The depression came back

Which means you know it doesn't just go away

with some momentum in life you can swing out of it

same here anon

It's always such a little thing that kicks it off too, if there even is anything at all. At least I've got drugs and alcohol

I can't remember the last time I was happy

If I kill myself this month people are going to think I did it because of Valentine's day.

>>34580730
>The depression came back
the depression never goes away, friend
:^)

I feel like I'm putting up a fucking facade, I just want to go.

How can I fake it til I make it out of depression if the depression causes memory problems which cause my attempts to do anything to fail?

For me it only happens when I get rejected by a girl. Nothing else gets me depressed quite like that. It's a really stupid thing to be upset over honestly but I can't control it.

Honestly that's probably the biggest problem in my life and there are kids in Syria getting their heads cut off by peaceful moderate rebels and I think I have it bad...

>>34581899
drugs that stabilize your mood like zoloft

Honestly, feeling nothing is so much better than the original emotions I had, it takes awhile to get used to

>>34581903
kek, that makes anyone upset friendo

A sign of depression would be like: Not getting over a girl you love for YEARS after you stop talking to her. Not getting over things quickly is a telltale sign

>>34581954
Oh dude I'm already there. I still think about this girl from freshman year of HS that I almost dated but fucked up with. She actually liked me too, and looking back the signs were incredibly obvious and her friends/my friends both thought we had something going on with each other. That was 5 years ago and I still remember her and look at her facebook often and she doesn't even live in the same state anymore.

You want to know the worst part of it? She never dated anyone in HS and neither did I. As far as I know she still isn't and has never dated anyone.

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>>34582045
I know that feel closely anon

Take the Zoloft pill anon, it was the only thing that stopped this nightmare

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>>34580730
>The depression came back

it's all going to be ok

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Anyone else tie nooses and pretend to hang yourself while listening to music?

I put my weight into it so its almost like Im really hanging myself but then I always stop

Its a really sad feel

>>34581954
I wouldn't say regret is a sign of depression but I can tell you thinking about what you missed out on in the past can cause it

>>34582045
Have you had a girlfriend? I'm guessing not, unfortunately it took until having one to realize depression won't go away because a fucking girl likes you

since you're bringing up a girl from high school I want believe you aren't much past it, maybe second year college?

you have many years to come and i've talked with a few people who didn't reliably date until in their 20s but that won't happen if you don't seek to improve and don't seek to find future relationships

>>34582244
I wasnt saying Regret is a sign, I was saying the inability to get over things and move on is a sign

can anyone tell me about going to a shrink?
I think i need help however i dont want to rob myself of freedom or be on some kinda list

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>used to come and go with varying degrees in the past
>has been constant, unrelenting misery for the past year
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>The depression never left

unoriginal feel

>>34581863

>and if you do it in march people will think you're sad all those snakes had to leave ireland

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>do lsd
>the depression goes away but left with paranoid schizophrenia

>>34583389

Anon, I want to thank you for putting a smile on my face.

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>>34583389
Kekeroni and cheese
I can't believe this was not original.

>>34583413
cheers good sir

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>>34580730
The depression never left

And this is not original