FELLOW ROBOTS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO

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>20, no friends, borderline autistic and ex-neet
>have severe anxiety and occasional panic attacks from unpleasant events
>start renting a room to finally experience living independently
>have problems paying rent every month, because I'm a wagecuck
>have problems with keeping things clean, have problems with throwing trash out on time.
>overwhelmed with everything, no human being for positive reinforcement
>neet crippling solitude all over again, but this time I can't even interact with my old folks.
>life outside of work devolves into playing WoW and staying locked up in my room
>old resident housemate nags on the smallest shit, and violently yells confronting me on things I don't even know what he's referring to
>panicattack.jpg
>complains to the landlord about me
>landlord visits.
>shake throughout the entire ordeal
>panicattack.jpg as soon as he leaves
>feel extremely anxious staying in my room
>daily grind to avoid the housemates
>on the edge everyday
>stopped using the kitchen, and mostly began eating chocolate, wholegrain bread, wholefat milk, and very rarely tendies.
>booked a flight back home, but sadly the scheduled flight is in slightly less than two months.

Time is going so slow, and I don't know how I can mentally endure this for any longer. I just want to take my shit, and RUN out of here. I feel like a caged animal. Is anyone here in a similar predicament as me ?

I WANT TO BE SAVED, I JUST WANT PEACE. I WANT TO GO OUTSIDE FREELY AND BUY TENDIES, WITHOUT HAVING THE FEAR OF RUNNING INTO ANY ANGRY HOUSEMATES. I JUST WANTED AN ESCAPE, BUT I FUCKING CAGED MYSELF INTO SUFFERING. SOMEBODY HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEE