im gonna lose it i dont have anyone to talk to and all of my

Have you considered death

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Do you talk to yourself?

I can be an ear if needed.

>>34551503
I personally believe that U.S. Americans are unable to do so because some people out there in our nation don't have maps and uh, I believe that our, I, education like such as uh, South Africa, and uh, the Iraq, everywhere like such as, and I believe that they should, uhhh, our education over here in the US should help the US, uh, should help South Africa, it should help the Iraq and the Asian countries so we will be able to build up our future, for us.

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>>34551565
>this was on tv 10 years ago

>>34551565
shut up Caitlin

>>34551556
This guy knows what's good. Talk to yourself, it's the second best thing.

>>34551503
im home alone and it's kind of unsettling for me as well

fuck

im either bored and antsy at work or lonely at home

can i get off the ride now?

>>34551524
its a waste, living is time travel away from the pain
>>34551556
no that feels too wierd to do, its all just in my head. like one big runon conversation all day, i get lost in it and dont notice anything perceptually
>>34551710
its especially tantalizing because there *is* people to talk to at work (or class in my case) but its stressful to start or hold a conversation
take solace in being home alone though, it gives you freedom to express yourself naturally however you want without judgment from others

>>34551800
Why do you care of what people think of you?

>>34551833
i just want someone to show me affection, i cant show me any so i turn to everyone else
then they cant either...

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>>34551987
You don't really fall for that "love yourself before you love anyone else" shit do you? That doesn't apply to everybody depending on what they've been through. But I feel you, I'm in the same position in the sense that love/affection is more or less dead since this society's women are attracted to status rather than how somebody is. I guess this world isn't for us.

>>34551503
Are you male? Because nobody cares about a man's feelings.
You can pay a therapist to listen to you for a few hours then tell you you're fine it's just winter depression take these.

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>>34551987
Op do you want any friends? I can be your friend. I only have one friend and he barely talks to me and i'm going insane too. I might be pretty boring awkward and depressed but fuck i'm desperate too man.
my throwaway email is [email protected]

>>34552042
I hate this world because anyone can be anything and do anything, you just have to be a good enough actor. If youre personable and friendly youll go farther than even the smartest man in the world.
I cannot push myself to be the person I want to be, that I idealize myself as in my head, it comes out unnaturally

>>34552171
How exactly do you want to be?

>>34552117
it would be wrong to start anything that i cant follow through on
i would only hurt you by abandoning you out of anxiety
sorry guy
>>34552196
Charismatic, i miss so many oppurtunities everday by not taking action. by the time i can think of the right thing to do its already the next day or too late, and trying to fix/complete something that happened yesterday or days ago is embarassing. I want to react faster socially, its hard to keep up. The other day on my bicycle a girl i shared a class with smiled at me but the thought didnt process in my head until i was 10 feet past her
now she doesn't notice me but if i smiled back maybe we could have been friends
its hard to expain to people that im slow in that sense without seeming foot in mouth on the spectrum

>>34552359
You don't learn from mistakes and regret? I feel that is a very human thing to do. But I know where you come from. Sometimes one blind leap of faith of impulsivity can lead to something nice like smiling at that girl. I'm sure there will be other opportunities, though. Life goes on.

>>34552388
thanks for talking anon
your replies made me feel better about things

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>>34552468
No worries. From what you're telling me I don't think I have it nearly as hard as you but still find it hard to connect with people on an emotional level and be socially acceptable (like how you said - acting and such). Just curious, where do you live anon?

>>34551503
same
lack skills
lack motivation
lack a society
lack friends
hate life

>>34551565
>tfw actually remember this reference
made me feel good anon thanks

>>34551503
Shut the fuck up normalfaggot real robots don't need friends

>>34552505
hotville, burgerland

>>34551503
try making a tulpa, fampai

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>>34552860
Do you understand how hard that process is? It'll be more helpful to tell OP to be himself. For the very minute population of people who can get it to work you need to be so autistic that you don't even know you're autistic.

>>34552860
no i want real life
or VR, its my fantasy