>sat in the shower fantasizing about a cute girl falling in

>>34616145
Start HRT or at the least become someones sissy bottom bitch fuck boi. I mean at least ya boipussy will be put to good use.

>>34616186
Ugh shut up virgin.

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>sitting in a shower

Disgusting

>>34616145
I hope you didn't waste all that water. :(
Hope you're doing well

>>34616286
I had the warm water running on me the whole time. it feels nice.

>>34616322
There was a study on that lonely people shower longer and in hot water. Its because of lack of warmth, no hugs and just feeling cold. I wish I didnt know this because I do it my whole life and now I feel depressed even in shower.

>>34616322
It does, but please be conscious of your water usage

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>>34616369
sounds true. I've been doing it for a long time as well.
>>34616373
its my one pleasure, so its fine.

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>had a dream last night where I was in bed with a qt 3.14
>Couldn't get an erection IN MY OWN DREAM
>We just cuddled instead
>Still was amazing

I've far past any semblance of humanity

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>interacted with a cute girl for the first time in almost 2 years
>depression came back hard as fuck
>started drinking and chain smoking again

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>want to stop being a degenerate
>jerk off to some lovey-dovey doujin
>can't keep an erection, because I'm holding back tears

>>34616373
For some it isn't a pleasure, but a necessity, try a hot spring maybe?

>>34616673
and where would I find one in america
would I get to bath naked around women?

>>34616145
>woke up in the middle of a dream about sucking my boyfriends dick

Why must life be pain
Nothing gold can stay

>>34616369
This is true, I was incredibly lonely as a kid and started taking 2+ hours lonong baths

>i was had a crush on a girl for over three years when i was at a hospital
>the girl's mom also works there
>one day i was going to speech her mom told me to stay away from her, she knows my kind
>it felt bad, the speech therapist asked me how many girls i have slept with, more about her
>my last day of therapy there i went to say goodbye to her some other girl wanted to know about my douche friend
>i was going to ask her for her number and why her mom told me not to see her
>in bed i think about my speech therapist and girl when i wake up and can't fall back asleep

I cry in the shower a lot.

>>34616727
maybe idk, in germany you can do that. But you have google. Just look up one near you.

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>>34616639
>tfw horny but cant even into porn or doujin because of my shitty life and depression

>>34616874
Americans are very prudish, I don't think such a thing exists here.

>>34617620
"GOOGLE" oregano

>>34616231
this wtf. who sits in the shower?

>>34617801
it's comfy
like sitting in the rain except warm

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>>34616369
>showering is one of my favourite things because it just feels nice and I always try to take my time
>read this now

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>>34616145
Well atleast you shower not like the other crusty ass robots who shower once a week

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>tfw don't enjoy anything anymore
is this what depression feels like?

>>34618071
Depression is when you start hating things.

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>>34618808
no it isnt you retarded clownshit

>>34618834
Why the fuck are you asking then?

>>34618895
I wasn't the anon asking. just pointing out that you have no idea what the fuck you are talking about

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>>34618989
Pretty sure I'm right.

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>>34616832
>tfw I also do