Why do you abuse drugs?

because it is my only escape from how much i dont want to be alive and how much pain im in

I don't. I suffer through my problems without that stupid crutch.

>>34718493
you dont have too many problems then

>>34718533
>im so speshul i do drugs and have dark dark demonz

get over yourself, then kill yourself.

>>34718555
Well, there are things like chronic pain, ghost pains for victims of torture, but i'm sure the countless hours you've spent watching anime has told you everything you need to know about people

>>34718419
Because they make me feel so good
and leaved me fucked up inside

>>34718419
Is this a real question

because im fucking mentally ill, and drugs are the only thing that squelch the dissonance and self loathing that make me incapable of being human

>and everyone sucks, except me, and cute damaged white girls

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>>34718419
Stop making threads, roastie

>>34718789
bitch i'll stick that alienware so far up your ass
your brain with split apart with sheer faggotry
pussy

>>34718419
Because they are very naughty so I beat them >:(

>>34718419
MIII-HHHIIINNNDD of destructive taste
I CHOOOOSSSEEE to stroll amongst the waste
It was your heart
LOST IN THE DARK

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Because my friends choose to spend all their income on it, and I guess they like me cause they always call me up when they score. I can't have pitched more than $100 in the last two years and we party two or three times a week. If I had to pay, I wouldn't touch the shit.

>>34718419
I don't because I'm not a fucking "DUDE WEED LMAO PARTY ALL NIIIIIGHT MAAANE" normie.

>>34719169
from time to time, this is me. gotta supply the homies sometimes though.

>>34719208
damn you must really special and interesting you stupid sack of shit

>>34719213
I usually pick up a case of beer, but no one ever seems thirsty so I end up drinking most of it myself anyways.

>>34718419
Who is this? Like whats it from?

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day in
day out
I suffocate myself with cigarette smoke
reefer smoke.
To kill time:
that would be why

It's probably a good thing I'm a NEET with no money. I lack self control when it comes to things that make me feel good so it'd either be I buy no drugs at all because I'm too lazy to keep buying small amounts or I'd buy bulk and then wind up OD'ing.

>>34719347
The worst show I've ever seen. Can't remember the name, but I watched something like 25 episodes and it's the shittiest budget cut shounen I've ever watched.

>>34719798
What are your drugs of choice?

>>34719934
well, what have got?

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>>34719934
Opiates, getting sleepy and comfy while your body feels really good is the best thing in the world.

>>34719934
>>34720013
Fucking excellent

Ravioli Ravioli

>>34718419
because being high test feels pretty good

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I cold turkeyed everything 3 months ago.
I don't feel better than when I was on drugs.
I suppose in a lot of ways I feel better than when I was convinced I was going to die.
Kind of.
Now I don't care much either way if I die or not, I'm not sure sober life is worth living.

>>34718789
>>34718419
Who is this girl? Is she just artwork or from a manga or something? She's pretty cute.

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>>34720394
It's called world trigger
Don't watch it

It dulls the pain of not being a girl

>>34720465
What's it about? or is it just shitty?

>>34720804
Just shitty. Very basic and hollow shounen show, honestly just watch Bleach or Naruto instead.

Is that you fateanon? Oreganol

anyone else feel intense shame waking up after getting drunk
like even if it was just a mildly embarassing thing it feels like you massively fucked up

>>34718419
so i dont shoot myself dumbass

>>34721353
drinking right now and can already feel the shame

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Because I have nothing else. I'm 23, a burden to my family and completely helpless. Any prolonged sobriety is hard to sustain, I just keep feeling worse and worse and worse. My heart is dead and I don't want to live, but guns are illegal in my country and I'm too scared to try other methods of suicide.

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>>34722100
tfw I said what you said and I was sent to a mental hospital

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>>34721353
Do you get hangovers? I've never felt shame from drinking, but i have felt like shit after drinking.