greentext things you will never forget ITT

Faggot you deserved the beating and the molesting. You waste every opportunity and will make nothing of yourself.

>>34673994
You should have hugged your mom and told her you would be there for her anon. It deeply impacts a mother when her kids leave, more so when the eldest child says he wants to live with the father, its almost like a betrayal.

Im the eldest son in a similar situation. My younger brother and sister have moved in with my father who is pretty rich but for all my mother has done and struggled for the 3 of us, i can never move away, in the hopes of repaying this debt to her somehow. She was so depressed taking care of us she wanted to off herself together, back when i was 13 or 14.

>>34674070
Maybe one day I will crack and stop being a waste of air. Until then I shall remain a miserable faggot

>>34674169
you're right, but this was the first time i saw my mom vulnerable and didn't know how to react.

>more so when the eldest child says he wants to live with the father

interesting, care to add any more details about this or of your experience?

>>34674169
how do you think the father felt after his kids left him initially?
I think its safe to say that both parents are in agony after their children willingly leave them in those circumstances.

>go on the family pc
>find cheese pizza saved in images
>ask my dad about it
>tells me it must be a virus
>never bring it up again

Could it have been a virus from a dodgy site, or was I just in denial?

>>34674952
I don't think most viruses do that, sorry but your dads probably a pedo. At least you have ammo for blackmail now

>>34674184
dont be miserable, the faggot part is meh, but try your best not to be miserable.

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>>34673994
I have a couple, the worst and best moments I can remember right now.

First off, worst.
>around 13
>have been jerking off to porn for a while on my iPod
>mom knows I'm not sleeping at night
>I hide my iPod at night, when I'm not using it for masturbation purposes
>She barges in and steals it
>I go into her room
>"I'm gonna look through every single app on here, see if you're up to any funny business".
>realize I forgot to delete browser history
>she goes into safari
>becomes hysterical
>she's crying
>I'm crying
>she calls my grandparents because she's so shaken by this revelation that a teenage boy would be looking at porn

This conflict has continued to this day, she's compelled to look through all my shit(see pic related). This is what breeds distrustful children, mother.

And now the best:
>About 17
>In a video production class because I love movies
>we have to make some shitty little short, I forget what the actual assignment was
>day comes where we all gotta shoot something
>one of my friends drove us over to a parking lot behind the school
>it's about sunset
>in the car, surrounded by people I'm friends with
>suddenly get this revelation
>this is how normies feel, isn't it?
>it's fucking transcendent for me
>I bring my A-game in the photography department (what little skills I had at the time anyway)
>short actually turns out okay

I'm trying to become a director now. It's become my passion.

All because of that shoot, man.

>>34674169
My mum caused my younger brother's suicide after I moved in with my father and cut her off. She couldn't handle her "eldest and #1" leaving her. I hope she's next.

>>34675193
I've never understood parents being this intrusive

>be like 15
>dad asks me what i did saturday night
>tell him i just stayed up all night on my pc as usual
>"looking at porn are we anon?"
>my mum walks in
"so what if he was? nothing wrong with that"

Based mum ftw

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>>34673994
>Be 9
>Mom is telling us about her new online boyfriend she met in the US
>I thought it'd be cool to go there and see all the palm trees and live on the beach like I see in the movies.
>My brother wants to go but misses his friends
>My sister wants to go but has a boyfriend
>We all end up going to move there.
>I didn't think I'd miss my family this much; many of them I'd never see again (3 of my grandparents died of cancer).
>We get there and there's one big palm tree in the front yard, but it's miles from the beach, even further distance than before we moved.
>Brown people everywhere
>The palest kid in new school.
>Have to learn new slang; I don't understand most of it. and I have to drop my old slang that nobody understands.
>Isolated from everyone at school because I'm white and uninteresting.
>Grades go down, because I'm depressed and cry at night
>A month or two goes by, and my sister takes a plane home.
>A couple more months go by and my brother takes a plane home.
>I'm all alone, and my depression gets worse.
>The worst experience of my entire life
>Have to make friends otherwise I'll become a depressed mess.
>Make friends with people
>Become good friends, go to normie things, do normie stuff, life is good; got a non-sexual gf.
>Mom says "Anon, your stepfather died.. We're moving home".
>Now I have no friends; I moved back home, mom lost all the money on a house that she couldn't pay off and had to claim bankruptcy.
>Not close with my brother or sister anymore
>My mom finds a new man and gets in a relationship with him.
>For my 18th birthday, my mom buys me a cake and a present, then leaves to go to his house, leaving me in a living room where I have a mattress and a lit fire, freezing to death in the coldest winter.
>All I wanted was to not be alone on my 18th birthday
>Been struggling with gender identity ever since I was 13
>Trying to suppress trans thoughts
>Trying to man up and get a gf
>Get fat instead
>Jobless until 20
cont'd

Watching my dad cry for the first time. Mom left him.

>>34675257
I don't get it either. It's like they see us as lesser than human, like privacy doesn't matter because "They're just kids, we need to shelter them"

I'm fucking 20 mom quit bitching to me about porn.

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>>34675265
>Get a job as a fish packer
>Meet new stepfather's ugly fat niece
>We hang out, because we have similar tastes
>She becomes my best friend
>We make a pact to lose weight and to help eachother stay on track
>She loses weight
>I don't lose weight
>She's a hot stacey now
>I get feelings for her
>She leads me on
>She leads 2 other guys and a girl on
>She gets everything paid for her by the guys she talks to (including me)
>I work in construction and make more money, more money that I end up giving to her
>Everyone says we make a good couple, but we've never even had sex
>She blows me off for a total Chad
>Be me today
>Contemplating existence
>Still tranny thoughts
>Damaged by years of neglect and a shitty upbringing.

>>34675193
>I'm trying to become a director now. It's become my passion.

Good luck, man. I hope you make some great movies some day and not become some run-of-the-mill director who only does it for paychecks.

>>34675450
I hope so too, my guy.

There's a void in Hollywood right now, not enough scrappy young fucks with clear vision and drive. It's easier than ever to make something that would have taken years and millions in the 80's. We can do that shit now, but where the fuck is this generation's John Carpenter, Robert Rodriguez, or Kevin Smith?

Where'd the passion for making a movie people want to see go?

>>34675316
you've put my problems in perspective, i hope everything turns out okay for you anon. stay strong

another reminder to never have kids.

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>>34675316
Hang in there. (Also lose weight)

>>34675193
Nice one man. If you ever make a film post it on here. I like to see anons achieve something.