Should I turn myself into a mental hospital, or just do death

>>34572245
Kill yourself my man

No one will give a shit about you

You're just baiting for (You)s anyway fag

>Traumatising a train driver
Hang yourself yo.

Turn yourself into a mental hospital, anon.

>>34572245

Hit up the hospital. Suicide can always be done later if other shit doesn't work out.

They will give you clonazepam at a mental hospital. I guarantee that benzodiazepines will make you feel better. They work instantly. If you're going to kill yourself, go to a mental hospital and have some benzodiazepines so that you can make this decision in a clear state of mind and enjoy some peace and contentment before you go.

>>34572389
>>34572378
>>34572339
This actually sounds really good desu.
Problem is I don't like the idea of making a scene. I am sure they will contact family in one way or another, despite me living alone and such.
So if I for some odd reason decide to keep it up, it will always be incredibly awkward to spend any time with anyone in my family.

Although, I guess being comfy in a hospital for a while, drugged up and shit, then outing myself afterwards, sounds surprisingly nice.

>>34572331
You think people still drive trains?

>>34572245
Take it from someone who went to one of those, you definitely don't want to do that. If you've ever been to a therapist appointment and didn't find it helpful there's nothing that psych ward can do for you. You're basically turning yourself into a week or so long prison stint where you do nothing but have counseling sessions all day.

>>34573251
the worst day of therapy is still better than the best day of bein dead

>>34572245
train is apparently really messy, but if you dont mind it go for it...

im considering doing the same, tell me how it goes if you do it OP

I have killed 7 pets against my will.
1 kitten owned by another who didn't care about it since they had like 12 other kittens they neglected
1 Rat owned by an ex roommate I hate
2 rats who's spines I snapped
1 Rat who I threw outside into the woods to save from myself
1 Rat I killed 2 days ago by crushing her ribs. I actually really loved this one and have felt worse about this one than all others combined.


I don't want to be this monster. I wish I didn't have to fight these urges every time I held them.
I' ve even already cut myself off from society. I only work eat and sleep. I'm afraid of getting locked up or my mother finding out how inhuman I am.

I wish I was born a normie who was semi-successful throughout life and could just settle down with a nice girl.

Turn into the hospital. I became a general hospital. My life has never been better.

>>34572331
>he doesn't know about the trainman.

>>34572245
morphing into a hospital sounds way cooler than dying by train desu

>>34572389
>>34572822
Benzos aren't meant for long term use. "Long term" meaning more than a few weeks of a very low dose at most. The higher the dose the less time it takes to get addicted. You don't want to be addicted to benzos.

>>34572245
Do whatever you want No one cares anyways.