What's the most unique feel you've ever felt? Post most unique feels and see if anyone else has had it.
>tfw dad confesses murders to you while laughing
>tfw you and your sister were kids you slept in the same bed, you tried to cuddle with her and she said "get away from me!"
>tfw you feel an emotion so beautiful and incomprehensible that you know you will never be able to express it to anyone else
I get these a few times a month, somtimes. I'll just be walking, really feeling my surroundings and it'll suddenly hit me outta nowhere. Usually happens around sunset or in November for some reason. Whenever I'm beginning to feel the seasons change. I can't express it in words but it's like a beautiful, thick nostalgia, mingled with a sense of overwhelming wonder and adoration at the universe
>>34672595
Euphoria?
Oranginal
>tfw undiagnosed bipolar during manic episode riding bike on a pitch black stretch of road covered by a tunnel of trees at 2AM trying to get home, phone is dead and i have no idea if i'm going the right way or how far it is until i see civilization again, 30 miles later i end up at a casino
>>34672218
>I used to dance naked with my brother when we were kids in front of our dad.
Didn't realize how weird that was until a couple of years ago. Can't seem to bring it up to anyone. Really embarrassed about the whole situation really.
>the realization I was borderline raped once. Not by dad, this was years later. Really dark feels ensued.
>my brother and I once pretended our toy animals was having sex and every time I think about it I get a weird feeling in my stomach
>last weird/unique feel I can think of is when I sit down and think to myself I could be born beautiful, model skinny, or even horrifically disfigured. But no, I was born as me, this is who I am, and no one can ever match me as I could never match any one else.
>>34672218
>Mom has two kids with one man.
>Has me with another.
>Im only half brother to my brother and sister.
>They both have blonde hair blue eyes.
>I have brown hair and brown eyes.
>There father was there more for me than my real father.
>Fuck me.
>>34672218
>being on LSD and feeling like I'm experiencing everything for the first time all over again, getting the same feeling I used to get as a child and feeling like there is mystery and awe to be found in everyday occurrences
>getting dragged to a dance club by normie friends, getting drunk at the bar, and watching everyone go about, coming to realizations that humans really are just highly sophisticated animals and this is as close as modern man can get to reuniting with our primal past, mimicking the tribal dances of our ancient ancestorsHaving sex with my cousin and realizing that I'm a degenerate
>>34672807
I've done this, except it was a car and pre cell phone. Had to buy a pair map and wing it. I've never been so relieved to see my shitty town before.
>>34672595
Iktf (or at least a similar one)
>leaving dorm one time, early in the morning
>beautiful historical building, no one else around
>it's windy and there's some light rain
>look up at the clouds
>hear the wind howling in the distance, you can hear how large those masses of air are
>get slightly melancholical feel mixed with awe at nature, suddenly feel just how vast the world is and how much there is that I will never experience, but also how much there is still ahead
Get similar feels in other situations as well, for instance in late summer afternoon walks on top of a hill, when walking through a midsummer field and standing below a large tree or when looking outside at night through the open window, seeing the stars and a passenger plane moving across the sky
The feels are always a bit different, but always very calm and slightly melancholic whilst also being in awe and also feeling a bit euphoric (*tips*)