Weak spot

>>34680607
In all seriousness you were probably abused as a kid. I don't know what kind of abuse but the trauma from it caused you to subconciously repress those memories.

>>34680653
I could have had a shitty childhood without knowing a thing. Do think I would have remembered abuse tho

>>34680653
On a serious note tho, how do you find out if you were abused as a kid?

AAAH U MADE ME REMEMBER THAAAT

>>34680607
I don't remember much about my childhood.

I remember my parents used to leave me with a family friend sometimes on a weekend ( when I was 4/5)

I remember hiding under his computer table scared that he would molest me

I have no memories of him ever molesting me. But why would I think such a thing when I was so young?

I have never told anyone because if he's innocent I don't want to ruin his life

I have vaginismus as an adult. As a result I only tried to have sex twice. I do not know why I have it.

>>34680739
just google signs of child abuse. Personally i say I'm sorry for everything and i'm very mentally ill. It's kinda like being a robot as far as personality goes. I remember my abuser and he is the only person i've considered murdering.