Why aren't you trying to improve your life Anon?

I am you stupid fucking anime cunt, it's going well.

You can't improve the perfection.

>>34703545
I am little by little, m8.

these things take time

because i don't know where to start please help

Too hard. I can't.

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you can polish a shit all you want but it's still just a piece of shit

I need money to fund my side business

Because i don't know how to eliminate social anxiety.

If i wasn't so fucking scared of what people think of me, i'd have tons of money without needing a job, and girls would line up to hang out with me.

Because I'm old enough to know things don't get better

Being healthy just means you endure things longer.

the problem is i can keep up life improvement for only so long before it hits me that during the improvement literally nothing has changed in my life and i realize all my problems are in my fucked up head

what's the point, normies give me dirty looks wherever I go so I will never have friends let alone a girlfriend, I flunked high school and haven't done anything since, I'm 31, I'm obviously mentally ill but no one gives a shit

I will probably just commit suicide after I end up homeless

>>34703545

I actually am.

I got rid of depression the day I lost my job and had to go back to countryside to live with parents.

That is, circumstances forced me to:
- have regular sleep hours and diet, while dramatically cutting down coffee intake
- stopped wasting 15-20 hours/week in commuting
- exercise without exercizing (working in a farm is way better than gym and weights and jogging and all that shit)
- have less time to browse internet, and a slow connection (that is, practically got rid of porn)

I can't afford anymore those shitty luxury items and traveling, and I realized I needed them only as surrogate for other things I missed. I'm now out of the debt vortex, a few grands saved, no need to waste 3/4 of my wage in rent/utilities/groceries/other shit. And I found myself not swearing anymore when my cellphone rings.

Taking care of pets and cattle is definitely better than waiting for trains and buses.

Pic related: me with dad's shotgun aimed to an imaginary nigga, Lucky Slevin horse defecating, Jojo cat doing his usual nap. No, no pic related, muh privacy issues.

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Godspeed, my dudes.

i tried A LOT and i did nothing but fail

i dont blame myself and actually respect and honestly am amazed at how much bullshit i went through just to try and become a low tier normie

now im just a kv neet on bux and given up completely. such is life i guess

>>34703545
no reason since i live in a third world cunt