we left the classroom. At the time I thought that my mom was just being nicer to me, and I would ration the extra food from lunch to still have at home, since she still kept me on the diet at home. One day she found me eating a little packet of chips and she went off on me for being a disgusting fat pig, she kept asking me why I didn't have any self control, and I just felt numb. She kept yelling on and on and on about how worthless I was and that I made her think she didn't love me, and this is why she has to go back to school, she just can't bear to pick up after my greedy garbage all the time. Usually I would cry as soon as she started yelling at me and she would demean me for crying and I would just hide in my room crying for a while. I thought that if I didn't cry then she wouldn't get mad at me for crying. Then I realized that the reason she wasn't stopping with the insults was because she was trying to make me cry and wouldn't be happy until I did. I decided that I didn't love her either and I didn't need her love.

>>34731171
I don't blame him at all actually and I totally understand his position.

If your son grew up to be a lonely virgin who's obsessed with internet porn and never leaves his bedroom, I think you'd rather have a son who's gay and just afraid to come out. If not, you're fucked in the head.

>>34731176
>Also my mother specifically was when she never did anything in her life and only spent the money my father worked hard for in a job she hated, and then told me that she expects us 3 to become doctors and lawyers and such.

I hear you, she keeps giving me job postings telling me to apply when I know the exact moment I get it she'll just hit me up to pay her mortgage, which by the way is about to get her evicted because she refuses to get a basic job.

or rather she could, but she's so batshit insane about everything she has to fight every 5 seconds making the entire building of where ever she works hate her guts. But no, she pulls out the "my grandfather used to hit her" card whenever shit gets tough and pulls out the crocodile tears when people get frustrated with her.

I love her, I really do, but being around her actively dampens my life and I'm playing some serious catchup right now trying to undo the damage she did.

When I found out she was a prostitute, thats when I hated her.

I didnt really know hate until she lost her license and I had to drive her to clients from 16-18 years old

Most mentally ill people have one thing in common: Raised by a single mother. That includes fags/trannies/etc. You can see the destruction of being raised by a single mother in the black community.

>>34731567
But black people also hate fags and trannies. They don't even pretend not to like so many white people.

>>34731553
HOHOHO are you serious?
What decade did this happen in? Sorry to seem insensitive, I'm drunk.

When she picked her new husband over me

>>34731669

2000's Shit sucked, have a hard time visiting that town and seeing all the hotels and shit, also lots of close calls with cops and shit.

That stinky sex sweat smellcoming from your mom as she shoves a $20 in your hand for driving her and saying how safe having her son makes her feel

lol

>>34731755

Oh, but I found out she was a hooker when my best friend at the time's christian parents kept grilling me about what she did for a living, and I didnt really know, since they struggled but we had a nicer house (insurance money from fathers death early on)

eventually they outed me and treated me very differently, at least I learned how to expedct treatment from christians back then

About last year. I don't have any contact with my parents.
My parents are divorced and are complete opposites of each other. My mum is a liberal pussy who thinks words do hurt and the best thing to strive for is "friendship and happiness". My dad is some fuckin cunt of a business man, real corporate type, the only problem is it's either his way or fuck off. So naturally I get some of my personality from both parents, but they are both exaggerated extremes of each other.

>Pussies to the left of me
>Cunts to the right
>Here I am
>Stuck in the middle with you

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my mom is a lovely woman though

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>>34728787
>>34730218
>toxoplasmosis catfaggot shill shits up yet ANOTHER thread with his autism
get the fuck out you massive mouthbreather

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>>34728459
Around 8 years old when I started to become fully self aware.
I grew up overweight from being skinny. She was obese the entire time. My brother had a fast metabolism and instead of teaching me the difference she gave me more food. Always ate until we were stuffed. I always wanted more and more from these horrible habits. On top of all that I was neglected for my brother, always given a toy and then left alone to play with it. Had animals thrown at me and left alone to figure them out,then had them taken away. I also did all of the housework, every week I cleaned and every day I washed the dishes. It's not like I was relying on her for anything other than shelter and ingredients. I could cook full meals by the time I was 10 . She was a single parent so all her problems gravitated to us. Led to constant verbal abuse if things weren't done fast enough or how she liked it. Always fetching her fat ass things. I ended up being an outcast in school and my only way to cope was to get close to teachers of the same gender, unless I had a very mean teacher. I used to get insulted by certain teachers as well as bullied by peers. I had nobody to turn too and was trying to figure out what I was supposed to be as I got fatter every year and told it was "baby fat" by my mother. Even if we told her not to curse at us she still did it and still does. But she will never curse in front of her sisters, brothers, or mother.

I had minor health problems for a while since being overweight makes life extremely uncomfortable and you develop poor habits to deal with it.

Moving on, I was a top student in school but that wasn't enough either. While others had parents helping them with projects and assignments I did everything alone. If I asked for help, more verbal abuse or I'm busy. Then when social media started surfacing she did lose some weight due to a job, but became extremely vapid. Needed things to brag about.1/2

>>34731686
this. I moved back in with her recently because he died of a mixed opiate and alcohol overdose and I am broke as fuck after the marine corps.

>oh god let this be a chance for me to be normal
>"Hello Class, I have talked to anons mother, and she informed me that Anon has assburgers, ticks, and ADHD, so be nice to him"

[INTERNAL SCREAMING]

>>34728599

Reading this was like an outside source was describing my mother. I think it's just part of a woman's nature to be vindictive. They do it to each other constantly, so it makes sense if they have a child around all of the time that they'd find them as a target.

I don't hate her, in fact, I love her a fair bit. But I do find her extremely annoying in certain ways that only a woman can be. She's one of those controlling nagging types and even when you give in to her nags and comply with what she wants, she continues to nag about how I probably won't do it. It's like she thrives on nagging. Also she's pretty vain for an old lady. If you say anything she doesn't like she gets very passive aggressive and if I try to air it out she gets even more passive aggressive and won't just air it out. Oh well, she's old, might as well love her before she kicks the bucket.

>>34728459
When she stopped giving me PRIVILEGEbux because I wouldn't apply for a job

I hate that fucking whore

When she cheated on my dad, used his money to buy meth, and went completely crazy thinking that people were following her.

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>>34731957
2/2
She would tell my the high school I chose to go to was full of prostitutes and then after becoming top student once again bragged about her involvement. If something ever went wrong she went 180 and bragged about how right she always was.
Then she would judge me based off of my grades even though my brother used to fail classes. At this point she drove my brother out of the house at 18 and into the military. He rarely talks to her now and is much happier.

Well I tried to stay and deal with her to go through college. I had a social network built in and was faking it to make it. Every step of the way she opposed me. At that time I also lost a shit ton of weight and was working on being healthier. Ofc her fatass accused me of being anorexic.
Well she eventually found a reason to threaten and drive away my few closest friends destroying my network.
After severe depression and her abuse I dropped out, and became a wagecuck.

Now I have just enlisted into the military because I don't want to lose out on a future.

My mother is a piece of shit. I never loved her. I know this was sort of incoherent but it's hard to explain living through 20 years of being the mistake with no family. Mother status and love needs to be earned.

I don't hate her. But awhile back I became a much happier person when I finally realized her problems are not my own. She can be really toxic to deal with sometimes but it doesn't affect me nearly as much as it used to.

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>>34731957
This hit close to home bro. I think you can make it, don't give up.

>>34731141
Well if it makes you feel better everyone watches porn so its not like its a huge deal she said anything.

>>34732254
I'm trying. It's just so exhausting. Even now I have to manage so many things and she still can't throw out the trash 3 feet away or do any housework despite not working. Yeah not working and she's still young. She complains every day to 10 different of her friends how lonely and miserable she is. What a joke.

>>34728599
This so much.

not oregano and cumin

>>34728459
The first hint was when I was 7-9 and wanted to ask permission for something really basic but didn't dare to ask so I just stood there petrified trying to make eye contact and she looked at me and screamed 'WHAT!?' furiously like a panting animal exposing its teeth.

Another possible occurrence which may have been a sign was when I stood before her completely crushed, desolated, torn to shreds in utter despair and terror as a child trying to say what was wrong and she couldn't hold back and bursted into sadistic laughter at my utter damnation.

Off course the frequent violence under stress might have been a hint, or the frequent occurrences where my mentally handicapped brother was hurting everyone he could without temperance for his pleasure and me fighting him as a result only to be overpowered at that point by both my parents who tore me off him and hurting me for trying to defend them and myself against him, maybe.

But who can say for sure right? It's a mystery alright.

>>34732043
holy fuck are you me
>24
>masters degree
>mom is still telling me how to microwave shit
jesus christ fuck off mom

>>34728676
You sound like the kind of guy who would bend over and spread his cheeks for any men in a uniform.

>>34728459
When she wouldn't take my virginity.

>>34732108
>>34731957
fuck i know someone really similar too that
i hate people so much
i hope things get better for you anon

>>34728459
When she started doing drugs and caused our family to split up.

>>34731296
this is a relatable and worrysome feel t b qhhq

I love my mom but I do think she's annoying and clingy and I wish she wouldn't call so often.

I'm sure I'll regret feeling this way when she's dead but for now I wish she'd accept that I've moved out and have my own life now.

>>34728459
ever since i knew the hoe. she's fucking weird as shit and she thinks she is someone special. i didn't hate her but it gets really fucking annoying to live around such a non self-aware annoying cunt.

ever since she divorced my dad, he did fucking nothing wrong and just because she was 'bored' she has the right to make me grow up in a single-parent household?

when she didn't accept i'm a woman deep down. coming out as transgender was the hardest thing i ever did, and i was rejected

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>>34734641
be my gf (male)
tfw no pure trans gf

When I found out she had me at 41 and drunk at a party I hate single mothers fuck them

>>34734764
kek embarrassing

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>>34734641
Good.
Trannies are attention whores.
It should be LGB.

>>34728705
I hate my dad too. Only total faggots cry as they post on 4chan right guysn?

>>34728459
When she flew into a fit of rage at her brother, my uncle, and threatened to claw out his eyes and stab him with a pick axe, all for an extremely insignificant reason.

I stopped talking to her for a few days after that. She knew what I was doing but never apologized. During that time I actually felt pretty depressed, and as much as my pride took a hit at the time, I just started talking to her again and tried to put it all behind me.

Now, two years later, I try not to be as hard on my mom for her anger problems, but I don't know if I actually should be. I've never truly forgiven her for flying off the handle like that; rather, I've just repressed my bitterness over it. So I don't hate my mom, but that moment made me realize she has some evil in her.

teenage years.
I thought I'd get over it but never did.

>>34728574
also this

When I realized the only reason I was fat for all of my teenage years and later childhood was because buying unhealthy food for me was some sort of sick coping mechanism for her. Unlike most fat kids, no one in my family was fat besides me, and while she'd buy normal food for herself she'd always get the most caloric stuff for me (which I never asked for but ate anyway, as a kid I didn't know better).

She's also a single parent, and I feel like that and being a disgusting fatass during my teens in a third world country destroyed any social or emotional growth I should have had during that time.

I got caught toking the herbal jew already my 4th time smoking it. Rolling up a fatty in a shady tunnel with your buds and getting seen by people who knew her was a shit start to my adolescence.
She had a personal vendetta at me, full on verbal abuse, money cut off, berating me every time she spoke to me, constant fights, and it doesnt help that my stepfather i had since i was 4-5 is a complete fucking mong, which have progressed to the point where i am only forced to say hello or im leaving when i see him. Been like this for many years.

anyway, my mother is, like many mothers always trying to bring me down no matter what i set myself up to. That basically made me drop out of the race and just sit back with a giant J and watch it instead.

>all i ever wanted was a cozy bench to watch the stars fall from

>>34728459
Around high school. I grew up to mixed race parents. My dad was German and my mom was Chinese. As a kid I sort of got used to my mom telling me that I was unimpressive, worthless, unworthy of her love, etc. She had me doing all sorts of extracurricular activities not because she wanted to see if there was anything I liked, but so she could brag to her friends and relatives about how good I was at violin/piano/ping pong. Even when I had a straight-A report card, I never got so much as a "good job, keep it up" from her, just "so-and-so's kid was at the top of the class. Why were you not there?". If I messed up on the tiniest thing, she would start screaming at me, beating me and then ignoring me for days on end. As a kid I thought this was normal.

In high school I met a cute girl who was half Algonquin, and we started getting into a serious relationship. My mom chided me for going out with "drunken Indians" and asked how it would feel if my kids ended up with "inferior genes". She then proceeded to alienate the poor girl every chance she got. Eventually she said that she couldn't see me anymore, and when I asked why, she admitted it was because of my mom. As a result I did not lose my virginity.

Move into university, and I get chided out for not going to the United States. Get a 171 on the LSAT and get admitted to a good law school, and get chided for not becoming a neurosurgeon like so-and-so's kid.

She was also abusive to my dad. He was a real sweetheart, and he avoided conflict. She used this to her advantage so she could always get her way with him. She would nitpick on him for stupid bullshit, like the way he put the orange juice back in the fridge or the way he cut the chicken, and he would just stay quiet and take it. The few times he fought back, he fought back hard, and she would respond by refusing to talk to him for days and sometimes weeks on end.

It's probably not right, but I've become a self-loathing Chinaman because of her.

>>34728459
When I realized she hated me. She ruined my life and crippled me.

>>34728787
>why would you hate either of your parents?
>they are literally the reason you are alive
Here you go, fucking normie. Why are people like you doing here? For fucks sake, what's the point of your post? What did you try to achieve with it? PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME FUCKING TELL MEEE!!!

>>34730740
No one cares about what you think, roastie. What are you even doing in our board?

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>>34728459
When I finally woke up and realized that the only real thing I will remember about her is the fact that she slept around with and allowed herself to be used up by all those guys and had the audacity to believe that I wanted them there and needed to show her respect. She needs to die. you would think she would respect my dead father but no. Pretends as though nothing happened and all those men were supposed to replace him. This is how I also grew to hate black women altogether.
Fuck her


> "How come you never talk to x, anon?"
> "he has done soo much for me! He is basically your father now!"
> "he has done more for you than your real father has"

Try dealing with this shit growing up. My mom treatwd these men with more respect and attention than she did her own children. I have 3 siblings and all of us have different fathers. Let that sink in.

>>34735921
>chinese
>calling indians (native american) genes inferior
what a dumb whore

>>34735921
And what have you become today? You probably are a perfectly efficient human being, with a great job and various skills such as piano, violin, and ping-pong. You can still find love and emotionnal support somewhere else.
I dont want to defend her, but that's still something. Overly authoritarian parents are probably better than overly permissive ones.

>>34728459

When I realized she turned me into a man that will never be successful in any area of life due to her neglect.
>didn't feed me properly, so I was malnourished
>didn't tell me I needed to exercise/lift weights or how I should do it
>allowed me to stay inside all the time without getting sunlight, didn't make sure I was getting vitamin D
>all of these things had a major effect on how my body and brain developed, so I will always be severely limited on a physical level
>was constantly negative, fighting, complaining about my father

>>34728787
>they are literally the reason you are alive and if they are competent they are the reason you've been afforded a lot of the opportunities to develop a base to build your life on.
>if they are competent

This is why we hate them, you fucking idiot. They weren't competent.
If you can't do the job properly, then don't do it at all. It would have been better if we hadn't been born.

>>34731553
fuuuck me dude. You would have been better off on your own.

>>34731553
How dare your mother work to support her son, what a worthless bitch LUL

>>34731553
Jesus fucking christ how horrifying

>>34738719
Yeah she is pretty worthless that she couldn't get a read job and act like a degenerate lowlife

Around 18

She is just a simple farmers daugther from a little village. Works as chasier.

She is not dumb but a bit uneducated.

I dont hate her. Annoying mostly.

>>34728459
23

My mom refuses to allow me to live as an adult. She stops me from getting a job having friends dating or doing anything adults do. Being treated like a child is both humiliating and destructive. Why should I have to stay at her house for the rest of my life? Why is it wrong to go off to college and have a life? I guess when she dies I'm supposed to be homeless because I won't have any job skill or connections I can use

>>34738719

>work

Since when is prostitution work? At least full time strippers need to train, try to keep a decent body, and practice a routine.

>>34737683

Not him, but I hate this type of rationionel. Couldn't she of pushed him hard without being a giant unloving cunt to him his entire life? Sure it probably helped motivate him a bit, but now he gets to carry around a shit load of mental baggage for the rest of his life.

Sure worthless shits who ignore their kids are worse, but that doesn't make it good. I could beat you to sleep every night or I could piss on you to wake you up every day to teach you that the world is a hash mistress, but neither of these are particularly appealing.

>>34728459
> be edgy 13 year old
> contemplate killing parents
> realize that It would be better to have them alive to spend/work for money towards me
>realized I was being a edgy faggot and I probably couldn't kill them and not face serious consequences
> decide to resent them and wait until their old until
> tell them i'm going to place them in old folks home where they'll be abuse
>thinkimjoking.jpeg
right now they're helping pay for college and I still truly hate them as people, but putting up with it is worth it for less loans in the future

>>34728459
15, when I realized I'm worse I never wanted to exist in the first place.

>>34729820
weird, got some similarities. When she was alone with me, she was something. not everyday, but in a constant fashion
>I wasted my life trying to raise you properly
>you're like your father/you are on your father's side
>You don't care about me, about my troubles, after everything I did for you
>I wanted to abort you
>yeah, just stay there, do nothing.
She pushed me on the wall one day. Then she came to me, crying hysterically, saying that it was my fault. I don't know why it happened.

>>34740416
Forgot to mention they deserve all the hatred they get because when I was 16, they always nagged me about going outside and exercising instead of playing video games. I don't want to do that, so why force me? Fucking parents, hate them so much. They deserve the abuse they will get.

>>34728459
I don't know
It's like, I hate her, but I don't. She became a real bitch when I became a teenager. I never had a good relationship with any of my parents, if you count my stepdad. It really fucking depresses me. I think it's honestly the reason I am so fucked. I grew up watching my stepdad hit and berate my mom, and then once I got a little older I she became the antagonizer. She'd come in and say he hit her, my little sisters would be screaming and crying, stepdad would take off in truck or lock himself in his room. Never really knew if he actually hit her. He got better and she got worse, but they still both sucked. He had a temper, and she'd sit there and belittle him until he came irate, and she'd say she was the victim.

In summary, I never knew what the fuck was happening, and it was chaotic. I've already vowed that I'd never EVER get into it like that with my wife, should I ever get one (unlikely). I especially wouldn't let my children see that shit if I was a parent. It scarred me, and that isn't even the worst shit that's happened to children.

I guess that was kind of a clusterfuck, but I don't talk about this often. My mom could be such a bitch sometimes. She's sit there and guilt trip me and play victim about how I never act like I love her, and then she'd get home from work and treat me like she didn't want me around when I tried to talk to her and be nice. I was never good at saying I loved someone, but I tried to show it.

I think ultimately I was just raised by narcissistic parents, which fucks with kids. I could go on about my dad but anyone reading up until now probably wouldn't care.

>>34731018
thats intense. the salt, really? She really enjoyed it

>>34740472

Very similar to me most of my life.

>Mom is generally emotionally abusive
>start avoiding her more and more
>behavior gets worse as I continue to distance myself from her
>her and my father are divorced, my dad is super chill and understanding pushes me to do better and punishes me for doing wrong, but always goes out of his way to help and remind me that hes there for me
>really enjoy being with him, she know and resents me for it
>cycle continues for years until she divorces her second husband
>divorce is messy, she owes his parents more than a few dollars, she takes the stress out on me
>new boyfriend violent and distant, enables her behavior further, starts destroying things and stepping up the abuse
>dad gets lawyers involved, I go live with him full time
>try to patch things up several times over the next 14 years, she seems receptive, but it's clearly a facade and can't keep from insulting me every time I visit
>eventually I stop, our communication is reserved for a simple text conversation half a dozen times a year, every time we talk she guilt trips and abuses. During one fight she admits that the last positive memory she has of me is when I lost my last baby tooth
>last November I don't text her on her Birthday, as my phone was dead and I was working for 12 hours that day
>turns into a giant fight, I tell her I don't understand why things have to be this way
>says "because you are a worthless sack of shit, just like your father and grandmother. I'm glad shes dead"
>tell her that she can get fucked and she no longer has a son

So yeah, I was 28.

>>34728459

I don't know, honestly, I guess always?

The first time, that I can recall, when I thought less of her was in Kindergarten. My mother's from the South, and has the accent, my father doesn't. I can't remember what I said, but I pronounced some word the same way that my mother did, and got made fun of. I started consciously changing the way that I spoke, and just wrote her off as being less intelligent than other people.

Really though, she's never done anything bad to me. As a mother, she's been fairly good. She's always provided for and nurtured me, the house was always clean, I've never really had to worry about cooking for myself, I was always picked up from school, etc. immediately after getting out.

The only aspect of parenting that she really was never good at was "letting go." She was horribly overprotective. Unless I was very familiar with a person, I couldn't attend Birthday Parties, I couldn't go out in Middle School with friends, and I'd get constant calls while out in High School from her worried about what I was doing.

It wasn't too much of a hassle, though, I was always fairly introverted and a more lenient mother probably wouldn't have changed that.

Yet, for some reason, I just hate her. I don't understand why and I honestly feel bad at times. My dislike for her isn't even related to her one objective fault as a parent, it boils down, largely, to trivial things.

Anytime she tries to talk to me, about any subject, really, I find myself wanting to end the conversation as soon as possible. It's always for some trivial reason, too. She doesn't understand what she's talking about, she mispronounced something or misused a word, she's acting trashy and low-class, she's laughing. Small things like that, for some reason, just set me off.

What do I do, psychologists of /r9k/?

>>34740787
I had troubles concentrating to read your post, I had the impression to read my story. Currently, I stopped talking to her, and she send nice and non-treatening letters telling me she's alone and that she suffers (my dad divorced her in 2012, same type as yours, helping, parenting role). If I go see her, she will make me uncomfortable some way or an other.
>>Mom is generally emotionally abusive
>>start avoiding her more and more
>>she seems receptive, but it's clearly a facade and can't keep from insulting me every time I visit
>>she admits that the last positive memory she has of me is when I lost my last baby tooth
I know the feel she is trying to accomplish. It's fucked up.
I didn't talk to her in 5 months, don't know what will happen. nice to know my situation looks like somebody else's

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I don't hate my parents, I just think they're idiots. My parents are the "cool" almost middle aged hipsters. They almost had an aneurism when they found out I voted for Trump. They haven't spoken to me since November.

>>34728599
>part of her which tries to humilliate me on purpose for some unknown reason
Parents are supposed to do this moron.

>>34741078

I feel you man, I really do. Honestly, cutting contact with her, and telling her I was is one of the better choices I've made in my life. I don't tense up for hours when I hear her name or think about her anymore. I just get angry for a few minutes then move on with my day.

My little brothers are dealing with her now and she's even more selfish, entitled, and bitter to them than she was with me. We talk about it, and honestly the more I talk with them the more I wish she was dead. It would hurt those two a lot, but I feel like it's better to dive into cold water than slowly inch in.

>>34728459
When I was 16

>mom gives my little brother hundreds of dollars every week to do shit with his friends
>ask if I could have some money to do stuff, too
>yells "with what friends?"
>brother, cousins all laugh at me
>aunt just looked disappointed

>>34728459
When I read about how awful and pointless circumcision was and later the beneficial effects of breastfeeding and knowing she didn't do that for me.

When I realized she hated me.

My parents grew colder towards me as I grew up. They were disappointed I didn't have top grades, that I grew into a chubby teenager, dropped out of university, never got married etc

They view me as a failed project so now just treat me as an unwanted pet. They won't speak to me unless it's complain and criticise about something I did or I didn't do and you can sense the resentment when they look at me.

>>34728933
This hurts. My mum used to get that level of drunk. We were walking to KFC once when I was about 9 holding hands, she decided that the old ladies in front were walking too slow so she walks into the road only let go of my hand at the last second. She got hit by a very slow moving bus. She now uses it as an excuse to buy whatever painkiller she's addicted to at the time, it used to be an expensive one she could get no problem from Spain, but now its a box of nurofen plus every week.

She's made my dad an anxious mess.

a couple of years ago, I finally got tired of her passive aggressive comments and cunty attitude, the funny thing is she thinks she's actually a good person but she's just a delusional fake bitch.

I used to believe i would protect her to the death because she was my mom, but now i don't care about that biological loyalty, a gang of blacks could jump her right in front of me and i would just fire up a cigarette and sit back and watch.

>>34728459
I don't hate my mum

>Dad was BPD, depressive
>In and out of work, after we bought a huge hoise
>mum working stupid hours, stuck in an emotionless marriage
>Dad eventually leaves the country, leaving me and my sister with mum and big mortgage
>Mum didn't have much time for us and she was a bit emotionally shut out after bad marriage
>Didn't matter much, my Nanna was there for us emotionally.
>Mum filled "Dad/provider" role, Nanna filled "mother/nurturer" role

We get along better since I'm an adult and I've moved interstate

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>>34728459
When she would lie and cheat my dad out of money
When I would become frustrated because she is too stupid to have any real conversation with
When I realized she had an affair

My mom is scum and I honestly hope she dies so my dad can remarry to a not horrible person

When I was still a baby, my mom dropped my brother and I off at grandma's house. Later that day, my mom tried to commit suicide. I was taken away and my dad got custody of me and grandma got custody of my brother. She was never in my life until around highschool graduation. She was in a mental institution. i really don't know how to feel about her. I sort of try to forgetabout her.

>>34741723

circumcision destroyed my relationship with both my parents desu. when I finally worked up the courage to show them the info about how it removes the most sensitive parts of the penis and how they started doing it in America as a punishment for masturbation... they both basically just told me it was their decision and if I didn't like it I should get over it. Haven't spoken to either of them in years and I'll be perfectly happy for them both to die without ever hearing from me again.

I'm pretty sure they both miss me at this point. They try to get in touch through family members. But I'm going to hurt them worse than they hurt me. Die alone, you pieces of shit.

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>>34728459
Forever since everyone related to me is a retarded hillbilly
and i'v have tons of mental illnesses thanks to being around them

>>34742059

As someone who completely disowned his mother. I think you should try to make amends. She is sick anon, and not the I-like-drinking-and-being-a-whore bullshit sick that a lot of moms are. Even if nothing comes out of it, even if you end up hating her anyway, you at least know you tried. And fuck man, who knows, you may find something of a friend.

Nigger nigger nigger sorry for being a faggot.

>>34728459
I don't "hate" her, I just see her as an example of what not to do.

Ironically, I only like older women and MILFs.

>>34731567
But nobody is going to stop them. Men have more than enough power too, but muh dick lol

>>34728459
I have three old step siblings from my dad's previous marriage. Growing up, they would come visit me once every two months or so.
At first I thought they were just a group of three young people that my dad thought were really cool and would let into our house to hang out with us.
One of my very earliest memories is the day that I realized that these people weren't just amazing, fun, and inspiring people that I got to see sometimes, they were my brothers and sisters. I was sitting in my brother's lap when he told me he was my brother, and the other two were my sisters.
I felt like the luckiest person in the world, and thought it was too good to be true.
Fast forward a couple of years. I move overseas with my family when I'm 11 and now only see my step siblings when I go home maybe once a year, sometimes less. Since they were adults at that point too, it was hard to see them altogether.
Fast forward another couple of years, I'm 18. My old brother has moved to a country that's really close to where we live and is getting married. Me, my dad, and my younger (full blood) brother fly over to attend his wedding.
As I'm drinking with them and my new extended family, I tell my older brother much I love him and appreciate having had him as a role model growing up, and that I'm sad I never got to see him more growing up.
That's when he tells me that it was my mother who stopped them from seeing me. My mother, I guess because of her being such an insecure piece of shit, disallowed the only 3 role models I've ever had in my life from coming to see me and spending time with me when I was growing up. Only when he told me this did I realize that even between the ages of 5-10, they had stopped their monthly visits, and I instead only got to see them during major events, like when one of them graduated highschool/university, etc.
I started crying, thinking about all the time I could've had with my older siblings growing up, whom I loved more than anything in the world

>>34728459
I realized I hated her around age 19-20. I don't even know what to make of it, and I'd feel like I'm repeating myself if I went into detail. Basically I've been narcissistically enmeshed with her my whole life, I live in a relatively isolated area and exist as her personal narcissistic supply.
I was extremely attached to her when I was little but at the same time she felt like the biggest antagonist in my life. The attachment wasn't familial love like I always thought it was, it was just general attachment.

I hate this. There's nobody I can go to for help because society has this subconscious mentality that parents can never do wrong and anyone who thinks otherwise is an immature brat. I don't have a license either. I have NO way out, but she and everyone else will probably treat that like a joke too.

>>34742202

>society has this subconscious mentality that parents can never do wrong and anyone who thinks otherwise is an immature brat

Correction

society has this subconscious mentality that mothers can never do wrong and anyone who thinks otherwise is an immature brat

>>34742112
Not him but no child should need to try harder than a parent unkess they're dying of cancer. Don't have kids.

If they fuck up the childhood of their offspring they deserve to be stoned to death. How selfish.

Sad that I tried to please my single mother growing up and she calls me a piece of shit and a monster now. You would think I have a criminal record or am abusive. Nope. I don't even say a word, don't ask for things besides food, di chores, work a job, work on my life. But if I'm not her temporary husband to provide her with all the support she needs then she thinks I'm absolutely useless.

Horrible every time I see her with a man she is completely happy. But if I'm happy with a potential significant other then I don't love her enough. I don't love her at all but still. Women need to be controlled. They are not naturally kind hearted people.

>>34742202

How old are you, and in what way are you stuck with her? Are you afraid of leaving because you don't believe you'll be able to survive on your own, or are you afraid of leaving because of a fear over whether SHE can survive without you??

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGQdSW8B7f0

>>34742260

>But if I'm not her temporary husband to provide her with all the support she needs then she thinks I'm absolutely useless.

Reminds me of this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeORJ0ICnRw

>>34742249
This.
>you wouldn't talk to your mother with that mouth
How about the mouth she uses to talk to us?

Would have loved a father figure in my life. If I ever tried to open up or even hug my biological father when he visited me I would get sent home to my mother being abusive and threatening to kick me out for being ungrateful since my father is the "piece of shit"
Why would I want to abandon my blood brother who also lived with us?
Now they think I hate them and I am the estranged daughter.

Now I'm some fucked up person who barely makes facial expressions. Now nobody understands me and my mother has me strategically surrounded by people who will always agree with her.

Can't wait to leave soon.

>>34742190
Reminds me of the image where the mother hid letters of the father until he died, or the one where the mother lets a guys wife of cancer die alone.

I swear to god every single one of you guys in this thread cut those parasitic filth from your lives. Hide your shit and keep clean record. Disappear or throw out a restraining order. Don't let some DNA follow you around.

I can't really hate somebody who deserted me. Later I found out my parents were using condoms when I was born. I realize the failure rate for condoms varies from 3.3 to 19.1 percent, but just found out in recent years that my mother liked other men.

I now wonder if I'm even related to my family or if I'm some other dude's child. I'm the only one in the family with green colored eyes which is a little weird. Everybody else in my direct family line has blue eye color. I know brown eyed children can be born to blue eyed parents due to a 'faulty' gene, but I don't know how green eyes are inherited.

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>>34729004
My mother did the same kind of shit, she would get really drunk and then say shit like "You never should have been born" and "If I hadn't had you I would have been able to follow my dreams". I once said to her "I'm sorry for being born" and she replied with "Good"
Probably why I hate myself desu

>>34742260

He never met his mom. She tried to kill herself and then was in an asylum his entire life.

Learn to read you fuck head.

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>have loving and supportive parents
>still a failure
I can't stomach asking for help, so probably gonna off myself in a few months.

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>tfw no mommy gf
I actually love my mother, if you must ask. Not in that way, mind, but all the same.

>>34742202
>There's nobody I can go to for help because society has this subconscious mentality that parents can never do wrong and anyone who thinks otherwise is an immature brat.

Fuck, I hate this so much. It makes me sick that parents aren't held to any standard at all, especially single mothers, who are celebrated for shitting out babies with exciting "bad boys" who abandon their families.
Then they neglect their sons, who turn out to be losers, and nobody questions or cares why these guys have issues.

When I was a teenager and began doing some real soul searching to figure out why Im such a social failure. Every single thread lead back to my mom and how she dovorced my dad because she wanted to fuck a 20 year old mexican.

>>34728912
what the fuck am i reading

oreagnge

probably around 18. she has been an alcoholic my entire life and just starts trouble with everyone she comes in contact with, she has cheated on my dad multiple times and the stupid fuck keeps taking her back. she is a walking disaster and i don't speak to her anymore.

>>34728459
When she never let me get a license or a job, leading me straight to the bath of NEEThood

>>34728459
the second time she tried to kill me

At age 11 when I started hanging out at my friend's house who had a functioning family unit(MOTHER, and FATHER)

They didn't steal their kid's money, they didn't have gambling addictions, they didn't suffocate everybody around them with self loathing, they didn't insult their children, and weren't hugely irrational.

That really changed the relationship, and basically rendered it gone.

>>34742632

>get into a fight with Mother when I was 22
>grandma died
>I came over to see her and my brothers
>we start talking and reminiscing
>started poking each other like she used to do when we were bad
>her boyfriend comes up the stairs
>loses his shit screaming at us
>I tell him to get fucked, we all grieve in our own way
>we almost start a fight
>I leave, I say good bye to her
>she blows up my phone later that night
>accuses me of hating my grandmother
>says shit that if anyone else had said to me I'd fucking slapped them
>talk to several coworkers about it
>they all say the same thing
>"you only have one mother anon"

Fuck this shit. Well she has three sons, so as long as the last one doesn't disown her she's fine.

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I hated my mom...

When she sold everything we owned for meth.

When she sold everything my step dad owned for meth.

When she sold all the things I had bought, working a job while going to school, for meth.

Never stopping my step dad being a drill sergeant tier punishment infliction (Was ex-nam).

Having the IQ of a 7 year old child, because of meth.

I pretty much raised myself.

>>34742532
And? I'm not speaking only about one person. Stands for all parents. Glad his moms dead. Clearly not a good person

>>34742534
Don't do that, especially if you have loving and supportive parents. At least wait until they pass away. You do it while they are alive you risk them turning into raging alcoholics to deal with their pain, divorcing, or worse. I can't stop you, but consider the outcome is far more heartbreaking when the parents truly love their child.

>>34742971

His mom isn't dead.

>>34743031
She might as well be
Good riddance my tax dollars

>>34742823
don't ever talk to other people about family because they will judge your situation based on their own experiences, every family is different and you have to decide for yourself what is best

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I realised i hated her when i was about 12-13 years old. She always seemed nice to me when I was little but then i realised that she manipulates me and my dad. My dad was very abusive at the time so mom acted as if she was on my side. But then when dad wasnt mad she would act all nice and shit to him. I always heard them making fun of me. They would mock me and my passions when i was a kid. She would also get drunk and act all retarded almost every night. I fucking hate her

my mother went without food for days just to provide for me my dad and my sister

I'm struggling with this problem for years now and dunno what to do

When I was growing up I was a an introverted shutin with some obvious anxiety and social problems, and I isolated myself from my parents too so they didnt know me very well, didnt think much of my mom but loved her because she was my mom, and my dad impressed me with his wagekek mentality

I grew up reading books playing vidya and spending houndreds of hours on the Internet, which I guess raised me instead of my parents

Now I dont love them. I got to know them a little bit and realised that they're wrong about everything, their entire lifeviews and worldviews are retard-tier, and I feel like they are mentally on the level of a 12 year old.

My dad doesnt have any qualities to inspire me, really. Not only is he weak and stupid, but he absolutely never had any idea what raising a man is about, and he's got no idea what being a man is about either.

Now that I'm an adult and I don't love them, and I basically told them all of the above, they want to get closer to me but we just dont have anything in common

We're basically strangers only tied by blood, even though we lived under the same roof

And now I dont have the time nor the need to have a relationship with them

They're uneducated, they come home and watch stupid shit on tv and get brainwashed. They are useless overall. I'm grateful for paying for my food and shelter, but even in this department I have regrets over being dirt poor all my life, it's like those retards can't into anything

Like why would my mom marry my dad when he can't get something as basic as support us beyond food and shelter? And why would he marry her if she cant cook nor raise her kids properly?

I'm anti-natalist as fuck, people shouldnt reproduce, humanity was a mistake etc. Edgy I know but this is how fucked up I am

>be me, age 10
>dad dies
>be a quiet person with feelings, don't cry a lot
>mom starts descending off the deep end
>constantly calls me a monster and tells me that no one will ever love me and that i didnt really love dead father
>makes sibling beat the shit out of me while she watches, i cant fight back or else i'll be denied food
>she laughs while she watches
>start developing mental illness

>be 14
>stops cleaning house/buying food gradually
>blames it on her depression :(((
>whenever i'd leave my room my feet would be caked in dirt and small pieces of glass, would have to wash feet when i went back to my room
>looked like hoarders
>only food in house is moldy
>forced to eat spoiled food/garbage a lot
>ate rats/maggots once because there was nothing else
>killed rats a few times really brutally and made me watch because she thought my reaction was funny
>not allowed to leave house
>she makes me watch her kill rats in house
>get welfare from state because father is dead, she spends it all on beer and dates for her and her boyfriend
>would hurt me if i ate "her" food
>she refuses to get a job other than part time modelling
>only get 20-100$ a month depending on her mood

>she pulls me out of public school to go to college early twice a week
>not allowed to go to school or leave house other than that
>takes credit for everything i do
>if i do bad in school i get starved out
>yells at me if i dont understand constantly
>tried choking me/throwing me down stairs

>go to hospital few times due to heart problems due to anxiety/mental illness
>forced to get mental health treatment
>she lies the whole time i'm there, pulls me out after 3 weeks so doctors dont notice
>not allowed to go back or get medical treatment again
>was too weak to leave bed most of the time, can't go up stairs/run etc

>has never changed

she treats me pretty bad but i think i should still love her

>>34743023
Yeah you have a point. Already written the rough draft of my note but doing it now seems selfish.

>>34728459
After listening to some seminar called "On Being A Man"

She picked an awful father who left behind nothing but horrific genetics when I was 3. Raised by her and my grandmother, the only thing I cultivated was an over religious guilty feeling, over sensitivity, introverted smothering overcautious behaviors, a sense of narcissism, and the keen ability to avoid responsibilities. I hate women, especially those two.

>>34728787
look at all those (you)s you harvested. nice job anon

Honestly I kind of resent her since she never seems to show any emotion other than flashes of anger.
I think our relationship would be a lot healthier if we just talked about our accumulated grievances and I could see her cry or at least tear/choke up.
Not sure if I'm just an autist for thinking this, I just feel as if she's going to burst in anger and kill me one day despite trying my best to do as much as I can for her in my current capacity like cook dinner for her, clean the house, do the chores, etc although I could do more.
Is this a common phenomenon for guys with widow mothers?

>>34742249
that is more accurate actually
>>34742302
i'm 21 and it's because I'm afraid I can't survive on my own. In regards to the latter, she'll live.
>>34742632
yeah, you'd think that since they're raising the future population, they'd be held to much higher standards instead of much lower standards

>>34728864
Ur s0 fuck1n 3dgy br0

>>34728459
I already posted this in a different thread, but it's definitely well suited for this one.

My mom thought that I was downloading porn on her computer because she got a pop-up ad from some illegal streaming site. That was her first thought and it really pissed me off.

Then I started thinking about how she raised me and the times she beat me for seemingly no reason as a kid, and how she pretends to be supportive of my autism while punishing me for unintentionally exhibiting symptoms and that just pisses me off even more. We moved around every 9 fucking months or so. We ended up moving about 7 times within the span of 5 years. Only two of those times were actually necessary and I think it really fucked me up. There wasn't even any fucking stability in my life.
I'm moving out of this place as soon as I can and cutting ties with her. I'm gonna start saving up for property to become autonomous and maybe find a gf.

>>34743790

Where do you think you are right now? Do you assume that since your life is fine, it must be going well for everyone else?

>>34743823
I kind of get what you're saying.
Does she ever act as if she's sacrificed everything for you and take seemingly innocuous statements/actions from your lack of social skills as a personal insult?

>>34743876
>Does she ever act as if she's sacrificed everything for you and take seemingly innocuous statements/actions from your lack of social skills as a personal insult?

All the time.

>>34740472

Thank you for the (You). My mother also only insulted me when I was alone. When my friends or one of her boyfriends were present she behaved like the nicest mother ever. On day she told me that it is my fault that her last boyfriends left her and that I better shouldn't destroy the relationship with her current boyfriend.
I think she had 4 boyfriends in the past 6 years. Maybe she had more realationships, but I only know of 4 of them. All of them broke up with her after roughly 1 year.

My father is really supporting and understands that I have problems with her. He told me that she behaved like a normal person when he first met her and later when he married her. But over the years she started acting more and more crazy. She started insulting him and blaming him for things all the time. He couldn't endure that any longer. That's why he left her.

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>>34728787
>they are literally the reason you are alive
As if this is a good thing.
>if they are competent
They wern't. They unplanned my birth. I grew up in the middle of bun-fuck nowhere and my bus rides were 1hour and 30 minutes long.

YOU TALK LIKE EVERYONE HAS THE SAME EXPERIENCES AS YOU! NOT MANY ARE LUCKY AS YOU!

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I don't hate my mom but we're both radically different and always have been. When I was young mom and dad tried to 'normiefy' me with sports and camps and the like. But anyone on /r9k/ knows what a futile gesture that is, especially when you're an adolescent. The tragedy is, now that it's abundantly obvious what a sad, introverted, emotional wreck I am she realized all the missteps made in raising her sad, lonely boy.

Now I'm a maladjusted, unhappy 26 year old adult and all she wants is to keep in contact and share my feelings with her, but I just want to stew in my apartment for weeks, months, years on end.

>>34741054
i have something somewhat similar to that
please help us someone

I love my mum, though.

She utterly failed to make me normal but I still adore her with all my heart.

>>34728787
>also she bought me a nice soft cat one time.
My mom bought me a cat once. Then she gave it away and told me it got aids and died

>>34742202
>I hate this. There's nobody I can go to for help because society has this subconscious mentality that parents can never do wrong and anyone who thinks otherwise is an immature bra
i hate that so much
and i know that feel i wish i would have realized it sooner

>>34742356
>male sons
what are there female sons now?

>>34742702
>sighned up on ssi since little kid
>never aloud to do anything
>put on a bunch of drugs at a young age
>i get harrassed and bitched at for not not getting a job and wife
what in the fuck i don't even want any of that

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When I don't have Enough gb points to get my tendies

>>34728459
when she starved my dog waggles to death

>>34728459
When I was 4, my dad a violent drunk, used to beat the shit out of my mum, one day he's sitting on top of her smacking her about at the top of the stairs, she calls for me to help? I'm 4? he's 6ft 2 and drunk, I run upstairs to 'help' and he throws my down the stairs, wtf?

>>34743708

If you're still in the thread, why don't you head over to 7cups dot com and talk to some listeners there, try out a few because you're bound to get a few duds. You might find someone who's sympathetic and willing to give you a bit of support.

Leaving home seems incredibly overwhelming when you're young and inexperienced, but it really is just a matter of gaining some basic knowledge about the processes involved - like applying for a job, applying to rent a place, keeping on top of a budget, and having a few healthy meals to cook.

If you become semi-regular with a handful of 7cups listeners, you'll also never feel entirely alone.

My "host" looked me dead ass in the eyes when I was a boy and told me she didn't love me...no problem.

I feel no ways for her...I do think it's funny angsty kids saying they hate their moms...lol

To be a teenager again.

>>34735921
>wmaf couple

literally shittest tier people involved

When she told me that all of my brothers were baptized but not me for whatever reason. She told me that I would still go to Heaven even if I wasn't baptized. I later found out that people who aren't baptized don't go to Heaven. Unsurprisingly, that's also when I stopped believing in God.

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When she wasn't satisfying my needs

>>34745647

Can't God exist without the Hell doctrine? Or even without Christianity?

>>34728459
That kid's mom has great tits tho. momcest should be promoted as a superior way of life.

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>>34745711

>mfw imagefap dot com has warped my mind so much with captioned images that I can't look at one of these stock art photos without having evil thoughts.

Also related: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KAJUTGXhcN8

>>34735921
>wmaf couple
>the Asian female is controlling and aubusive
Every fucking time.

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>>34728459
>hating your lovely supportive mommy
>not your deadbeat piece of fuck dad
DON'T SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT MOMMEEEEEEEEEEE

I don't hate my mom at all, but she's a goddamn pain to be around sometimes.
She's always been over protective, and even though I'm about to turn 20 she still treats me like a 12 year old.
She'll call me the MINUTE I'm supposed to clock out of work and then sends multiple texts if I don't answer that one call. I feel like I'm really socially stunted because of her bullshit.
>about a month ago, go to see movie with two friends
>meet them at theater, we watch movie and then go grab some food afterwards
>mom texts me atleast twice an hour always wanting updates, I don't text her back and I do I say "Stop texting me."
>she asked me what movie I saw and what time it was playing
>"I told you we went to see Star Wars at 6."
>she tells me she didn't see the time listed on the theater's site
>wait, what? call her out on the fact that she didn't believe me when I told her where I was going
>start bitching at her that she needs to grow up and let me grow up too
>she just lies and deflects saying that's not what she was doing
>go to room, notice door was cracked open
>very autistic about my room, I can always tell when someone has been in there
>go back to talk to her, ask if she's been in my room
>tells me no, call her out and say that's bullshit
Now, a few days before this event I bought some melatonin because I've got bad sleeping problems
>anyways, I realize that she searched my room
>"What the fuck, you're searching my room for drugs? For fucks sake I don't do drugs."
>she tries to lie again, tell her I know she did because she left my door open
>mention that she was concerned because I had bought melatonin
>she says "Weeelllllll" and tries to change the subject
I really wish I listened to my dad more instead of my mom as a kid because he always wanted what was best for me but I sat and argued because I just wanted to play vidya. Atleast nowadays I'm always trying to stretch my wings and I always go to my dad for his advice because he won't sugarcoat it.

When she started forcing me to be like my brothers. Punishing me for not being as successful and grateful like them. She doesn't care for me and doesn't even try to make an effort. She would exclude me in any family related matter and if she did I was mostly ignored.When were out with guests and relatives, she would put on a facade and like to brag about how my brothers were athletes or how smart they were. She would force me to socialize and interact but that would just lead to me being more humiliated. She used my Dad for his money and left him when he had debt. I'll never forget that day when I felt like I would break, she just yelled at me and told me to grow up and bitch on how life was unfair. I'm glad that bitch got cancer and suffered.

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much mommy problems u have, r9k

you are even more pathetic than the "daddy issues" roasties, so i suggest to go and kill yourselves.

>>34746073

Sounds like your mummy raised you to suppress and deny and of your own feelings going contrary to the holy female. Care to talk about your upbringing, manginanon?

>>34746113
boring middle class childhood
went to uni
got my place, first 3 year parents help to pay rent
live on my own, have my own many, financially independent

>>34728459
when she threw my pants with my phone in them into the washer and then blamed me because i dared to have my phone in my own fucking pants pocket

She is not actively trying to do bad, but she is just extremely stupid and naive. But I did love her a lot until the summer vacation between 3rd and 4th grade or something like that. She went to her current at the time boyfriend's homeland for a the whole vacation. She couldn't take me with them, because she needed permission from my father, who is living in another country and I haven't seen since I was in first grade. I cried when she left, but by the time she came back I started realizing her love for me was very superficially. She dragged me with her from one human failure of a man to another for a long time before that (this one was her longest and thankfully last one, though she gave birth to my little half-brother and the boyfriend died later). She used to say it is for me, but how was it for me when there were periods I could see her during only half of the week (was living with my grandmother) and she was often just sleeping anyway. If you think about it, she was basically a whore. Never really worked until her 40s either. I actually lived for a while by myself when I was in high school, but since we started living together I just try to not bother with her, which is hard because she always enters my room as she pleases and often is fighting with my little brother. Even the fact we have a home and enough money to survive from month to month is not really thanks to her. I am pretty messed up and can't find the motivation to do better. It is not like I think all day how it is her fault, but she was obviously not much of a parent, even if she want to believe otherwise. And it is definitely not easy feeling good when I can always hear them fighting or just hearing the neighbours talking through the walls, which wasn't a problem for the first few years in the apartment, but it turned out that just no one was living beside us then. It would probably be more interesting to talk about how I didn't go to school for a year, or maybe it won't be. Well that was boring.

>>34728825
this x1000
origgg

> she has acne
> I have acne
Makes you think.

>>34728459
When i realized i was just an ego trip for her, something to make her feel good and useful. If i tried disagreeing with her she would flip out, it always has to be her way because "she deserved it"

>>34739939
>chasier
maybe you're dumb anon

>>34743518
>>ate rats/maggots once because there was nothing else
>she treats me pretty bad but i think i should still love her
jesus fucking christ why did I open this thread
my mom died when I was 11 but I've had it so good despite being a loser

>>34747787
>mother and I have a bad relationship
>she gets pregnant
>the guy (not my dad) doesn't what the kid, but she gives birth anyway
>"It is the only thing I ever did for myself" she says
>the guy dies a few years later
>he drunk and smoked too much
>his doctor was telling him it was coming for years and could prevent it, but the guy told no one and just let it happen
>it is me, my mother and my little brother now
>little brother is a little piece of shit and she is always screaming after him
>but he still loves her a lot, so she is probably fine with it
>a few years pass
>he is still a little shit and somewhat retarded to be honest
>we find out he has muscular dystrophy, I somehow dodged the bullet
>it is likely that he won't be alive by my age
>hear her say "What life? My life is over" to my aunt a few weeks ago
>only thing she ever did for herself

She got what she deserves, but as much I don't love the little shit, he doesn't deserve it, though.

>>34735921
Did you turn out alright As in a decent job maybe a gf a few hobbies? Or are you a burned out worthless neet?

>>34747908
I got lost in that story, so the mother has a child because of her ego, yells at the child because she doesnt care about properly raising him (just wanted to feel good with a baby), dad dies and he has a disease from the mother, mother then says her life is over, not even thinking about her older son (you), or about attempting to fix the child.

Is this right? That sucks senpai, poor kid, can you try to grow him up not to be a brat? Dont allow another robot to walk this forsaken land

>>34747960
Not sure if you thought the dad had a disease from her or my brother. Otherwise you seem to be correct, but here is a non green text version.
The dad basically killed himself, because he was miserable after she gave birth. He did love my brother, even though he didn't want any more kids (he already had two sons from his first marriage), but he was even more of a mess after the birth. He just kept to himself that his body is dying from his drinking (he drunk since before we knew him), even though he could have an operation and save himself for two years.
My brother does act horribly, but it is not like she is much of a mother anyway. We learned he has muscular dystrophy (it is genetic, he got it from her and I somehow didn't, she just carries it without suffering from its effects, as women do). She said her life was over, because the kid is sick and she has to take care for it until it dies. And by the time it is dead I would probably have fucked off far away. The irony of her saying for years that giving birth to my brother the only the she ever did for herself (not much of a true) does feel good to some extend, but as I said my brother doesn't really deserve it.

>>34747960
Forgot to reply to the questions. What future do you think he has anyway? It is likely that he won't be able to walk in a few years. He is a lot into cartoons anyway, though admittedly he is still a kid. I got him into some games and watching Yu-Gi-Oh!, I myself grew up with it after all. We are not from an English-speaking country so he could only watch what is already translated into our native language, which is not much. I watched with him the last season of GX (the second generation YGO) and translated it for him in real time. I was thinking of somehow getting around to at least translate to him vocally the rest (hundreds of episodes), while I am still around, but he started watching it himself and in Japanese at that. He doesn't understand much, if anything, but he enjoys it anyway. Feels kind of pointless at this point to translate it, I don't know. I have my doubts he will learn English to an acceptable level that he will at least be able to have fun watching anime or something in his last years. And with barely keeping it myself I don't have too much time to help him learn it, which he doesn't want to anyway and screams like a little shit.

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>>34728825
>>34728864
>>34728942
>>34736028
>>34738018
>>34744002
then why don't you kill yourselves?

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In her defense, many of the things that happened wasn't her fault.
Till I turned five she was pretty normal, unfortunately this is where it all started to go downhill. She was attending a course on NLP with my dad and the subject got to 'Family', it tore up some pretty grave wounds about my mom being molested by her stepfather, her mother being distant, as a parent but emotionally aswell.
Slowly she started taking pills, her most used were Kodimagnyl (containing codeine).
When I turned 11 or 12 my dad decided that she had to get help, she was sent some treatment facility some 150 km away.
Strangely enough I was indifferent about this. I never liked going there, as the drive took forever, and generally wasn't fun.
Some drama between my parents happened where my dad had gone to pick her up from the facility, as her treatment was complete. She asked him to stop at the first truck stop, bought a six-pack of beer (very no-no because alcoholism). My dad dumped her there, knowing that she'd do more harm than good if she came back.

Well, a month or so she did come back drunker than a skunk. I was home alone, the doors locked, she kept yelling for me to open, and eventually smashed a window. I ran to the neighbour who called the police. I had serious issues about being alone in the evening for about a year or so.

On my 18th birthday, my dad and I were invited by her to celebrate it at her place with her new bf. Well the thing ended in a disaster, her bf yelling, my mom wanting weed to calm her nerves. Before we drove away, she asked whether we should figure out another day without her bf, I responded "you'll go figure that out" in a very cold voice.

I heard nothing from her for 3 years, and at this point, it's more like talking to a strange in which you have had a few things in common. I feel bad for her, I really do, but for my own sake I have to keep her out of my life.

Since then she has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

>>34748351
>killing yourself is as easy as not being born
why don't you kill yourself you fucking retard

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>>34742065
My nigga. Too many people give their parents a free pass.

Circumcision is listed as one of the reasons you should disassociate from your family of origin here:
http://defoo.org/defoo/

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Its weird, I'm 100% white, but I relate most to asian's (mostly chinese) stories of their parents. My mom is basically a white chinese mom. Super controlling, y u no get A+, y u no be best, u suck worthless, try harder, y u no studying, I withhold all affection until you #1,, we kick you at at 18, you shitty person etc etc

I hate her

>>34740341
Yeah people with lazy parents seem to think that a harsh controlling pushing parent is really better and that if they had one they would have been successful. As >>34750035 I can vouch that it either works or it doesn't. I had a mental break down where I stopped contacting my parents, I couldn't handle the living that way. What they do is withhold love until you succeed. Now emotional blackmail is messed up to begin with, but often times it isn't what they like to claim "we're doing it for your own good, tough love" Many times, its about themselves, they view you as their project to reflect good upon themselves as a trophy kid and your wellbeing is no importance. I am sure my parents are sociopaths.

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>>34735921

>It's probably not right, but I've become a self-loathing Chinaman because of her.

pic related
china should be nuked

>>34728933
you guys are lucky. my parents never picked me up, i walked like 7-8 kilometers on a straight road.also one of my sisters died

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>>34728459
I don't, that's the only woman who'll ever love me.

>>34748875
Simply because I don't want to and I don't feel the need to do so faggot. Those other dummies regret being born and the best solution for such problem is killing yourself, which isn't even that hard if you aren't mentally challenged.

When she wouldn't let me do anal

>be following education I don't give a shit about
>contemplate suicide because I have no idea what to do with my life
>mother only cares about education
>be lying in bed being a depressed teenager and shit
>suddenly out of nowhere she rips the pillow from beneath my head because she had to make my bed (yeah she makes my bed, who gives a shit)
>tell her I fucking hate her and that I never loved her
>tells me to go live with my ''loser'' dad then
>tell her I hope she dies

We get along fine now though, but she was a huge cunt when I was a teenager.