how did you first found out you were /autism/
where i am at right now. my friends moved to another town.
A doctor told me when I was 4 years old.
thirteen, it was a self fulfilling prophecy
>>be me 14 yrs
>>vaca at coast w crazy shellshock family cannot have fun
>>neighbors across sand dune my age but are having fun times
>>they are playing hide and seek
>>i wanna have fun too so i ask one of them if he mind if i talk to a bush because i am thinking they will see i am helping someone hiding but really it is a sneaky clever ruse
>>mfw i am now called bush boy for two weeks
I was diagnosed at 3.
all i ever wanted was to be a calm, empathetic, mindful person. i need to be taken out behind the woodshed and shot like a dog.
>>34709953
It's entirely possible to be autistic as well as that.
>>34709584
Started around 13-14, got progressively worse as puberty went on. Honestly I was a normie prior to that, I had friends and went to the parties we had, and kissed girls in truth or dare etc.
But I've been autistic ever since and am nofriends virgin now.
Perhaps the testosterone reshaped my brain to be more omega rather than more alpha.
I first posted here when I was 19
>>34710002
how does he dribble tho
I got an old PC at age 12 and become obsessed with QBASIC, spending close to a year doing nothing but obsessing over programming. I didn't even get that good at it either, because I'm a brainlet who doesn't like math.
Friend invites me to ""party"" with two girls, he and another friend go inside with the girls.
I stay in the yard and play catch with his kid brother.