>realize Trump's election debunked my mental illness
>my schizophrenia is caused by diversity
>have to convince myself blacks are normal people everytime I subconsciously automatically stare at one in public
>have look clean and act humble but not too desperate when around whites as to not scare them or creep them out
>my brain is constantly struggling to find the most neutral way to present myself to all races and ethnicities
>realize the SSRIs are Soma like in the book Brave New World
>I'm just a filthy commie the U.S. wants dead
OP here
Forgot to mention I'm spic
come home everyday exhausted with scrambled brain
FBI and CIA delusions come on hard when I am feeling the most down because I figure that's the mindset all those jihadists and mass shooters are in, but I am not violent. But that's the way genetic waste with a warrior gene go.
wish I was a munk or could go on a year long expedition in the outdoors, camping and roughing it. have Chris McCandless ideations
pretty much stuck in inner cities because those are the safest places for non-whites. the outdoor areas are filled with whites that never grew up around non-whites. might run into racist ranger that plants evidence on me
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Schizophrenia is more common in diverse areas because it gets reported more often. Small towns are more religious and prone to believe that crazy people just have demons or a gift from god
oh god what if this is how people see me. eeep!