Have you ever thought back on your oneitis?

>>34580652
>she would be sorta touchy with me, even as much as to touch my face or my hand
>she rejected me one day when I built up the courage to confess to her
if she did touch your face and rejected you, shes a cunt.
dodged a bullet anon

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>>34580652
At least you had the balls to confess to your highschool oneitis anon.

>senior year

>have huge crush on oneitis since sophomore year

>she knew from mutual friends all along since sophomore year that I liked her.

>always denied it when she asked about it like the betafag I am.

>then senior year comes a long

>finally gonna do it

>prepare for days what I am gonna say

>plan to do it during our homecoming "free time"

>word apparently got out that I was going to do it through mutual friends.

>oneitis fat landwhale friend asks me in condescending and insulting way "did you ask her out yet"

>feel crushed and defeated, because oneitis and landwhale were close, so she definitely knew I was going to do it if she knew.

>go home cry for the weekend and wallow in my own misery and self hatred

>after a day or so of doing that get my motivation back, think "fuck that landwhale and fuck if she already knows i'm just going to do it and get it over with."

>get to school monday

>onetis and I are in the same class

>onetiis comes up to me and straight up tells me she doesn't like me and definitely doesn't want to date me before I could even attempt to ask.

>not only did I get a harsh bitter rejection, I didn't even get to ask her myself.

I know a lot of it is my fault for trusting some of my friends to keep secrets about it and telling them instead of straight up doing it, hell its also my fault for waiting two years before I was finalyl ready. But fuck man it hurts to think about that time, the regret of never actually saying anything mixed with the harsh rejection is fucking painful.

Granted this was years ago, not to mention after high school and during high school some of my "friends" who knew how I felt about her dated her and she still flirts with my other friends on normiebook. I don't still feel that way about her anymore and wouldn't consider her a "oneitis" anymore but I still get weird feelings whenever I see her now days.

>>34580652
I check her social media once every year along with other classmates to see how they're doing. I got over her a long time ago and I'm not attracted to her at all anymore, I mostly just cringe thinking about how much of a beta I was. Besides, I have a new oneitis to obsess over now.

>>34581506
This is scarily close to how it turned out with mine as well, though I started in freshman year and the rejection came junior year.

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>>34581916
>This is scarily close to how it turned out with mine as well, though I started in freshman year and the rejection came junior year.

If you don't mind could you greentext it? I would like to share feels with someone with a similar experience.

>Asked her out first year of college
>get rejected, mercilessly harassed about it for the rest of college
>literally made zero meaningful connections to people in my major since they all believed her over me

There were times when I thought I was only one glance to the other side of the room away from being dragged into a sexual harassment hearing. When I think back about her, all I feel is anger.

>>34581506
shit man, her and her friends sound like real fucking cunts. I guess we can't control who we have feelings but holy shit, your "friends" are real scum, I'd punch them out if I were you.

I feel for you bro, high school is a shitfest.

>>34582196
college nowadays seem to be nothing but feminazi brainwashing and all of that social justice horseshit.

Sounded like you happen to fall for a SJW who took your advances as "RAPE".

>>34582559
Politically she's more of a "church conservative" (wants to ban both gays and guns, impose muh jeebus on everyone), but she's very opportunistic and will not hesitate to bend her "morals" if it advances her selfish interests.

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I think of my oneitis at least a couple times a month
>summer after freshman year of High School
>meet girl named Ashley
>Cute and artsy/hip while also conservative
>too good for me
>despite crippling social autism manage to get with her
>We both become each others first love
>honestly could've been with her forever
>date for around 2 years
>lots of bad shit happens to me in grade 11
>mental illness/stress i was able to bottle up for so long is released
>puts a strain on our relationship
>push her away like an idiot
>try to kill myself
>fail
>she leaves me
>my other half left me
>for HIM of all people
>become dysfunctional loser with a substance abuse problem
years later my life is in shambles
Ashley made me a better person
I felt like a person
Now I feel empty and not capable of love
Nothing feels reall and i lack identity

>>34580652
>WOAH HOAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>tfw going to die alone with no gf

>>34582115
Sorry for the late response, it's very similar to yours
>crush on a girl during 8th grade/freshman year
>tell ''''''friends'''''' who couldn't keep their mouths shut
>she eventually finds out
>don't make a move for two years
>also deny, deny, deny when it's brought up
>during junior year '''''friends'''' start to tell me I should make a move
>start to get a little hope, start building up the courage to finally ask her out
>apparently they told her too because out of the blue she sends me a fucking facebook message of all things telling me she isn't interested
Afterwards I was also pretty angry with myself for telling people I probably shouldn't have trusted and waiting so long without making a move while she knew the whole time, wasting so much time pining after her when I could've tried to focus on other girls. I guess I learned my lesson because I haven't told anyone about my current oneitis at all except random anons who will listen. But then again maybe I didn't learn it that well because I developed oneitis for another unattainable girl in the first place.

i still fucking see my former oneitis every once in a while. she works somewhere i am forced to go to occasionally. i've been over her for years and all i see now is a manipulative emotionless cunt that is only talking to me because i'm in the same room as her. every time i go there i cross my fingers hoping she either quit/got fired/called out sick, i really don't want to see this bitch at all.

>>34584349
This is literally my goal tbqh familia